The eighth time I'm in a difficult situation, I'm asking for advice
I was still thinking about the beautiful woman I met on the ship, and I regretted not knowing her name. Suddenly, music entered his ears. The music sounded so familiar on this road. Could it be that beautiful woman? It turned out that this music made people feel like they were in a dream. They were busy looking around, but they saw a poor man playing the zither and felt a little disappointed. However, the melody of the zither was beautiful and pleasant, but there was pity for his misfortune and anger for his lack of competition. They could not help but stop to listen to the melody of the zither.
But listening to the sorrowful and sorrowful music of the zither, the music seemed humble and pitiful, but it rolled its eyes. He sneered. Sarcasm. She was forced out of the curse, and after being despised and living a dark life in the world, she naturally felt a chill in her heart. desperate. Cold. Sinister. Cunning aura, I really hope to wreak havoc in my complacency. Arrogant. Rise up. Cool and unrestrained.
The zither theory seemed to be under control and had nothing to fear. It was like the spring breeze and rain that followed the wind as it crept in. There was also a natural smoothness hidden deep within.
As he played the zither, he was lost in the chaos, enlightened in hardship, and vowed to get rid of the helplessness of not being satisfied and determined to break through a new path. It seemed that he finally found a way to survive with his own ability. He reached his goal in the hurry to enter the world, but he lived in fear and caution, and the result was still tragic. Screaming in despair is useless.
Although the guqin was compassionate, it had a good rhythm.
When the music was over, I clapped and praised.
The other party saw that I Jian knew how to play the zither, so he came forward and greeted politely," Thank you for your praise. Thinking of my drumming, I didn't see many people listening seriously, resulting in today's outcome. It's rare for you to understand the zither. I've finally met a confidant.
But I said, Brother, you overestimated me. I'm still a layman when it comes to zither skills. Naturally, I'm a thousand miles away from you.
The two of them didn't say anything more and exchanged their names and origins. It turned out that the person who played the zither was called Xu Run. Jian is to go to the capital to take the exam; Run is to go to the capital to find a job.
Xu Run said again: I just want to find a confidant! There was no hope of fame in this life. Who asked him to be so untalented and only know music? Luoyang is a prosperous capital with many outstanding people. Many rich people like music and have domestic skills at home. I can only make a living in such a place. However, he was poor and would have starved to death when he thought of Luoyang. Just now, I was so hungry that my chest was pressed against my back, so I thought of using music to relieve my hunger and complain. I was so annoyed that I made a fool of myself.
I saw that he was a man who was tortured by hunger to such a pitiful state. I hurriedly took out some food and gave it to him while persuading him not to think too much.
Xu Run was hungry when he saw the food, and he swallowed it in large mouthfuls as if he was snatching it. Halfway through the meal, he felt that he was eating in a bad way, so he smiled embarrassedly and said to me," My table manners are too ugly. I'm sorry to make a fool of myself. He was too hungry.
I Jian let him eat slowly and said,""I won't laugh at you. There's no outsider, so it's fine." He said generously,"In that case, why don't we go together?" It would be good to have a companion on the road to take care of each other and not be lonely. As for food and drink, I'll take care of it.
Xu Run was happy to hear this and said,"Then how about we become brothers with different surnames?"
"Alright." Wojian said straightforwardly.
After both parties reported their ages, Wo Jian said humbly," I'm two years older than you.
Xu Run happily said: Big brother said so as an outsider.
The relationship between the two of them became even closer.
I asked again: How far is Luoyang?
Xu Run said: Brother has arrived in Henan, Luoyang is not far away.
So the two of them called each other brothers and walked together.
Luoyang was truly a prosperous capital. It was precisely because of the war that the people here seemed to be very numb to it. All kinds of businessmen were busy, but it was still very lively. Yes, they had to support their families. How could they survive if they did not work? Moreover, this was an era of turmoil, so he was used to it. Anyway, life and death were fated.
I, Jian Zhan, found a hotel with some silver on me and took Xu Run to stay with me while reading.
Xu Run saw that the examination period had not arrived yet and knew that it was not enough to just rely on the money on my body. One day, he would have nothing to eat. He went to the bustling area to set up a stall and look for a job. He wanted to try his luck and didn't want to wait for death.
I, Jian, knew what Xu Run was thinking. I was also short of money, so I didn't stop him.
