Chapter 14: Ao Ze Attends the Examination, Loves Someone Else
Jianye became the capital, and it was time to recruit talents.
It was also the year of the Great Bixi. Ao Ze and Yan Ruyu discussed the matter of rushing for the examination. In order to have a successful career, I want to marry you in a grand manner and let you live a good life. I have decided to go to Jiankang to take the examination. I want to leave everything on this most beautiful day when I get the title on the wedding night, but I can't bear to leave.
Yan Ruyu didn't object, nor was she happy. She vaguely felt that she had a deep relationship with this enemy.
Yan Ruyu was very happy to see that the other party was very clingy to her, but she was afraid that it would be her fault if she delayed the other party. Her thoughts were naturally complicated.
Yan Ruyu's yellow and thin face, lonely sleep, desolate mood, weak voice, and a very pitiful look made people sympathize with her. Even though she was sad and disappointed, she still spoke to Ao Ze. She also knew that she couldn't help but feel sad, but she was forced to do so by this enemy. Although she was unwilling, some emotions needed to be hidden and settled. She still said with deep affection and reluctance, A gentleman should take fame as his thought, and his heart should have the magnanimity of a great swan. His future should not be taken lightly. Don't lose your ambition. Don't let obscene words taint the dragon and snake characters. Seeing how you usually dance with your pen, if the tip of your pen can sweep away thousands of troops, of course it's good. there are farWith great insight, one naturally shouldn't be unambitious. Don't teach your own people to be born with an exclamation mark that stops abruptly.
When Ao Ze heard this, he was still a little reluctant to rush for the exam. However, he only needed one word from the other party to stop him and he would immediately stop in the capital. It was also because of the shadow of his failure to win the competition. That experience made him truly understand the truth that there was always someone better than him, so he deliberately said, I just can't leave you. My heart is filled with you.
Yan Ruyu still persuaded him,"A good man has aspirations in all directions. If the Golden Palace can win the world, seal his wife and children, and glorify the family, this is a good thing." Life was full of ups and downs. As expected, he won the first place on the golden list, and the emperor's disciple became famous in one fell swoop. Didn't he wash away his decadent spirit? I think your literary talent is brilliant, and there will be a time when your reputation rises. When Ao Ze heard this, he still wanted to say something, but he hesitated. He decided to go to Jingdou and Jianye to take the examination. He was still reluctant to part with Yan Ruyu.
Ao Ze was entangled with Yan Ruyu, but he used the little flute he learned to show off in front of the young miss. Although his temperament was not very good, it was more or less like it. The meaning of the flute music was very clear: The mountains and rivers could not bear too much sorrow, and time could not wait too long. Could a few short springs and autumns bear the loss? He didn't know where the love came from, but he didn't know what it was, but he was deeply in love with her, but was it too deep and heavy? Was it not enough to continue the fate in the next life? But the lie of three reincarnations toying with the human world? Love to the point of not being able to love, gathering until the end must be separated, how hard and painful is it, why is it me? So what if time proved everything? It is said that the wind and sand want to bury the hatred, but can it be done? Who could he tell his life experiences to?
Yan Ruyu brought the food and wine.
Ao Ze borrowed the wine to say: Take the wine to ask the sky, laugh at the sky blind. Where in Lihen Heaven could there be a Star God leading the way? However, if the heavens had feelings, the heavens would grow old, and only then would the heavens be heartless? Since heaven is heartless, how can we plant love? She only asked people to look for love in the human world, but love did not take root in the human world and where was the door of lovesickness? Why does it teach the world to go from heartlessness to passion? Love. Sentimental. Drowning Love. Lust. Love, why must love be illusory and ruthless? Where was the true love? The true feelings could not be seen, but how was she let down on this day?
