People Cry and People Laugh, Hard Love
Ao Ze showed off his affection and said," I hold your hand.
From the sweetness, she said to Ao Ze," I'll grow old with you.
Ao Ze had just experienced sex and thought happily in his heart,"
Wonderful! It turned out that love was so sweet and beautiful. The clouds and rain on the Wushan Mountain were enshrouded in mist, and riding the clouds was a graceful fairy. No wonder the world only envied mandarin ducks and not immortals. Love could be above material things and could be sold at a low price. Perhaps love was so humble that there was no distinction between noble and humble as long as it was for true love. The reason why the people of the world pursue love and wander in the sea of love is that this beautiful feeling is: It's hard to talk. I can't say it. I'm ashamed to say it. There was no end to the words. Only the two of them were there to experience it, and they were sinking deeper and deeper.
She never knew what this man was thinking. She only knew that he must love her.
Maybe some people are confused by love, no matter right or wrong, they don't regret their original intention.
Truly, before love begins, one would never be able to imagine loving someone like that. Before the love ended, he could never imagine that the love would disappear. But love was nothing in front of money? That love became worthless in front of some things.
I Jian and Miss Ao strolled along the Qinhuai River. I Jian, who was still immersed in happiness, heard Miss Ao say," Let's break up!
Wo Jian couldn't believe his ears and asked," What was that?
Miss Ao added,"Let's break up!"
Really: Emotions are the most worthless things, they are very cheap. People said that feelings were precious, but the truth was not so. Feelings were things that could be given and discarded if one did not want to give. Because people could give up their feelings for other things, there would be countless reasons to whitewash their feelings. Because no one would say anything about you. It would never be clear. Because love was not a matter of one person. Love was not an equal exchange. For whom? For whom? Who was the cause of that unexplainable doubt? Why is it difficult to stop me? There were all sorts of reasons.
Now that Woujian heard it clearly, he turned around and left without saying anything.
Miss Ao still wanted to say something, but she shouted," I'm Jian!
Wo Jian turned around to take a look at Miss Ao before leaving.
When I got home, my tears couldn't help but flow out, but I still firmly wiped away the tears.
It was true that accepting feelings was a kind of feeling, and rejecting feelings was also a kind of feeling. Feelings may make people feel helpless, but feelings are not a very noble thing. Feelings themselves are like the air that spreads around us and nurtures us at all times. Therefore, when we are happy about our feelings, we are full of passion, and when we are in pain, we suffocate.
I was reading in my own study, throwing the book down, picking up a pen to write and putting it down again, but the pen couldn't write. What kind of feeling was it to not be able to write smoothly? This was a contradictory problem. Who asked him to secretly fall in love with you? Why can't you understand people's feelings?
I looked at the book room and said: Seeing the passage of time, my heart is especially clear. This is the intersection of the old and new years. How can I be in the mood to smile and sink my wrist on the inkstone table and read the paper? I'm cheating, I'm cheating! Why can't you let go? She no longer has you in her heart, so why do you still have her in your heart? The person who truly has you in his heart doesn't care about distance, doesn't care about time and space, and cares about you forever. Vows would change, time would change, and how many tests could the obsession for love withstand?
Wo Jian's gaze stopped on the painting in Luoyang. He hoped that this beautiful woman would appear early to comfort his lonely heart. Why was love so unreasonable? It liked you the way you looked. Love was muddle-headed. Sometimes, people would not appreciate it even if they changed themselves for it. Sometimes, people would change things for it. It really made people not know what to do and were caught off guard. Love had no reason to speak of. It required people to satisfy its requirements, to have their own thoughts and opinions, and to not have their own thoughts and not to be controlled by themselves. It was really confusing. The wonders of love, some people walk into people's hearts, some people walk out of people's sight. Some people gave you their hearts and you pretended not to see it because you didn't like it. Some people took their hearts away and you pretended not to hurt because you loved them. Why do we lose each other sometimes? Why can't I enter her world? Am I the one who forced myself into her world, but I just don't care? Why can't people's hearts be exchanged for people's hearts? Is it because I care too much? Or am I the only person in this world? Or am I redundant? Some things are just me looking for trouble and sadness? So what if he knew about some things? That caring was actually such a ridiculous thing.