Xu Run played the piano that day. The music was beautiful, but it was discovered by Liu Kun, who had returned with a team of soldiers.
Liu Kun passed by here, and was refreshed by the beautiful music. Touched, he let his subordinates call him in front of him and ask. Seeing that he was familiar with music, he had the heart to put him in an important position. He asked him if he was willing to be his own master. He thought that if possible, he could learn from him.
Xu Run had long heard of Liu Kun's name and knew that he was good at poetry and was quite famous. He was one of the "Twenty-four Friends". Jia Mi, the nephew of Empress Jia, had a lot of power. A group of scholars from noble families gathered around him and sang along with each other. They were known as the " 24 Friends." In the first year of Yongkang, Sima Lun, the king of Zhao, was in power, and Liu Kun was appointed as the governor of the record room and changed to Zhonglang. In the first year of Yongning, Sima Lun proclaimed himself emperor and Liu Kun served as Prince Zhan. King Qi. King of Chengdu. Hejian King and the other kings jointly attacked Sima Lun, and Sima Lun appointed Liu Kun as the champion general. He and Sun Hui led 30,000 troops to resist Sima Ying, but they were defeated and returned. After Sima Tong assisted the government, Liu Kun was appointed Minister Zuo Cheng because he was born in a famous family. Minister of Foreign Affairs.
Xu Run knew that with such a noble person, he would not have to worry about food and clothing, and he would enjoy endless glory and wealth. Of course, what he wanted most was to be the last one to come. He didn't even want the clothes that he had left with Jian. He didn't even think of Jian, his sworn brother.
Xu Run was valued by Liu Kun's family and was appreciated by Liu Kun. At the same time, he also seriously practiced the Liu family's skills.
Liu Kun loved music and often listened to his pan-temperament zither, guzheng, huqin, etc.
The two of them improvised by playing the zither (Xu Run) and composing poems (Liu Kun). They were full of pride and forgot themselves.
I didn't see Xu Run. I looked for him for a few days without any results. I was very anxious. After asking around, he finally found out that he had gone to Liu Kun's Liu residence to live a good life. He was relieved and did not disturb him. He couldn't be disturbed. After all, the Liu Residence was so high that people like him couldn't enter. There was still some time before the exam, so he had to be busy studying poetry and books, so he put aside his desire to see Xu Run. Due to the lack of money, he began to frown. The owner urged him to rent, so he could only lower his voice and beg for more time. However, his heart was so bitter that he had no place to say it and no one to say it.
At night, I had a dream. In the dream, I was lost in a place and saw another me. He was asking the other me, What was this place? The other Wo Jian didn't seem to understand his words and said," What are you thinking of asking? But I said,"What do you mean by love?" It wasn't that others didn't understand, but that others couldn't understand? I'm so confused that I don't understand. What do you want me to say? The other one said,"What are you talking about?" It was a mess. I Jian said,"In ancient times, a man named me opened a book for nothing. As he looked at it, he felt as if he was floating in the air. He came to a strange place through the clouds and fog and lost his way. However, the scenery here was very charming and intoxicating. He didn't want to leave after reading it. It was really a pile of trivial things." The other one said,"What are you talking about?" What did he mean by reading a book and finding a bunch of trivial things? When I heard that, yes, what was I saying?
When I woke up from a dream, the book in my hand fell to the ground. I thought about what happened in the dream and felt that the words in the dream were funny.
I had enough money, but because of my loyalty to the Jianghu, I brought Xu Run to eat, drink, and live, so I couldn't afford it. He couldn't sit still and wait for death, so he could only think of a way. But what could a scholar like him do? He could only write some articles on the Book of Songs and naturally thought of selling calligraphy and painting. He was really forced by poverty.
I prepared a brush, ink, paper, and inkstone. I found a place and set up a square table. I kept writing and soon came out with a few paintings.
It was also because he was really talented. It was hard to describe how the good fortune in the brush was broken and connected, but it was like a dragon and a snake. There were flowers at the head of the brush and the wind and rain when the brush fell, but it was like a poet's clear scenery and new ideas. The characters in the painting were so lifelike. There are pictures in poems. There was a poem in the painting. It could be said to be a poetic advantage.
Ao Ze finally saw Miss Yan Ruyu's reply and waited happily for the next day.
Yan Ruyu was accompanied by a maid. She was still happy in her heart and still had no strange expression.
