Chapter 25: Heartless Hurts, Sad Sentiments
Yan Ruyu hit it off with them, but she was also hesitant.
It turned out that Yan Ruyu's father, Yan Han, had received Zu Ti's help when he was in trouble with his family. Yan Han also liked Zu Ti's generosity, but her daughter, Yan Ruyu, was still young. Now Zu Ti was a general of the Eastern Jin Dynasty, but Yan Han still loved his integrity and had the intention to marry her daughter Yan Ruyu to him. Liu Kun was also a rare talent, and his literary talent and martial strategy were equally good. Yan Han also liked to read his poems. She felt that her daughter, Yan Ruyu, was not younger than five years old and could be married. Yan Han knew that since ancient times, heroes loved beauties, not to mention that her daughter was as beautiful as a flower.
Yan Han had two candidates in mind. She invited them to drink at home on her birthday and asked her daughter to pour wine for them to see their expressions. Who knew that the two of them would have feelings for Yan Ruyu? Yes, her eyes were so straight that she didn't hear what the others said. She turned over her wine glass in embarrassment and wet her clothes. She felt that Yan Ruyu was even more beautiful than when she was a little girl.
Yan Han saw that both of them had feelings for her daughter, but she did not know that her daughter was already familiar with the situation. When her daughter left, she was very happy but deliberately said, My daughter has just grown up. Although she is not as beautiful as the flowers, she still hopes to be matched by a hero. However, there are not many heroes in the world. If you two are heroes, this old man will be satisfied.
Yan Han made it clear that he hoped that one of the two would take the initiative. He would definitely not say anything else.
Zu Ti and Liu Kun were good friends, so they slept together. Liu Kun and Zu Ti were old friends, and they even danced together when they heard the rooster. However, in front of a beauty, although they loved each other, they still thought that it was a fair competition.
Yan Han was very happy to see them like this. She had to wait for good news.
Everyone was very happy to eat this wine, and there were many people who were willing to be matchmakers to eat this wedding wine. However, Wang Dun was very unhappy. He had once taken the initiative to propose marriage for his son, but he was rejected.
Yan Ruyu also loved these two heroes in her heart. Because they had been separated for a long time, she transferred her love for them to me. She didn't expect that the two heroes were in front of her now, which made her thoughts complicated.
Yan Ruyu had been struggling in pain for days. She thought that she had never dated Zu Ti and Liu Kun, and she couldn't hurt her feelings in her relationship with Zu Ti and Liu Kun, so she rejected her father, saying that she didn't want to date anyone yet.
Yan Han was very unhappy when she heard this. She thought about how she had said it in front of so many prestigious people and now it was going to be overturned. Wasn't this making things difficult for herself? Moreover, these two heroes are first-class talents.
Yan Han firmly disagreed. Unless her daughter had a partner, she could still consider it. Otherwise,
Yan Ruyu saw that she couldn't persuade her father, so she secretly asked the maid to tell her to quickly send a bridal sedan chair to marry him.
After listening to the maid Ling 'er's words, he hesitated. He wanted to wait until he was the top scorer in the "examination" so that he could marry her gloriously.
The maid told her that time waited for no one. If she missed the opportunity, Miss would be someone else's.
I knew that if I went to the Yan Mansion like this, I would run into a wall and even expose my lies.
I couldn't resist the urging of the maid, so I invited a matchmaker and prepared a gift to Yan Mansion.
Yan Han was very happy to see that the matchmaker who wasn't Zu Ti or Liu Kun was a little unhappy and didn't agree. However, when she heard that it was her daughter's classmate, Yi Ge, in Yinshan Academy, she allowed them to meet, but her daughter politely refused.
Old Master Yan knows me and doesn't like me. Because Zu Ti and Liu Kun were the ones who had been chosen in front of everyone at his birthday banquet, he couldn't help but write a gift list for Wo Jian," After these six ceremonies, come to my house. Otherwise, don't even think about visiting.
