After a long time, Zhien gradually stopped.
Jin Shimu stood up and walked to the window, pulling the curtains open. The light of the setting sun fell on his body. It was very gentle and had a layer of golden halo.
Zhien looked at his slender back and seemed to see the shadow of the boy from three years ago. When the two gradually overlapped, Zhien realized that the boy in front of him had grown so tall under his " eyes ". He was really tall and handsome.
"Do you feel better now?" Just as Zhien was thinking about it, Jin Shimu suddenly turned around and asked.
"What? What?" Zhien came back to his senses and met Jin Shimu's half-smiling gaze. For some reason, a sense of embarrassment suddenly spread in his heart. In order to hide the panic in her heart, she deliberately pretended to be disgusted and said loudly,"Sigh! What kind of ghost story is that? My mood is even worse after hearing it!”
Jin Shimu only smiled.
"Keun…" Zhien suddenly put on a bashful posture and asked in a mosquito-like voice,""That... Shi Mu…Do you really think so? He just always treated me as... As an example."
It should be. Wasn't he talking about his own experience just now? Since the boy in the story is him, then the girl can only be me, right? As Zhien thought of this, he could not help but feel more pleased with himself. At the same time, he was prepared to hear the other party's affirmative answer.
However, Jin Shimu only asked indifferently,""Did I say that?"
"Mo?" Zhien was stunned for a few seconds until he saw Jin Shimu's innocent expression again. He was furious and immediately shouted,"Ya! You clearly said it just now! He said that he treated me as a goal and role model and wanted to chase after me!”
"Also, besides me, who else in the company is willing to be friends with you?”
"Ya! Jin Shimu, you have to have a conscience! Have a conscience!"
The angry Zhien vented all the dissatisfaction in her heart. She spoke very quickly, so fast that Jin Shimu thought she was singing rap.
How strange. I never realized that this guy has the talent to rap!
Jin Shimu was about to speak when Zhien suddenly said,""Sigh! Alright! You don't have to say anymore. I'm not interested!" After saying this, she crossed her arms and turned around, leaving Jin Shimu with a back view that kept rising and falling.
It was obvious that he was furious!
Jin Shimu found it funny, but he was not in a hurry to comfort Zhien. Instead, he waited until she gradually controlled her emotions and stopped panting before he said,"I'm not lying."
These two ordinary words seemed to have cast a spell, instantly making the remaining anger in Zhien's heart disappear. However, he still said indifferently,"What do you mean by lying? What does it have to do with me?"
"I'm not lying. I've always treated you as my role model.”After Jin Shimu said this, he could clearly see Zhien's back tremble slightly. Then, he heard her low, muffled voice with a tsundere tone,"Even now?"
"Inside, always." Jin Shimu replied. His voice was not loud, but it revealed a sense of determination. No one would doubt the authenticity of his words.
Zhien's heart felt warm, as if a warm current had passed through it. Other than that, he also felt ashamed of his own inferiority. He was ashamed of his current appearance. How could he still be called a role model for Jin Shimu?
After a moment of silence, Zhien finally turned around, but his tone was different from before. It became gentle and calm."I'm sorry, Shi Mu. I've made you worry recently.”
She had never thought that she would play such an important role in Jin Shimu's heart. This feeling was very novel. It was a little burden, a little touched, and more of a heavy sense of responsibility. It made her realize that she could not continue to be so decadent!
"So, Nu, can you tell me now? The reason why Nu can't think straight.”
"Ah Ni! When did I ever take things too hard?!" Zhien's emotions, which had just calmed down, instantly became turbulent again. She looked at the young man leaning against the window in front of her with a faint smile. His big almond-shaped eyes widened like a little kitten with its fur standing on end.
Jin Shimu had always thought that Zhien looked especially good when she was angry, especially when she habitually turned her head to glare at others, which made her expression look even more impactful. As for deterrence, it was absolutely non-existent.
"You're still laughing!" Zhien caught the smile on Jin Shimu's face. He got up and walked forward quickly, as if he was about to make a move.
However, when he saw that Jin Shimu did not even blink and did not seem to be afraid of him, Zhien's right hand that was raised in the air slowly retracted. She stood beside Jin Shimu and looked at the sky outside the window that was filled with red clouds. Her expression suddenly became a little sad.
"Shi Mu."
"Yes."
"To be honest, in your heart, what do you think of IG?”
“IU？”
"Yes, it's an artiste, not an ordinary person, Li Zhien.”
Jin Shimu was stunned. He did not know how to answer this question. Stage names and names were just code names. Whether it was IG or Li Zhien, weren't they both the girl in front of him? How could there be any difference?
However, Jin Shimu immediately thought of something. He looked at Zhien, who looked confused, and asked tentatively,"Are you angry because you think it's too tiring to do IG?”
Zhien suddenly turned his head and looked over. His slightly surprised expression clearly confirmed Jin Shimu's guess.
"Ya, Shi Mu, do you know how to read minds?”Zhien couldn't help but sigh. Then, he slowly explained the reason.
It turned out that Zhien had noticed that his mental state was particularly bad since the middle of this year. He had become especially afraid of going on stage and facing the camera. When he performed, he would blush and sweat. At one point, he had to take a tranquilizer before he could go on stage!
In the beginning, Zhien couldn't explain why she had become like this. It wasn't until she couldn't hold on anymore and recuperated at home that she realized what she was afraid of---she was afraid that she couldn't maintain her perfect image in the eyes of the outside world.
Zhien felt that she had been over-packaged. People liked her after she was molded, but it was not the real Li Zhien. Even though she had developed smoothly in the past two years, this only made her more uneasy. She was afraid that her current success would burst like a bubble in the future.
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