Chen Yu learned that the three-man team was going to send someone else in, even though he wasn't the one to be kicked out. However, he was no longer in the mood to chat with Kang Hui.
Kang Hui noticed this and instructed Chen Yu to come to his office at 0:00 a.m. the following Wednesday. He also instructed Chen Yu to go home on Monday and Tuesday after exercising in the morning and practicing his guitar in the afternoon.
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Since the fitness coach and guitar teacher were resting on the weekends, Chen Yu decided to stay at home and study the online public class titled " Basic Music Knowledge Learning and Training: Solfeggie."
However, the news that one of Takashima and Zhou Mingrui was going to be kicked out made him very frustrated, and his learning efficiency was relatively low.
This frustration reached its peak after Takashima and Zhou Mingrui asked Chen Yu out to buy a private server. Chen Yu rejected them with the excuse that he wasn't feeling well.
Chen Yu simply decided not to learn music theory.
He used the method of writing the word "calm" when he was upset in his previous life to calm himself down.
Without a brush, he wrote with a carbon pen.
He wrote it over and over again.
Chen Yu discovered that this method wasn't a permanent solution. The more he wrote, the more frustrated he became. He simply took out the notebook he had used to analyze the situation and set his goals and used the self-observation diary to analyze his own mentality.
" The news of Takashima and Zhou Mingrui being kicked out was only a trigger for my frustration because I'm not that close to them.”
"The root cause of my frustration is probably the sense of insecurity brought about by Takashima and Zhou Mingrui being kicked out.”
"In my previous life, I followed the rules when studying and taking exams. Those who scored 90 points would be despised by those who scored 99 points. He wouldn't look happy if he took home a paper with 79 marks. Everyone's value and status were reflected in the numbers. The teacher especially emphasized subjective initiative." As long as you work hard, you can achieve success."" As long as you are knowledgeable, you can do something." It seemed that as long as he reached 234, he would definitely be able to get 578.”
"Now that I've entered society and the entertainment industry, the more I understand, the more terrified I am. This was because it was different from school. " Even if I improve, I might not achieve anything."" Even if I know more, the probability of success might only increase slightly." He was currently in a state of confusion and confusion like " God's violation of contract," which led to irritation.”
" In short, the root of my current frustration should be my lack of security. The only things that can give me a sense of security are money, reputation, and power.”..
He changed to a red pen and wrote the third word after transmigrating: Money, reputation, and power.
He also wrote down his second goal after transmigrating: "To be the last nine people to participate in the Kiwifruit platform's talent show,'Artiste Train'.”
Before closing the notebook, Chen Yu wrote a sentence in black to motivate himself,"" Being able to use limited resources to do things that you're not confident in under extremely restrictive conditions and peacefully accept the unsatisfactory results is the normal state of life that hasn't been photoshopped.”
After confirming his small goal, Chen Yu had a backbone for his future. His fear, hesitation, and uneasiness were swept away.
Chen Yu re-opened the online public class, Basic Music Knowledge Learning and Training: Solfeggie, and began learning.
At 8:30 AM on Monday, Chen Yu appeared in the corridor of the 9th floor while munching on a bun. Suddenly, he heard someone crying in Practice Room 4.
Curiosity drove him forward to listen. The two people in the practice room did not deliberately suppress their voices, so he did not need to put his ear against the door. He could hear it very clearly even standing at the door.
Zhou Mingrui was crying. He could hear the conversation between the two of them.
Takashima comforted him." Even if you fall, you won't cry. You might fall into a pile of money. So, if there's bad things, there's good things."”
Zhou Mingrui cried even harder. I'm already two this year. He's only nine years old and has already debuted. Why is he still trying to snatch my chance?”
"It's a blessing in disguise," Takashima consoled.”
Chen Yu felt that he couldn't really listen to him anymore.
Compared to such illogical words, he preferred Zhou Guoping's exaggerated words to glorify suffering, and how pretentious it was to show off suffering.
Upon seeing Chen Yu enter, Zhou Mingrui raised his head and said,""You already know, and you're here to comfort me?”
Shaking his head, Chen Yu said," Indeed, I already know. However, I'm not here to comfort you. I'm here to warn you not to cry so loudly. I can hear your cries even from the gym's entrance."“
Takashima and Zhou Mingrui were both stunned. They never expected Chen Yu to say such a thing.
Ignoring the difference between the two, Chen Yu continued,"" My middle school Chinese teacher said this when she was teaching " Peacock Flies Southeast."‘He went to the hall to pay his respects to his mother, who was furious. The reason why her mother was angry was not only because she thought that after she divorced Liu Lanzhi, Liu Lanzhi would lose her soul, but what did Liu Lanzhi do?
"The rooster crows outside, and the bride puts on her makeup. Wearing my embroidered skirt, I can do everything four or five times. Your shoes are made of silk, and your head is shining with tortoiseshell. Waist like flowing white silk, ears wearing bright moon. His fingers were as if he had cut onion roots, and his mouth was as if he had red pills in his mouth. The slender steps are exquisite and unparalleled in the world.”
"It's inevitable that there will be times of disappointment in life, but no matter what, you have to retreat beautifully.”
Zhou Mingrui nodded." When I finally realized that I would never get those things, I actually heaved a sigh of relief. Some hard work is tiring. I don't want to continue like this. You guys go out first and leave me alone.”
Chen Yu and Takashima replied with a faint smile. There was relief, but also helplessness.
Sitting down, Chen Yu looked into Zhou Mingrui's eyes and said,""You should continue to practice hard. Believe me, I will definitely help you if I have the chance.”
Chen Yu made a decision in his heart. In his opinion, Zhou Mingrui was someone worth helping. Or rather, he was someone worth investing in.
However, the time had not come yet.
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