Chapter 24: The Lie of True Love, How Hard is True Love?
I Jian and Yan Ruyu walked along the Qinhuai River and talked about love again.
Yan Ruyu looked at the river water by the Qinhuai River and said with emotion, How could he have time to calculate without any consideration? It could be arranged by someone? Why do I sometimes go nowhere? He could have had it in his life, but he had no desire, or did he not have the time to turn back? No medicine for regret? Do you remember the fire of love that was so strong? Quietly walking past, but slipping away from the side, but did not stop leaving your name? Why did the heavens erase our memories when we were thousands of miles away? A casual parting, but it made the feelings of being loved and comforted far away, or the enthusiasm turned cold and indifferent and returned to the original? It makes us once familiar and unfamiliar in loneliness. It was said that the thousand-year dream was accompanied by wine and lovers, but they did not know how it was destroyed and scattered to the point where they could not find each other? Where are you now? That person is you? Why is the person who brushed past still called sad?
I Jian once said that all the sadness and loneliness of a person could be due to that very gentle promise. Love could explain oaths and change promises, so why did the lovers who got together end up becoming enemies? They all tried to hide their loved ones from anyone. The distance that could not be touched by any time was so safe, but a heart always followed that love. The people who couldn't reach him went. He quietly retreated without saying a word. In the deepest corner, in the undisputed world, there were still people competing.
Yan Ruyu said: Knowing that sorrow and joy will eventually leave, she still tried her best to collect those beautiful entanglements to fill herself, so that she was worthy of living for him once. There is only one need in the world of shadows, but can anyone see and understand the bitter words in my heart written in this light cloud with tears?
I Jian said: In every pale and aging memory, like a burst of fireworks, rain and fog, do people have a trace of heart-palpitating warmth in their habit and think it should be? Who would suffer because of love and not ask if it was deep? In fact, it's just the secular world of a golden and jade marriage that makes the sky full of fireworks? The beauty of the wind, flowers, snow, and moon had a poetic and picturesque story of gorgeous flowers, so why couldn't they rest in it? The light of time always turned yesterday into a memory, and the words of the first encounter were still clearly imprinted with the traces of the past. Why did he not see a word today?
When Yan Ruyu saw that they were breaking up, she said to me, There was always someone in everyone's heart that made them look forward to a new day. Do you understand?
I said,"There is a person living in my heart. Maybe we can't be together, but we love each other from afar."
Yan Ruyu said,"There are no regrets in this world. If you don't want to give up, you have to work hard. There won't be a pie in the sky. It depends on whether you believe that tomorrow will be better."
I Jian said: There is a kind of love that is clearly deep but can not be expressed, but do not know how to express? He knew that there was no way forward, but his heart couldn't take it back. He knew that it was torture, but he was still willing to go through it. I don't know what to do.
Yan Ruyu said,"Knowing that life is like a play, you still have to act, not be ignorant, not be touched, not love." Wise people would not be confused when things happened. Love was not wrong, but fate was wrong. Look, the scenery along the way was endless. As long as you believe in yourself, no matter where you are, there will be scenery. No one can get everything for no reason. Why can't you be sure of your ability?
I Jian said that the path was wrong, and the choice was naturally wrong. If he made the wrong choice, how could he choose the right path? Only the right path wouldn't go further and further down the wrong path. Our statuses are so different that I don't dare to go to your house.
Yan Ruyu said,"Don't tell me we're
I Jian hurriedly said: No. I still love you very much, but I'm thinking of a good way to go to your house in glory, but I haven't done anything yet.
Yan Ruyu said,"The direction is wrong. The harder you work, the more embarrassed you are." Don't stick to the old rules. You may think that it's difficult now, but this may be your harvest in the future. Sometimes, some things could change some people. Walk your own path, no matter what others say? Whether it was true or not was up to him to decide. Others only heard about it. As long as he lived well, it was tiring to care about others. Go ahead and do it. I'm on the way.
I said: I know.
Yan Ruyu said, You don't know. I'll give you one last word. Time can't wait too long. I hope that on the seventh day of the seventh lunar month, a bridal sedan chair will certainly come.
When Yan Ruyu returned home, she was thinking about him.
I also miss Yan Ruyu at home. I just feel that I have deceived the person I love and don't know how to tell her my true identity.
Fortunately, with the maid Ling 'er's help, they could often see them strolling together.
