Chapter Forty-Four: Ze is sentimental, Ji is hurt
Since ancient times, most of the romantic scholars had relied on lewd words and beautiful songs to get a position in the arms of prostitutes. Ao Ze was no exception. The heartbreak of love is due to the thought of too many dreams, that love tribulation can not be remembered, like the breeze can chase? Or did I wait for you unintentionally? Or would he not let her off? Love is too strong but also too light, dreams are too far away and easily broken, tears that can't be shed give up for you but continue to be unrestrained. Time passed by, but who was buried in youth? However, it would hurt for a lifetime. Falling in love with someone who gave up on her feelings was a pain point in life? For that little bit of love and will in exchange for a glance at you, why bother? I've waited for a thousand years by the Three Lives Stone, but I haven't seen the real you. The world is flashy and illusory, there are too many temptations and perplexities, but this kind of person can't be close to you. Where are you, that lovely girl, so that I won't be heartbroken? This feeling has become a memory, this dream has been broken, a love in the world has no fate to continue this entanglement? That true love is gone, why is it still so painful? The one who loves me is still annoying, the one who doesn't love me is still pretentious. I didn't know who my true love was before I passed away. Entanglement in love, pain in the sea of love, why is life still as if it was the first time we met? Sad spring and sad autumn, but in this life and in the next life, we have no fate, why?
Ao Ze was happy that he had gotten some money from the women. He knew how to use sad poems to deepen the feelings of these women, so he wrote," How many tears of longing have I shed when I can't resist it? Looking at the tearful dust, how many poignant and beautiful stories are there about love in the hurt today? The waiting in my heart and the tears in my dreams flow like a stream. Lonely lingering sentences, unspeakable emotional loneliness, unseen lovesickness lies, unwritten dreamy desolation, who took away my situation? I loved you but hurt myself. I even wrote poems for you in the rain, but I forgot that I fell in love with the person you gave up. I used all my tears to choose but was still electrocuted by love.
Ao Ze's poem was written into a song and sung in exchange for a night of joy. He even tried his best to write: There were countless joys and sorrows on the road of life. For the sake of love, was it worth the ups and downs of passion? In the end, why was it so difficult to write love on a piece of paper? But I've paid for my country and lost my love. How many worries? Love history is already chaotic, the heart of the grievances entangled, how can rely on a cavity of hot blood to cast success or failure? How many sighs of love and hatred? Why is it so difficult to escape separation and reunion in life? Why was he still waiting for Lihen Heaven on the Three Lives Stone? However, even though the autumn water looked through, she still had tears in her eyes. Watching the world shift and the stars turn? Heroic spirit is just a vanity fair, who can pass the love of children? The horse's hooves trembled. Who was pointing the sword at? Loving a country and a beauty more, who knew how difficult it was? Since ancient times, people have been willing to wander in the world for love and evil fate. The vigorous love was also eternal, but who knew the awkwardness of the oath of eternal love? How I wish that time would stop at this day to fulfill my love debt, and why the thousands of words that I couldn't help but say couldn't be fulfilled in a light year, which made me confused.
Ao Ze was being kept by a prostitute who understood love. He also looked good and hoped that he would write more poems to make her more popular.
Ao Ze naturally did not admit that he was a kept man. He did not know who was playing with who, who was raising who, who was having fun with who, and who was using who. He only knew that he was temporarily a tiger that had fallen from grace. He only thought that he was not proud of being in the officialdom and was proud of being in love.
Ao Ze wrote again: Why is the road so long and lonely on this desolate dust? The pleasure of a lifetime was seduced and confused by those seductive eyes, and the pain in the heart made people unable to say that they were drunk and dreamland. Even if love and hate were unpredictable, they were willing to waste this time of seven emotions and six desires. How many strands of love were entangled in this year's Years Flow Like Water? It's just a separation of hatred, but it makes people sigh deeply. I don't know why I'm sad? A waning moon full of messy silver light, how many broken hearts need to be cleaned up? Why can't I escape the troubles of this mortal world? Who is it that startles us who entered the same dream but woke up from the dream of painful separation? It was too late to break all the silence, but it was all empty loneliness. What bewitched each other's hearts and made them cry? But on the Three Lives Stone, by the other side of the spider lilies, we stick to a desolate agreement, waiting for whose arrival? An obsession with unknown results made people willing to sink into it, regardless of life and death. I don't know what love is, but how deep is it? I have no choice but how can I bear to part with my vows? I don't know where love comes from, but I'm drowning in it. How can my heart not be able to bear it? I bet my whole life for love, but I lost it, and I don't know who I'm in a hurry for?!