Yan Ruyu didn't say anything and lamented in her room. Love couldn't last forever, but many stories had reasons to be sad? Looking back at the vast sea, passing through a dream-like life, but there is no request in my heart? Don't be afraid of loneliness, you will always be by my side, but how much do you know? How painful it was to compete with oneself, but who was the one who moved my heart? Disrupting my heart? Who's life is it when I suddenly look back? Will there be an old dream that I can't let go of tonight? But love is still beautiful and reluctant to part, but? A lifetime of love, just to meet you once. How much pain and confusion was there in the repeated questioning? Love and hate are hard to love alone? It was a hazy dream, and everything became empty. With a long sigh, he mourned for his entire life. He painstakingly asked for information about you and me. He was greedy for power. A promise? Or could it be that the heavens were jealous of the beauty of all living beings on earth?
Thinking of this, Yan Ruyu walked to the zither and played the zither. Every change in the world is unpredictable? Some people are busy with love, but they are still happy to wander around. No matter how busy and hurt, she was willing to be romantic for love, even if she lost her mind. Lonely fireworks forget the years, but gradually feel a little vicissitudes of life before realizing that they have missed? Don't let love be in a dilemma, why am I the one who fled for love and got drunk in a foreign land? But let happiness flow from side to side. Who understands my heart the most? Why can't you let me hug you for one more second? Perhaps this was the opening to love. The love hidden in a corner of my heart might be the place where we can meet each other in our next life. I wonder if I can fall in love with you? That forced situation always made people suffer. I don't know your motivation and whereabouts, I don't know when love and hate will stop, but it reminds me of my lovesickness dream. How much love can last forever? Why did the past and the future seem like a dream? It also made the injured people speechless. The fall of feelings, people do not know, the melody sounded, but it is difficult to say that a lonely zither can play mandarin duck music.
Before Ao Ze left, he did not say a word. He kept sighing in front of Miss with a worried expression. He thought about the beautiful days he had with Miss and thought about when he would return from Jianye this time. He looked reluctant.
Yan Ruyu saw that he was bitter in his heart, so she said gently, The love between men and women in the world was chaotic at the beginning and abandoned at the end. Perhaps the ending was like this and could not escape this cycle. I won't hate anything because of this. I cherish every day we're together. I'll think of the happy times we had together. If you're willing to marry me, that's your affection for me.
Ao Ze, who had always been eloquent, had nothing to say at this moment, but his face was filled with worry.
Yan Ruyu said again,"Even if you make a vow of eternal love, you will also separate. Why do you have many feelings and are unhappy about this departure?" I have nothing to comfort you with. You said that I'm good at playing the zither, so today I'll pay you a song. In the past, I didn't dare to play for you because I was shy, but also because I was embarrassed to show my embarrassment in front of a talented person like you. Today, I played for you to fulfill one of your wishes and not let you have too many thoughts.
Therefore, Yan Ruyu's delicate hand slid on the strings, and the music started to sound melodious.
Yan Ruyu expressed the meaning of the song about the beautiful days they had together. She hoped that our love would not be disturbed by any external factors. Even if we were like the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl, there would be a time when we would meet on the Magpie Bridge. As long as you don't give up and persist, I'll wait for you.
Ao Ze did not say a word.
Yan Ruyu also felt the helplessness of breaking up and was confessing that she couldn't let go of this love.
Although the melody was beautiful, it was mournful. How could a overflowing love flow naturally and be filled with deep feelings? A person who was out of his mind had to hold his breath and look at each other in order to understand? How many undercurrents are surging in my drifting mind? Why was that smile of this world so mysterious? Was a relationship destined to be overwhelmed by the overwhelming emotions from the very beginning? An aggressive and careless aura, but with a determination to stake everything? That self-composed spirit and the strength bestowed by it had many gossips and gossip. How many scenes did he have to face? That untraceable search was intertwined with those eyes full of doubt. Was there a need to comfort and analyze the dissection? Why couldn't she wake up from her complicated and immature feelings? Was there a problem with giggling foolishly when you were so touched that you couldn't breathe? Love to the point of no return, love to the point of no return. That person was so talented, yet he did not say anything. Could it be that he had become muddle-headed because of love? Or are you so calm now that you're about to fly freely without my feelings? This seemingly simple love is so complicated between me and him that we can't understand each other's feelings. Isn't it pitiful, sad, and disabled?
