People did not grow old slowly, but in an instant.
In the replay, Yu Ye quietly showed this scene.
He swept the broken bowl and was stunned for a moment after he was done. He looked at his right hand mechanically and blankly. A long blood strip had been cut, and fresh blood dripped down.
"Why is your hand injured too?" He rubbed his head, his eyes tired. He felt very old at this moment and a little confused.
He casually disinfected his hands and wrapped them up. Then, he mopped the floor. After the house was clean, he heaved a sigh of relief, but he was so tired that he was sweating.
Yu Ye was a little afraid. He looked at the room with a bitter expression.
He felt a little useless.
Why was her memory fading so badly?
His strength was also gone, as if his previously tense muscles had suddenly relaxed.
He did not know why.
Yu Ye's eyes were a little disappointed, but he wasn't disappointed for long. Instead, he sat on the stool, trembled, and bent down to pick up the ballpoint pen that had fallen.
He wrote calmly.
[Will]
He had just written these two words when he quickly crumbled and tore them into pieces in fear, afraid that the small shadow would see them.
He looked at the orange light in the living room. He was very afraid and wanted to cry.
He really felt that he had aged in an instant just now. What was there to be afraid of when he died? However, he remembered that no one wanted a small shadow.
Thinking of this, he threw the torn will into the furnace beside him again and burned it completely.
Under the light of the fire, he saw Liu Shi's back as she left resolutely. This woman saw that the small shadow was worthless and left without any reluctance. After being overseas for so many years, in the scheming overseas Chinese family, this woman had long become greedy.
"If I'm dead, who wants a small sparse film?" Yu Ye looked at the stove as if he was being ignited.
The neighbors only wanted their children to enter the factory and earn money quickly.
Or was it some other middle-class family? They had a son, but they wanted a daughter. Would Xiao Shuying really dote on them like a relative?
Yu Ye was silent.
Huff, huff, huff.
He suddenly panted in exhaustion, and the light in his eyes began to fade.
His hands that were tightly gripping the stool did not have the strength to get up. He began to slowly loosen them. As if he had lost his vitality, he began to slowly fall from the chair to the ground.
At this moment, it was very relaxed and comfortable. It was as if a person was extremely tired and was lying on the bed to sleep comfortably. It was similar to this feeling. At least for Yu Ye, who was suffering from illness, this was a very infatuated comfort.
Her body didn't hurt at all. She just wanted to close her eyes and fall asleep.
...
At this moment, the male and female hosts on the happiness stage exclaimed.
They all looked on worriedly.
Liu Shi lowered her head. When she raised her head, although her eyes were still gentle, there was a complicated expression on her face.
When the man said,"I'm leaving, who's going to take care of Little Shuying?" He looked extremely exhausted.
Liu Shi felt that many people were looking at her strangely.
Liu Shi growled in her heart.
"You!"
"You're not any better now. Now, your daughter is treating you like this.”
"Come out, or are you still alive? I haven't heard from you in the past three years.”
Lady Liu was jealous, annoyed, and angry. She said,
However, her eyes were gentle, and her heart ached as she looked at the small shadow.
She only cared about Yu Shuying's feelings.
She wanted to fulfill the phrase 'a mother is noble because of her child'.
——
And now,
Yu Shuying raised her head and looked at the thin man with blood dripping from her fingers.
She said,"If I leave, who will take care of Little Shu Ying..."
At this moment…
She really couldn't hold it in anymore. Her heart ached for a moment.
Her eyes flashed with sadness for some reason. These words hurt.
In this life, she had faced many opponents, faced many people's gratitude, and faced many blessings. She had never been truly touched.
But now, she didn't know if she was touched, but her heart ached. At that moment...
At that moment…
She raised her head. Her expression was still calm, but the sadness in her eyes dissipated…
Her heartache and memories from before came together.
"Is this you?"
"Which one is you…"
Several images of this man flashed through Yu Shuying's mind. One was him talking about what to do with Little Shuying in a weak and pitiful manner. Another was him calling for money in his forties. The last was him when he was a teenager with schizophrenia...
What exactly…What was real?
Yu Shuying suddenly thought of a sentence. It was a movie line that she had made herself. It was called, have you ever risked your life for others in your life, whether it was love, kinship, friendship, or a big country?
She did not know. She suddenly wanted to see that man and ask him.
——
And now, the scene continued.
Yu Ye was about to fall to the ground, but at that moment,
Upstairs, the Yu family lived on the third floor. The poor people's houses here were all six stories high. There was no elevator and the soundproofing was poor.
The sound of something being smashed came from the fourth floor again. A man seemed to grab the woman's head and roared.
"Damn it, you're married to me, and you still dare to be smug!”
"I'll hit you however I want!”
"If you have the ability, go to your maternal family. You only have one mother.”
The man laughed complacently and cursed angrily as if he was drunk. He beat her again.
There was also the sound of a woman crying. Her cries were mournful and filled with despair.
In the surrounding 11 buildings, a young man stuck his head out from the balcony and cursed,"What are you f * cking annoying about? Don't make a scene. I don't care if you hit a woman. I want to sleep. Be quiet!”