Emperor Sima Rui enjoyed listening to songs and dancing in the palace. Watching the flowers and rain dance in spring, it seems that there is no way back, and suddenly feel that the soft heart is an inch of sorrow, but there is no emotion. I'm so dreamy, I'm so dreamy. Why are you still here at night? For whom do I lean on the railing with tears and hold my fragrant cheeks and brows tightly locked? Falling to the side, a few drops of rain, but a fragrant soul, there is no place to arrange in the world, two people do not know their intentions, but feel pity for this feeling, who knows? Melancholy, a person, a family, a dream, return to heaven, wish things go against, the past only sad this hate is difficult to send away, but a great country heartless but a wisp of fragrant soul dense.
Tao Yaoyao knew that Ao Ze had been banished to the family, so she left the brothel to look for Ao Ze. However, she saw that the Ao family's red lantern knew that Ao Ze had married a concubine and left. The pain in my heart is: when I am full of sorrow, I will be drunk and sing into a tune, but my soul is chaotic and difficult to cut off the sorrow of separation? I'm afraid it'll be difficult for me to meet many spring beauties if I'm separated from my old love. The idle words dare not be careless, but the flowing light still hides the tears secretly? An inch of soft heart, two places thinking, early spring to see, how can not weave mandarin ducks? Who can accompany me in my dreams? I chant my thoughts and then worry. The words are longer. The taste of love is getting stronger. The sorrow is like weaving. I am drunk and die. It is hard to comfort this desolate heart.
Ao Ze's relegation life was mostly poetry, and there were still women who liked him and were willing to be with him. This might be a woman who understood him. There were also women who loved literary talent. Their poems were sad but beautiful. Could it be that every love that was so popular still had hope for others to give them alms and continue until now? There were thousands of words to be said, yet she was still so charming and affectionate? On weekdays, I don't know where to go, but I can't help thinking about it a thousand times. I'm afraid that kindness is easy to break and difficult to become, so I ask the courtyard to be desolate. The sorrow of separation is causing a thousand threads of chaos, that love has ended, the love tribulation seems to be nothing, why can't I see the sincerity? We only dream of meeting each other when we are apart, but tonight we know who we are together with, but there is nothing in life more affectionate than love. I don't know how to pity the people in front of me, but I'm full of mountains and rivers. I miss the distant flowers, the wind and rain hurt the spring even more. I feel desolate. How much boredom is there? I'm gradually drifting away. There's no book. But in my dreams, it's not you, and there's no place to look for you?
Ao Ze thought of Tao Yaoyao and had the intention to see her, so he wrote a poem to her." The past is like a dream or last year melancholy but do not say that the separation is bitter, thousands of miles of cloud shadow is like yesterday season swaying to hate the end of the world. How many hearts have been wandering around, but at that time, they were already frustrated and still worried? That lost frivolous straightforwardness, longing for no good, but still leaving the dream? Knowing that an inch of longing is an inch of ash, but still facing the spring breeze and worrying about each other? He knew that he was in love, but he was so passionate and desperate as he made his final struggle. Love or not love is actually very simple, but how can I care about the obstacles on the road, so I can only stand by your side? Lovesickness lasts forever, but I don't know that lovesickness comes to me, and I'm already busy reminiscing.
Tao Yaoyao's poem is: I still see the gentleman letter with mixed sorrow and joy. I feel that I am in a trance. Is it fate that I am out of my mind? Because of my shallow personality, I have to stay alone in this place. Thinking of the sorrow and sorrow that often comes from parting, what is the use of that dreary scene that is truly unforgettable? I always felt that our private meeting hadn't ended yet, but you were already in a place where you were drunk and indulged in money, so I couldn't help but cry. Perhaps the time we spent together is very short for you, but it was very long for me. I only laughed lightly, and once made a solemn vow of eternal love. It was my fate to be abandoned here on the road. Although my feelings are not doubted, I can only leave a sad soul. The soul is still by your side, but the grateful heart will not die out. So what if the fire of love is burning but lacking firewood? I don't know how to express my feelings, but because I was deceived by my ignorance, they are entangled like silk and hemp. Overflowing feelings say that they will never change forever, but why should we be heartbroken by each other's feelings? The beauty entrusted to me is always washed with tears, but I've seen the new laugh at the old and cry so miserably. What caused it? That deep affection always makes people unable to say it out loud. It's also because they can't guess what's on their minds that they have regrets. Why make the simple complicated? The one who had been waiting for her, but was embarrassed to be missing that person to express her heartfelt feelings, but could she not live alone? Separation is inevitable, but why is it that the same deep feelings are thrown into chaos? Why is it so tangled that it doesn't taste good? The friendship that gradually thickens and fades is destined to be separated. Why bother to talk about the two feelings that gradually drift away and accumulate instead of hurting each other? At this moment, what could make one think of lovesickness was the love that was engraved in one's heart. However, a relationship was not something that only one person could do. Why couldn't he let go of that empty favor that he had been longing for day and night but was filled with resentment and longing? Those glorious years, those graceful charms are all illusions, but the important thing is that you are not calm enough. The fervor of life in the hustle and bustle of people coming and going or return to indifference, but in the mortal world there are too many lost. In the career, do you know that the waiting of a person who sticks to a clean place in his heart is not like a pool of spring water being stirred? There is no doubt about the colorful world. Is there still someone who is chasing after feelings in his life?