Ao Ze understood what Jean meant,"It's been less than a minute since I fell in love with you, but I'm the only one left in such a long relationship?" Recalling the content of love, but love scattered without a trace, still unable to fill, empty continue? She was shuttling through one relationship after another. She didn't know if she had tried it before. Why bother? Haven't you ever been touched by a moment of tenderness and indulgence? Hoping to see your face, but it's like we've never met, just making my dreams come to nothing? That I love you the most, but meeting you in this sad city is still hard to resist? Why couldn't the plot of the longest confession be written out, but it made people spend a long time alone? No matter how many dynasties change, only you are irreplaceable. However, the eternal romance will dissipate with the wind, and fame and fortune will eventually turn to dust. The future is long and the expectations are slim, but I have been accompanying you and have not seen the end of the story, and I have lost something again and again. He never left? Ever since you stepped into my life, my heart hasn't come to an answer because of this love. What are you still busy with? Why is love so hard to speak in my heart? Do you know the meaning of deep love and deep hatred? Or are you looking for a better excuse for love to escape?
Ao Ze wanted to say something to Yan Ruyu.
Yan Ruyu finally couldn't continue playing. Before the music was finished, she was already heartbroken and couldn't cry. She threw the piano away and left.
Ao Ze saw that Yan Ruyu was heartbroken and hurriedly chased after her. However, he was still rejected outside the door and couldn't get any results from asking. However, he said, As long as Miss is willing, I'm willing to give up the competition. I don't want fame and fortune, I don't care about these things, I just want to be with the young miss.
Yan Ruyu wiped her tears in the room and forced a smile. A gentleman should not talk nonsense about three hearts. I just couldn't accept it at the moment. I'm really fine. It's enough to have Gentleman's words. Gentleman, you can take the exam in peace. I will take good care of myself. Please take care of yourself on the road. I will pack some proper things for you.
Ao Ze was still somewhat reluctant to leave.
Yan Ruyu's mood was that there was always a beautiful memory in her heart that was as beautiful as peach blossoms, and there was also a hidden pain that had been throbbing for years in her life. Falling into the whirlpool of feelings required one to give all their heart and soul. An unknown past would always be buried deep in their hearts. Love is a seed that needs time. sunshine. Water and warmth, a single thought of persistent love would always make one party suffer and be covered in bruises. Love is like a dream, always waking up to know that love is in a dilemma. She wanted to cherish it, but the dream could not continue. Love was something that people both loved and hated. When they loved, they could not stop, and when they hated, they regretted it. Fate was such a wonderful thing. After the twists and turns of the road of love, the depths of love could not help but cry bitterly, always deeply hurting the other person's heart.
Liu Kun knew that Ao Ze had entered the capital to rush for the examination, so he sent some silver taels and words of improvement to cheer him on. Instead, he gave him more opportunities to bid farewell to Yan Ruyu.
Yan Ruyu cleaned up the business for her lover and paid some valuable jewelry.
Ao Ze's eyes were filled with affection.
Ao Ze and Yan Ruyu reluctantly separated.
The man's departure seemed to be strong and sad, but the woman's temporary restraint also made her cry.
After the competition, the Imperial Roll was released.
Ao Ze and the students waited anxiously for the results to be released. They knew that once the Imperial Roll was released, the students had their own feelings. They all squeezed into the crowd to see if their names were on the roll.
On this day, the people on the list were filled with joy and the sound of firecrackers. Those who were not on the list were dejected, depressed, and sad.
Ao Ze was full of confidence, but he couldn't understand the disappointment in the examination room. In the face of reality, he had to face it, so he told Yan Ruyu to stay in the capital to study for the next year.
