Chapter Thirty-Two: Only Envy Mandarin Duck, Drowning Sorrow in Wine
Yan Ruyu looked at all of this and thought to herself, I've already entered the world of books.
At this time, the Book Deity said,"You and I are fated. You shouldn't have been involved in this disaster." What else do you have in mind? If there is an unfulfilled mortal fate, this venerable self will settle your old grudge and let your long-cherished wish be fulfilled; If there are no tears of parting, I will live in the book. The life in the book was boring and long-winded, but this was the vision of a mediocre person. In fact, how could the world in the book be as simple and beautiful as a painting? Once your spirit and soul wandered in the sea of words, there would be a kind of power of knowledge shining brightly. You would be attracted by the ever-changing prosperous scenery and mirages in the book, and you would be fascinated by the folk life and wonderful stories in the world. With the continuous combination of a few words, it could produce dream-like, strange, and ever-changing scenes. However, such a story could make people indulge in it, leaving them to linger. Wandering in the sea of words, people can see the fickleness of the world, the torment of time, and read the vicissitudes of the world and the sea. A pictographic change in a stroke, the direction of a letter, the beauty of a painting, the harmony of a poem, and the melodious sound of a song. How could a vulgar person understand everything in a book? A brush, ink, paper, inkstone, and so on, were filled with endless colors. Countless infatuated thoughts were filled with tender feelings that were as gentle as water.
Yan Ruyu said,"Although I've experienced the ups and downs of a dream, I still don't know how my parents are doing now." How can I let go of my heart?
The Book Deity waved his hand and saw that Yan Ruyu's parents were all killed.
Yan Ruyu cried out sadly. It was like heaven and earth couldn't respond. Indeed, thousands of tears flowed down her face.
The Book Deity put away the movie and returned to his eyes." Your parents and family are no longer in this world, so what else do you have to worry about? Speaking of which, I'll try my best to satisfy you.
Yan Ruyu calmed down for a while before saying, It's just that I still have one thing to do. Once this matter is settled, I don't owe you any favors.
The Book Deity asked,"Is it the person you love?"
Yan Ruyu blushed and didn't say anything.
The Book Deity said,"A beautiful person like you will only defile yourself if you fall in love with a mortal." To be with a noble and intelligent person, one's own realm. Quality. Only then could his cultivation be improved. Why not be with the immortals? How good would it be to be a beautiful fairy sister with a calm expression and high spirits! Why mix with vulgar and unbearable people?
Yan Ruyu said: I originally clean to clean to go, I decide to stay. Right and wrong, there are clear and turbid. The heart had already broken, but others did not understand and could not see through it. Who could live a pure life? The world is full of worries, how many people can be free? Run to the end of the world and return without words, why owe people a favor? There were emotional debts and love debts in the world that had to be repaid. A trace of unwillingness, leaving a trace of pain, why not have no attachment?
The Book Deity had no choice but to say,"I'm afraid I won't be able to help but regret it when the time comes." How many people in the world were trapped by love? In the end, they all cried and cried in pain and melancholy in their next life, or they cried and cried and died. Opening the dusty old book, the few of them knew how many joys and sorrows had to be experienced in one of the life and death relationships before they could read the love, hate, and madness? Now, even if time wrote the last page of vicissitudes, it was just a dream. Really: the same flower blooms for a thousand years, but also only to see the sea change into mulberry fields, a smile looks through a thousand years, how many times know you come to the world? On the misty road, I only see the stars and moon, but the words that come and go are not traced by the shadow of the palace. How can I remember them?
Yan Ruyu said," Yes, when I look back, I have experienced many vicissitudes of life, joys and sorrows. Sometimes, when I think about it, I feel sad. When I look back, I can't forget the tears of parting people. I always fantasize about whether I can repay the covenant in this life and the next life." The moon in the sky always secretly looked at people carefully and could not guess, but the hearts of ordinary people were entangled with the past and who was that person? The thin man who was still in the rain in his sleep was still in a state of turmoil. This was a kind of spirit that transcended time and space, and a kind of nostalgia that had gone through the storms of the times, but still became more mellow. It's this kind of love that favors bitterness and joy. Perhaps this is to sharpen my will. She wanted to see him just once, no matter how many years she had to wait. Although she was stranded in her dream, she was still better than many in life.
The Book Deity said,"Being in love with books is a sublimation of cultivation, which can wash away one's soul into a kind of immortal temperament and make it different." Falling in love with someone was a kind of sorrow that could corrupt a person's soul to a low state of desolation and pity.
Yan Ruyu asked,"Why do you think so badly of people?" Why couldn't he see the sunlight of a human being? Many books were written and compiled by people, and there were also light and darkness in the books. Although books had the tendency to accept rivers into the sea, it was also a lot of dirty behavior. Love was also divided into good and bad, but sometimes the beauty of love was not in its health, but in its sadness. Love is not seeing you. Without you. I don't know who to talk to when I don't see you, but I still don't know if I'm reading a book of farewell in my previous life, searching for the source of my past breakup? Empty, I don't know if I still have the token of our legacy in my hand, asking you where you are?
