Chapter Twenty-Three: How Can I Endure It? I Ask the Stone of Three Lives
Beautiful on the outside, intelligent on the inside. Graceful and graceful Yan Ruyu said: Love is so wonderful, because there will be changes will not say that beautiful oath why take it too seriously? Because there will be separation, I dare not ask for a heart-to-heart encounter. Why bother myself? How deep was that love, but because someone had casually thrown it away, it was burdened with a debt of love? An indestructible mark, wasn't it just a little bit of twists and turns and sorrow? With just a wave of his hand, who owed who a song of yearning? After missing you so much, I still care about the tenderness in your eyes. How can I do that? For a banquet that you don't want to end, you have to fight to get drunk. Is it just a sad and corrosive feeling? Love is so beautiful, why is someone covered in bruises? Love is so beautiful, why are there people full of love and hate? Was love deliberately hurting her? Love is still easy. It was boring but exciting? People still don't understand. Willing to be tormented and saved? Was it that poignant love was easily moved, so people wanted to live forever in the fire, so they vowed to die with magnanimity?
I Jian didn't know that he was describing his past, so he replied," Love was an unclear topic. A feeling rose in her heart, but she was already deeply in love with him, but she didn't know what bewitched her. But it was a favor that went with the flow? He didn't ask for anything spectacular, as long as that person could feel pain and understand, but who knew that he couldn't stay? Cut off the water with a knife, the water flows more, and it hurts more. Was that dream about you the person you loved for the rest of your life? And did he feel the pain of love? Why could a fragile soul always be unable to withstand the separation in the world of mortals? He suddenly didn't feel the subtlety of it, why spend his whole life? And cast aside all the troubles of the world. Right and wrong, to experience the arrogance of being the only one who is supreme, but the heart is too serious, do you not know how to find a landing point for the soul? He was not so free and easy, so why couldn't he unload the burden of his heart and clear the sadness in his heart?
Yan Ruyu and I Jian played the zither together to pour out their hearts. They wanted to put their thoughts on the zither. Only they could understand this kind of feeling. How could outsiders understand the mystery?
In the three years of studying, the two of them had never blushed, and their relationship was even deeper.
Yan Ruyu was about to drop out of school, but her parents wanted her to get married. She was naturally very anxious and didn't know how to say many things to her.
I was only intoxicated by the happiness in front of me and thought that as long as I was with Yan Ruyu, I wouldn't lose her.
Yan Ruyu thought about how she had been with him for three years. They had been talking about love for three years, but the other party hadn't understood much. How could she not be anxious? However, how can a girl like me talk about love when it's a man's topic? What should he do? What should he do?
My EQ seems to be very high. She thought that love was just the beauty of two people holding hands together and did not know the deeper content of love, so she did not see him make any deeper progress in the past three years.
Today, when I heard that Yan Ruyu was going to drop out of school, I couldn't help but feel a little disappointed and reluctant. There were still many words in my heart, but I didn't know how to express them.
In Yan Ruyu's heart, although their three years were unforgettable, it seemed that time was too short, as if it had only been a few days. She felt that there were still many things that she had not said enough to the other party.
Yan Ruyu and Wo Jian strolled along the Qinhuai River embankment. The two of them were speechless. They walked for a long time without saying anything.
Yan Ruyu felt bitter in her heart. Looking at the moon in the sky, she said, At this moment, this month, I'm drunk with longing. That kind of fate, that kind of passion, that kind of confusion, watching the time with the wind, this most infatuated beauty, although the world was far away, it also spilled the most charming desolation.
When I heard this, I said,"Love comes from all directions." Because of the flowing moon, the ethereal change of appointment, the alliance movement of the previous and present lives, the uncontrollable mood, the temptation of falling into the outside world, it is difficult to resist and difficult to extricate oneself, what is there to worry about?
Yan Ruyu said,"Endless years have seen reincarnation. Why isn't the change of face accompanied by the vast world?"
I Jian said,"Love drifts in the air with the wind." This time, after many years, there was a formless sadness, which was the hesitation of reincarnation and the helpless and sad sigh.
Yan Ruyu said,"The scenes of sadness and separation in the human world are all because of that figure. Can time heal the vicissitudes of the world?"
I Jian said,"The dream of life is always elegant and indifferent, and that touching smile is always tempered in melancholy and pain."
Yan Ruyu said,"Let's stay away from the world of mortals for a moment. Who let down the world for a hundred years?" The traces carved on the Three Lives Stone could faintly walk into history with a smile? I wonder if you are in my memory of the moss that has completed the world of mortals? The past is like a fleeting cloud, but who am I today? Who am I born for? Who was born for me? Who do I know when the waves are gone? Who knows me is no longer important?
