Chapter 30: True Heart Vows, Heartbroken Parting
Yan Ruyu was entangled in the pain of her family. As time passed, she began to try to give up the pain of the past.
Zu Ti was reading a book today when he saw Yan Ruyu walking over. They had a chat.
They both knew that they loved each other, they both knew their love for him (her), but their hearts were not involved. She didn't touch the topic of love at all.
Yan Ruyu thought in her heart,"I vaguely saw the past in my dream, but I was confused?" Love in the world is so lingering, why is there such a wave in my heart? She knew that she shouldn't have loved him from the start, but she didn't know how to face the future.
Zu Ti was also worried, because of that infatuated person who was willing to endure all the sorrows in the world?
Yan Ruyu thought to herself,"Are you willing to bear the pain of love?" Yet, he used this strong affection to move her?
Zu Ti thought, Is there nothing that can replace it? Yet willing to exchange a lifetime for this sincere treatment?
Yan Ruyu thought to herself,"There are thousands of good things in the world, but I really can't find someone better than him." And I have to put my heart in his heart? No one can replace you in my heart? And you're always the best in my heart? I'm the one who's begging?
Zu Ti thought,'I love you in this life, how can I remember my true feelings for you?' I'm such a hero on the battlefield, why am I so cowardly when it comes to love?
Yan Ruyu thought, The aftertaste of love is always misty, making my heart belong to you, but why don't you understand love? Do I have to take the initiative? Love had to be said, otherwise, how would he know? But how can I say that? He didn't know what he was thinking. As long as you say a word, hold my hand, and let your wishes come true, why don't you know?
Zu Ti thought to himself,"There are thousands of kinds of amorous feelings and thousands of kinds of love, but it depends on whether you are willing to walk in the world together for a period of love." Why couldn't he say a word of love to the person he loved? Is it because love is hard to open your mouth?
Zu Ti finally couldn't help but walk towards Yan Ruyu.
Yan Ruyu looked at Zu Ti passionately, hoping that he would hug her.
Miss Xu, who had excitedly brought tea over, had already been eavesdropping. Although she did not listen to their sweet words, she could see their expressions and still left with her face gone.
The sound of the teacup shattering when Miss Xu was in pain and sadness woke Zu Ti and Yan Ruyu, who were immersed in the beauty of love, up. They looked at the door together.
Zu Ti knew that it was Miss Xu, so he ran out of the door instinctively. As expected, it was Miss Xu, so he quickly went to answer her. After a while, he suddenly woke up and asked himself,"Why should I chase her (Miss Xu) and throw her (Yan Ruyu) away? Was it because I cared about her (Miss Xu)? After all, we've been together for a long time and have feelings for each other. Zu Ti didn't catch up with Miss Xu, but she didn't see Yan Ruyu when she came back.
When Zu Ti saw Miss Xu again, she seemed to be fine. However, Zu Ti didn't want to touch her scar because of what happened between him and Yan Ruyu. Yan Ruyu was still the same as usual, but she didn't talk much.
Is there a kind of love that can only be achieved by leaving the hustle and bustle of the world and going to the ends of the earth? Why was this secret world so far away that no one could step into it? Gazing at the boundless mortal world, was there really a place where people's souls stopped at the end of that world? Prosperity filled her eyes. The vicissitudes of life in the secular world? Why was such an extraordinary place filled with desolation not enough? There was nothing here, but where was it? Why was this boundless flowing water unable to fill the ditch of Lihen Heaven? As far as his eyes could see, the sky stretched out, but it was empty. Everything seemed to be cold and lonely. Was this the forgotten paradise? Or do we both lose each other so we don't know where our hearts are broken? That love is hard to refuse. Loving each other was a sad tear that couldn't escape from the reincarnation of the previous life? The love of this life. The fate of the next life is the love of another life, can it recall the past? From the storm of soaring smoke, the stars and moon on the road to come are sparse. Whose longing did that friendship break? Why is the love that has been unhindered for thousands of years, but it is difficult to distinguish right from wrong, only left with a sigh and the pain of parting!？
Zu Ti had a Yan Ruyu in his heart. This Yan Ruyu often played the zither and sang and danced for him in front of Zu Ti. The two of them had endless words to say together, but no one touched on the topic of love. It was like " love is enough to harm ". It was really boring.
Really: A love always disturb each other, because true love can tolerate? No matter how deep the damage was, it could be ignored? No matter how many grievances he had to endure? He cared about people's moods and affected their moods. He must be the one he loved the most? Because she cherished it so much, she didn't want to lose it. Unwilling to part? Like the stars in the sky, because your light is eternal in my heart? If you find the right person to dote on you for a lifetime, if you find the wrong person to regret it for a lifetime, is that why you're so serious, or is it because you're used to it?