Ao Ze's newlyweds were happy because the two of them loved each other and had an intimate relationship.
Ao Ze was really going headfirst into the land of peach red and willow green, the land of gentleness and wealth.
It was true that today the spring flowers were in full bloom, and the dragon and phoenix were in a hurry to give alms. I wonder if you and I have walked past each other in the mandarin duck pair? For what kind of hardship or happiness is worth thinking about? It turned out that this love was also full of nonsense and deception that had been hoodwinked for generations. Yesterday I saw bees and butterflies on the branches of the waves. Except for Wushan Mountain, who else is busy? Is there a tear-stained love between you and me on the Three-Life Stone? For what kind of pain and pursuit of persistence, so that there is still so much chaos in the heart? It turned out that this love was also a big lie, and it was still so pure. It turned out that this love was not about right or wrong, winning or losing, giving alms. It did not distinguish between you and me. It only looked at the place where love was used and did not care about dirty and pure? When love reached a deep level, it didn't matter whether it was humble or noble. Even a gust of wind could blow a pool of spring water. This familiar face could also change because of that little thought. Looking at this small wedding night, was it a crazy paradise on earth that only envied mandarin ducks and not immortals? Many couples laughed at the old and cried at the old. This was a vivid and vivid performance that even messed up the vanity fair. Pairs of lovers faced each other naked, but the result was still that they were still insincere and could not see the true feelings. Was that person who had been in love for so long in the human world, who had caused such a ruckus in just a few short autumns, seeking death and even asking for a next life to continue their fate, courting death? The extravagant thoughts of holding hands for life and death, or the endless love of the world and the separation of life and death? However, that person thinks he's smart but is muddleheaded. His thoughts are changing, making trouble, and being romantic?
Yan Ruyu cried as she recalled the days she spent with Ao Ze. The pain is not the wound, but the person you love may not love you, who can bear it. Resist this unbearable torment and irresistible gentleness? What hurt them was not forgetting, but not being able to forget, but when they lost everything, they could still feel each other's concern no matter how far away they were? We're not afraid of love, but we're afraid of heartlessness. But the people we're most familiar with are all actors in this scene? Humility is nothing but feelings, and the coldest is nothing but the human heart. In fact, every love is a favor, and every tear is a love, but can fate let nature take its course? Be it joy or sorrow, bitter or sweet, because they could encounter it, they had no regrets? But what did the heart need the most, miss the most, and couldn't let go of? A year passed in an instant, and a lifetime passed in the blink of an eye. However, although today was here, it was flowing away. Although tomorrow was here, it was gone. Would they let go of this love and continue?
Yan Ruyu had completely given up on Ao Ze. So what if there was only hatred left? In her heart, she thought,'The moment he passed by, I looked back at him expectantly. I'm a little touched, and my heart rippled.' Was it destined to be fated but not destined to be? Was that fruitless affection because she met the wrong person at the right time? Is love the origin of hate? But if you don't have deep feelings, will you lose the taste? How can a lifetime of melancholy be endless with three thousand troubles? It was impossible to hate love, and love could not die, but why did it hurt to get it and then lose it?