I Jian said,"That intoxicated heart is just a shaking old figure." A heart-wrenching romance, why did those tears flow out by themselves, not for themselves? And it wasn't his? The feelings aroused, but also afraid of touching the lonely heart, useless to fill the empty dream stream pen talk. I know how many flowers have fallen in my dream, but why is it so sad?
Yan Ruyu said," A piece of ink on the tip of my finger is just a pillow of persistence and a memory full of sadness and melancholy. But who really knows who indulged the frivolity of time in the deep and long time and let it silently flow and grow?"
I didn't say a word.
The Yinshan Academy was located halfway up the mountain. It was truly a good place with beautiful mountains and rivers. Summer's love. The freedom of the autumn wind. The competition between the strong branches in winter snow was really beautiful. Reading in such an environment was a kind of enjoyment. Even strolling in the mountains gave him a different feeling.
It was the beginning of spring in March, and the scenery was even more charming. The peach blossoms were especially beautiful and intoxicating, and all kinds of flowers competed for beauty.
Even though Yan Ruyu had resigned, there were still many things that she was reluctant to part with. The Academy and the people are even more reluctant to part with the problems that I have to face now.
That's right! Three years ago, she escaped from her parents 'forced marriage because of me, Jian. But what about three years in the Academy because of me? He couldn't hide anymore! She didn't know how to face her parents. I don't know how to tell you.
My parents have also asked me to get married many times. If the water in the pot didn't boil and the water in the furnace boiled, it would be difficult to handle. Don't be like a donkey that doesn't walk and a mill that doesn't grind.
But I said,"No hurry." In fact, he only had Yan Ruyu in his heart. As long as he was with Yan Ruyu, he was willing to do anything. No consideration, as long as we love each other every day. Beloved. It was better than anything in front of the person she loved.
Fortunately, Yan Ruyu didn't have anything in the Academy. Because she went home every day, only the maid Ling 'er was like a tail in front of her. In order to talk to me more, I decided to knock this blockhead out of his stupor, so I deliberately took a detour around the mountain.
Yan Ruyu walked with my sword.
Yan Ruyu saw that the mountain spring was surging endlessly and said, Looking at this mountain spring, thinking of the pleasure of playing with water, that kind of feeling of a pool of blue waves, have you ever thought about your life to satisfy all your imagination in this cool and refreshing?
I said: I really want to swim in this beautiful romantic atmosphere, that kind of carefree and comfortable enjoyment is a kind of passionate atmosphere, like how big the river is not as good as the sea to relieve boredom. The space that indulged in this dazzling light and shadow was just a moment of tranquility and tranquility for one person. If one rested under the shade of the tree for a moment to fully enjoy every moment of relaxation, there would also be a wild and natural excitement. The swaying trees and flowers, the bright sunlight, the moving spring, and the quiet village in the distance were so alluring. After enjoying the picturesque scenery, he really sighed at the vastness of the world and how beautiful it was.
Yan Ruyu said,"Time flies." In the blink of an eye, three years had passed, and her brother still remembered that he had never left her three years ago?
I said: As time goes by, reality always torments people. In the blink of an eye, three years have passed. Even if my sister is hurt once in my heart, it will hurt her for a lifetime.
At this moment, a pair of birds flew up from the tree. The flying bird chirped a few times at the resting bird and flew away.
Yan Ruyu saw it and asked,"Brother, do you know why the bird flew away?" What kind of bird was it?
I Jian said: I don't understand bird language, how can I know bird language? He knew that this bird was a bird of the same fate. Birds of the same fate, birds of the same fate, when disaster comes, they also fly separately.
Yan Ruyu came to the mountainside and saw the stone chessboard. Life is but a game of chess, life is both inside and outside the game. There is a reason for all the changes in life, and the world is like a new chess game. How wonderful the chess game is, can you see that human feelings are as thin as paper?
I Jian said: Life is impermanent and constant, but people's steps are constant. Life is arranged by fate, what is sorrow, anger, bitterness, hatred, ridicule and extravagance? Being busy was also an irresistible mission.
When Yan Ruyu saw this, she said at the 18th Plate, The 18th of the 18th Plate started from the 18th. From this mountain path to the top of the mountain, could one see the surroundings clearly? I wonder if big brother knows?
I Jian said: 18 plates at the beginning of the 18 steps, on the top of the mountain is also the scenery in front of you but not far away, see clearly is only in front of you, not clearly is not in front of you.
Yan Ruyu saw a bouquet of spring flowers swaying in the wild grass and couldn't hide it. See how beautiful that bouquet of flowers is? The older brother picked it for his younger sister to wear.
I Jian said: sister do not know, roadside wildflowers do not pick.