Ao Ze. Yan Ruyu, two people under the moon
Miss Yan saw that the maid was keeping watch from afar, but she still felt uneasy. She had many complicated feelings after thinking about it.
Yan Ruyu suddenly reprimanded Ao Ze, You have saved my family, and I am grateful for that. I dare not forget it. mom. Brother Kun has already called us brother and sister, why do you let an insensible maid speak dissolute words? You're doing chivalrous deeds by saving people, so why are you showing off your love for men and women? How much is it like a villain to seek revenge with kindness? If I tell others about this, I'm afraid I'll let you down. Let the maid convey, but I'm afraid she can't explain clearly and make you misunderstand my meaning, so I wrote a poem to ask you to understand things and conduct yourself. Don't do something rude.
Ao Ze saw that the young lady was silent and thought that she was shy. He naturally took the initiative to speak. It was like the vast sea and sky of heaven and earth. He did not expect the young lady to suddenly change her face faster than flipping a book. He really did not know what she was thinking. He could not guess. After some words, he could only leave resentfully.
Seeing Ao Ze leave in shame, Yan Ruyu looked happy on the surface, but she couldn't be happy in her heart. Why did this damned enemy not understand human feelings? If I had no intention, why would I write a poem to meet you? Since you don't understand emotions, then why don't you give up? It also saves me from paying a sincere love in vain.
Ao Ze didn't understand why the young lady had secretly promised him her heart. He only knew that the young lady thought highly of herself, but he didn't know how that kind of reserved attitude could easily reveal her true feelings and make her lower her status.
Yan Ruyu wanted Ao Ze to know how to love the more difficult it was for him. She was also protecting her dignity. She also hoped that the other party would persevere and come back to tell her true feelings. It was also because she needed true love in her heart.
Ao Ze returned, his mind still filled with the image of the young miss, his heart bitter that there was no chance now, he was secretly sad. She was in a bad mood, so she felt a little unwell and was sick for a few days.
The young monk did not see Ao Ze for a few days and came to visit him. When he saw that Ao Ze was so thin that he was out of shape, he was surprised and asked why he was ill.
Ao Ze also said the original end, full of longing bitterness and tears. It seemed like he was talking to the little monk but he was talking to shadowless 'Yan Ruyu. I never told you, but I took it to heart and never thought about it forever?
The little monk was confused.
Ao Ze continued," Love or not love is always crazy, but there are still many people who hate each other endlessly."
The little monk continued to listen to the lecture. He didn't say anything because he couldn't speak.
Ao Ze was saying,"Stepping on the execution ground of love, looking at this restless and turbulent time, everyone is drunk and crazy for it, but why is it hard to sing for it?" A love scene, but there are many things to talk about, but lovesickness, sorrow, sigh and hope? Even though they knew that a touch would hurt them, there were still people wandering around, unwilling to leave, crying, laughing, and shouting.
The little monk disciple could tell that he was venting his heart and soul.
Ao Ze was saying,"How charming is this love?" It made people drunk and dreamy, and their words were passed down in blood and tears. Indeed, many people were making fun of themselves. They were laughing and crying shamelessly, but they still continued to be infatuated and drunk.
Seeing him like this, the young monk was afraid that he would get sick from being anxious and come to the temple to recuperate, so he advised him not to worry about his health and to be optimistic. Where in life is there not a confidant?!
Ao Ze didn't answer and continued to talk to himself as if there was no one around him," How many people would go into the cemetery for love and still be unwilling to accept it? Is it only for the sake of that seed of love? Is it for the sake of love in the mortal world? The soul is the companion of the soul, but it is easy to hold hands in life, but it is the hardest to hold hands in the soul? The friendship between the hearts is not in life? But in his life, but in his heart, and who was the person he loved?
The little monk was an outsider of the secular world, and it was inconvenient for him to get involved in the affairs of the secular world. He only advised him to get a few batches of medicinal herbs to boil and give them to him.
After a few doses of medicine, Ao Zeguo saw a slight improvement, but his body had not fully recovered.
