Chu Xiangrou's eyes were filled with tears. She bit her lips tightly, not letting a single tear fall.
His body trembled uncontrollably.
Her lips were drained of blood from her biting.
Lin Yi looked at her, his heart aching.
However, he could not say anything.
He really wanted to tell Chu Xiangrou about the past five years.
He didn't mean to disappear.
It wasn't that he didn't contact her on purpose.
Initially, he thought that they had broken up after that quarrel.
She never expected that in Chu Xiangrou's heart, they had never broken up.
Not only that, even if Lin Yi racked his brain, he wouldn't have thought that there was something between them.
A cute child.
Lin Yi didn't know what to say.
He wanted to explain, but his rationality made him give up on the idea.
His identity could not be mentioned to anyone, not even to the closest people.
It was really hard to describe this feeling.
He could only look at Chu Xiangrou helplessly, hoping that she could understand.
But obviously, how could she understand?
No one would have thought that a man who had disappeared for five years had actually received a secret mission.
Five years ago, when Chu Xiangrou looked at Lin Yi, her cheeks were still pink.
Her big eyes seemed to be able to speak.
I like him more than I can say.
But at this moment, other than tears, Chu Xiangrou's eyes were filled with hatred.
Her originally rosy little face was now pale.
She used to be the school belle.
At that time, she had a good figure.
Her appearance hadn't changed, but she was now very thin and weak.
The clothes on his body were also very ordinary and even a little old.
Lin Yi took a step forward and reached out his hand, wanting to hold Chu Xiangrou.
However, she dodged it.
She turned her face away, not wanting to look at him at all.
Lin Yi stared at Chu Xiangrou's thin face for a long time before his hand stopped in mid-air. It trembled a little and he could only retract it in embarrassment.
Lin Yi felt his heart ache as he looked at Chu Xiangrou's vigilant eyes.
Lin Yi actually liked Chu Xiangrou, and he'd missed her a lot in the past five years.
He wanted to ask her how she had been these past few years.
However, due to his identity and work, Lin Yi could only temporarily put this matter to the back of his mind.
The research on the new engine lasted for five years.
Five years was enough to change the outside world.
Even the familiar streets would become unfamiliar.
How could five years not change people's hearts?
Lin Yi thought that Chu Xiangrou must've gotten married and had kids already, so he didn't want to disturb her.
not expect
She had indeed given birth.
However, the child was his.
He lowered his head and looked at Chu Tao with a gentle gaze.
This child's eyes were round and big, just like Chu Xiangrou's.
Her thin lips resembled his.
Chu Xiangrou noticed that Lin Yi was staring at Chu Tao.
He took a step to the side vigilantly and shielded Chu Tao behind him.
"I'm sorry."
Chu Xiangrou's long eyelashes trembled slightly.
Tears welled up in her eyes, but she held them back. Not a single drop fell.
Chu Xiangrou didn't accept his apology. Instead, she asked," Where have you been for the past five years? Why did your identity disappear when I went to the police station to ask?”
Even her voice was trembling.
In fact, she still had Lin Yi in her heart.
Otherwise, she wouldn't have given birth to proof of their love.
Otherwise, there wouldn't be a photo of Lin Yi in the house.
However, Lin Yi's name was buried deep in his heart.
Today, this name was finally awakened.
The seed in the deepest part of his memory was also slowly sprouting.
As long as Lin Yi explained to her
She just wanted an explanation!
An explanation for her disappearance for five years!
However, Lin Yi stiffly turned his eyes away, not daring to look into her eyes.
He had a reason, but he couldn't say it.
Chu Xiangrou's heart clenched tightly, and her breathing stopped.
In the end, she still refused to say anything.
Chu Xiangrou was already disheartened.
Lin Yi looked at Chu Xiangrou helplessly." Can we not talk about these five years?”
Chu Xiangrou laughed at herself.
Then, she glared at him with hatred.
"Not talking? How do you think I survived these five years? Do you think five years is a short time? In your eyes, are my five years nothing?”
Chu Xiangrou stared at him with tears in her eyes.
At this point, the corners of her lips twitched and she shook her head. Her tone was surprisingly calm." You disappeared silently for five years. You have no idea how we've been through this.”
"Do you know what I was thinking when I was pregnant with Peaches?”
"I was wondering where you went! Is he really dead?"
"Every pregnant woman in the hospital has a husband to accompany her.”
"I even gave birth alone!"
"When I was pregnant, I didn't dare to tell my parents. After all, the child's father died.”
She stared at Lin Yi.
It was as if she wanted to see through his thoughts immediately.
"I…"
Lin Yi choked.
But then, Chu Xiangrou continued," You have no idea how I've been through these five years. When the doctor asked about the child's father, when the kindergarten teacher asked about the child's father, when the neighbor asked about the child's father, when my parents asked about the child's father."
Chu Xiangrou took a deep breath and clenched her fists.
His nails dug deep into the flesh of his palm.
It hurt.
However, this was nothing compared to the pain in his heart.
"I can only tell them that the child's father is dead!”
"Aren't you dead? Why are you back now?"
Chu Xiangrou almost shouted the last sentence.
He turned all the dissatisfaction, sadness, and grievances in his heart into strength and roared out.
A few years ago, Chu Xiangrou was still hoping that Lin Yi would show up.
But later, Chu Xiangrou slowly gave up.
A man who had disappeared for so many years, never contacted her, and never saw her and her daughter. What was there to wait for?
After a long time, Chu Xiangrou finally made up her mind to bury the name Lin Yi and all her memories in the bottom of her heart.
But why did he come back?
It had been five years.
For ordinary people, time seemed to pass in the blink of an eye.
However, for Chu Xiangrou, these five years were simply too difficult.
From pregnancy to childbirth, she had been through it alone.
When the child was born, she would be hungry every day. When she was hungry, she would cry. Even in the middle of the night, Chu Xiangrou would get up to feed her.
Every time Chu Xiangrou looked at the empty house, her heart felt like it had fallen into a bottomless pit.
However, when she saw Peach's smiling face, she felt that everything was nothing.
He watched as Peach slowly weaned, learned how to walk, called her mother, and started kindergarten again.
Chu Xiangrou's tired heart was finally warmed by this little soft ball.
She gave the first half of her youth to Lin Yi and the second half to Peach.
How could a woman have five years of youth?
But she had no regrets.
He could only blame Lin Yi for disappearing for five years without a word and then suddenly appearing again without any explanation!
Chu Xiangrou originally thought that she would just let this life pass.
Raising peaches alone, watching peaches grow up and get married
but now
Why did he appear?
"A seven-foot-tall body has already been promised to the country. It's difficult for you to…"
Lin Yi opened his mouth, but he couldn't say it out loud. He could only look at Chu Xiangrou with guilt, his heart aching and blaming himself.
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