The cold wind blew past the house, blowing away Ma Hua's sleeping soul.
Ma Hua looked at his wife, who was still frowning in her sleep, and then looked out the window at the fish belly rising from the sky.
He knew that his decision this morning was directly related to the future of his small family in the next few years.
The sky was already bright, and it was time for Hua Ma to go to work.
Last night, after Ma Hua's wife fell asleep, he thought about it until the latter half of the night.
Ma Hua had thought a lot during this period of time, and he was wavering between going or not.
What he thought about the most was the choice between " everyone " and " small family ". Should he shelve " small family " for " everyone " or reverse it!
There was a saying that was quite right: " If a speck of dust falls on a person's shoulder, it's a huge mountain!”
Just a simple question had made Ma Hua unable to sleep and eat. He was really letting down his identity as a Prophet!
Ma Hua finally made a decision at 3 or 4 am. The most important thing that helped him make a decision was still the pros and cons.
Ma Hua removed himself from this matter and stood on the side of a third party to rationally weigh the pros and cons.
Just like a scale, Ma Hua himself was the weight.
The change in weight of the "big family" and "small family" depended on the individual's will.
Ma Hua did not wake Lu Ge up. After washing up, he wrapped himself up tightly and went out.
After the heavy snow, the sky in the capital was no longer dark. It was as blue as a piece of pure glass, so beautiful that it made people lose themselves in thought.
The surrounding air was cold and fresh. It went from the nose to the windpipe and then to the lungs. What came out was turbid waste gas.
The feeling that it left was a comfortable feeling all over his body!
Looking at the workers in blue uniforms riding their bicycles away, Hua Ma couldn't help but have the urge to buy a scooter.
When they arrived at the factory, Ma Hua did not go to the canteen director's office first.
After all, the working hours of the leaders were generally different from the working hours of the workers.
Then, he went to his workplace and began to meticulously complete the various procedures before opening the stove.
Through this method, he could also keep his mind calm and minimize the impact of external objects on him.
He tried his best not to be happy because of others and not to be sad because of himself.
The colleagues from the canteen came one after another. They greeted each other and began their familiar work.
Ma Hua raised his head to look at where the sun had stopped. After estimating the time in his heart, he took off his apron.
He walked to the tap and endured the bone-chilling water flow to wash up. Then, he wiped his hands that were emitting white steam and walked out of the cafeteria.
He shuttled through the crowd, sometimes downstream, sometimes upstream.
However, the direction of Hua Ma's advancement had never changed!
When he arrived at the director's office, Ma Hua saw the unlocked wooden door painted with yellow and white paint. He knew that the director had arrived.
Then, he tidied his collar, patted the hem of his shirt, and knocked on the door.
After three clangs, Ma Hua heard a voice,"
"Please come in!"
Then, he pushed the door open and walked in. However, Ma Hua was a person who knew the rules very well. He closed the door as soon as he entered.
Looking at Ma Hua's serious expression, the canteen director smiled and said,"
"Comrade Ma Hua, don't look so serious. It's not like the organization wants you to report your work! Let's not be too familiar with each other."
Seeing that Ma Hua's expression did not change, he did not care and continued to ask,"
"Have you decided?"
Ma Hua heard this and said firmly,"
"Director, after I went back and thought about it carefully, I feel that this project is not suitable for my own situation!”
After saying this, Ma Hua seemed to heave a sigh of relief, and a smile appeared on his face again.
Seeing this, the canteen director first teased Ma Hua and said,
"Your smile has destroyed the tense atmosphere that has just been condensed!”
Then, he retracted his smile and asked with some doubt,
"Can I know the reason?
I'm really curious about this because you were very conflicted yesterday!”
Ma Hua shrugged indifferently and said casually,"
"Family reasons are the main reason. Director, you don't know that my son is only a few months old now, and my wife is the only one taking care of the family.
If I choose to leave, it would be extremely irresponsible for both her and the child.
If I leave for a few years, even the children won't recognize me when I return home.
Since I married her and formed a family, I have to support this family.
Moreover, if I don't get used to it, wouldn't I be a burden to the country?
Besides, although I don't know what this project is about, as a chef,
I don't think I can play an important role in this research!”
When the canteen director heard this, he nodded and said with a smile,
"I know. You're right. Chefs have little influence on scientific research projects!
Actually, I've already considered your reason.
Previously, many of the people who were invited gave up because of family reasons. This reason is the largest in our rolling mill.
Alright, hurry up and get to work.
If the workers can't eat Master Ma's food because of me, then I'll be guilty!”
When Ma Hua heard the director's words, he understood that this matter was over. He said goodbye and left.
Walking out of the office door, Ma Hua hid the smile on his face and looked into the distance.
"Ma Hua, oh Ma Hua, you will never be a great person in your life because you don't know how to sacrifice and give.
When many great people were faced with such a choice, they would often put aside their small family for the sake of the big family.
He shouldered the fate of the nation and the country on his shoulders, not afraid of wind and rain, not afraid of difficulties.
However, you can't make such a choice because your heart isn't passionate. Instead, you're a little selfish when it comes to 'small family'.
Although you admire these people who give up many things and choose to work hard for the sake of the people's happy lives, you just can't become such a person!
In this era where spiritual needs are abundant and material needs are scarce, you have reversed it.”
Hua Ma deeply analyzed his selfish soul in his heart. Hua Ma would never run away from this problem.
"But this is the real me. This is my personality. The values of my previous life have already been firmly integrated with me.
Moreover, an orphan could only rely on himself to get what he wanted.
It was easier said than done to give up.
Moreover, he had learned cooking, not science and technology. His help in this project was really meager.
I am very sure that if I have the knowledge and ability to strengthen the national defense, I will definitely be duty-bound.
However, he was only a chef, and this kind of profession put an end to his ambition to participate in the wind and cloud!
The greatest contribution I can make is to do my best to be a law-abiding citizen.
And actively work to create value to give back to society.
At the end of the day, I'm just an ordinary person!
But this kind of ordinariness and ordinariness makes me happy!”
Thinking of this, Ma Hua's thoughts became clear.
When they returned home at night, Lu Ge looked at his husband and asked with a complicated expression,"
"When are you leaving? I'll pack your clothes for you!”
Ma Hua smiled and replied,"
"I'm not leaving! When did I say I was leaving?”
When Lu Ge heard this, he said in astonishment,"
"Didn't you say last night that the higher-ups wanted to transfer you to another city to work for a few years?”
When Ma Hua heard this, he pulled her into his arms and rubbed Lu Ge's hair affectionately. He buried his head in his wife's fair neck and muttered,"
"I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving. I'll stay at home with you two and watch the child grow up until we're old and can't walk anymore.”
Lu Ge had never experienced such a situation before. His words of confession pierced through his heart. His body went soft all of a sudden and he slowly closed his eyes.
On the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, the snow was very white…
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