But who knew what Yan Ruyu was thinking? She was also bitter that the so-called love was just a mirage, and she was afraid that it would be empty in the end. It was impossible to determine which one was the most loved one in this life. Did he not know how to cherish it? I don't think so. Which things go well in life? How could everything go smoothly in life? Feelings are a word drunk, love is a word tearful, if you love with your heart, you will feel that you are still there? Losing someone was destined. Some fate would never have an outcome. My heart is waiting foolishly, using up all my ink and water, and still waiting for you to pass through the world of mortals. At this moment, the stars and moon are the basis. From now on, I will be infatuated with you. All my thoughts are charming. All my soft whispers are just for you. I want to embrace you affectionately and fall into a dream, but you gently slide over my trembling soul. Was it the will of heaven? Was it fate? Was it fate? Why does fate rise and fall? Is it always beyond the tolerance of ordinary people? It seemed very cruel to indulge in sorrow, but did one have to bear the most important thing in love in their next life? Everything cannot be overcome by sorrow and change, but must be faced.
Ao Ze was bedridden for a few days. He also carefully thought about Miss's words. He understood a lot from the perspective of others. He understood that the one who tied the bell had to solve the problem. He thought of it as asking Sister Yin 'er for help. He was full of confidence and went to Liu Manor to find an opportunity to see Miss.
It turned out that Yan Ruyu's butler saw that Luoyang was in a critical situation and had already packed up his things to find Miss to go to Jianye with him. Knowing that the young lady was in Longma Futu Temple, he brought a box of valuables. Who knew that when the war started, those who couldn't leave and the young miss temporarily hid in the temple.
Liu Kun led his troops and his family to live on the mountain and set up a camp. Soon after, he returned to Luoyang. He did not forget Yan Ruyu and took her home. Yan Ruyu's "big family" temporarily disturbed the Liu residence.
Ao Ze and Liu Kun were good friends, so he was naturally very popular today when he came to the Liu residence to ask for wine.
Liu Kun called Xu Run to play the guzheng to liven up the mood, so he drank with Ao Ze and listened to the guzheng.
This zither has 21 strings (there are 24 strings and 26 strings) and has a frame. It was composed of a panel and a bottom plate. The length of the strings was different, and the tone was clear and flowing, beautiful and pure. It had a slightly frivolous feeling. The piano has seven strings and has overtones. There were three tones: pressed and scattered. The whole body was full of charm, and it was a kind of unique charm that had a sense of vicissitudes. When the voice is produced, it is "the voice is about to come out but narrow, lingering and not going away, so there is aftertaste". The zither was easy to play flexibly, and the vibration of the strings had the characteristics of lingering sounds. The tone was deep, simple, and peaceful. It had an elegance that transcended the mortal world. Xu Run's guzheng was indeed good, beautiful and pleasant to the ears.
Liu Kun hadn't seen Ao Ze for a few days and saw his mental illness and gaunt appearance. He even teased him about whether he was tired because he missed someone and couldn't go anywhere.
Ao Ze saw Wen You express his thoughts, but he was unwilling to understand. This was because he knew that the person Yan Ruyu liked was Liu Kun, who was a hundred times better than him. Attacking the other party when he was unprepared and not giving the other party a chance to win was also because he loved the young miss too much and thought that love was selfish. He smiled and said,"What's the matter?" Perhaps it was because he was tired from being in the mountains and rivers for days and was lazy to get sick for five days.
The conversation between Aoze and Liu Kun was overheard by Yin 'er, a maid who was passing by to serve Yan Ruyu. Yin' er came over to peep at Aoze again and saw that he had lost weight after not seeing him for a few days. Judging from Aoze's words, it was the day he fell ill after breaking up with the young lady. She thought that Aoze was hateful and pitiful. Such a smart person actually did not know the young lady's true intentions.
Ao Ze was naturally not a match for Liu Kun. He admitted defeat and wanted to lose to the other party and breathe fresh air. In fact, he did not dare to get drunk and wanted to do his business.
Liu Kun was sitting in the thick wine, let him drink alone.
Ao Ze's gait was unsteady, and he left Liu Kun's line of sight drunk. He was deliberately looking for an opportunity to see Yan Ruyu.
The maid Yin 'er blocked her way.
Ao Ze happily dragged Yin 'er behind the rockery, full of curiosity. He wanted to know the Miss's true thoughts.
Yin 'er naturally spoke up for the young lady and scolded," To think that you are a talented scholar with good articles, why can't you truly understand Miss's intentions? If my young miss didn't mean it, how could we have met that day? He only needed to write down his thoughts and pass them on to you, or simply not answer. After a long time, this matter would naturally be forgotten. Even if Miss had a personal desire to pursue, it was difficult to surpass it in today's society. You professed your love to Miss, and Miss immediately agreed. Then what kind of person would Miss become? Isn't this lowering my status and being looked down upon by you? That young miss didn't even have the slightest bit of restraint. How could she maintain her dignity in the future? Don't you think so?
