But then, she was a little embarrassed to speak.
This was clearly the first time they had met, so why was she telling him all this?
"Go ahead, I'm listening."
Zhong Chen smiled.
He actually knew what Babla was worried about. After all, he had completed Babla's invitation mission in the game in his previous life, so he had some understanding of the girl.
With encouragement, Barbara said,""Actually, it's not a big deal. As you can see, I'm an idol. In Mond City, I often sing for everyone. The people of Mond also like to hear me sing. The Church also supports me singing everywhere. Later on, more and more people listened to me sing."
Babla sat gently on a nearby reef. She had received a good education, and even though she was on an uninhabited island, her posture was still exceptionally graceful.
" Although I'm very happy," she continued softly," every time I appear on the street alone, someone will stop me. They might just want an autograph, or they might just like me and say hello." However, there were simply too many of them. In order not to disappoint everyone, I will try my best to fulfill everyone's wishes. But sometimes, I feel like I can't use my strength.”
"Do you think people should live for themselves or for others?”
Barbara said slowly.
Zhong Chen didn't answer. He knew what Babla was feeling.
That was the distress of a successful person.
A normal person would not be sad because there were too many people who liked them. Look at the little spider at home. No one loved it and it was entertaining itself. How could it have such troubles?
Not only did no one like her, but she was also bullied.
The little spider was the one who felt uncomfortable.
If Spider Zi knew that someone had said that she was loved by too many people and felt depressed, the little spider would probably be so angry that she would bite him with her Level 10 venomous fangs.
Of course, people were different.
Barbara's worries were not just for nothing.
As a member of the Mond noble family, Guenhilda's family of knights, she had received a good education since she was young. However, because her parents divorced, she was taken away by her father and separated from her sister.
Her sister, Jean, was the acting leader of the West Wind Knights.
Jean was different from the petite and gentle Babla. She was the pride of the Guenhilda family. In front of Babla, her powerful and outstanding elder sister was like a mountain that could not be reached.
It was precisely because her sister was too outstanding that she had treated her sister as a goal for her growth and hard work when she was young. She wanted to beat her sister once and prove herself.
However, she was not as good as Jean in both swordsmanship and learning. She was extremely disappointed.
Only now did she realize that there was a difference in talent between people.
No matter how hard she tried, it was impossible for her to be as tall as her sister. Her strength was also not as good as her sister's, and even the degree of physical development seemed to be not as plump as her sister's.
People with talent could surpass mortals even if they didn't work so hard.
Moreover, Jean was a warrior who worked extremely hard.
This made her feel very depressed.
Could she really never surpass Jean?
Later, she followed Alice's teachings and decided to take a different path. She became an idol and achieved great success.
Although she was very happy, she had great doubts about herself.
Because in order to give autographs to her fans, she sacrificed her time and became an idol. She no longer had her own small world, and her every move would attract the attention of others.
She no longer seemed to live for herself.
Instead, he carried the hopes of others and worked hard to become what they wanted him to be.
In fact, she also had times when she felt down, but in order to maintain her " perfect " image, she could not tell anyone.
"As an idol, you will unknowingly live the way others want to see you, not your original appearance.”
"Am I still the same as before? In the past, I pursued my sister's footsteps, but now I no longer have the extravagant hope of surpassing her. However, as an idol, I worked hard to maintain my glorious image in the eyes of others. Had I completely lived for others and could no longer return to my original appearance?”
Although Barbara's tone was still gentle, there were already some fluctuations in her emotions.
She chased after her sister, but with her weak body, it was impossible for her to surpass her powerful sister.
However, when she became an idol and shone in another direction, she suddenly realized that she was a little unfamiliar with herself now.
Hearing Barbara's words, Zhong Chen only nodded slightly.
After all, in this young girl's invitation mission, she would avoid Mond's hubbub and go to a place where no one would disturb her so that she could be alone.
This was normal.
If he was surrounded by countless beautiful girls, he would also be very conflicted.
Yes, it was very conflicted.
Which one was better?
Only children would want all of them. The adults knew that their bodies would not be able to take it.
However, this young lady was obviously holding it in for a long time. That was why she said so much to a dragon like him.
That was true.
Both of them came from another world, but Traveler had a secretive Paimon by his side. If Babla were to confide in Traveler, everyone in the whole of Monde would probably know about her troubles the next day.
On the contrary, as an earth dragon, he was strong and steady, making him a good confidant.
That was probably why the girl chose to tell him so much.
Thankfully, Barbara was talking to him. If it was some Spider Monster that no one cared about, it would probably be furious.
This detestable woman was completely in Versailles!
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