When I saw the Six Rites, I almost fell down. Fortunately, there was a servant boy to support me. The original "Six Rituals" are: First, how much is the value of the eternal vow? How much is the love of kindness? Second, how many stars does the scale hook? The moon and the stars are two catties and two catties are several stones in weight. Third, he would fish for the Dragon King's noble ability and swear to drink the Qinhuai River clean. Fourth, he had to bring a golden bull as a betrothal gift, and the new top scorer had to hold a phoenix coronet and a cape (Yan Han might not have cared that I was the top scorer in Luoyang, and had always thought that I had climbed through the back door and looked down on me). Fifth, did the wind, flowers, snow, and moon have the ability? Please get the matchmaker Yue Lao; Sixth, a marriage contract verified by Fangshan, bottomless gold words of love is evidence. three letters of appointment Book of Rites. No matter how good it is, it is all in vain if the ceremony is not received.
My face turned red, and the cheerful matchmaker left with a stomach full of resentment.
Yan Ruyu learned from her father that I was an official of the imperial court and that she was kept in the dark. Her father knew from her daughter that I was in a relationship with my family and hated her for being dishonest and deceiving her daughter. Seeing my pitiful look, Yan Ruyu felt sorry for me and asked the maid to invite me into her embroidered building for a chat.
My heart was not in a good mood to leave.
Yan Ruyu heard the maid's words and came to see me personally.
I didn't even turn back and was determined to leave. He didn't expect himself to be looked down upon so much. He was still considered a first-class talent in the court, but he was being made difficult. Clearly, the other party was unwilling, and he was very upset.
Yan Ruyu said,"Brother, don't you even want to see your sister?" Could it be that he didn't care about his sister's love at all?
I turned around with difficulty, but tears rolled out of my eyes, and I had a thousand words to say. He couldn't say anything, and his heart ached.
When Yan Ruyu saw this, tears almost flowed out of her eyes.
The two people in love hugged each other and cried bitterly. They were sad and sad. They were sad and sad. They were nostalgic.
I cried as if I had seen my family," Sister, I miss you all the time, but it's hard to ask for your life.
Yan Ruyu cried and said,"Brother, I also yearned for you to marry me as soon as possible. I didn't expect the good things in the past to become Yunmeng."
I cried: Sister, for you, I exhausted the book to win the first place, really hope that this good day to welcome the new double joy. For the sake of love, I have made up a lot of lies, but lies are beautiful, but things are not beautiful. Unexpectedly, a bolt from the blue struck her heart.
Yan Ruyu cried and said,"Brother, for you, I used my brain to repay hope. I hope that lovers will be married one day, but fate will make fun of people." Since I'm in your heart, why do you have to lie so much? Even now, there were many detours.
I cried,"Sister, if I had known this would happen, why would I have to lie so hard?"
Yan Ruyu said,"If there weren't lies, how could we have such pain?" Perhaps things are going smoothly for us.
I said,"I regret it, but it's too late to say it now!" He really hoped that there would be thousands of grains in the book, but who knew that there would be times when he could not cook without rice.
Yan Ruyu cried and said: Brother, although there are fertile fields in the book, I am afraid that love will last forever.
I cried: Sister, I really hope that there will be a house of gold in the book, who knows that the silver is empty.
Yan Ruyu cried,"Brother, what's the use of silver?" Even a sad person would not be able to buy a trace of kindness.
I cried: sister ah, really hope that the book of chariots and horses as many as clusters, who would have thought that the cold autumn is not comprehensive?
Yan Ruyu cried and said: Brother, don't hate no one to follow you when you go out. Don't worry about having no confidant in the road ahead.
I cried and cried: Sister, I am reading the Five Classics to the window, but I am a stinky old scholar. It was said that the Empyrean God was omnipotent, but today he knew that he was omnipotent.
Yan Ruyu cried and said: Brother, a man wants to fulfill his life's ambition, why worry about not cutting the candle at the west window together?
