"Someone put it in her drawer, so she took a photo with her phone.”
Yun Zhao had an indescribable strange feeling in his heart. She felt that someone had been following Jiang Ying. Every time, they would take some messy photos, but she still didn't know who this person was.
"Some people even said that you had an abortion for Brother Jiang and your father came to school because of this. Is that true?”Chen Sihan held back her laughter and asked carefully," I didn't dare to ask you before because I was afraid that you would be sad when you thought of the child you lost!”
"Aiyo, f * ck! Who the f * ck spread this!" Yun Zhao couldn't help but curse. She never expected the rumors to become so ridiculous. No wonder Wu Xia asked her if she had had many boyfriends when they were gossiping last time. F * ck! So it was because of this! It turned out that she was deliberately trying to get information out of her!
When Yun Zhao thought of this, he suddenly felt angry and depressed. Fortunately, she had said that she had a boyfriend at that time. Otherwise, he didn't know how she would be laughed at behind his back. Yun Zhao could already imagine those words. A girl who had been passed on to someone else for an abortion said that she had never been in love. How bitchy would that be? The only time she had done something out of line was when she forcefully kissed him at Jiang Ying's house. That was it! However, she turned around and thought that if Jiang Ying had listened to her that time, it might really have turned out like what the rumors said!
She suddenly sucked in a breath of cold air. Fortunately, he had maintained his rationality at that time. Otherwise, he would have really taken a wrong step and fallen into the abyss. Yun Zhao suddenly remembered the saying,'there's no smoke without fire'. It turned out that no matter how much he deliberately concealed and played down, he could still find abnormalities from many clues.
"Damn it, tell me if it's true or not!”Chen Sihan still didn't give up on gossiping. Curiosity drove her to keep asking," But I also find it strange. The two of you don't usually interact at all. How did you get together?”
Yun Zhao suddenly understood that instead of letting others guess, it was better to tell the truth, so he told Chen Sihan the truth about climbing over the wall.
"F * ck, so that's how it is. I knew it. You're usually so wooden and slow-witted. How could you get a room with someone else in such a short time? Besides, Brother Jiang is such a cold and distant person. No matter how I think about it, it's impossible.”
"Then why are you still spreading it?" Yun Zhao said speechlessly.
"It's precisely because of this that I'm even more curious! One was cold and the other was boring. They had not known each other for long and they had appeared together in a hotel. It would make one's imagination run wild!
Yun Zhao thought for a moment and felt that what she said was not completely unreasonable.
"So some people say that you guys started dating in junior high school. He also came here to be a teacher because of you! Is it true?!"
"My ass! In middle school, all I could think of was spicy sticks and popsicles! And school! And I didn't even know where he was when I was in junior high school!”
"That's true. When I was in junior high school, I only knew how to play with mud!”Chen Sihan said with a smile.
Yun Zhao felt very helpless. If she could turn back time, she definitely wouldn't have gone through it again. It had caused so much trouble and rumors. An upright person wasn't afraid of a crooked shadow. It was because she didn't do the right thing at that time that there were so many things that people criticized her. She suddenly understood her father for a moment and felt that he wasn't that mean anymore.
In the last few days, the students all confessed their feelings when they should. They had to hurry up and do what they had not done so as not to leave any regrets.
There was still a week before the college entrance examination. The school announced that they would be on holiday for a week in advance so that everyone could relax and familiarize themselves with the examination venue. On the last day of class, many of the subject teachers didn't go to class. Instead, they chatted with the students. As they chatted, the more emotional students cried. On the last day, the last two classes were physics. Jiang Ying seemed to be in a good mood and told everyone a few jokes. Everyone laughed so hard that they bent forward and backward. He laughed along like a child. Yun Zhao rarely saw him smile like this in class, so he couldn't help but take out his phone to take a few photos of him. He felt that Jiang Ying was very cute like this.
