The daughter said,"It's embarrassing to have a father like me."
40 How long can I live?

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Zhang Cihai looked at Professor Qu and suddenly asked.

"Tell me, what is the greatest wealth in a family that is soaked in poverty?”

Professor Tian Haibo was silent. He came from a scholarly family. He was not very rich, but it was very good.

Zhang Cihai smiled. He was born in the countryside, went to the countryside, joined the team, and experienced bitterness. He believed that there were geniuses among the children, but no one knew that a truly outstanding father or mother was the greatest wealth of a poor family.

What was truly outstanding…

He couldn't understand because this was the first time he had seen such a person.

He looked at the replay and was looking forward to the rest. He really wanted to know how powerful this man would be if he did not hide and was not obscured by the secular world.

————

"Which one is you?"

"You're the one who wants me to study every day.”

"You were the one who had a huge emotional change due to schizophrenia?”

"Are you the most sociable person in the market?"

"You're the one who forced me to recite the abandoned ancient language?”

"Are you the one who's angry when an old man asks me for money?”

"But…Which one is you now?"

Yu Shuying could not help but fall into reminiscence.

Now, too many memories came back. The people who had grown up with her in the past appeared one by one, and the mysterious Liu Shi was coming again.

She still remembered that the man had a mental illness.

" At that time, I was practicing my lines in a family with mental illness…"

Yu Shuying's voice was sorrowful. That period of time was too difficult.

Because there were many people who wanted to snatch Little Ying Zheng from the Great Qin Empire.

No one cared about her at all because many people thought that she was just a small supporting role.

Under the pressure of that period of time,

Her grief spread throughout the venue. Many young people in the front row could feel it. Their family members did not understand and were not helpful. They would occasionally fall ill and disturb them.

She was the only one in this seemingly warm family.

Moreover, she was not even seven years old.

It was the winter of December, but the little shadow remembered it for a lifetime.

————

Every day in December,

In the slums, when the little shadow began to practice,

From time to time, Yu Ye would take her out to buy vegetables, go home, or call someone.

He was showing a weak attitude.

"Whatever you say."

"Don't worry, I'll definitely pay the protection fee on time.”

"Okay, brother."

In the living room, Yu Ye didn't hide his voice.

In the bedroom, the little shadow was listening, and it wanted to get into the role of Ying Zheng even more.

Therefore, when the little shadow opened her mouth, she really felt as if she had experienced Ying Zheng personally.

Because he was born in a high position, but he grew up as a hostage.

I've been in a trance, I've been lonely,

Thus, she crushed her father's inferiority complex in her mind and integrated it into this character.

When she spoke again, the determination in her eyes was qualitative. It was as if she had experienced it before, so she could be firm.

All the firmness and tension came from life.

But this made the little shadow dislike this man even more.

——

Until one day, Yu Ye returned from a trip.

He was dirty.

It was as if he had fought with someone else, but he deliberately showed the small shadow that he had lost miserably.

The small shadow frowned, feeling powerless.

This sense of powerlessness from her family made her strengthen her heart.

"Hey."

In the bedroom, she sighed for the first time. Loneliness.

At this moment, she was really lonely.

It was as if this father did not give her any sense of reliance. He gave her the feeling that all living beings were struggling to survive.

"I want to shine, I want to become stronger."

"I don't want to be him."

The small shadow looked at the white lamp and said for the first time,

This scene was too lonely.

It was like the future was separated by a door.

——

At the scene of the show, some young girls could not help but wipe their tears.

"Is this the source of her determination?”

" So at this moment, she has a goal. Even with such a weak-tempered father, she still didn't become this father. Instead, she became a better and stronger one. That's why she doesn't feel inferior in front of the camera.”

"What a radiant girl."

" She's really good!!!"

"Sunflower like woman…"

——

This was Yu Shuying's true display!

There was no doubt, only amazement.

In that era, most of the parents 'education, their weak character, and their knowledge were also passed on to their children.

But now, the small shadow was completely opposite.

She was not afraid of the dark.

She was not afraid of anything.

This display of character was stunning and extraordinary.

——

However, there were some scholars sitting in the front row. Most of the older people thought that something was wrong.

It didn't match Yu Ye's basic personality.

As expected, the replay continued.

In the bedroom, a resolute change appeared in the small shadow's heart.

On the balcony, Yu Ye looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes filled with gentleness.

"Even if you grit your teeth and live, you won't live long."

"So you have to give her a negative role. You know that your daughter has to be strong. You have to give her a weak and bullied character. You have to let her know that after countless times of disgust, she will hate this character in her heart.”

"No one will understand you, but at least after you die, your daughter won't fall, won't be lost, and won't be like most lost children!”

Yu Ye said to himself in the mirror,

He was alone.

He could only do so.

What could he do?

Blood cancer kept changing, and the disease kept attacking. Every night, he was afraid that he would not wake up.

Death was not scary,

He had never been afraid.

...

At this moment.

The program team's fourth guest, the former director of People's Hospital, Yuan Quan, stood up.

He thought of something.

"At that time, when Little Shuying was about to turn seven years old, Yu Ye went to our hospital for a comprehensive diagnosis. It was diagnosed that his brain cancer had begun to spread."

"At that time, he asked me how much longer I could live. I shook my head…"

" I remember that he was panicking. I thought he was afraid of death."

"So you're afraid of the child's future?”

"You're afraid that your child will be like those wild children in the future, depraved, rotten, confused, and walk down a bad path?"

"You're not even afraid of death, but you're afraid of this?"

Yuan Quan's voice was hoarse. He sighed. He could still remember more than ten years ago. That man had just gotten off work and was wearing the overalls of the printing factory. There was a pungent smell of printing. His eyes were tired and nervous as he looked at him. He asked anxiously,"How long can I live?"

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