Chapter 38: Refusing to Get Married, Who Knows the Pain?
When I thought about seeing Yan Ruyu in my dream, I couldn't help but feel sad.
Yan Ruyu was with Liu Kun, and the two of them went out together.
Yan Ruyu said,"The love in the world really doesn't know how to love." Give people a space to let go of their thoughts and let their memories be kept in a corner of their hearts. Even if there was pain, they were willing to relive it?
Liu Kun said yes. A little affection, a little touch, just for a chance encounter? Just for a chance encounter, looking back, a kind of love, it only took a second to pay for it with a lifetime.
Yan Ruyu said,"Is it a bargaining chip to repay you?" in life and death, we are willing to part ways.
Liu Kun said: Love how much love geometry all regardless of love in the love cave whether or not to live up to, but directly teach people life and death promise also innocent.
When Liu's parents saw that their son was addicted to women, they persuaded him privately. She wanted her son not to lose his bright future for a woman in front of a powerful enemy. Moreover, Yan Ruyu was the person Sima Rui liked. He also said,"Although the emperor thinks highly of you and even gave you a sword, he will kill you with it if you love the woman the emperor likes." Therefore, they were very opposed to the idea that women were more troublesome. Moreover, Yan Ruyu was a criminal captured by the emperor.
Yan Ruyu couldn't get the blessings of Liu Kun's parents, so she felt bitter and conflicted, but she had no one to confide in.
Liu Kun was a person who was used to living a luxurious life. Once the situation turned for the better, he would indulge himself. He was fond of sensuality, and in order to win Yan Ruyu's favor, he doted on a person who knew music by the name of Xu Run and appointed him as Jinyang Ling.
This Xu Run is arrogant and arrogant, often exceeding his authority to interfere in political affairs, which makes Fenwei General Linghu Sheng feel worried.
Linghu Sheng dared to speak out and advised Liu Kun to resign Xu Run many times.
Liu Kun was unwilling.
Xu Run knew and hated Linghu Sheng.
On this day, Xu Run deliberately made fun of Liu Kun, who was in the courtyard with Yan Ruyu, and asked curiously," Xu Run, you used to be cheerful. What made you unhappy today?
Xu Run knew that Liu Kun was loyal to the Jin Dynasty, so he stopped the music and deliberately said," This, this, I dare not say.
Liu Kun said: It doesn't matter if you say it.
Xu Run said: I really dare not say. Because I don't know if I'm happy for Daren or worried for Daren.
Liu Kun said: What do you mean? Tell me quickly. If you don't tell me, I'll punish you.
Xu Runzuo said in fear and trepidation: Your Excellency, I heard that General Linghu wants to persuade you to declare yourself emperor! Therefore, a good mood is nervousness and fear.
Liu Kun was furious and ordered to kill Linghu Sheng.
When Liu Kun's mother found out about this, she was very angry and reprimanded Liu Kun," If you can't carry forward the strategy of governing the country, drive the heroes, and only want to get rid of those who are better than yourself to make yourself at ease, how can you get through? In this way, disaster will come to me.
Yan Ruyu also advised him.
Liu Kun still did not listen and killed him.
Liu Kun was "good at appeasing, but not at controlling". His political ability disappointed those who attributed to him.
Linghu mud because his father Linghu Sheng was killed, defected to Han Emperor Liu Cong.
Mother Liu knew that her son and Miss Yan would not give up if she did not arrange the marriage between her son and the Cui family, so she began to plan the marriage between her son and the Cui family.
Yan Ruyu also saw the extent of Liu Kun's love for her. Thinking of how Liu Kun's mother advised her to leave Liu Kun and said that she was a femme fatale, she also felt that she owed Liu Kun something. Liu Kun used to have 24 friends. The leader of the 24 friends was Shi Chong, who was famous for his extravagance. His Golden Valley Stream had a luxurious villa that became a gathering place for these people. They often drank wine and wrote poems here. Such a capable and talented person, but because he was a burden to him, he felt that it was better to leave.
On this day, Liu Kun was watching Yangqu and drinking a few glasses of wine in sadness.
