Chapter 41 Unwilling to Give Up Hate, Coincidentally Meeting an Old Friend
On this day, Ao Ze got up from the sedan chair for an outing. Suddenly, he heard the melodious sound of the zither. It was very familiar. He got off the sedan chair and sent the sedan chair bearer back first. He looked for the zither himself. However, he saw the maid Yin 'er entering and leaving the rich family. He understood that it was Yan Ruyu playing the zither. Thinking about the past, he felt a lot of emotions and had the heart to meet again. Seeing that it was the Prime Minister's residence and that Yan Ruyu was now Madam Jian, he went forward and asked the doorman to pass a message to his wife saying that he was the wife's cousin.
The people in my Jian Mansion all said that my wife doesn't have any cousin. They were also afraid that Yan Ruyu's identity would be exposed, so they chased her away.
Ao Ze pointed at Yin 'er, who was busy, and said that he knew Yin' er and that she would know when she came.
It turned out that when the Yan family was in trouble that day, Yin 'er was coincidentally not in the Yan residence and escaped the disaster. Later, I, Jian Jian, took him in.
When Yin 'er heard the servant's words, she saw that it was Ao Ze when she went out. She immediately turned around and left. She told the servant that they did not know this person and asked him," If you sell hemp balls and stumble, get lost as far as you can."
Ao Ze received a cold shoulder and immediately stopped listening to the sound of the zither. His heart was still unwilling.
This day, in the court, Ao Ze took the initiative to talk to Wo Jian and confirm it. He made up some reasons and said," Yan Ruyu was his cousin. They had been separated for many years because of the war. Yesterday, he saw the maid Yin 'er in the manor and found out about the situation. He wanted to see her, but he didn't want to see her. Perhaps it was because the two families had some conflicts back then. Of course, it was a matter of the older generation, so there had been misunderstandings. Since Biao Younger Sister is already your wife and we are cousins, I wanted to greet Biao Younger Sister, but
When I heard that this was the case and saw that Ao Ze's scholarly integrity in the imperial court was appreciated, I expressed my persuasion to persuade Madam to meet him.
Ao Ze was very happy when he heard that.
I took this matter to heart and went home to persuade Yan Ruyu to convey Ao Ze's intention to see her.
Yan Ruyu comforted her husband, who was busy with national affairs, not to be long-winded about such small matters. He would deal with his own matters.
I went to my study.
Seeing her husband leave, Yan Ruyu thought that Ao Ze might not be someone to be trifled with. Back then, she was so sad for him that she became thinner and thinner day by day. That kind of worry and depression was indescribable and could not be mentioned to others. Now, if she completely cut off the topic, she was afraid that he would become a rascal and expose her family affairs to the emperor. This would affect her husband's future and hurt her.
Yan Ruyu wrote a poem and asked the maid to give it to her.
When Ao Ze saw Yin 'er, he called her sister with a smile and asked about her well-being.
Yin 'er didn't look straight at her, but just looked like she didn't want to give her the letter and left.
When Ao Ze saw the letter, it was full of complaints and sarcasm. Two kinds of thoughts are generally the same, which person is really involved in unexpected problems? How many fights for one love? One person is a playboy, playing with feelings. When the old man cried, the new man smiled, and the mandarin duck butterfly was a dream. Who can get rid of it in the wrong age? Which maniac slept together? Cut off the water with a knife, and the water will flow more. How difficult it is to love to the depths. Ever since they broke up that day, she was so sad that she didn't even bother to get out of bed. Her beauty was getting thinner and thinner, and she didn't want to see anyone anymore. All this is because of your love, but I've been longing for you until I shed tears. Who knew that our eternal vows would also separate, we are already strangers in life, why come again? From now on, I no longer believe that love is a grave. I have no time to play with you when you play with love.
Ao Ze saw the letter like this, somewhat reluctant to part, suddenly heard the zither is played by Yan Ruyu, so he pricked his ears to listen.