Yan Ruyu said: Brother is the one who doesn't know, flowers can be folded straight must be folded. Flowers will bloom again, people will no longer be young, but how many flowers will fall, how many people will know the meaning of flowers? Look at how beautiful the spring flowers are! It was beautiful, for those who understood to appreciate it. It was beautiful because it was loved by those who knew warmth and coldness. It blooms so brightly, just for love. Love each other. The beloved bloomed. Looking at the beauty of flowers and the moon, spring flowers loved to sway in the wind. Who was it talking to with a smile? I see it smiling for the one it loves, and showing its charming posture to those who know how to be cute. Big brother should not break it, but buried its hatred. One had to know that mountains and rivers could not carry too much sorrow, and time could not wait too long. Look at its swaying expectation in the spring breeze, it needs people to cherish and pity it. If you don't come to take it, its mood will be sad for a long time? If you don't come and take it, how pitiful would it be if it was broken by someone who didn't know?
I Jian said,"Take care of nature and let it bloom naturally." We can't take it away just because we like it. We should let more people appreciate and love it. Every blade of grass and tree has life. We should know how to cherish life.
Yan Ruyu looked into the distance and said,"What an unacceptable relationship needs is not sadness but time?" A deeply hurt heart needs not sympathy but understanding? Every change. Every time my heart breaks. Every scar took a period of time to forget?
I Jian said: Some troubles are the emptiness of the human heart, some tiredness is that people don't know how to choose. Because she liked him, she was willing. There was no reason why. The promises of the past were forgotten in the wind, and people had too many excuses to shatter their dreams.
Yan Ruyu said,"Then will you solve it yourself if you walk on the path you choose?" What do you have? What do you want? What do you choose? But if you chose the wrong path? Do you regret it?
I Jian said,"Everyone's heart has such a person who loves them from afar, and they are still looking forward to it. The heart that can't be taken back is obviously an endless love, but the entanglement in the heart is also willing."
Truly: How crazy is an ordinary teenager? Do you remember the old days of last night? Love is long, but the road is short, bitter and sad, but how can a piece of true love not be repaid? There are thousands of knots in your heart and thousands of strings of longing. Don't say that you don't have the mood to end your sadness. Two people, one heart, one dream, but too much to believe that love is the only one in this life? There must be someone who loves you more than I do in this life, but there's no warmth at all? Beautiful sorrow only refuses you to go away, just as your tenderness is not enough to miss. The surging feeling of the world's love, but the old love in the cold and warm years has not been forgotten? A wrong love, only to find that fate is unable to avoid it, not to start again, love can not be held in this heart, dust can not touch up. Why is there pain in my heart? Gathering and parting in a hurry, how can we not worry? Why do I love you so much? Who was the one who planted the seed of love and told people not to touch the edge of love or not to be able to love themselves?
On the top of the mountain, I Jian said excitedly, Look at the magnificent scenery of the Qinhuai River! Looking at the small buildings in the village, the ancient roads, and the rows of rows, the style was simple and elegant. Looking at the spring green flowers and birds, the atmosphere was full of joy. This picturesque beauty was really indescribable.
Yan Ruyu looked into the distance and said,"Sometimes the most beautiful thing in life is not necessarily the scenery but the feelings. The most difficult thing in life is not to stay together but to know each other." They both knew that the most expensive thing in the world was not money but time. When they were together, they had someone they loved and cared about, not the length of time.
They came to the side of the Three Lives Stone and saw that there was no Book of Three Lives on the Three Lives Stone.
