Jiang Xianrong nodded.
He hung up the phone.
She collapsed beside Li Mo weakly.
In fact, he had depression.
It had already started in high school.
At that time, she was just feeling down a lot of times.
However, as time passed.
The situation seemed to be getting more and more serious.
Major depression.
He actually had suicidal thoughts.
She opened the internet on her phone and searched for depression.
"The main symptoms of depression are low spirits.”
" Less interest, pessimistic."
"Slow thinking."
"Lacking initiative, blaming yourself.”
"Poor diet and sleep."
"Worried that I'm suffering from all kinds of diseases.”
"I feel uncomfortable all over my body."
"In severe cases, suicidal thoughts may appear.”
Jiang Xianrong continued reading.
It was a very serious mental illness.
When the illness acted up.
He was completely unable to control himself.
When he committed suicide.
It was very much like a world-weary personality that had completely controlled him.
It could be said that…
Every person with depression has two different personalities.
There were many times when she felt that she was not herself.
It was another personality that was gradually becoming clearer.
Jiang Xianrong had heard her senior mention it.
Under the pressure of society, most people had depression.
It was just that it had not reached his level.
Although I hate this world.
However, Jiang Xianrong really didn't want to die.
Although her mother didn't care much about her, she loved her.
There was no room for doubt.
"So people with severe depression are also fighting against their other selves?”
"I've never used medication before.”
"Work hard to fight against the dark side in your heart.”
"It must be a very difficult thing.”
"That feeling of darkness is too terrifying.”
Jiang Xianrong had actually experienced depression before.
It was as if he was in endless darkness.
There was no light at all.
It would take a very, very long time before he could escape from that darkness.
Would he die unknowingly?
If he could really leave this world without knowing it.
Perhaps, it was also a very blissful thing.
He didn't know why.
Sleepiness gradually came.
He had lived for more than twenty years.
She had never felt so sleepy before.
Seeing Li Mo by her side, she felt as if she was holding onto a fragile support.
She gently grabbed Li Mo's hand.
A warm feeling spread.
It was just like the support in Chanel's shop.
I can't forget.
Jiang Xianrong slowly fell asleep.
.......
The next day.
After Jiang Xianrong opened her eyes.
When she realized that Li Mo was beside her, she felt a sense of panic that she had never felt in the past twenty years.
It was as if he had found a wooden plank in the boundless sea.
When the storm came, they realized that the wooden board had disappeared.
In an instant, tears flowed uncontrollably.
Jiang Xianrong did not even realize it.
Now, it was so easy for her tears to come.
Just by discovering that Li Mo was gone, she felt all the panic she had felt before.
It was as if he had returned to the days when he was often alone at home at night when he was young.
As she walked out of the bedroom, she heard the sound of the microwave turning on in the kitchen.
Li Mo had already woken up earlier than her.
"Get up, Rongrong. Today, the company will continue to contact a group of people to help me make futures.”
"The people from Smith Corporation can."
"Help me contact them.”
"I plan to recruit my own team.”
After yesterday, Li Mo had recovered quite a bit.
Penguin's stocks were about to sell off, and he had to get more cash flow as soon as possible.
Jiang Xianrong walked behind Li Mo, feeling very relieved.
Although she knew that this scumbag was very scumbag.
He would not love her, and she would not fall in love with him.
However, the feeling of peace was very strong.
Li Mo turned around and saw Jiang Xianrong's face covered in tears.
"Why are you crying?"
He gently wiped the tears from Jiang Xianrong's eyes.
Jiang Xianrong finally realized.
So he was crying.
"I…"
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