The melody of the zither seems to be: Remembering the past, how much time has passed since we parted when we were young? All day long, I've seen the broken bridge and the secluded path, but my mood is sad and boundless. Looking at the immortal mountain, the faint broken glow of the sunset is the place where melancholy and old happiness go. Facing the scene, the sadness is the soul that is separated from the soul. A year old's glory is full of hatred, rain and clouds change in an instant, calculating the life of life, is it temporarily scattered or far away? Even if you secretly meet Fang Xin, do you still have the idea of the beginning and the end? Although the words of the alliance are true, only two hearts are of the same mind. Deep in the drunken land, how much time can there be in the late years? How can I bear to part with you? But I'm deeply sorry and love you. I'll do my best to follow you. But time belongs to you and me, not much is in the past, getting along is fate, but in a flash, I'm old, I don't have the face of the past. Encounter was originally beautiful, but what people could not understand was why love became a joke without a plot, and such a book had a beginning but no end. Or a long novel with a tail and no head would be meaningless if someone else made up the story. Although time couldn't prove anything, wasn't it a little too fast? Why couldn't I let people see through a person's heart very early? It turns out that a person's heart is so fickle. Otherwise, I wouldn't have had the time to change it? I just thought that you were powerless, so I tried to forget after the pain, which is why I persisted until now. You already have a family, why are you still here to complain? Why can't you give your heart to your lover? Cherish the happiness in front of you. Don't let a moment of carelessness ruin the beauty you have envisioned for the rest of your life. If that happens, it will be too late to regret. Since we can't be together, let's forget about yesterday and today. Let's not let love and hate repeat themselves, and don't hurt an innocent heart. Between people is a kind of fate, between love and not love is a kind of emotion, between love and not love is a true heart, a talented person like you should understand. Love is as deep as the sea and stronger than gold. If you have feelings and righteousness, let alone an upright villain.
Before Ao Ze became the supervisory censor, he still did not give up and wanted to see Yan Ruyu.
Yan Ruyu could only let Yin 'er send a message. Love also had beautiful thoughts, and the feelings used were different. The spring flowers were swaying, but they looked like plum blossoms. What made this feeling priceless? Why did you abandon me in the past and come back now? At that time, you only thought about yourself, so why did you come and beg? It makes people entangled in the feelings of love and hate before they can get out of it. It's better to treat your wife well with this old love and stop disturbing people.
Ao Ze was naturally unhappy. He suddenly heard the sound of the zither and knew that it was Yan Ruyu playing, so he listened carefully and tasted the taste.
Ao Ze played the flute that he had prepared earlier. The two of them had always been in the same space and time. Why couldn't they meet or meet strangers? Why was love always so suffocating that it didn't give each other more space and time? Why was imagination always so much better than reality? The difference in reality was a little disappointing. How many points should he get? The original you didn't know how to change or improve? Love was actually very easy to make people blind. That was how the ups and downs of love were expressed. What was love at first sight? What was mutual affection? Did she fall in love with someone because she was lonely? Was it because she loved the wrong person and made herself lonely for the rest of her life? Maybe we got the wrong person in the wrong place, or maybe we were in the wrong space station. Recalling how sweet it was to be together in the past, he could only continue his fate in the next life. Since they loved each other so much, so what if they met? Love was not about friendship.