When Ao Ze saw Tao Yaoyao's poetry, he thought of Yan Ruyu, who he had once abandoned. Looks like I've let them down.
Tao Yaoyao hoped that Ao Ze cared about her a little and was willing to wait for him. The hope and sadness in her heart were a lot. A year passed in an instant, and a lifetime passed in the blink of an eye. Life was like a dream. It was not a dream that the past was the past. Life could not be perfect, so there should be no regrets. Life is not easy, life is not long, why use unnecessary troubles to humiliate yourself and hurt time? No matter how many regrets or soreness there were in one's life, if one loved or hated, they would let go. If there was pain, they would see through it. If one couldn't afford to be hurt, they would take it lightly. If one hated, they would heal it. What's the name? What was love? How could he let go of his freedom? Why do I look back at the depths of my memory? A poem? Cheng Jing? After a period of leisure, it was indeed a sad sigh that made countless people feel sad for a thousand years. How can the past be remembered? If you don't know the pain of separation, who can understand it? But how deep was love and how deep was hatred? But the feelings of longing are euphemistic and sad? I'm already numb to it. Why should I sacrifice Qingqing's life for someone who's not worth it?
Tao Yaoyao resolutely walked into the mountains.
It is true that when you see such a person, you will feel love. Do you think that love lies with us? Was it because he left too little for her? Or was he unwilling to stay here and be trapped? While letting his feelings flow in the music, while expressing his will through objects and hoping to resonate with each other? Who held whose hand? Who shed tears for whom? In the face of all kinds of fame and fortune, mortals had to show their true colors and leave the rest to him. Why did he linger in the romantic dream and risk Nora's life? It was just that the moment the flower fell, who could see through everything? That feeling that made people cry was always lingering in their hearts? Perhaps everyone would be relieved in the end during those innocent and naive years. He was so young, so emotional, why was he sent to the human world to suffer? Ethereal and ethereal, the artistic conception was far higher, even the good years could not compare to the sadness of the end of the world. I broke out in a cold sweat, but I let my heart suffer my own calamity because of my thousand-fold yearning? However, deep feelings did not live up to righteousness? However, she was weak, but she could fight against a thousand catties? He vowed to return a little color to the world, but was his strength more than determination?!
Ao Ze was frustrated, but he still missed women. The little woman was in bud, waiting to be played with. A flower that bloomed on the earth was still wild and fragrant. It was said that women were as beautiful as poems and paintings, and they were also mesmerizing. In myths, fairies could make people lose their minds and dreams. Suddenly heard the jade jingling sound and immediately see her can appreciate, a beauty like the wind Lingbo shot to how? Her delicate and soft figure was like honey, her words were like honey, and her every frown and smile was so confusing. Even if the beauty in front of me has a heart of snakes and scorpions, I'm willing to offer my soul. Even if you lie for a lifetime, I'm willing to use my life to play with you until I die.
Ao Ze was a little lewd and said," The beautiful maidens around you, embracing you in your arms, are full of joy. Even a moment of ecstasy in spring is worth thousands of gold willing to wander. That gentle and charming appearance, when she became wild, many heroes would fall for her. Don't love mountains and rivers but love beauty, scraping bones do not hurt the knife is willing to busy, knowing that the flowers die as a ghost is also romantic. Love and hate are intertwined in the heart, and the oath of eternal love knows that it is a lie, but it is difficult to refuse the kindness. The time of love, flowers, snow, and moon, why did time disappear? However, when she met the wrong person on the wrong path, she was at a loss.