Yan Ruyu played the zither to relieve her worries. It meant that she slid on the strings, and every note was beating with the feeling of longing. It was a style of letting the lofty sentiments sway. Sometimes it scattered people's youth and passion, but it couldn't bring back the true feelings of the past. I was lost, but I don't know if you suddenly think of me? Looking at the carefree me in the world of mortals, I am really full of regret. I only strive to be like before, but I end up empty and haggard. Beautiful scenery can do nothing to the sky, but what is the taste of worrying about the success of my heart? Old things before the joy all came but did not fully understand the meaning of life, to today can be asked, is not born according to the past before looking at each other. Tell me in detail, is it that the heart is always difficult to be depressed day and night? I know that most of all, it's just a dream, a bitter soul, and a memory that still looks like the first time we met. Why bother? Ask when I will be with you, deeply regretful, still as before? Thinking about it day and night makes my family thinner. Hate the past easy to cause love into trouble, heart thousands of things but because of love and hurt the embrace of spring.
Liu Kun saw Yan Ruyu frowning and greeted her with concern.
Yan Ruyu only forced a smile and said calmly," Young Master Ao and I often write to each other. We're very good." Yet, she secretly shed tears.
Liu Kun asked the maid Yin 'er privately.
Yin 'er scolded,"Ao Ze is a heartless thing. He has let down my miss' true feelings."
When Liu Kun heard this, he was furious and wanted to vent his anger on behalf of the young lady. He said, No matter how capable he is now, as long as Miss Yan is willing, I can immediately make him fall into eternal damnation. Don't look at his current glory. I still have this ability.
Liu Kun was not boasting. He had always been born into a noble family. With his character and literary talent, he had a wide network of connections. His heroic and chivalrous feelings spread far and wide. If he wanted to touch Ao Ze, it was more than enough.
Yan Ruyu saw that she didn't hide this matter, so she quickly persuaded, Brother Kun, don't be rash. He's already the son-in-law of a wealthy family. If you mess with him, it might affect your future.
Liu Kun was furious, but he said disdainfully," What was his son-in-law from a wealthy family? That's all.
Yan Ruyu added,"It's not necessary to trouble yourself." Secondly, if you go like this, it would seem that I'm unreasonable. In this world, it's not certain that you can succeed in a relationship. If you go and leave me behind It didn't make sense. Especially in this case, why don't I let him be unreasonable? Let him think about it.
Liu Kun said,"The key is whether or not he will 'think about it'." Others might not think about it. Other people lived their own lives and did not care much as long as they lived well.
Yan Ruyu said,"It's up to him whether he wants to or not." As long as I don't owe him a favor, he will owe me a favor for the rest of his life.
" Ah!" Liu Kun wanted to say something.
Yan Ruyu quickly stopped him and said,"Brother Kun, just listen to me." There was no right or wrong in love. Winning or losing could be said. No one should blame anyone. It was not a matter of life and death. Love was a choice. Who wouldn't want to see someone good? Even I want to be with a good family. " People strive for higher ground, while water flows downwards." It was normal and understandable. Maybe he made the right choice to leave me. Maybe I didn't love him enough, so he chose to give up. Maybe I'm not in the right mood. I used it in the wrong place, but I couldn't put it down for a moment. Maybe it's good for me that he gave up this time. Why should the wrong person be in the wrong place? Continue on the road? Maybe he wasn't my true Mr. Right in the first place? Especially in the future, it would be better to end the pain now. Only by giving up what should not be could one quickly see what should be. Wasn't this a good thing?
Liu Kun thought about it and agreed. Seeing that Miss Yan thought this way, his arrogance was reduced by half, so he did not say anything.
Yan Ruyu continued,"Third, we didn't have anything to do with each other. We just had a relationship for nothing." It was as if we were really in trouble.
Liu Kun nodded and consoled him,"I'll remember this debt first." Please be at ease. There's no need to worry about someone who's not worth it.
Although Yan Ruyu was sad, she forced herself to let go. She was abandoning Ao Ze and thinking about where her other relationship would end up. She was thinking,"I once advised the king to cherish his youth," but in the end, he lost himself in his pursuit of fame. I once advised you not to cherish the gold-thread dress, but in the end, you became someone else's lover because you were greedy for wealth and glory. How foolish I am. Since I love him so much, I shouldn't have let him go. But I don't have eyes? Or was the heavens heartless and boring? Unfortunately, there was no medicine for regret in this world. Truly: Man plans, God disposes, but I have miscalculated, a misstep can lead to a thousand miles of error.