The Book Deity listened and said,"How about this, if one day you can understand it, I will give you a portrait to make you different?" As long as a beauty like you is willing to enter my world of books to comprehend, you will definitely be able to comprehend the wonderful parts of the Dao with your intelligence. I will let you show your most beautiful side to others. How about using your most beautiful picture to find that person in the world? The kind of people who look for him thousands of times and suddenly look back, but that person in the dim light is another kind of beautiful artistic conception. Your fate depends on your fate. With the emperor's teacher, Ultimate Heavenly God, drawing a portrait of you, it's impossible for Miss to not be beautiful. How could a fairy beauty like the young miss be coordinated by a mediocre person? It should be the spouse of a man with five carriages of knowledge. That man is talented and the woman is beautiful.
Yan Ruyu interrupted," I don't care who the Ultimate God is. I'm a human being. When the dust returns to the dust, it's natural for me to return to where I came from. It's better for me to be at ease after I get rid of this worldly fate!" I also can't be bothered by the endless sorrow, and I don't care about the tears of parting people.
Seeing that he couldn't persuade Yan Ruyu, the Book Deity could only say, Sigh! all my troubles are because I have forced myself to stand out. Many people try their best to cultivate to become immortals, but this venerable self gives you a good state of floating clouds and flowing water, but you don't want it. What a pity? I asked Fairy Huan Jing to draw a dream for you. Is the dream of an immortal something that others can't get? You better not. Was love really the best thing in the world? Was it really that lovers were the best?
Yan Ruyu said,"There are people in the world who only envy mandarin ducks and not immortals."
The Book Deity had no choice but to show his trump card and say,"How about this, as long as you don't return to the mortal world, I'll give you a supreme position?" Even the immortals would have to cultivate for several lifetimes to reach this level.
Yan Ruyu said with a determined heart,"If I don't have the fate of the world, how can I be a human forever?" How can I live in peace?
The Book Deity had no choice but to send him back to the dust.
Just like that, Yan Ruyu somehow got together with Zu Ti, often accompanying Zu Ti to play the zither and help him with the sword dance.
Sima Rui never let go of Zu Ti because he was still thinking about Yan Ruyu.
Zu Ti knew that Yan Ruyu was not safe by his side, so he resisted the urge to part with her. Later, he was relieved after Liu Kun wrote to him that Yan Ruyu was safe in Liu Kun's place.
Zu Ti happily told this news to Miss Xu, but their conversation was still known by Wang Dun's subordinates who had been secretly watching the movements of Zu Ti's family and told Wang Dun.
Wang Dun said very unhappily,"Liu Kun, you better remember this. I will settle this score with you sooner or later." Now, with you and Zu Ti dancing with the Sima Clan, our Wang Clan won't be able to dominate the world. Sooner or later, I'll split the world equally with the Sima Clan.
Liu Kun knew that Yan Ruyu was very touched after her experience. He also loved Yan Ruyu very much. They were talking about love together
In Liu Kun's heart, he thought,"As long as you can be happy, I'm willing to protect you forever." Although I know that you already have him in your heart, I still fell in love with you unknowingly. Love wasn't necessarily about getting it. Love could protect one's side.
In Yan Ruyu's heart, she hoped that she wouldn't love you anymore. She really wanted to be free, so that she wouldn't have the pain of longing and the tiredness of watching.
Liu Kun thought to himself,'Why did everything become unimportant the moment I saw you? Why did the one who didn't want to love lose herself? It seems that without you, this life has no meaning. I don't know why the coldness and indifference towards others are nothing to you? I just want to love you. I give you tenderness. If one day you are no longer in my sight, I really don't know what I will become. Am I just another person who loves you?
Yan Ruyu thought to herself,"I really can't accept the love of others because there's already someone in my heart. How can my heart be filled with love?" No one could understand the deep affection that could not be concealed.
Liu Kun thought to himself,'Everyone has an obsession. I don't care even if you don't have me in your heart. Just let me be by your side silently!' Perhaps my gentleness is not as good as the one you love! I've worked so hard to wait until the day I touched you.
Yan Ruyu thought to herself,"You mean Liu Kun. Thank you for your love. Everything about you is so beautiful in my eyes." I don't know if I love you or not, how can I love you? I'm also very conflicted. Complicated emotions.
When they were together, they each had their own thoughts.
Yan Ruyu said: Cloud hair inclined hairpin than look, slave face is not as good as flower face, a spring bloom for whom? Tears stained my clothes, I sigh for a long time, my soul is broken, it is not a leisurely feeling, but my heart is broken, how to clean up?
Liu Kun said: Look at her sad face, my heart has pity. Why does sorrow and separation resonate? However, everyone felt the same way when they were in love? A love story is filled with countless words, and no one knows what it is.