"Yes, yes, yes." Ao Ze hurriedly said, but the maid's words made him suddenly enlightened. He was overjoyed and thought," Women really don't understand. Love is love. Why would she make things difficult for you and me for that pitiful bit of dignity? However, he liked the young miss in his heart, so he could only let the maid scold him and did not dare to say anything.
The maid Yin 'er glanced at Ao Ze and said," Sometimes, beating was pain and scolding, but also love. It all depended on how one knew the meaning of it.
Ao Ze hurriedly said,"Yes, yes, yes. Please help me with my words."
Yin 'er said," As a maid, I don't dare to guess Miss's thoughts. I don't dare to convey them. I don't dare to reveal them. Your fate with Miss depends on your luck."
Hearing this, Ao Ze bowed and hurriedly said," Please do me a favor, sister.
Yin 'er thought for a moment and said,"I pity you. I'll tell you something. Tonight, Miss will sacrifice to the moon in the back garden." The rest is up to you. This is all I can do.
Ao Ze thanked him profusely when he heard that. Knowing that she had been out for a long time, she made her intentions clear to the maid and hurried back to Liu Kun's table to continue acting drunk and stay in the Liu residence.
Liu Kun was still eating and drinking. Seeing the time, he arranged for Ao Ze to stay.
Since that day, Yan Ruyu had felt a lot of regret. She really hoped that the other party would obey her parents 'orders and come to propose marriage. It was a legitimate marriage. She was cowardly and rebellious. She also had a desire to try. He carefully pondered over every word he said and didn't see any mistakes. He was absent-minded but in his heart, he was determined to find the other party in his next life. However, the other party seemed to be unromantic and didn't understand his thoughts. What should he do?
Yan Ruyu devoutly offered sacrifices to the moon, and Ao Ze waited bitterly for a chance encounter.
Yan Ruyu didn't avoid it and was at ease. Ao Ze came forward and clung to her with a few words.
As soon as the two of them started talking, the awkwardness was naturally resolved. Therefore, Ao Ze and Yan Ruyu walked in the depths of the garden to admire the mountain scenery, full of sweet words.
Ao Ze suddenly sighed with emotion and said," I really want to write a love book so that everyone won't be confused. However, no one can write this love story, but people come and go without stage fright?"
Yan Ruyu added,"The love letter that was written with tears and words is also bloodstained and difficult to see. It's also like a broken page that hasn't been told completely. I always think that person's love letter can be illusory and empty, but I can't catch it."
Ao Ze said,"Why is there still someone who is entangled and wandering after experiencing the tribulation of love for thousands of years?" A love that can be understood, why people don't understand it, why can't they find a reason, but it still continues until now.
Yan Ruyu asked,"What is love?" They didn't even know what love was, but many people were drunk and dreaming. Love, hate, love, hatred, life and death, but many people lost themselves without understanding.
Ao Ze said: The love of the world has not ended, hoping to continue the fate in the next life, is there any nonsense myth? A flower that blooms on the Three-Lives Stone forever, do you believe that there is a next life to bloom or you can choose to get it?
Yan Ruyu said,"I haven't had enough fun in my life, so how can I hope to live in an illusion?" It turns out that people's stupidity makes them dream cleverly to comfort their hearts. I've loved you for ten thousand years, just to wait once in a thousand years, but isn't it tiring for my soul to wander in a different world? Through the limitations of time and space, drawing closer to the plane of the region, but love can withstand the test of time without regrets?
Ao Ze said," Love is a simple topic. Why does it have to be so complicated to give special love to you?" Love even in death. Is the meaning of love to the end worth pondering? Or is love meaningless without you?
Yan Ruyu said,"Love comes from the heart. If you feel love, then love." A person who could affect a person's mood was definitely the most important thing. A person who could influence a person's mood was definitely the most important thing. However, heartache always appeared together with deep love, so it was inevitable that tears would wet her eyes. Sincerity always hurt when parting, so it was inevitable that there would be scars.
When the two of them met, they admired each other. The talented scholar and the beautiful woman appreciated each other and did not want to separate. They said that they had to wait until dawn before they reluctantly separated. They were still full of affection. Really: a scholar put learning do not read, a boudoir miss needle do not move.
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