Yan Ruyu asked,"Why can't I forget?" My humble self makes the lovesick mad. Abandon the impetuous soul, let the sentimental years be in my heart. Thinking of the past that had been forgotten or was being forgotten, it was better to soothe the scars of the past to let go of the past life.
I say: Thinking of you in this season, can you gently lift up that page of old times so that heartbroken people don't think about it and end the storm? When all the time had passed and all the stories had been washed away by time, would there still be a trace of the beautiful old dream?
However, with the increase in his official duties, the chances of the two of them meeting each other became less and less.
On this day, I Jian and Yan Ruyu were together. I Jian knew that I shouldn't lie to each other. I was afraid that if I leaked it, it would hurt her heart even more and cause them to break up. I used a lie to cover up the lie and get closer to the truth, so I deliberately said, I've already passed the county and provincial examinations, and now I'm the emperor's personal supervisor. Soon, I want to win three yuan. 1 is the top scholar, 2 is the flower, and 3 is the second place. This way, I have a better chance of being the son-in-law of the Yan family.
Yan Ruyu felt bitter when she heard this. Her father had chosen two rich families for her recently. One was a general named Zu Ti, and the other was a famous scholar named Liu Kun. She hoped that she could choose one of them.
His grandfather, Zu Ti, also known as Shiya, was a famous general of the Eastern Jin Dynasty and a national hero. His father's grandfather, Liu Wu, served as prefect of Shanggu. When his father passed away, Zu Ti was still young and was taken care of by several older brothers. At the age of fourteen or fifteen, he hadn't read much. He was open-minded, loyal, and good at fighting injustice, so he was well received by his neighbors. In the name of his elder brother, he often donated the family's grain, rice, and cloth to the poor who were affected by the disaster, but in fact, his brothers did not have this intention.
Liu Kun, good at literature, proficient in music, but also a patriotic general. Kun's visit to Jiankang this time was very glorious and enviable, and was appreciated by Sima Rui.
A father wanting to find a partner for his daughter was really a big deal for Yan Ruyu. In the silent place to hear thunder. She knew that Brother Zu Ti had Miss Xu by his side, and she would never leave him. Miss Xu was willing to change herself for Brother Zu Ti, and she loved him without regrets. Miss Xu took good care of Zu Ti. She did all kinds of laundry and clothes for him. She even practiced a good martial arts to protect him. Brother Liu Kun had Miss Cui's " pestering " and was deeply in love with her. He loved her until death, but he was like a flower that bloomed until the end of time, waiting silently. I hope my beloved one will come and pick it up. However, these two candidates for her father made Yan Ruyu impeccable. They were both successful and famous, and she had no reason not to love them. Moreover, she had loved them to death back then. What was he? He was a nobody who was useless. Yan Ruyu didn't want to hurt her, so she didn't tell him about it. She was afraid that this would affect her performance appraisal, so she blamed him for not coming.
Actually, I have my own thoughts. He wants to fall in love. If the person he loved could marry him in a dignified manner, he hoped that the person he loved could live a good life with him.
I Jian didn't know what Yan Ruyu was thinking, so he said with relish, Now that the capital is about to hold a competition, scholars from all over the world are gathering in Jiankang
Wojian was stumped again. Yes, how could he continue to make up this story? As expected, there would be a big commotion after passing the examination. How could he make such a big commotion? If he didn't do anything, would he be sad if he knew? What should he do?
I now know that Yan Ruyu's father is an important minister of the court. Because he had been busy with love recently and neglected the government, he didn't know how to face Yan Ruyu's father. How could he continue to lie in front of his beloved?
On the surface, Wo Jian seemed to be happy, but in his heart, he was thinking of a countermeasure.
The more Yan Ruyu listened, the more worried she became.
I was planning my beautiful future, thinking about how to enter a normal state.
Yan Ruyu was in extreme pain.
Wo Jian finally noticed Yan Ruyu's painful expression and asked.
Yan Ruyu said that she might have caught a cold.
Seeing that Yan Ruyu was uncomfortable, I asked her to go back first.
Yan Ruyu left gloomily.
I'm still working hard at home, but I'm still thinking about Yan Ruyu.
Yan Ruyu felt conflicted at home.
When I was taking a nap, I was also thinking about the beauty and doubts of love. How many heartbreaks and burdens are there in searching? It seemed that the scenery here was the most beautiful. Her heart would break with a rub. She hated that she had no taste. Why was this wine of love drunk no matter how she drank it?