Ao Ze looked at the passers-by and thought,'Time flies and changes people's appearances. Old men and old women are all because of romantic affairs. A lifetime of love has exhausted their youth just to accompany each other.' Is there any poverty on the Three Lives Stone? Who has ever seen a pair of mandarin ducks dipped in ink? The tears of parting people in the mortal world still ask Lihen Heaven why? Can the Book of Life and Death see the judge? The King of Hell's iron face and the impermanence of the little ghost, why was the death of a person hell and not heaven? How many people yearned for heaven on earth? Why were people filled with anticipation? The love of a lifetime is unclear, and because of this, generations of love and hatred are confused.
Tao Yaoyao was disheartened by Ao Ze. Thinking back to the time when she was cheated emotionally by selling herself in debauchery, she had the thought of leaving the mortal world and accompanying the ancient Buddha for the rest of her life. She had no intention of entering the mortal world again and was not loved. Love. Friendship. love. feelings. Erotic. Passion. Tenderly. Passion. Passionate disturbance, wholeheartedly to Buddha.
Tao Yaoyao's heart was filled with bitterness because of the unceasing love between them. How is the feeling? So what if she still had that love in her heart? Everything was already in the past, but deep in his heart, there was a bitter bitterness and loneliness. There was also a little regret and unwillingness. Why did he have to do it in the past? You clearly don't like me, but you're touched by my kindness? However, when she fell into that kind of emotion and her heart was shaken by the reflection of the lake? There was a prelude to love, so it was only natural for them to continue. a tangle of emotions He didn't know how to respond. Was the love-hate relationship so touching, or did it affect the whole body? Is it because I won't be lovesick in my life, that I will be lovesick, that I will be lovesick, or is it because I miss this thing the most, that I will never change my feelings? Or was it because of the emotional fluctuations in love that gradually blurred his identity?
Tao Yaoyao wanted to be together with Lu Sheng. Although Lu Sheng looked ordinary, his words were powerful. If I wanted Ming Yue, he would teach Ming Yue to send me to the future. As long as it was possible, he would be satisfied. What about this Ao Ze? I'll change my mind when I see someone different. I'm not afraid of others stabbing me in the back, but I'm afraid that when I turn around, I'll see that the person who stabbed me in the back is the person I treated with my heart. She was not afraid to tell the best person what she was thinking, but she was afraid that the person would turn around and tell it as a joke. I don't see people talking about me, but I see people talking about others. Love was a kind of heartache, and only heartache was the innermost feeling. Sigh! She lowered her head and shed two lines of tears, but the road of longing was too long? Sighing about the fate of the world, the time of the years always burned the youth, but the world was so vast that it made people too confused. How was life? Wasn't it just ashes to ashes, dust to dust, where did it come from? Since that person doesn't understand me, why should I be heartbroken for him?
Tao Yaoyao looked at the red silk dress on her body and thought that she would throw herself into her lover's embrace with this kind of celebration.
As Tao Yaoyao thought about it, she could not help but smile foolishly. Her footsteps became messy and she stumbled. He could not tell the direction he was going in.
Tao Yaoyao suddenly felt a festive music squeezing into her head from her eardrums. She focused her eyes and saw that it was Ao Ze marrying a newlywed in his new clothes. She did not want to face this scene, but she was pushed to the side by someone and embarrassed. Moreover, he reached out to hold her hand, and the bride was the newlywed. She didn't understand. He was the one who married someone else. Why did it become her? He was the one who wanted to find the ancient temple. The more she thought about it, the more confused she became. In a daze, the person who appeared in front of her was not Ao Ze, but Lu Sheng. She did not believe that Lu Sheng was still alive and thought, Wasn't Lu Sheng already dead? Why? Why?
Lu Sheng seemed to be able to read people's minds, but he said," I am Lu Sheng.
Tao Yaoyao saw that the person in front of her looked very much like Lu Sheng. She was indeed Lu Sheng, so she was not puzzled. She just did not understand, so she wanted to find out and follow him. Where do you lead me?
Lu Sheng smiled and said,"Just follow me. This is the Elysian World."
Tao Yaoyao asked,"What kind of paradise is there in this world?" Either it was a path of no return.
Lu Sheng said,"What is there to miss in this world?" The human heart was sinister.
Tao Yaoyao thought about it and agreed. She followed him and unknowingly came to Lu Sheng's tomb. What was going on?
Suddenly, he saw Lu Sheng standing in front of him and asked," Why are you looking at me? Have you forgotten about this place? You don't miss me anymore.
When Tao Yaoyao heard this, she said,"I know. When did I not miss you?"
Lu Sheng asked,"Then are you still Hu Ji or Tao Yaoyao?"
Tao Yaoyao said,"I'm still that Hu Ji."
Lu Sheng said,"You're a good person in the streets!" Did you really miss me?