Yan Ruyu said: Today the wind rises, the person already haggard tired appearance. Who can keep the old dream? How deep is the courtyard? He was not in the mood to be shocked, and it was meaningless to hate Chun Chi.
Zu Ti said: How many things do you feel happy to sing the wind? Why do you feel so sad when your heart is moved? Who can share the mood of wine and poetry? It's not you anyway, so it's better to keep silent and lonely. Because it's not the person who misses me or the person I miss, it's not easy to say? Who knows where my heart is cold but warm? Is it just a fool's words that have lost its taste? Is it love and hate? Was it right or wrong? The road of life and death was lost, but was it locked by thick fog and vast clouds?
Yan Ruyu said: Tears wet Luo Yi, already in the farewell injury, listless happy meaning less. A kind of yearning, two idle worries, this feeling has just been eliminated, just under the brow but on the heart, poor empty dream long. Looking through the autumn water, there is no place to pour out, tears like the sky to meet the clouds, even the morning fog is still quiet. Solicitous to ask you where to go, but I do not know where to think of thousands of mountains and rivers broken, but also in vain.
Zu Ti said: Plant love, find love, but love has no place to grow? Love at first sight, why can't I help it? You don't fall in love at first sight, but you fall in love at first sight. I was originally heartless, why would I be sentimental and sentimental? But is it love born from a sudden love, or love born from my love? Love, hate, love, and hatred are invisible but dancing around you. Is it really this thing that you miss the most but people don't understand? Why do you sometimes not care, but when you lose it, you know how precious it is? Was it because he didn't understand love or because he didn't understand his mistakes?
Yan Ruyu didn't want to hurt Miss Xu either, but the bitterness in her heart could only be attached to the strings of the zither. I wanted to fight against the vicissitudes of life with you, but in exchange for the lonely years, why is the lovesickness so long and the love so short? In a trance, the promise of looking forward to an afterlife was easily thrown away. Was it a waste of the world's love? Soft words come from my ears, but they are lingering. Unfortunately, it's not you. Why do you send them elsewhere? I really hope that you can hold me in your arms at such a beautiful moment, but every time the wind and waves rise, someone will stop me. How much strength do you have? A deep and broad love is always written in the corner, full of tears, but no one knows my difficulties, no one has complained, who can hear the sound of the broken heart and the same beauty has become the past, but that person is still in the waning lights? The one who doesn't want to see you again just to see you again isn't you anymore. Why is everyone entangled in love and hate? Who can I talk to about the things that have nothing to do with the vicissitudes of life, but shouldn't I force it on you to strengthen it? The teardrops, but these teardrops have words on their faces that no one knows. Why can't I say it in my heart? The tears that flow first don't belong to me, are they for him? I'm moved by you. When I look back, I miss you. Evening and morning have wasted my life, but I'm willing to fall in it. Why can't I bear the calamity of love? I throw myself into the crowd alone, how many idle feelings can I not get rid of in my loneliness? When I suddenly look back, I think that from now on, my sorrow will be shattered, but it will still attack me every time in my spring dreams.
Zu Ti listened to the zither music from Yan Ruyu's room and couldn't help but swing his sword and dance with the zither. How many vicissitudes of life in the world have been exchanged for how much madness? Every painful wait is a chaotic zither, a cold sword, or a life and death love and hate scene? Laughing at how many times you were obsessed with love and wanted to catch up with the chaotic times? How many proud and soft-hearted people have wasted their time on swords and swords? How many fragments of tender feelings were left in today without compromise? How many times have I sung that fleeting time, but there's no longer any grudges? The ups and downs of this life are in your heart, but your heart is linked to the love and hate of love? Side by side through thick and thin, but if we meet, we won't be lonely. Are we a pair of lovers who are born to hold each other's hands and sleep together? Melting in the heart is always the same feelings, but fate does not need a reason and silently miss each other. So what if she likes him? What can be obtained over time is not only feelings but also touching, but to be able to have true feelings in the gathering and parting? Watching my sword dance with joy, you are full of confusion and don't know why you are excited? Tears, sword, sword, tears, who knows how much sword courage, zither heart, and feelings are?
Miss Xu rushed over to tell Zu Ti that the emperor's imperial guards were looking for Yan Ruyu, who had escaped from the criminal Yan Hanjia. They had already painted pictures and posted them at the city gates. Someone had leaked the secret and said that she was in Zu Ti's house. General Zu had better let Yan Ruyu leave this place as soon as possible.
Before Miss Xu could finish speaking, there was a hurried knock on the door of the Zu family's house.
