Chu Xiangrou didn't look up at Lin Yi as she spoke.
Instead, he kept looking at his daughter.
But Lin Yi could clearly hear that Chu Xiangrou's voice was shaking.
"Mommy!"
Chu Tao wanted to ask Lin Yi to stay.
She didn't want to see her father for the first time and also for the last time.
However, when she saw the tears falling from her mother's eyes, she did not dare to speak.
Her tears fell to the ground.
Chu Xiangrou didn't raise her hand to wipe it either.
She had her back to Lin Yi the whole time, crying silently, but her body was shaking.
"We'd better not see each other again." This sentence pushed Lin Yi away.
She pushed out all the names and beautiful memories that had been sealed in her heart for many years.
Five years ago, you left without saying goodbye, and I haven't heard from you since.
I've endured all the hardships I've encountered in the past five years.
You're only showing up now
How could these five years of suffering be resolved with just a few words of "sorry" and "suffered"?!
Seeing her mother cry, tears fell from Chu Tao's eyes.
Chu Xiangrou lowered her head and raised her hand to gently wipe away the tears on her daughter's face.
She didn't even look up at Lin Yi.
He lowered his head and looked at his daughter with pity.
The moment she admitted that Lin Yi was dead, she decided not to rely on men. Even if she had to be alone, she would raise her daughter until she grew up!
She had never thought of finding another boyfriend or a father for her child.
There was no place in her heart for anyone else.
It was a pity that her daughter had never felt a father's love at such a young age.
Even if he didn't show his tears in front of Lin Yi, Lin Yi could tell from Chu Xiangrou's trembling body that he made the girl he liked cry.
The room was very quiet.
The door was still open, and the corridor and the room were eerily quiet.
Chu Xiangrou's sobbing could be heard faintly.
Lin Yi's heart felt like it was being gripped by an invisible hand.
He was so caught that he could not breathe.
Her throat felt like it was stuffed with cotton.
He wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say.
He had contributed to the country. In this aspect, he had no regrets in his life.
His only regret was that he hadn't been by Chu Xiangrou's side for the past five years and hadn't experienced these difficulties with her.
He wasn't by her side when she was pregnant, and he wasn't by her side when she gave birth.
Chu Xiangrou had used her frail body to endure the most difficult times.
He looked at Chu Xiangrou's frail body that was trembling.
Lin Yi couldn't hold back his tears as they fell.
Five years ago, she was like a child who had yet to grow up.
She would always be jumping around beside him happily.
He always looked like he had nothing to worry about.
but now
She had already become a mother after not seeing her for so many years.
Every word she said at the top of her lungs hit him deeply in the heart.
It was like an incomparably sharp knife that was firmly engraved on his heart.
It is said that a mother is strong.
These five years were enough to turn a once innocent girl into a strong mother.
Lin Yi wanted to make it up to her, to make her forgive him.
However, it was obvious that Chu Xiangrou had suffered such a huge psychological trauma that it was impossible for a few short "sorry" words to heal her.
He did not know what to say anymore.
What could he do to earn her forgiveness?
"Xiang Rou!"
Chu Xiangrou's heart skipped a beat when she heard Lin Yi call her.
He had called her that five years ago.
A familiar voice, a familiar name.
However, after so many years, those familiar memories had long faded with time.
What replaced it was hatred.
The intimate name was like a fuse.
It instantly ignited Chu Xiangrou.
But now, things had changed.
If it was him from five years ago…
She would definitely respond to him happily.
but now
Five years of pain, how could he heal it?
Two simple sentences? Two sentences of apology?
"Don't call me! Get lost! Don't appear in front of us!”
Chu Xiangrou said fiercely.
She got up and grabbed Lin Yi's arm, using all her strength to pull him to the door.
The moment he raised his head, Lin Yi saw her red and swollen eyes, and her thin face that was wet with tears.
His eyes were red from crying, and his heart ached for her.
Every word she shouted at the top of her lungs and every tear that flowed out of her eyes was to vent the pain she had suffered in the past five years.
Lin Yi didn't struggle.
His heart thumped.
"Xiang Rou, I will make it up to you."
Chu Xiangrou's hands paused.
Her eyelashes trembled slightly.
If Lin Yi had said that to her when she found out she was pregnant, she would have jumped into his arms without hesitation.
If Lin Yi were in the delivery room on the night of the delivery, she would definitely be smiling more happily than anyone else.
If Lin Yi was by her side during any difficulties, she would definitely lean on his strong shoulders without hesitation.
However, how could she leave her daughter and herself in his care now?
How could she trust a person who had disappeared for five years without an explanation?
He was only stunned for a second before he quickly regained his senses.
She pushed him out the door.
He grabbed the door handle and closed the door without hesitation.
After a loud bang, the corridor and the room returned to silence.
Lin Yi stood at the door with mixed feelings.
Inside the door.
After Chu Xiangrou closed the door, her tears flowed down again.
Her legs gave way and she fell to the ground.
She covered her face and sobbed softly.
Tears flowed down her fingers.
It soaked the old clothes that she had worn for many years.
She shut Lin Yi out of the door, and at the same time, she shut all her feelings out.
She had been injured for five years, and Lin Yi's sudden appearance seemed to have awakened her pain.
Pain and grievance turned into tears, pouring out from his eyes.
" Mommy, don't cry. I'll stay with Mommy."
Chu Tao reached out and gently patted her mother's head.
In her childish and sobbing voice, she said," Peach will always be with Mommy!”
He finally felt some warmth from his daughter's palm.
Chu Xiangrou raised her head and wiped away the tears on her daughter's face. She opened her arms and hugged her daughter in her arms.
He buried his head deep into her small shoulders, but his tears never stopped.
She hugged her daughter tightly as tears fell uncontrollably.
"Be good. We'll be fine without Daddy.”
Yes, that's right. Even without Lin Yi, it would be great.
Didn't she live like this for the past five years?
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