There were also people who were watching the show and laughing. They were gossipy women. They said,"This woman is also miserable. Her family is gone. Her brother and father drove a big car and died in a car accident on the Myanmar border road. Only her mother, who is almost eighty years old, is left.”
Those people were gloating.
Yu Ye woke up and opened his eyes fiercely.
At that moment, he was so scared that he trembled. He seemed to see his daughter being bullied too. When that time came, his daughter would be an orphan and she would have no backing.
Yu Ye stood up. He didn't know how red his eyes were at this moment.
The bedroom door of the small shadow opened. She looked upstairs like a frightened rabbit. She was a little afraid, but she felt much safer when she saw this man.
"I'm fine. Go and have a good rest." Yu Ye endured the pain and smiled gently at her.
The little shadow nodded obediently.
Then, Yu Ye went upstairs and knocked on the door.
A drunk fatty suddenly opened the door and glared at Yu Ye.
"My daughter needs to rest. Be quiet.”Yu Ye was expressionless.
"You f * cking…" Fatty grabbed the beer bottle and was about to make a move when Yu Ye raised the fruit knife and stared at his neck.
Yu Ye walked forward step by step and said calmly,"My daughter needs to rest."
Fatty sobered up. He looked at the man in front of him. He was very thin and tall, and his eyes were frighteningly red. He was holding a knife and staring at his neck. At this moment, he was furious. He nodded and took a step back.
Yu Ye had a bad reputation in this neighborhood because everyone knew that he had cancer and would not live long. He also always carried a knife, so no one dared to really offend him, afraid that this man would take them away from the world.
Before leaving, Yu Ye looked at the crying woman. She was still trembling, and her eyes were filled with despair.
"Divorce and find a good family with your mother.”
Yu Ye said calmly. Then, he stared at Fatty's neck for a long time. He was still holding his knife tightly. Fatty finally retreated under that crazy gaze. He lowered his head and Yu Ye left calmly.
It was too chaotic here. There were all kinds of hooligans. Holding a knife wouldn't scare people at all.
Only by truly daring to fight with all his might would he be able to shock them.
This was the reality of that era, that slum.
When he returned to the house, there was no more arguing and it was much quieter.
He looked at the night sky and stood there quietly.
No one knew what he was thinking.
But for the first time, many people saw the way this man lived.
He would do anything for his daughter.
He dared to do anything!
——
This scene replayed.
Liu Shi suddenly remembered that she had stayed in the slums for less than a week. She still remembered the vile, chaotic, and complicated place.
How did the little shadow grow up safely?
Why hadn't anyone bullied her once?
The little shadow was so beautiful and had inherited her parents 'looks. In that era, a chaotic era, she was actually not in any danger.
Liu Shi thought of the previous replay. Someone said that they were going to make a move. That hooligan woke up in the morning and saw his dog skinned and placed next to his pillow.
Someone wanted to follow the small shadow, but then he saw a man with a knife aimed at his neck and rushed straight at him. That person was so scared that he ran away.
And now, Yu Ye was staring at that man. He was staring at him like he was crazy.
She suddenly understood.
Why was the little shadow able to grow up safely in the Hundred Family District?
Someone was willing to give up his life just to protect her.
....
The scene continued.
The replay continued.
Xiao Shuying was eight years old and eight months old.
After she finished her meal and finished her homework, she turned on her phone as usual and saw another pinned news.
[The pear garden industry has always been heartless. This group of actors have no feelings for their country. They treat invaders with servitude!]
Below the comments were:
"Xizi was never a good person!”
"Heh, what's so good about Beijing opera and Kunqu opera? They're not even as good as love songs."
"Can Beijing opera be good?"
The second piece of news was still the old news from before.[During the Anti-Japanese War, Mei Lanfang, Cheng Jianqiu, and other famous Peking opera artists killed the invaders. They were anti-Japanese heroes.]
At this moment…
The small shadow seemed to be stunned. She felt that she could try her idea from a month ago.
The more people ridiculed something, the more they disrespected it. After she understood and knew the boldness of those people, the more she wanted to write their stories.
This time, the small film didn't care about the results. Anyway, he was banned.
Amuse yourself.
In the living room next door, the man's roar came out again. He was incoherent and hysterical. He seemed to be cursing. The small shadow frowned and put on earplugs to think about the song.
But now, the audience had heard it.
The man was acting up. This time, it was not Alzheimer's, but schizophrenia. He shouted at the balcony.
But the voice was,
"Everyone listens to the guests, mortals, ghosts and gods, and gods. Even if the building has collapsed, the show can't stop!”
"I dare not forget my country!"
"In an era of cultural invasion, the more people look down on what the ancestors left behind, the more you have to take it out and tell them what the quintessence of the country is!”
At that moment, he was suffering from schizophrenia.
At that moment, his brain had been thinking…He shouted,
He did not know either.
So he was crazy to say such things.
At this moment, Yu Shuying's heart ached. She couldn't hold it in anymore!
.....
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