However, Yan Ruyu didn't see the beauty of love and was full of incomprehension and doubts. All kinds of surging love and hate entangled in his heart, but how heavy was the feeling in his heart? Lovesickness is difficult to share the feelings of confusion, sorrow and resentment, and who planted love and hate? A love song of the mortal world, who waited once in a thousand years? Was there any meaning in asking right or wrong? After experiencing the vicissitudes of life without regret, whose cold tears were experiencing the taste of parting?
On this day, Zu Ti came to the Yan Family to see Yan Ruyu. It seemed that he still had feelings for Yan Ruyu. He didn't consider the feelings of the unrepentant Xu Family.
The two of them strolled around, sighing with emotion back in Luoyang. Zu Ti was happy, while Yan Ruyu was sad.
Yan Ruyu said,"Love is so short, regret is so long, but this departure is the end of two people?"!
Zu Ti said,"Because meeting is a fate among hundreds of millions of people, why is it always easier to leave than to meet?" However, there was a destiny between people? Don't force the fate of abandoning people. Don't leave and stay with them for a lifetime. Seeing us leave and meet again, isn't this fate? No matter how it started, no matter how the ending changed, it was fate that brought us together.
Yan Ruyu said,"As time goes by, there will always be some people who will change, but who is trapped in love and can't get out?"
Zu Ti said,"Time has verified and witnessed the hearts of people." Love needed time to be tested.
Yan Ruyu said: Thinking of the past, love flows in the heart, love is sought in the heart, but no one comes to untie the lovesickness. Now, now, sigh! Admit it or not, why would there always be people guessing the mystery of love? Is true love hard to find in the vast sea of people? So what if his true love was right in front of him? I was caught in a dilemma in the enemy's territory.
Zu Ti didn't say anything. He seemed to have understood the truth, so he couldn't be happy anymore.
On this day, Liu Kun came to the Yan family to see Yan Ruyu. The two of them strolled around, and they were also excited and talkative like when they were in Luoyang.
Yan Ruyu sighed and said,"My heart is hurt and my love is broken. Why torture myself?" However, people were always worried about losing someone by their side. But I forgot to ask, who would be afraid of losing me? No one was who, and who was a passer-by in whose life? Who cared so much about others? Who cared about who? The person you care about doesn't care about eternity, but whether you want to have it or not? Is it the end of time? Will we part even if we swear eternal love? Not caring about others would hurt himself and others, and caring about others would hurt himself and others. This was really a dilemma.
Liu Kun said: There is no experience that cannot be overcome, only oneself that cannot be overcome. There were many people who were lost in love, and there were many people who pursued it in the mortal world. Don't miss the person you missed. After you pass, you will be a guest. From now on, you will be a passerby. The past was gone forever. Once one lost the person they loved, there would be no one to love them when they were alone. Therefore, he had to cherish the present. As long as it was something that he thought was agreeable, once he had it, he would not let it go.
Yan Ruyu said,"Some things really can't be decided by others." Fate was something that could not be repeated. Good fate could not be perfunctory. No matter how deep the relationship was, it needed to be cherished. Everyone seemed to understand this, but it was not easy to do it well.
Zu Ti's family thought,'Miss Xu has always been so sincere to me. Am I letting her down by doing this?' She learned to control her emotions, but she couldn't control them. She was always reluctant to part with love. Blame himself for sinking too deep? Or have I become a slave to my emotions and love? He had a stomach full of difficulties, but he didn't know who to tell them to.
Liu Kun's family thought to themselves,'Miss Cui has always been loyal to me. I'm so busy, but I'm tired, but I can't get rid of the pressure and responsibility.' I can't tell what life has given me, but I'm crazy for love. I can't control myself, but who can understand what love is? Why do we promise each other in life and death?
Yan Ruyu saw that the two outstanding men were hesitating again. There was nothing in the world that was not commented on, and there was no one who was not commented on, but the field of love was a little busy and it was difficult to discuss. She didn't know where to start when she saw the person she loved, but why didn't she know how to express her feelings? I don't know how I fell in love with you? I wonder if you love me too? I've never seen you before, just because of a glance. Did he really feel moved by just one sentence? Had they really never met before? Or did we agree to continue our relationship in this life? Is it this kind of fate that we meet again and again? Are you worthy of my true love? But I lost my soul and my heart.
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