I cried: Sister, I really hope that there is a sister in the book, but in the end, the person I love is not by my side. Where can I find autumn frost? Where can I find sorrow? Why should it be so? I don't know where to go.
Yan Ruyu cried even more sadly when she heard that. Brother, don't hate the matchmaker when you get married. It's just that heaven's will doesn't want to force you to separate.
I cried: sister ah, really hope that the book mountain has a way to be diligent, do not want to use the book to hate less.
Yan Ruyu cried,"Brother, I didn't expect things to be like this either." I don't want to see a spring full of wind and rain.
I cried,"Sister, I've only been with you all my life. I've never done anything to anyone else." Who knew that I was a useless scholar who couldn't even marry the person I wanted to love.
Yan Ruyu cried and said,"Brother, don't blame yourself for being useless. There are romantic feelings everywhere. Everlasting will sometimes end. The vows of eternal love will also be separated."
My sister, the book says: A hundred years of cultivation is like crossing the same boat, a thousand years of cultivation is like sleeping together. Is our cultivation not enough?
Yan Ruyu cried and said: Brother, the prosperity of the secular world is not over, and the scenery should be measured.
Yan Ruyu asked the maid to prepare water and wine, and the maid poured the wine and left.
Yan Ruyu wanted to give a toast to me and said,"My sister didn't have a good reception. I hope my brother won't dislike a glass of good wine."
I raised my glass sadly and said: It is said that wine is not afraid of deep alleys, who knows that wine into the heart is just wine and confidant cup gradually see less.
Yan Ruyu said painfully,"There is more than one love in the world. Why bother to be entangled in one?"
I cried: good wine and good food although moisten the stomach, but can not reach the field of love. A love can make a sad person drunk, and I really hope that I will never wake up.
Yan Ruyu cried and said: Knowing that the Peach Blossom Pond is thousands of feet deep, why not turn a corner to a peach tree forest? The peach blossoms with a human face, why worry about the beauty breaking!
I cried and cried: I pity this heart by the secluded grass stream, and I want to spend it in the depths of the pool. No matter how beautiful the flowers in the world are, I don't like them, but I love this one. Why not you?!
Yan Ruyu didn't say anything. She poured wine for me again and tears flowed like a fountain.
Wo Jian drank the wine in one gulp and cried like rain, Sister, the pain in my heart is indescribable. It's the loneliness of life. I'm already helpless and let the flowers fall, but who understands the difficulties of the human heart?
Yan Ruyu cried with tears streaming down her face,"Even the most tenacious and frenzied love is just a fleeting reality in the end." Why did my brother think of the endless road and the dream that no longer existed?
I cried with tears streaming down my face," Sister, I really don't want to encounter anything. The loss in my heart always influences me in remembering something. This kind of pain always strikes the strings in the depths of one's heart."
Yan Ruyu cried and said,"Every strong belief is born in an instant, but it is impossible to capture." However, life forced people to be reborn again and again. Even if they did not accept their fate, they had to accept it.
I cried with tears in my eyes,"Sister, let me sign a decent agreement with loneliness. How difficult and how can I bear it?" The heart-to-heart relationship of the past is gone forever. Even love will be fleeting. I can only choose to remain silent.
Yan Ruyu cried and said,"All the brilliance in life needs to be repaid with loneliness." Everyone would be lonely. They could only use their own ways to relieve their loneliness. Why should they bear the burden of the past? Some seemed to be love, but in fact, it was not love. Why couldn't he let go?
My younger sister, my clear memories, could it be that they would be destroyed by heartbreak with the passage of time? Life gave us a chance. Is this all we have left? Do you know how much I love you? I'm afraid I'll never forget you. Is true love so difficult?
Yan Ruyu cried and said," Time will also make mistakes and accidents, causing the eternal fragment to break into pieces. Unfortunately, I'm afraid that I can't realize the passage of time and love has mutated. Why not learn to avoid those trivial troubles?" The soul can't bear the burden of so many past events, let it flow. Get rid of him! As long as we can confirm our existence at this moment, it's enough. There's no need to pay the price of sinking like this.