Yan Ruyu walked over lightly, singing and dancing gently to comfort him. Her heart was still filled with pain. Every relationship was real, but they were just walking in the wrong place? Lost myself because of love. Or was it that he had completely fallen for her, and the tragic ending was destined to be no exception?
Liu Kun brandished his sword and said: How many years have passed? How many years have passed? Memories tormented his life, and he struggled painfully to pass. For whom are my tears flowing? Many of them were not him. The people around him were like a dream. How about a gentle sword that enrages the heavens, a sigh and a rebuke? Heaven and earth shook, and the cup of yellow soil ended.
Yan Ruyu saw that Liu Kun was very sad and couldn't bear to leave. When using a lover, you should always use the right feelings. The true feelings vary from person to person? Maybe at the wrong time. The place might be helpless. Actually, I didn't express my feelings wrongly. It's just that that person is no longer the original you.
Liu Kun's love is firm and he wants to marry her.
Yan Ruyu only refused, but she couldn't say what was in her heart. She didn't want to ruin their marriage, but she also hoped that her marriage could receive true blessings.
Liu Kun was upset. He guessed that the other party might think that he had a wife. She had given him a gift, but he didn't love her. Unfortunately, no one could understand his pain. A new song, a cup of wine, ask the blue sky. When will the bright moon appear, how long is life? I'm going to get drunk on the map, I wonder if you can tell me? To Carouse, I wonder why the moon is drunk and down. How much love? Who was drunk? The river was full of broken pieces, but it could not be cleaned up.
Yan Ruyu didn't want to destroy her family because of her, but she hadn't thought about it yet.
Cui Shi had complicated feelings and was unwilling to serve her husband with others. However, she could see that Yan Ruyu's aloofness was impossible, so she pretended to persuade Yan Ruyu, Who else could such an outstanding man marry? Moreover, in this chaotic war era, how could he not have a strong backer? I hope that sisters can serve one husband together.
Yan Ruyu saw how sincere Cui Corporation was and thought that she was the only one of her age to be taken care of by others. She was a little shy and didn't want to get involved and hurt them. Friendship was priceless. This was a contradictory problem. Right or wrong, it was impossible to analyze and comment. Muddled love did not need a reason. As long as the surrounding atmosphere of love was warm and happy?
Yan Ruyu was tired of thinking and was resting. She heard the sound of weapons in her ears, so she got up and went out to look. She saw Liu Kun fighting with a familiar figure. She went forward to take a closer look. The familiar figure was none other than Zu Ti.
Yan Ruyu knew that the two of them were good friends, so why did they fight? Hence, she quietly approached them to see what they would say.
The two of them were waving their swords as they spoke.
Zu Ti said,"Who told you to have designs on Miss Yan?"
Liu Kun said,"When you gave up, it meant that you no longer love." Abandoned.
Zu Ti said,"I sent you here to avoid the investigation of the imperial court and for the safety of Miss Yan."
Liu Kun said: This is an excuse. A person who couldn't even protect the person he loved, how could he talk about love? If you love her, you should give her safety. Happiness. If you can't even guarantee her safety, how can you give her happiness? Wouldn't you be harming her by marrying her?
Zu Ti said,"I just didn't have the right time."
Liu Kun said,"The time is not ripe?" Then when will the time be ripe for you? If you do this, what about Miss Xu? What would she think?
Zu Ti said," This
Liu Kun said: Look, you can't even say it.
Zu Ti said: I
Liu Kun said,"Alright, don't talk nonsense. Big Brother is not young anymore." However, Miss Yan is in her prime. Time cannot wait too long. If Big Brother has any infatuation, he can bury all of this!
Zu Ti said,"I didn't expect you and I to be so distant for a woman." We used to be such good brothers
Liu Kun said: This is two different feelings, we are still good brothers. Since Big Brother couldn't safely stay by Miss Yan's side, it might be a good thing to let go.
Zu Ti thought about it and hesitated.
Liu Kun said,"Big brother, love a person is to give it to her." He hoped that she would be happy. Sometimes, the love you receive is not necessarily love. Sometimes, letting go is also a kind of love.
Zu Ti remained silent.
Liu Kun still wanted to say something.