After all the classes were over, the students began to party. They tore up the books and threw them down the corridor. They danced in the air like snowflakes. Yun Zhao was moved by the atmosphere and also started to tear up the books with Chen Sihan. She even felt like venting her anger. She no longer had to learn these things! Jiang Ying and the others 'office was on the first floor. As he walked downstairs, he suddenly saw a pile of paper falling over his head. He couldn't help but look up and happened to meet Yun Zhao's gaze. He was stunned for a moment, and Yun Zhao was also stunned. Looking at his confused and innocent eyes, she suddenly felt like crying for some reason. The snowflake-like paper blocked her vision and blocked his vision. Yun Zhao turned around and returned to the classroom alone. He cried silently out the window. The students were all very sad. Many people hugged each other and cried. No one noticed her, and no one felt that something was wrong. She turned on her phone and secretly changed the photos she had taken in class into wallpaper. She admired them and thought that they were very beautiful. After looking at them for a while, she began to cry again. She would soon be separated from this man who had illuminated her entire youth. He would continue to be his teacher, and perhaps she would meet one or many girls who were as rebellious and stubborn as her. As for her, her future was unknown.
……
After Yun Zhao and his roommates looked at the examination hall, they spent the rest of their time reviewing and brushing through the questions. It was not until the night before the college entrance examination that Jiang Ying sent her a message asking her to go to bed early and pick her up in the morning. Yun Zhao said good night to him and went to bed separately.
The next morning, Yun Zhao saw her at the school gate. Her examination hall was quite far away, and her lower bunk, Xie Lin, was in the same examination hall as her. So Yun Zhao took Xie Lin and Jiang Ying's car to take the exam. After the exam in the afternoon, he took them to eat and picked them up in the afternoon. The entire two days of the college entrance exam passed in a tense and calm manner. After handing in the last English paper, Yun Zhao felt a sense of relief.
After walking out of the classroom, she took a deep breath and looked at the blue sky and white clouds. She felt an unprecedented sense of relaxation and calmness. She had finally completed this important journey in her life. She would be free in the future! There was a high chance that her father would no longer control her like that! She was already an adult! It was as if she had unlocked more functions and privileges in her life. She could finally be herself and control her own life!
She could enter the internet cafe with her ID card and play games all night without anyone saying a word! She could even go to bars to drink, dance, and date without any restraint. Even if something happened with the person she liked, no one would chase after her to call the police!
She even wanted to cry. She was finally free! At the thought of this, she was too excited and felt a little dizzy. It was unreal. She numbly followed her classmates out of the school gate and saw Jiang Ying from afar at the school gate.
He smiled and waved at her, gesturing for her to go over. Previously, for the sake of the exam, she had almost blocked all her feelings and emotions. Now that the exam was over, she relaxed. Seeing him from afar, she didn't know why she felt sour in her heart, and her eyes also felt sour. She saw many parents picking up students who had finished their exams outside the school, and Yun Zhao slowly walked towards him.
"How do you feel?" He asked Yun Zhao gently.
"It should be alright. I don't know either.”She smiled faintly.
"You can definitely do it."
"Yes, yes."
"Han Yunzhao, I've already resigned. I'm no longer your teacher.”he said as he looked down at her.
Yun Zhao was shocked and quickly asked,"Why?"”
"Nothing. I just want to experience a different life.”
"Then what do you plan to do in the future?”
"I haven't thought about it yet." he said with a smile.
"Don't tell me you're going to look at Feng Shui for someone?”Yun Zhao said in surprise. Although she knew that Jiang Ying knew these things, it was still hard to imagine Jiang Ying wearing a Taoist robe and holding a compass to do things for others. It always felt a little strange and funny.
"That's fine too. It's quite free." he said with a smile.
"It's pretty cool." She said sincerely. She had once really wanted to go out and become a Taoist nun. Even now, she had not completely given up on this idea. If there was a chance, she really wanted to experience that kind of life.
"Let's go." As he spoke, he held her hand naturally. He did not hold her hand tightly, but only slightly. She could pull it out at any time.
Yun Zhao was a little nervous as he walked with him in front of everyone. Some of his classmates and classmates were looking at them with gossipy and shocked expressions.