Yan Ruyu's Musical Note's response was,"Do you feel at ease letting me walk freely?" There was no need to worry about himself, his heart was clear. You can't always escape from the world, but you can only escape from the world. The fearless flowers blooming on the ten thousand feet of books and silk are not tired, nor are they disinterested? Who is right and who is wrong, there is no evidence, just to guard the scene I want. With a little care from heaven, I can immediately fulfill my wish. Every inch of light was like a year, all of which were cherished years, forever imprinted in the heart. There were many things that could only be met by luck, and many things that could only be obtained once was enough. However, caring too much often hurt oneself. He really wanted to experience everything, even if it was only for a second, to let a love of the world of mortals amaze the beauty of the four seasons. He had forgotten time for love, and time had also forgotten love. Now that he thought about it, he was so childish. I really want to erase that cold memory because I don't want to be your passerby. Meeting the right person at the wrong time is a wound, and meeting the wrong person at the right time is a sigh. Life is so short, but I can't use my life. Why would a destined marriage be exchanged for fate in the next life? Could it be that they might not be able to stay together even if they had to suffer for several lifetimes? The vows of eternal love will also be separated, and there will be an end to it forever. If there was no fate, why would they meet? If they were fated, why would they separate? Everyone wants to be with you. How long can we be together? They all regarded you as the most important person in their lives and were willing to silently give up everything for you. They were willing to make sacrifices for you. However, everyone who worked hard to change themselves in exchange for being good to themselves would have less and less warmth as time passed. The complex is ultimately because of you. Do you still remember every word we said in the past? Even now, I can still feel your heartbeat, but I can't find any trace of your promise to the alliance. The days when I miss you are very sad, but I can't touch the people I don't love. Where is the you from before? Can the heavens reveal some information to me? I don't ask for results, I don't ask for peers, I don't ask for possession, I don't ask for you to love me. I just want to meet you in my most beautiful years and let the lingering longing taste. The air is drawn to the nearest part of my heart to soothe the pain of longing. How much love there was, how long there was concern and reluctance. Will you think of me like this? Why would he need to prepare to answer it in his lifetime? Once I was: If falling in love with you is a mistake, I would rather make a mistake again and again. I should forget myself for you at least once in my life, and remember each other for all eternity even if we are separated. What kind of feeling was that love? Now my heart is cold, my passion has turned cold and lonely, how can you disturb and destroy it? Let everything stay in the past, so that we still have a trace of beautiful aftertaste.
Ao Ze was naturally very unhappy with Yan Ruyu's heartlessness. In the midst of the wine and meat, he told his friend that he wanted to adapt the novel, Ruyi Biography, and said, Ruyi was so smart and beautiful. How could ordinary people deserve her? Since ancient times, beautiful women had conquered many countries. If one was not blessed enough, how could he be with such a woman? A woman who didn't follow the rules and didn't abide by the etiquette and etiquette would meet with a man in private. This would not only bring disaster to herself and others, but also bring negative effects to this society. The femme fatale of ancient and modern subjugation
His friend was stunned when he heard this, but he couldn't say anything.
Since ancient times, stories were made up by those who knew how to hold a pen. Only these literati and poets could remember that the flower head brocade would be bald. If others couldn't remember, they would think of ways to make it look good like "flipping through drawers". Then, they would let others do whatever they wanted. Who asked them not to have the literary talent? They could only wait and see.
In fact, how much did the fall of a country have to do with women? In a world dominated by men, how could women change anything? Men's incompetence was imposed on women.
Ao Ze was an official outside and was full of poems for his beloved wife. The endless helplessness of parting feelings and longing for each other is a vast sorrow in my eyes. What is strange and melancholy is how to wear away the new hatred that came into my dream last night. Why did the indescribable desolation gather in my heart? The beauty of hope was warm and sad, sweet and bitter, joy and sorrow, full of awkwardness when they saw each other and wept. A mutual confession of love, but because of the essence of love, stirred up a pool of spring water wrinkle? Why did he suppress and control the pain instead of cleaning up this emotional trash and releasing his life force?
Ao Ze still couldn't stand the loneliness. Even though he was in a brothel under the flattery of the people, it was also because the society at that time thought that it was a fashion and ability to go to the brothel to buy women.
At first, Ao Ze was not liked by prostitutes because he did not have much money. He also wanted to mix with women often. In order to please those prostitutes, he catered to their preferences and used some sad poems to flatter them. He was also lucky to have a few women, but he could not get their sincerity and they also treated him as a plaything.
It turned out that those women were originally vulgar and uncultured, but they liked Ao Ze's good looks and brought him to play. It was also because he was already familiar with amorous feelings and had good bed skills.
Ao Ze also hoped to meet someone who truly understood him, even though he was a lecherous person and not someone who could be casually treated.
Ao Ze had nothing to do that day, so he heard from his friends that there was a geisha named Tao Yaoyao in Yichun Yard who was good at playing the zither, chess, calligraphy, painting, and poetry. Thinking that he was also an expert, he naturally went to visit the brothel to meet Tao Yaoyao.