Yan Ruyu didn't want to drag Zu Ti and the others down.
Zu Ti was unwilling to let Miss Xu protect Yan Ruyu and leave while he came to entertain the soldiers.
Fortunately, Miss Xu had been with Zu Ti for many years and had some kung fu skills. She dragged Yan Ruyu and escaped from the back door of the carriage that she had prepared.
Zu Ti was trying to delay the soldiers with his flowery words at the front door, but the soldiers came from the back door to surround the Zu family.
Fortunately, Miss Xu protected Yan Ruyu from the back door and quickly got into the carriage. When the soldiers saw the carriage speeding away, they chased after it. Some of the soldiers quickly informed the leader.
Yan Ruyu was a beautiful young lady. How could she have experienced such torment? However, it was pitiful that Miss Xu was desperately driving her horse to the ends of the earth.
Miss Xu was quick-witted. It was not a good idea to escape like this. She would eventually be caught up by the general on horseback.
At the corner of a mountain bend, Miss Xu got Yan Ruyu out of the carriage and left for the deep mountains. She then took the carriage to distract the soldiers.
Yan Ruyu and Miss Xu had said goodbye to each other and asked her to take good care of Zu Ti. She was reluctant to leave. Miss Xu didn't have time to talk to him. She drove the carriage away and got off the carriage at another place. She whipped the carriage away and disappeared into the mountains to find Yan Ruyu.
Miss Xu felt bad that she couldn't find Yan Ruyu and returned to Zu Ti's side.
Zu Ti was anxious and couldn't get angry with Miss Xu, so he and Miss Xu couldn't find each other, so he had to leave it to fate.
The group of soldiers lost Yan Ruyu and went back to report to Wang Dun. Wang Dun was very unhappy and thought, Since I knew that Yan Ruyu was in Zu Ti's house, I was afraid of Zu Ti's hero and dared not act rashly. However, I used the Emperor's Honorary Soldier to ask Zu Ti for Yan Ruyu and used the " flower head brocade " trick. Unexpectedly, this plan still failed. Back then, I used my son's reputation to ask to marry the young lady of the Yan family, but Old Yan did not agree. Back then, I didn't put on a show because I cared about my face. Now that Old Yan is gone, what else do I have to be afraid of? Miss Yan is as beautiful as a flower. The emperor thinks of her, how can I fall behind the emperor? What the emperor has, why can't I have it?
When Liu Kun was young, he was handsome and famous. He was three years younger than Zu Ti and was famous for being a hero.
Liu Kun was the nephew of Minister Guo Yi. He had twenty-four friends with Jia Mi, the nephew of Empress Jia.
Liu Kun was a poet. Musicians and patriotic generals. After he knew that something had happened to Yan Ruyu's family, he felt sorry for the passing of a talented woman. He was also sad that he couldn't get a beauty like Yan Ruyu. It was like asking the sky when the moon would appear.
Liu Kun felt bitter in his heart,"Why can't love hate alone?" Where to go, why do I have to be drunk and everything goes with the wind? Why is the tears that have passed through a thousand years still a separation in a dream? Touching my heart is the road to love. What can the beautiful scenery do? The bitter pursuit, the thousands of words in my heart, is still a lonely smile in the face of sorrow. I know that it's just a waste of time to go on a stranger's life without you, but I still want to pour a pot of wine and drink all the feelings in the cup. No matter how bitter this life is, I am willing to be drunk and not give up. I will be drunk and mellow in the lingering love of my previous life.
Liu Kun could not get Yan Ruyu's sincerity. Seeing that she was hesitating, she was also focused on the Northern Expedition Army. She did not have the heart to stay in Jiankang. She could not delay the Northern Expedition plan for the sake of her relationship, so she went to the Northern Expedition early. He didn't expect that such a big incident would happen to the Yan Family not long after he left, so he was a little sad.
Recently, Liu Kun was very happy when he learned that Zu Ti had received good news. He knew that General Zu Ti had used the distrust between the enemy generals to sow discord. The two enemy generals had fallen into his trap and were defeated by him. Although he was isolated from the Northern Expedition, he felt bitter and helpless. Although he was fighting alone and had experienced failure and success, he was willing to suffer because he had the spiritual pillar of the Eastern Jin Dynasty behind him.
Liu Kun thought of having a friend like Zu Ti, and couldn't help but sigh to his relatives and friends," I always sleep with my weapon on my head, always with the heart of serving the country and killing the enemy, and I'm afraid to fall behind General Zu Ti.
Liu Kun was " ambitious when he was young, but he had the ability to cross the board. He was good at making friends with others, but he was quite boastful." He had to admire Zu Ti.
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