I admit that I'm more greedy for the feeling of peace that Bai Yuxuan gives me than the feelings I have for him! It was hard not to like this Bai Yuxuan.
The two of us were like thieves who couldn't be seen in the light, secretly enjoying the joy in the crowd.
"Alright, let me go." After a long time, I gently pushed him away. I'm still afraid that others will see us being too intimate.
"Sigh, Tan Yue, would it kill you to say that you like me?”Bai Yuxuan sighed helplessly. He always felt that I was more stubborn than him.
"You want me to say it? Wouldn't that be very embarrassing?" I stuck out my tongue mischievously.
"You're good. You won't tell me, right? I'll spare your itch!" Bai Yuxuan has learned to be bad. He actually dares to tickle me! He didn't even touch me, but I couldn't help but smile and avoid him.
"Oh, don't move." Bai Yuxuan hugged me from the front. I leaned into his arms and heard his heart beating as loudly as a drum.
My face turned red! He didn't even know where to put his hands!
"Tan Yue, do you really not like me? You don't like it at all?" Bai Yuxuan stubbornly asked me. He was like a child who wanted to eat candy and insisted on getting an answer.
"I like it." I said without thinking.
"You know what I'm asking!" Bai Yuxuan emphasized. He lowered his head and pinched my chin, forcing me to look into his eyes.
This person really wanted to get to the bottom of it. I slapped his hand away. When he thought I wouldn't answer, I looked at him and said seriously,""I like you, like a girl likes a boy.”"But I don't know how much I like you."”
"Thank you for telling me." Bai Yuxuan retreated in disappointment and his smile widened.
"I will make you like me more and more.”He seemed to be encouraged as he spoke to me enthusiastically.
"Yo, so you two are hiding here. Come and eat some fruit. The fruits that Ling Liangchen cut were beautiful.”Huang Liqing was eating a piece of fruit as she called us at the door.
Her arrival broke the spread of affection between us. I hid my embarrassment and left Bai Yuxuan behind to eat some fruit with her.
Everyone ate fruits and chatted, discussing the upcoming sports meet in school. Huang Meng and the others are participating in other competitions, so I don't have any thoughts about it.
"Tan Yue should be playing basketball, right?”Chen Qianqian suddenly asked. She knew that I used to participate in sports competitions in primary school.
"Oh, I don't know." I mumbled. In fact, he had already decided not to participate. Luo Yi will definitely participate. I don't want to be with her.
"That's a pity. Your defense is so good.”Ma Lanying said regretfully.
"You actually know how to fight?" Qin Shiming asked me in surprise. I smiled embarrassedly and didn't deny it.
"Sister-in-law, you should go. Otherwise, it would be a pity.”Bai Yuxuan's other childhood friend, Yao Hanshi, also told me. He didn't like to talk much and was always quiet.
"We'll see how it goes." I couldn't be too certain, so I could only reply.
Everyone was discussing who was going to participate in what when the sound of a lock being unlocked came from the door.
"Mom, you're back." Bai Yuxuan called out, and I realized that his mother had returned.
"Ah, son, these are your classmates.”Bai Yuxuan's mother is different from what I imagined. She is tall and has a very gentle voice. The moment she opened her mouth, people would think that she was a very smart woman.
"Have you guys eaten?"
"Auntie will treat you to a restaurant, okay?”
Bai Yuxuan's mother came in. The first sentence was directed at her son, but the second sentence was directed at me.
My heart tightened. Why would she look at me and say that? Is it because he's sitting next to me?
"Hello, Auntie. Thank you, Auntie. We'll go back first. Goodbye, Auntie." I stood up nervously and forced a smile on my face, barely maintaining my politeness. With that, she walked towards the door.
"Aren't you going to eat with us before leaving?”His mother asked me gently.
"No, thank you, Auntie." I quickly rejected politely.
"Then take care. Next time Auntie is at home, you can come over and play. Auntie will cook for you." His mother then stood beside me and said.
"Okay, thank you, Auntie." I smiled embarrassedly. However, she was thinking in her heart,"Damn Chen Qianqian, can you put on your shoes quickly?"
When the others heard that I was leaving, they immediately came over and put on their shoes. Only Chen Qianqian, this silly girl, was still hesitating. I just want to escape from his mother's sight as soon as possible!
F * ck! What was Bai Yuxuan doing! I had just reached the door when he took my shoes off the shoe rack. He even carefully helped me straighten the shoe string! I'm freaking cracking! Brother, what are you doing! Why are you in such a hurry to send me away? How am I supposed to face your mother like this!？
In the end, I could only describe it as fleeing! He was so afraid that his mother would scold him! She probably doesn't know that we're dating!？He panicked!