I caressed the Three Life Stone and said,"People say, It was said that the Three Life Stone had three generations of old souls and was written with souls. It was engraved with the blood and tears of the spirit, so the Three Life Stone was full of stories of the old spirits. These stories are wordless books, but they are full of blood and tears. The Stone of Three Lives was a book without words, but it had words that people couldn't see. Every soul had a love story that couldn't be seen but was imprinted on it. The key was how people understood it. The story on the Three-Lives Stone seemed to be a story that did not need to be explained, but it needed too much explanation. The excitement in it depended on how one understood it. That's right! Many stories of life were taken away without explanation, and indeed no one had the ability to write a book, or even ask for a lifetime. A few lifetimes. Many stories of life need too much explanation, but they are short-lived and disappear without a trace, and the love and hatred in the afterlife. The bitter struggle in the world was the splendor of that short few decades. It was brilliant, but it was difficult to record, not to mention that everyone had a story. Many stories in the world only showed the stories of individual people and not the whole story. A single word of sorrow can't be carried by a boat, and even mountains and rivers can't carry too much sorrow. How much sorrow can you have? How could it be like a river flowing eastward? And there were still many unburied grudges in the world? Earth was truly unable to bear the burden. As expected, how could Earth bear the most important part of this seemingly uneventful but insignificant life story? Therefore, the story on the Three Lives Stone was still incomplete. Although it was very comprehensive, it was impossible for people to write it. It was written all over. The word 'love' had been entangled for thousands of years, causing people to cry and cry. Now that they had fallen in love, they did not know what it was. They were clearly in the middle of it, but they still cried and said with a wronged look, He had no choice. In matters of love, only the parties involved knew what was going on. Others could not interfere. I don't know how to teach. It was hard to explain. I don't understand. Sigh! Three Lives Stone, oh Three Lives Stone, do you really only need three lifetimes of love to write off all the evil roots and debts of evil love, evil fate, and evil seed? Three Lives Stone, oh Three Lives Stone, you really do know what love is, why do you still have feelings that you have no choice but to call human feelings, how can you endure it, how can you endure it, how can you continue to be entangled with feelings? Sansheng Stone, oh Sansheng Stone, since you are the document carved by the old spirit standing here, why don't you give people a model to imitate and not let people take many detours? Why do you let people walk for a lifetime and still feel indignant? Three Life Stone, oh Three Life Stone, you are shrouded in fog, the vast clouds are clouds come and go, the clouds are deep, the road is full of obstacles, but the love letter that can't be sent is full of gratitude, hatred, resentment, sadness, sorrow, and so on? Three life stone, oh three life stone, you are a boundless web of love intertwined. Shrouded and made people feel more and more confused and trapped in the middle? Three life stone, oh three life stone, you are still full of people who are absolutely infatuated with you, who love you so much that you can't love you, who don't know why you are willing to let people's hearts hurt, who are willing to let people live and die? Sansheng Stone, oh Sansheng Stone, why do you make people's life, which is not drunk and sober, still like the first time we met? I don't know what hurt me? Three Lives Stone, oh Three Lives Stone, you're just a cold stone without any signs of life, how can your soul float in it, but it's hard to be touched, why do people still believe you? Three life stone, oh three life stone, you have seen plain and light love. The kind of passionate love that would last forever. Why would they separate even after making eternal vows? Three Life Stone, oh Three Life Stone, they all say that you have witnessed the kind of love that they want to see you every day. Why is the love of the beloved person in Lihen Heaven so messy and unclear, still entangled with affection, no one to list the clues?
Yan Ruyu tapped the Three Life Stone with her hand and said, How much do you know about the past? The wind, flowers, snow, and moon had disappeared? Ask the sky to ask people to ask more questions, abundant Mo Yu's sorrow can not be resolved, but what seeps into the heart is the heart-rending tear? The touch of things being the same and people changing, the sorrow of sighing thousands of times, is it only the indignation of sorrow and vicissitudes? How many sorrowful and intense feelings of love and hatred were there in his heart? How could the tone of a twisted elegy bear the endless pain of memories? The sorrow of losing one's life was actually the unbearable memories of the past. It's said that the Three Lives Line on the Three Lives Stone is the Three Lives Fate Book. I wonder how many lifetimes did you and I have? Why can't I see you and I tying the red string? Or did Yue Lao forget to tie a red rope for us and delay our meeting? Or the moon spirit is old and dim-sighted and takes the wrong line and you and I become. Or was there no such fate? The heavens are toying with us today? Since there is no such fate, why did the heavens let us know each other? Why not continue as a stranger? Since there was no such fate, why did God still let us fall in love? But why pity him? Since there was no such fate, why did God create love and hurt people's hearts? But it was still the love that people did not know would never end? Since there was no such fate, why did God make people drown in the sea of love? Love to the point of not being able to love? Since there was no such fate, why was the heavens full of emotions, but it made people's fate and sorrow seem to last forever? Since there was no such fate, was the heavens heartless? Why did those people who had thousands of tears of separation come to ask the heavens, the earth, and the stars? Since there was no such fate, why would the Three Lives Stone of the Old Heaven Tree talk about the love letters of the Three Lives? What kind of feeling was this? Since there was no such fate, was the place where the heavens collapsed and the earth collapsed an insurmountable place where all emotions and hatred existed? Why did Empress NvWa miss this sentimental place when she was mending the sky? Since there was no such fate, why did the heavens change their old age and the moon always round if there was no hate? But the oath of love and eternal love is empty and unfulfilled? Since there was no such fate, why couldn't God redeem a love and make it perfect? The Sleeping Couple But the mandarin ducks are sleeping in the sorrow of life and death that is difficult to open in their hearts? The omnipotent God could not satisfy everyone, so how could it be possible for the Three-Life Stone to please people? With the Dragon Spring Sword on his tongue, how could he cleverly split open the Three Life Stone and let the old spirit on the Three Life Stone leak out to the world? If a person realized this, they would naturally save a lot of trouble, but why did the heavens play tricks on the human world?
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