As Ao Ze had no place to live, he naturally moved to his father-in-law's house.
CuoCong was the apple of CuoJue's eye, so CuoJue naturally wouldn't let his daughter suffer. As a high-ranking official, he still had the ability to support them.
Cuocong was a good woman and cared for Ao Ze. She made him worry about nothing in his daily life and made him focus on studying and obtaining fame.
Ao Ze had returned with a beauty. Although he enjoyed glory and wealth, he was not tired of studying. He still had the backbone and self-esteem of a scholar.
Ao Ze knew why he had abandoned Yan Ruyu when he was trying to climb up the social ladder. At the same time, knowing that he was wrong also made him satisfied. He also hated himself for being so good at bootlicking. Naturally, he wanted to prove his true talent to everyone. He knew too well what he wanted in his heart. Back then, when he was pursuing a girl and was despised by others, he met Yan Ruyu.
Yan Ruyu was lonely in her heart. She didn't talk or smile all day. She leaned against the window and missed him. She didn't dare to play the zither because she was afraid that others would break her thoughts in the music of the strings.
Yan Ruyu sometimes wrote about her worries: Don't ask for each other's possession, just want to spend a lifetime together, how can there be confusion on the way? I don't wish for the sea to dry up and the rocks to crumble, I only wish for love to exist. Why would there be desolation? Is it only because love has been carved into the bones that our hearts are connected? No regrets, no distance? When love is deep, don't talk about love. But what bewitched your heart to have such a result? The truest love is the language spoken from the depths of the heart, but the pain in the bottom of my heart can be released with tears? That romantic and warm companionship, but was happiness too far away, or was missing and worrying all sad?
Yan Ruyu wrote and burned it, then picked up the pen to write. One could imagine what kind of mood she was in. She wrote: He didn't seek prosperity, he only wanted to be single-minded. Was it so simple to stay together peacefully? He didn't want to be vigorous, he just wanted to stay by his side, but the details of life had to be remembered with his heart? A hug, a kind of reliance, what kind of result would see through her despondency? A wisp of fragrant soul, a boat full of sorrow, was it enough for one person to live in another person's heart? The wound of words can sometimes bleed for a lifetime. Her voice was soft and gentle like water, and her eyes were filled with love. Full of enthusiasm, in exchange for a heart full of scars. There was too much pain in his heart, too much loneliness in the bottom of his heart, could it be exchanged for sympathy from thousands of miles away?
Yan Ruyu tore it up again as tears welled up in her eyes.
The stars in the sky twinkled.
Yan Ruyu's heart was not calm, so she wrote again, Life is hard to leave, there is no need to be day and night. It was a sweet and magical tacit understanding. The obsession of a lifetime of attachment, the forsaken that could never be separated, who was not who, who was a passer-by in whose life? Life is not long, why use unnecessary troubles to humiliate yourself and hurt time? However, how much was lost in love? The four seasons could be reincarnated, but life would not be repeated. A contented heart, who knew how much suffering there was in the trap of gentleness? Whether it was to collect debts or to repay debts. Repaying kindness and repaying hatred, these were all fated people. Everyone she met was fated, and she thought that he was fated? Treat this enemy well. I owe him too much in this life. In this life, I used my tears to repay the fruits of my previous life.
A drop of a beauty's tears was beautiful and intoxicating.
Yan Ruyu wanted to use the zither to relieve her pain, but who knew that the zither sound was sad and moving, like the heartbroken person at the end of the world was even more sad.
Yan Ruyu really couldn't play anymore and didn't dare to play.
Yan Ruyu sobbed as she thought about the journey of love. She couldn't help but feel heartache.
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