I cried and cried,"Sister, people will say good words of comfort." Every tired impermanence is always spinning in the same place in an endless vicious circle, making me more and more unsure of why I came, how I came, and how long I have to persist? I'd rather not know the answer so that it's habitual on that basis, knowing the answer is painful and makes people feel powerless.
Yan Ruyu cried,"Brother, every time we struggle in delirium, time won't bring us anything, and it's impossible to go back to the past." The pursuit of love always faced a high wall, always feeling the weight of the heart. This might be the deep imprint left in the memory that was full of dust and could not be erased.
Wojian cried for a while before asking," I wonder which noble son your father chose for your sister.
Yan Ruyu cried and replied: Today's generals Zu Ti and Liu Kun can choose.
He knew that the two of them were talented and had fame and prestige. He could not compare with them now. No wonder Old Yan was so picky about him. He knew his place and stopped crying.
Yan Ruyu looked at his reaction and didn't say anything.
Wo Jian was silent for a long time. Without any tears, he said, He's really a good man from a good family. I can't compare with him.
Yan Ruyu comforted her and said,"Brother's ability is not bad, but the dragon didn't prance in the shallows. Don't blame yourself too much."
I asked again,"Did my sister ever like them?"
Yan Ruyu said truthfully,"We used to be together." Zu Ti is a hero I admire. He has a heroic spirit when he waves his hand. He respected the wise and respected the corporal, loved the army as himself, and had superb military skills. Liu Kun is well-versed in literature and music. He is an all-rounder in both literature and martial arts. He is also something I envy. Although I adore them and used to love them, my heart is only for you.
When I heard this, I felt a little comforted. I thought that her words were enough, so I drank and said to myself, What a good cup of wine brewed from love. Love was deep and hatred was intense. But it turns out that love hurts once, and love is enough to hurt.
When Yan Ruyu heard this, she asked,"Brother, are you okay?"
I Jian said,"It's okay, continue."
Yan Ruyu didn't care much about my reaction and said, When I was still young, I saw Brother Liu Kun playing the zither and Brother Zu Ti dancing with the sword. Every time I heard the rooster, I felt like it was just yesterday. In front of him. When they were together, they talked more about not wanting war, but about the desire for peace. Brother Jian, do you know?
Yan Ruyu didn't pay attention to her feelings and was full of affection.
I was a little unhappy when I heard this, thinking that my feelings for him had finally been in vain. However, he was still feeling much calmer because he did not feel aggrieved when he lost to heroes like them. Loving someone was to make her life better. Still, she left quietly with some worry.
Yan Ruyu talked non-stop about the past, but she realized that she had lost her virginity. She knew that she had offended him by saying something inappropriate. She was looking for him with a guilty gaze. Seeing that he was not far away, she chased after him and said, Brother Jian!
I no longer had any tears in my eyes. Hearing this shout, I turned around and made up my mind to leave. He was neither angry nor resentful, even though he was very sad.
Yan Ruyu's heart turned cold when she saw Wu Jian's reserved actions and determined eyes. She stumbled back to the embroidery building with tears in her eyes. The mountains and rivers in my eyes are far away, but although embroidery is good, it doesn't smell fragrant, but it also messes up my annoyance, sadness, spring and autumn. Why? In her heart, the brocade was not just words, making people feel as if they had just seen each other for the first time. She was so sad that tears flowed down her face, and she even cried sadly and felt wronged!
Seeing that I had walked far away and felt that there was no one around, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. Tears finally couldn't help but flow down again. I still pretended to be serious. Seeing that there was no one around, I firmly wiped away the spring-like tears that hung on my face. He felt bitter in his heart! I love you so much that it's hard to say. But now I have met someone who loves me but is not devoted to me. How can I not love him deeply and hate him deeply?! What kind of mood is this
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