Yan Ruyu said: Melting with the weather, where are people? How is spring? I thought there was no rain, but I met a ruthless wind and rain every three or five days. A curtain of quiet fun all return, full of empty flowers withered, attracted intoxicated waves tears also endless.
Liu Kun replied: In the place where I was heartbroken, I saw people crying. If you ask me, I don't know why. It was said that sadness was painful, but there were people who couldn't bear the burden of heartbreak. Why do you complain about fate and sorrow? Was it really a Shadow Element that had no arrangements in the human world?
Yan Ruyu said: I don't know how long I can stay here from now on. Can we meet again in our dreams? Now weariness is like the light of flowers, the moon is suitable to shine on each other, but also lonely? Have you forgotten that the poor old man is about to die? On the surface there was no ripple, but inside there was a surge, like a parting between life and death. I can't move many sorrows, but the long past is sad, leaving only sorrow and tears of separation, but I have no love in this life and can't see him? Liu Kun said: Why can't love be sympathized with? But all of them messed up their lives because of missing emotions? How can I bear it? How can my heart bear it? What kind of emotional control was that? Everyone in the world is no longer themselves for it, and I'm no exception? A stroke of wishful thinking embellishes the gorgeous lovesickness, but it is unable to write the endless affection. A sword's passion shows that the wind of love is raging, but the heart of the sword does not know how much grief it is.
They talked about life together.
Liu Kun said: If we are still so cautious when we encounter trouble, then the trouble will be chaotic.
Yan Ruyu said,"Why did the two of them separate when they could do it together?" You and General Zu Ti should work together.
Liu Kun said: Sometimes the more anxious you are to find something, the more you can't find it. When you calm down, you will find that thing in front of you. It turned out that we really got the time wrong, so that we couldn't be together.
Yan Ruyu said,"When you learn to do something, you should sometimes think that you are not omnipotent." In times of crisis, the more complicated the problem, the shorter the time limit. When you use one finger to point at others, don't forget that there are three fingers pointing at you.
Liu Kun said: As long as you can persist in strengthening anything, it will eventually become a habit. Sigh! Life was a game of chess, and every step was taken by oneself. When he had something, he realized that it wasn't as valuable as he thought it was.
Yan Ruyu said,"Some people are standing at the foot of the mountain, while others are standing on the top of the mountain. Although their positions are different, the other party in their eyes is the same size."
I knew that Yan Ruyu's family was very sad after the accident. When I collected the Yan family's corpses, I didn't see Yan Ruyu and felt a little happy. I went to look for Yan Ruyu. Where was Yan Ruyu?
I, Jian, was reported for collecting the corpses of the Yan family. Fortunately, his head was saved and he was wiped out as a commoner. My family also blamed him for being a busybody and losing his wealth. That Miss Xie Luyin also didn't want to follow him.
I felt that I couldn't stay at home anymore, so I wanted to travel around the mountains and rivers to relieve my unhappiness. However, my parents and family were worried that he wouldn't let me go out.
Wojian was very distressed and didn't want to touch the book. It is the book that brings him shame and dishonor, it is the book that he regrets when it is used
My parents and family saw that my Jian was so depressed that they were afraid something might happen to him, so they gathered many villagers and their good brothers to comfort him.
It was said that a person's life was only a hundred years old, so why should he make life difficult for himself? Cherish life.
It was said that people should have a good mood like clouds and water. The imperfection of the world was the perfect process that people wanted, so people were busy every day.
When I drank and ate, it was already very painful, so I used wine to drown my worries.
There were also people who came to persuade him with concern, saying that all troubles were caused by being strong. Sometimes, he still had to learn to mind his own business and pretend to be ignorant.
It is said that raising a glass to drown one's sorrows is more sorrowful. In life, one was afraid of never stopping to think and never wanting to stop. That was what people hated the most.
Wojian was annoyed and roared,"I know, it's better to have a terrible ending than no ending." Stupidity is mostly produced when one's hands, feet, or mouth move faster than the brain. I'm that extremely stupid person!
When everyone heard this, they tactfully dispersed.
I Jian drunkenly said,"The only way to be humiliated is to ignore it. If you can't ignore it, you can despise it. If you can't even despise it, then you can only be humiliated." When did I not think about it? But who among you can understand my feelings? Who would understand the pain of loving someone? What was it like to love so much that they couldn't love each other anymore? The sorrow of the world seemed to be an era that should not have happened. What kind of mood was this? This was undoubtedly a feeling of wanting someone dead. Death was painful, but there was something more painful than death, and that was waiting for death. Do you understand my current state of mind? I'm now wandering between hope and despair. Why does the beauty of my previous life and this life seem to be in the world? How can it be like in the human world? Not here? Are you there?
Everyone saw that my heart was hurt and thin, so they couldn't persuade me to leave.
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