Ao Ze fell in love with Tao Yaoyao when he saw her. So she was Hu Ji. His heart couldn't help but tremble, and a dazed expression appeared on his face.
Ao Ze praised her in his heart,'She stood there so quietly that it made people happy, but her silent departure made people feel extremely lonely.' After not seeing her for so many years, the accumulation of time had left her with a mature beauty. She was so calm. That calmness. That temperament. That charm
Ao Ze had forgotten that his wife was also a beauty. Perhaps there were many ways to appreciate a beauty, and one would admire a beauty in a certain place or place. attitude. The way was indeed different. This was where women's amorous feelings lay. It was also because people were fickle because of women. Fickle. It was easy to be confused because of the fickleness and different tastes. Perhaps the domestic flowers did not have the psychological effect of wild flowers.
Hu Ji and Lu Sheng had been living a good life, but because of the fall of Luoyang, Lu Sheng was killed in the war, and the Lu family's property was looted.
When Hu Ji was raped and saw the cruel scene, she had no choice but to face the fact that even her " old first love ", Liu Kun, could not protect himself. Her family members were also gone. Some were dead. Those who fled, the shadows of the people could not be seen. Fortunately, he knew how to play the zither, chess, calligraphy, painting, and poetry. In order to survive, he could only play the zither and sing. The lyrics had to be sad and moving in order to earn tears. Earn money. However, who would listen to music in the chaos of war? Seeing that Yi Chun Yuan was a place to earn money, he discussed with the old housekeeper mother that he would sell his skills and not sell his body. He reasoned that he would earn 70% to 30% of the profits with his mother.
Old Dove refused them one by one. He only cared about food and accommodation and got all the money he earned.
Hu Ji had no choice. Women were difficult outside. He had to do this. Otherwise, he wouldn't even have a place to live.
Old Jiu still wanted to see if her method worked, but if she didn't earn money, she would also get lost.
Hu Ji played the zither. The music was smooth and the lyrics were sorrowful. As expected, the business of Yichun Court flourished. However, Hu Ji changed her name to preserve her last bit of dignity.
When Tao Yaoyao saw Ao Ze today, her eyes inevitably revealed a trace of panic and a trace of sadness.
Tao Yaoyao met an old friend in a foreign land, so she couldn't help but miss him. Looking through my eyes, who can relieve my lovesickness and resentment? Don't hate how long, beautiful thoughts long, how can you see the pain of parting, who knows? Yiyi love, love is always ruthless, how can you say that there is no confidant in the road ahead? A song of long-lost love, how many sorrows of separation are there in two places of unrequited love? I have a thousand words to say, but I don't know where to start. It's hard to fall asleep, but the river breeze sets off ruthless waves? Is it the flood of lovesickness in the water? Alas, in the vast sea of people, I often look at the moon with tears in my eyes. Is it trying to wait for the empty branch without flowers? However, the lovesickness that was deeply devoted to life and death could not be filled with hatred? A burst of sadness and tears flowed, asking where did the thousand-mile marriage come from? A thread of love, two lovers in love, but to whom do you tell these infatuated words? But why are you so flustered, speechless, and full of jokes? Could the person in front of him be entrusted? How can my heart answer ambiguities? The pain in my heart is like a crazy man and a resentful woman separated by the Milky Way. I don't know when the moon will be full and people will be together. Don't let the youth's hair turn white.
Ao Ze was happy to hear the song, thinking in his heart, This beautiful woman has long eyebrows and slender waist. She was perfect in her demure state, but life was a place to be trampled on.
Ao Ze then came forward to tease: What do you think about the troubles and passers-by around you? The beauty of the ancient rivers and mountains is nowhere to be found, who will lead the romantic? Alas, oh, oh! How can you be so smart that you can't see through this world's thin and cold human feelings, good and evil, right and wrong, sophistry? How many of the thousands of feelings that have been twisted and turned are more infatuated than mine? How many of them had fulfilled their one-sided wishes? It was fate to meet anyone, but these people were all fated to come in a hurry? Why would he only want to see her for a moment if he didn't understand what she was thinking?
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