Zu Ti whispered,"There's someone."
Liu Kun understood.
The two of them did not stop the swords in their hands and continued to fight. The sword light and sword shadow showed a heroic and valiant spirit, but the more they fought, the closer and further away they were.
Yan Ruyu wanted to go up and persuade them to stop, but suddenly, a fragrance hit her face.
Yan Ruyu woke up on the bed and called him Brother Zu.
Everyone said that this was the Liu residence. There was no such thing as Brother Zu. Who was Brother Zu?
Yan Ruyu said: It is General Zu Ti.
A servant said,"General Zu Ti is thousands of miles away from here. How could he come here?"
Yan Ruyu said: I clearly saw General Zu Ti and General Liu dancing in the forest behind last night under the moonlight. The two of them were dancing on the treetops of the mountain rocks.
A servant said,"No way!" Miss, are you dreaming?
Yan Ruyu said,"I clearly heard the sound of weapons."
The servant said,"This is not strange. Last night, there were a few robbers who robbed the house and were killed by the master."
Yan Ruyu also asked in confusion,"I've been on this bed the whole time?"
The servant said,"Miss, you're joking." If she wasn't in bed, could it be that Miss was sleepwalking?
Yan Ruyu was even more confused when she heard this and went to look for Liu Kun.
Liu Kun was reading a book and writing poems. He smiled and said," How was that possible? I didn't meet Big Brother Zu at all. Even if I met Big Brother Zu, we wouldn't be able to fight. Moreover, we're good brothers. Is it your imagination?
Yan Ruyu said,"Impossible, you must be lying to me."
Liu Kun smiled and said,"Is it fun for me to lie to you?" Why would I lie to you? Moreover, Brother Zu is so far away from us. How could he come? Brother Zu still had troops under him.
Yan Ruyu said,"But I clearly saw you fighting and the sound of weapons."
Liu Kun smiled and said,"However, there were a few bandits who came to be rampant last night and were killed by me. This may be your illusion." Alright, let's prepare for our wedding!
Yan Ruyu said,"No."
Liu Kun asked: Why? Didn't you agree?
Yan Ruyu said,"I'm sorry, General Liu. I just can't accept this fact for a while."
Liu Kun hesitated for a moment and said,"Alright!" I can wait for you until you're willing, okay? I won't marry Miss Cui.
Yan Ruyu left Liu Kun's study suspiciously. She didn't know if it was a dream or not. She just didn't know anything after smelling a fragrance. However, she was still in a difficult position because if Liu Kun wanted to marry her, she couldn't bear to hurt Miss Cui, who was so good, and she couldn't hurt her because of her.
Yan Ruyu was also in a dilemma. She didn't know whether she loved Liu Kun or Zu Ti. She knew that she loved me, but I didn't have her in my heart. She knew that Sima Rui loved her, so how could she be together with an enemy who had killed hundreds of her family members? The pain in his heart was that he didn't even have anyone to make decisions for him, and he was still living under someone else's roof. Why was love so difficult to control that it made people feel sleepy?
Yan Ruyu thought to herself and couldn't help but feel sad. I have no way to avoid it, but my heart is sad and broken, and tears fall one after another. I know the cold taste of lonely sleep, speechless, tearful eyes, sentimental feelings, sad parting. This year to see the morning breeze and the waning moon should be a good time and good scenery in name only, tonight when I wake up to see the cold autumn ten thousand kinds of amorous feelings and who to say? What is it that remains and what is it that is difficult to take back? For whom do you make me haggard? Leaning against the railing, is it true that there is no doubt, but there is no strong love for me? Flying catkins and dust are constantly flying away from the sorrow is leading to the chaos of love, twilight clouds thousands of miles in the silk net thousands of knots think it is easier said than done. Remnant dream, disappear soul, still an inch of heart, who will entrust the matter to? The sky is far apart, the earth is far apart, the yearning is endless, the heart is heartless, I don't know the difficulties of love. Don't say goodbye at leisure to get rid of the soul. Seeing the falling flowers and wind and rain hurt the spring even more. Looking at the end of the world, alone on the high tower, the bright moon suddenly doesn't understand the pain of parting.
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