Yan Ruyu replied to comfort him and even gave him some silver and hand-made clothes.
Ao Ze rented a place in the capital to study. His mind was filled with Yan Ruyu's figure, so how could he read the books?
Yan Ruyu was also worried about Ao Ze and neglected to dress up.
Ao Ze saw many scholars rushing to take the exam in the capital busy pulling strings and pulling connections. He thought that there must be something special about his good results in the exam because there were people who were not as good as him before the exam but were able to show off on the streets, even if there was no one in the court who was as talented as him. It was undoubtedly an extremely difficult thing to be born into a poor family. However, he wanted to take a shortcut, but he was afraid that he would fall into the hands of others in the future, so he thought of a foolproof plan. However, he didn't have a way out, so how could he be unwilling?
Ao Ze was focused on fame and fortune, so he naturally threw Yan Ruyu's matter to the back of his mind.
Yan Ruyu was thinking about Ao Ze and hoped that he could marry her in a grand manner next year.
I, Jian, was the number one scholar in the criminal record. Although I lost my official position in Luoyang due to the war, Jiankang still admitted it. Moreover, Sima Rui was now a waist token given by the Emperor.
I, Jian, have long been appreciated by Sima Rui. Because of his good achievements in the court, he is even more appreciated by the Emperor. This time, I was lucky enough to be personally instructed by the Emperor to be an invigilator.
I saw that Ao Ze's article was very happy and put the volume in front of the heavy head. I don't know who replaced it and made Ao Ze fall behind.
There was another person who liked Ao Ze's article. He was just an illusion. He was also the examiner. He was the one who took Ao Ze's article down. He saw that Wu Jian placed Ao Ze's article at the top of his list, so he paid more attention to peeking at it. It was indeed a good article.
The illusion was selfish. Seeing that he was talented and outstanding, he had the heart to be his son-in-law. The other reason was to win Ao Ze over and deliberately make him miss this year. It was also to kill this confident and frivolous young man, Qi Yin, so that he could become a member of the sect and an assistant. He believed that he would have plenty of opportunities to develop in the future. Therefore, when Ao Ze failed, he came to visit him. Seeing his diligence, he praised him and wanted to accept him as his disciple.
Ao Ze knew CuoJue's identity and hit it off immediately.
Ao Ze couldn't care less about the scholarly integrity. He knew very well that he had to put in a lot of effort and that it might not necessarily be realized. It was so easy for someone to take a shortcut and get ahead of him. It might not be honorable to do this, but it was for the sake of his future. In the future, if he could live a good life, even if it was just a few good days, it would be a hundred times better than his current state. He would be admired and respected, and he would be rich and glorious. It was still worth a try. Even if it was disgraceful, as long as he had the opportunity in the future, he would do things properly. What was wrong with using his own ability to do the right thing? Many things in the world were done by those in power. If he did not have power, how could he do anything? Even if the other party's behavior is not correct, I try my best to change him, but I can't change him. I can remain silent or not do anything. If it really doesn't work, then I'll take it one step at a time. I'm such a smart person, so I still have this bit of adaptability. Only with power can I carry out the little bit of positive energy in my heart. Even if I do a little good, it's fine. The helplessness without power, the misery of being manipulated by others
When Ao Ze thought of this, he often went to the wrong residence and was willing to be a guest. He also had an incomparable sense of pride.
What Ao Ze didn't expect even more was that he had a beautiful daughter who was as beautiful as a flower.
When the two of them saw each other, they both liked each other and naturally exchanged glances.
In front of others, she was dignified and virtuous, but in front of Ao Ze, she was passionate in love.
His love for Ao Ze made Ao Ze feel at home. The mistake was that it was easy to enter from the open heart and Yan Ruyu was too introverted, which made people unable to figure it out. Ao Ze weighed the pros and cons. Only the wrong family background could help him, and Yan Ruyu was useless to his future.
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