Tao Yaoyao said,"I really missed you because I was forced to. There was always an empty seat in my heart for you."
Lu Sheng said again,"How do you explain that you love someone so much that you can't live?"
Tao Yaoyao said,"Isn't that a day without you?" Do you know how hard it is for a woman to be alone in this world? Who knew that there were so many love scammers in this world? I'm also a hurt woman. It's only after experiencing this love that I truly understand who I love the most and who is the most worthy of love. Only then did I understand that you are the person I love the most.
Lu Sheng thought about it and felt that it made sense. He felt more or less balanced and said, At that time, we hadn't loved each other properly, but we were dragged down by the world.
Tao Yaoyao said,"Yes, yes, yes, we are dragged down by the world. We still lack a truly decent wedding." Since we have nothing to do today, we prepared a table of wine and dishes to celebrate. A table of only the two of us attended the wedding, abandoning all the red tape and some vulgar people.
"This is a good idea," said Lu Sheng.
Tao Yaoyao was happy to hear that. She took off her red clothes and spread them out on the floor.
For some reason, Lu Sheng quickly brought over many fruits, wine, and dishes and placed them on the table.
The two of them performed the wedding ceremony again, looking happy. Then, they sat on the ground and drank a cup of wine.
They were originally both happy, but suddenly, Lu Sheng said bitterly with tears in his eyes," Mountains and rivers, peaks and ridges, for whom do the stars and moons move? Across the sky? The scenery is beautiful, the vegetation is alive, let alone heartless?
Tao Yaoyao agreed,"The voice moves the figure, the tenderness attracts the soul, like a dream." Distant bitter thoughts ah, a cup of dust yellow soil, sad.
Lu Sheng said: Sad return, no place to say sad, only shadow why bother?
Tao Yaoyao replied," Lovesickness and bitter love, tears of separation, sorrow is long."
Lu Sheng and Tao Yaoyao said in unison," The love is endless, the pen is gorgeous, and the love is long. Heaven and earth, mandarin ducks and butterflies dream of a beautiful home.
The two of them might feel that it was too sad, so they should be in a good mood and consciously adjust their emotions. Lu Sheng stretched out his hand and pulled Hu Ji to dance, and Hu Ji followed him.
The two of them danced in the forest, green grass and flowers. The mountain flowers were romantic and beautiful, and the birds were singing and the flowers were fragrant.
After the dance, Lu Sheng said,"I should go. Will you follow me?"
Tao Yaoyao said,"I'm willing to do whatever you want." Where are you going? Where are we now?
Lu Sheng said,"We are now between heaven and earth." I want to go to the other side of the sky, a place with no one. That place is very beautiful.
Tao Yaoyao said,"That place is very beautiful?" So this place is too dirty? People were dirty, things were dirty, everything was dirty, but there was no place that was clean? Where was that place?
Lu Sheng said,"Go back to where you came from."
Tao Yaoyao said soullessly,"I know." I'm supposed to be clean, but?
Lu Sheng nodded.
Tao Yaoyao said,"I understand." I am stained by worldly affairs, stained by evil fate, and envied by my wanton image. My beautiful soul lost its original nature, lost itself, lost itself, not myself, unclean body, so I couldn't relax in this clumsy mortal body. In that case, if he really wanted to live in a dream, only this place was clean and spotless. There was no noise, no dust, and no chaos. It's so tiring to live. I'm alive because of you.
Lu Sheng said,"Because of you, I have this breath of death."
Tao Yaoyao said,"Now we can ride the wind. We are relaxed and happy. Yuyu couldn't get it for many years, but now he can."
Lu Sheng said,"Yes!" Free and unfettered, only you and me, no one else.
Tao Yaoyao said despondently,"There's only you and me, no one else, no one else, no one else."
Lu Sheng said,"Yes!" No one else, no one else, no one else, only you and me.
Tao Yaoyao said,"I forgot who I am." What am I? Who am I?
Lu Sheng said,"It's not beautiful to know, but it's more comfortable not to know." Let's go where we should go, the other side of the sky is more beautiful than here, there's no one else but you and me
A passerby walked over and found a beautiful woman sleeping in front of the grave. He saw a red silk dress in front of her with fruits, wine, and dishes on it. Thinking that the woman might be thinking about her relatives in the tomb and was so sad that she was drunk and sleeping here, he pushed her. When he called him, he saw that he was dead and still with a smile on his face. Although he didn't know what was going on, seeing how the woman and the grave looked like, he thought that they must be a family, so he kindly buried them together, fulfilling the wishes of the two ghosts.
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