Oh my god! How can I endure this scene! This was the first time I kissed someone after living for 14 years, and I actually managed to dodge it! He even had the heart to die! That was just a self-reaction! Actually, after interacting with Bai Yuxuan for so long, I'm not as resistant to him as I was at the beginning. Because he was really, really good to me, it made me want to accept him.
Now, my face was red and I sat stiffly, not daring to move. Bai Yuxuan was silent for a moment before he gently held my hand and interlocked our fingers. I subconsciously wanted to pull my hand back, but he grabbed it tightly.
"Tan Yue. You said you wouldn't hide from me." Bai Yuxuan took a deep breath and said what I said before.
Alright, since he said so, I'll reluctantly let him hold my hand…Hehe, actually, I'm very happy to be held by him. Although I want him to hold my hand, I won't say it! I feel that it's not good for me to be too proactive. Actually, it's just because I don't dare! I'm a coward! I'm scared! But every time he got close to me, although I was afraid of him, I knew in my heart that he would not hurt me. I definitely won't let anyone know about my thoughts!
"Bai Yuxuan, do you really like me?”I asked uneasily.
"Tan Yue, what do you think about me that makes you feel like I don't really like you?”Bai Yuxuan said helplessly.
I looked at this for a long time without saying a word. How should I tell him? I don't believe that he really likes me! Even I know that Lin Zhenglin doesn't really like me like that between a man and a woman.
Perhaps, in my heart, I never thought that anyone would be with me forever. So, whoever likes me, I think it's only for a while.
"Bai Yuxuan, I might not like you. What should I do?”I felt a little sour in my heart as I looked at the square and said to him in a hoarse voice.
When he heard what I said, he was obviously stunned. I waited for a long time, but he didn't say anything.
"We're back. Tan Yue, I'm here ~" Huang Meng's loud voice interrupted our conversation. She rushed to me with a bag of snacks. Chen Qianqian and Ma Lanying also ran over with beer.
"Here, the Xuan He Sect you wanted. And Aixi." Huang Meng took out two packs of cigarettes and a lighter from his pocket and threw them to me before running off to open the wine.
"Do you want it?" I took out a cigarette and asked Bai Yuxuan if he wanted it. His eyes darkened as he looked at me.
I lit a cigarette in front of him without any scruples and took a puff. He slowly exhaled the smoke and said self-deprecatingly,"Bai Yuxuan, you said you like me? Then do you understand me? Just say that you like me. Haha." Without waiting for him to speak, I stood up and walked towards Huang Meng and the others.
We girls sat under the big tree, drinking and smoking. We all knew how to smoke. I might have smoked before them, but only a few people knew. Even they thought that I had only learned to smoke recently. This was the first time Wei Hui and the others saw us smoking, so they started to brag about us.
Chen Qianqian was aggressive and insisted on competing with them. Qin Shiming was a shy boy. He was thin and about 16 meters tall, like a utility pole. However, he seemed to have a good impression of Chen Qianqian. Seeing her so forthright about competing in wine, he was also excited and took the initiative to accept her challenge.
"Blowing bottles?" Chen Qianqian said in an imposing manner.
"Can you do it?" Qin Shiming looked at her and smiled.
I couldn't help but hold his forehead. What a blockhead. Can't you even give in to a girl? It seemed that his love life was bumpy.
Chen Qianqian couldn't take it anymore. When she heard this, she looked like she was going to beat him up! Huang Meng counted to three and the two of them blew the bottles together! I also cheered along. In the end, Chen Qianqian won, and Qin Shiming expressed his willingness to admit defeat.
"Haha, I'll let you fight with me.”Chen Qianqian laughed arrogantly.
"I'm convinced." Qin Shiming nodded like pounding garlic. He didn't expect this girl to be so fierce.
"You're convinced? You're not convinced, right? "Haha," I added fuel to the fire. The others were also led astray by me and added fuel to the fire. Qin Shiming was so anxious that he complained repeatedly,""No! Absolutely not! I'm convinced!"
Haha, he looked like he was about to swear. Everyone was laughing so hard that they were swaying back and forth. Then, they gathered together and toasted with us girls. Bai Yuxuan just sat at the side and watched us drink silently. Occasionally, he would say a few words to us to make him seem less lonely.
Sometimes, I really don't understand. How can someone with his personality have so many friends to play with? He gave me the feeling that he was a domineering idiot from the beginning. Other than that face, he had nothing else. Now, she felt that he was a particularly sensitive and insecure boy. His current appearance made me think: He was quite lonely sometimes, wasn't he?
Perhaps it was the effect of alcohol. After everyone's excitement and bragging died down, they mostly sat together and drank and smoked. Occasionally, they would joke around.