"Jiang Ying." She called out to him in a low voice. Her hand felt hot and she wanted to pull her hand away, but she was a little reluctant. At the same time, she was afraid that he would be hurt. Yun Zhao felt that Jiang Ying was a very sensitive and delicate person, and he was also a person who was easily hurt. Moreover, he would not show it and suffer silently alone.
Throughout the entire journey, she could feel the strange and passionate gazes around her. After all, Jiang Ying was very famous in their school, and most of the students in the same school knew him.
Yun Zhao braced himself. There was always an extreme panic in his heart. It was like... she couldn't describe that feeling. It was like having an affair was made public and then dying in society. It was like a death row criminal being paraded in public before he died, or like someone stripping him in public. It was extremely shameful! It made her feel terrified and suffocated! His palms and back were covered in cold sweat! This was a feeling that made her extremely insecure and uncomfortable! Yun Zhao gritted his teeth and followed him into the car.
"Are you afraid?" he asked.
"It's alright." She smiled and said softly. She hoped that he would be happy.
Jiang Ying didn't say anything. No one knew what he was thinking. After a long time, he said,"Actually, you don't have to force yourself. I know you're afraid.”
Her eyes were a little hot as she stubbornly said,"It's not what you think. I think it's very good.”
The two of them suddenly fell silent. Yun Zhao didn't know what else to say.
"Let's go to my house." he said.
"Alright."
……
After the car stopped in the front yard, Jiang Ying unbuckled her seatbelt and glanced at her. He didn't get out of the car. The two of them sat quietly like this. After a long time, he called out softly,"Han Yunzhao."
"What's wrong?" Her voice was soft.
"Do you want to be with me?" His voice was filled with anticipation and uncertainty.
Yun Zhao felt his eyes heat up. She wanted to say yes, but there was something that made her afraid that prevented her from saying it.
"I don't know." she whispered.
He hesitated for a moment before saying,"Tell me…" Tell me your feelings clearly, word by word.”
"Yes." " I've been thinking about it," she said softly.”
"Really?" He asked with uncertainty.
"It's true."
"Why?" He asked," Is it because I'm good to you? Or something else?"
Yun Zhao looked at him in surprise and suddenly had a strange feeling. Jiang Ying... He was too sensitive and paranoid. Why did he have to divide his feelings so carefully? What was he conflicted about?
"I can't explain."
"Then…do you like me?" he asked tentatively.
"I like it."
"Then…do you want to be with me forever?”
"Yes."
"Then can you do what you say?"
"Yes."
He looked at her as if confirming her words. After a while, he pulled her into his arms.
"Say you love me."
"I love you."
"Add my name."
"Jiang Ying."
"Tell me the whole story."
Yun Zhao raised his head to look at him and suddenly leaned closer to him. Then, he said softly,"Idiot." She closed her eyes and slowly moved closer to him, wrapping her arms around his neck.
It was warm and cool, soft and passionate. He adjusted his seat to the back, then held her head and kissed her hard.
He took off his shirt, then reached his hand into the back of her shirt, unbuttoned it, and took off her clothes. The two hot bodies intertwined, and the fiery red tattoo on her body slowly appeared and spread throughout her body. The green and black tattoo on his body also gradually appeared. The two of them panted heavily and entangled tightly together, unwilling to let go of each other.
"Han Yunzhao, are you willing?" He bit her lips and pressed his forehead against hers as he panted.
"I'm willing, Jiang Ying. I'm willing.”She murmured softly.
"Really?" He repeatedly confirmed.
"It's true."
He did not do anything else. He put on her clothes again and said,"Yun Zhao, you've always lived in this small place and haven't seen the outside world.”
"What do you mean?" She tidied her clothes, not understanding what he meant.
"Wait until you've seen the outside world in the future and met more, better, and more outstanding people before you decide.”
Yun Zhao understood what he meant. He was afraid that she would regret it. He was afraid that she would meet a better person in the future and regret her current actions.
"I don't want you to think of me as a stain one day and regret your impulsiveness and irrationality at that time. Do you understand?”
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