"Wow, did you guys see that? Bai Yuxuan's mother is so beautiful!”Huang Meng started talking as soon as she arrived downstairs.
"She's really beautiful. No wonder Bai Yuxuan is so good-looking.”Chen Qianqian looked infatuated.
I was speechless. Ma Lanying nodded." I just don't know if Bai Yuxuan looks more like his mother or his father."”
Actually, I think no matter who he looks like, it can only mean that his family members are very good-looking!
I'm very sad now. Did I perform too badly just now? As if he had a guilty conscience, he ran away dejectedly. Sigh, I think if his mother finds out that I'm dating him, she'll probably scold me to death, right? In other words, if my mom finds out, she'll probably beat me to death…
Bai Yuxuan's mother appeared too suddenly, causing me to panic. His mother's reaction made me think about it. If my mother saw that I brought back a male classmate, and one of them might be a boyfriend, she would definitely scold me.
Thinking of this made me even sadder. I felt an inexplicable feeling of inferiority.
His family background was so good, and he was an only child. He was insightful. His parents were very cultured and had a good workplace. She heard that his father was in the police station. Sigh, unlike me, a single parent. My father has never cared about me. My mother never went to school, so she could only do some manual labor. Fortunately, my uncle came to our house these few years and shared her burden.
This was the first time I experienced the difference in family background in Bai Yuxuan's family. There was a stifled feeling in my heart. I couldn't describe this feeling, but it was extremely uncomfortable. What should I do to be worthy of his conditions?
The ladies 'joyful laughter could no longer save me from the inferiority complex that was crazily rising in my heart at this moment. Fortunately, one's emotions could be concealed, and the expression on one's face could be disguised. Fortunately, I had been disguising myself very well and they didn't notice.
When I got home, I locked myself in my room and suddenly felt so desperate that I wanted to die. I thought that I was just greedy for him. I didn't expect that I would really like him. I like him so much that I'm afraid that his mother won't like me! She was even afraid of being asked to break up and being scolded.
I thought I wouldn't give my heart to anyone. She clearly knew that her father used to love her very much. He had pursued her for three years, but he still cheated on her and abandoned her mother. How could I fall in love with Bai Yuxuan so easily! I really deserve to die!
When I saw the small broken knife on the windowsill that I used to take the medicine, I picked it up without thinking and cut my arm. In an instant, it bled. However, the knife was too broken. The cut was very slow, and only a two-centimeter wound was left. But this was enough! The pain and the smell of blood rushed to my head and calmed me down.
I quietly looked at the wound on my arm and watched the blood flow. It fell to the ground bit by bit like a blooming rose. My heart was filled with joy! She took out a tissue to wipe the blood on the ground and threw it under the trash can, afraid that her mother would find out.
"Tan Yue, what are you doing? Are you ready to go to school?" Bai Yuxuan sent me a message.
"I'm preparing to go to school." The huge gap between me and his family made me suppress my feelings for him in my heart and seal it tightly!
I wanted to ask him what he was doing, but I was afraid that he would say that he was eating out with his mother. I was afraid of facing all the topics about his mother, so I simply didn't ask.
"I'm not going back. I'm going to school." I replied, put away my phone, and prepared to go back to school.
When I'm alone, I take a taxi to school. I hate the feeling of walking alone on the street! After returning home, no one else came to school. I was the only one in the dormitory. I laid down flat and started reading my novel on my phone.
"Why are you here so early?" I turned around and saw that Luo Yi had also returned.
"Yes." I responded.
He suddenly felt that he was too laughable. Luo Yi's parents were teachers, and her family background was very good. She was very compatible with Lin Zhenglin! What was there to be angry about before? Even if I get together with Lin Zhenglin, I'm not good enough for him.
"Luo Yi, do you want to play basketball together during the sports meet?”I pushed my black-rimmed glasses up the bridge of my nose and invited her.
"Alright. Bring Chen Qianqian along." Luo Yi's eyes lit up as she happily agreed.
Are we turning hostility into friendship? The two of them looked at each other and smiled.
"Ah, you two are quite fast. You came so early. To buy Assam? It's my treat." Chen Qianqian and Huang Meng came in one after the other. Perhaps she noticed that the atmosphere between Luo Yi and I was more harmonious than before, so Chen Qianqian started to make a fuss.
"Then I won't stand on ceremony! I want Original Assam!" I took off my glasses and said happily.
"Alright! Alright! Let's go!" She waved her hand heroically.
"I'll go too!" Jiang Linlin, who had just entered, joined in the fun.
I could clearly feel that they were all relieved. Recently, my relationship with Luo Yi had clearly become stiff! They didn't know what had happened either. Now that they saw that we had finally reconciled, they were relieved.
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