He was really happy. I reached the edge and sat down. I turned around to look at the scene and felt this way: If only time had stopped for a moment.
"Stop smoking." Bai Yuxuan came to my side at some point. He reached out and took the half-smoked cigarette between my fingers. He put it into his mouth and took a puff. I couldn't see his expression clearly as the smoke he exhaled lingered.
"Oh." I responded, shrugged my shoulders indifferently, and took a sip of wine. Without looking at him, she lit another cigarette and took two puffs. She put it in her mouth and gently exhaled.
"Tan Yue, I thought I knew you. But now, I don't think so. I know I don't know you well enough. I don't understand your life or your personality. I don't even understand you." Bai Yuxuan's voice was deep and magnetic.
It turned out that the young man's voice had changed. I thought to myself.
"But I want to say, can you give me a chance to get to know you? You've always kept your distance from me. I'm not stupid. I know you've never liked me.”Bai Yuxuan took a deep puff of his cigarette and continued.
I turned my head slightly to look. He was looking straight ahead and his eyelashes trembled when he noticed that I was looking at him. She pursed her lips lightly. His eyelashes were really long, and his lips were rosy. He was extremely beautiful.
" Well, it depends on your ability." Perhaps it was because of the alcohol, I looked at him half-jokingly.
"Really?" Bai Yuxuan turned around and stared into my eyes.
Pfft, this guy's lips were really beautiful. It would definitely taste good! I was shocked by my own thoughts!
"Haha, really." I deliberately laughed to hide my terrifying thoughts. When he wasn't paying attention, she snatched the cigarette from his hand and took a puff.
When Bai Yuxuan heard me, he looked at me with a silly smile. When he saw me stealing the cigarette from his hand, he became even more silly. He just looked at me and smiled. Was this person a fool?
The distance between the two of us seems to have shortened quite a bit. The atmosphere became more and more harmonious, and there was no longer the stubborn feeling from the beginning. Bai Yuxuan was finally happy. He let go and played with everyone for a while. The date was coming to an end. Everyone knew their limits. They didn't drink much, but they smoked more.
We'll take a taxi for Ma Lanying and the others before the boys leave. Only Bai Yuxuan and I were left holding hands as we walked along the riverbank. Standing next to me with his height of 1.7 meters, he really gave me a sense of oppression. This guy always stuck to me and refused to let go. When I passed by a crowded place, I tried to shake off his hand several times but failed. He grabbed me tightly.
Forget it, let him be. He felt that I had finally settled down and shook my hand happily. He looked at me smugly and smiled.
"Hmph, childish!" I may have scoffed at him in disdain, but I'm actually very sweet inside. I keep feeling like this guy is like a big dog, wagging its tail at me. Her hands were a little itchy as she wanted to pat his head. But I didn't dare to show it!
"Hey, Bai Yuxuan!" It was over! There was a bunch of boys across the road. Someone knew him! She called out from the other side, and the two boys looked over!
I instinctively wanted to run! But at this moment, his feet seemed to weigh a thousand pounds and were not listening to him! If he could do it all over again. I definitely won't take this path!
"Why are you guys here?" Bai Yuxuan saw that he knew Cheng Xufeng and greeted him.
"I'm preparing to go back. Yo, is this your girlfriend?”Cheng Xuhui asked Bai Yuxuan with a smile.
"My girlfriend, Tan Yue. Tan Yue, this is my brother." Bai Yuxuan smiled as he introduced them to us.
" Brother..." I smiled and called out softly.
"Haha, then I won't disturb you. You guys go play." Cheng Xufeng waved his hand in satisfaction.
After walking far away, I asked Bai Yuxuan what kind of brother he was. Bai Yuxuan said that he was his aunt's son. He was three years older than him and was now in high school next door. Alright, I thought it was the kind that acknowledged him. So they were relatives. Fortunately, she had asked him. Otherwise, she would have misunderstood this guy again. He had no choice. The first impression a person gave others was very important. Most of the time, the first impression determined others 'judgment of oneself.
After walking with him for a while, the smell of smoke on my body dissipated. I refused his request to send me home and insisted on taking a taxi home. When I got home, Mom had already returned to my room. I was afraid that she would smell the residual smell on my body, so I told her that I was home and quickly sneaked off to take a shower!
"Are you home yet? I'm already home. I'm done showering and lying down." I sent a message to Bai Yuxuan.
"I just got home too. She was preparing to take a shower. Do you want to sleep? If you're not asleep, wait for me. I'll come and chat with you after I take a shower.”He replied instantly.
"No, I'm waiting for you. Hurry up and go." I want to wait for him now.
"Then I'll call you later?" Bai Yuxuan replied with a pitiful emoji.
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