The people under the curse of eternal lies could not see, nor did they want to see, that they were destined to have nowhere to escape. They still wanted to turn their heads and throw themselves into the absurd illusion they had created.
The more the disease seeped into their bones, the more they had to weave bigger illusions to deceive and numb themselves, thinking that they could forget the truth of themselves and reality by throwing themselves into the illusion.
And all that they had done was to make their illness worse and incurable, to make the pain more deformed, deep, hidden, and unable to extricate themselves. There was no other effect.
They were sick, but this wonderful terminal illness could make people completely unable to see the disease itself, and only see what it wanted them to see--just like a drug addict who could not see that his pain was caused by his drug addiction, but was driven by his drug addiction to only think of taking drugs to be happy--so people were driven by it to enter a state of uncontrollable madness, so much so that even if they were not in this state, they had to make themselves look like this state. In this state, they would run towards the abyss that was trapped by the terminal illness. Its magic power could make the abyss appear so colorful in the eyes of the patients, full of allure that made them completely addicted, and even firm into a law that made them absolutely unable to leave like gravity…
Jason knew very well that his consciousness was wandering now, but he had never seen the essence of his past life so clearly.
As a game designer, he had once been proud of his ability to accurately manipulate the various desires of the players, making them unable to stop playing the games he designed. Even if they had to scrimp and save, they would still have to invest their money into this bottomless pit that had no practical meaning.
However, at this moment, Jason realized that he was just a little mantis catching cicadas. This world that was built using the fundamental addiction of human nature had already captured him and played with him in the palm of his hand.
While his imagination was running wild, his physical body continued to move forward without the participation of his consciousness.
At the edge of life and death, he looked at the desolate nature of his past life. Gradually, he vaguely saw the faces that were staked together with that world. They had nothing to do with the nature of life, and the real world became the background...
"Mom... Dad…"
Death was about to arrive. At this moment, only a few people were left in his mind. In the vast sea of people, only these few people were the anchor between him and this world…
At this moment, Jason felt that the innate grip in his heart was about to loosen. Everything that he believed in in the past began to become both real and illusory. Everything that was once real and unquestionable seemed to have no absolute evidence at this time.
It was only because of this previously undetected grabbing force that everything in front of him became evidence, and everything that he believed in became true.
It seemed that this kind of gripping force would only appear at this moment when it was about to disintegrate, and there was a slight possibility that it would become detectable...
For the first time, Jason realized why people clenched their fists when they were born.
After sensing the grabbing force, all the 'belief' seemed to be a little abrupt, even inexplicable…
But it happened, and it had always happened.
Suddenly, he remembered what the old man had said,"Where is 'in' then?”
In that instant, he seemed to have understood something and couldn't help but smile…
The gravitational force that bound him to the ground seemed to be about to disappear, and he could vaguely feel a strange sense of satisfaction rising from the bottom of his heart…
It was just that at this time when he was about to die, Jason felt that it was a pity that he could not accompany his parents in the future.
Although he had avoided his mother's nagging and his father's occasional violence since he was young, at this moment, he realized that it was only because they loved him, but they did not know how to love him…
Humans were so small, living in illusions all day in vain. They could believe in tomorrow, but they could not control whether tomorrow would really come…
No matter how one looked at it, it was a little sad, but all of this could not hide the somewhat silly love that was difficult to part with. Looking at this thread of love, everyone gradually became gentle in Jason's eyes-even those who had offended him and made him unhappy-but everyone was the same. They just believed in something, but they didn't really know what they were doing…
She subconsciously reached for her phone, wanting to hear her parents 'voices again. However, she realized that she was already naked. Where did she get her phone from?
He couldn't help but laugh. The more he thought about it, the more he found it funny. Finally, he couldn't help but laugh. He laughed harder and harder. Soon, he couldn't even straighten his back. He was out of breath. There was only loud laughter left in the world. He had never felt so good before. Even when he was having sex with Manman, he didn't feel so comfortable. He laughed so hard that even his soul blossomed.
Jason's legs went soft and he sat down on the ground.
Her breathing was uneven, and her liver hurt a little.
Slowly, his smile faded. Jason, who had been lost in thought for a long time, finally started to size up the place he had arrived at.
The station was long gone, and even the tracks of the cars that followed were gone. There was only the wilderness left in his field of vision, and there was no last trace of proof of the human world.
He was supposed to celebrate Manman's birthday next week. For a slightly straight man, that gift had taken a lot of effort to choose.
Actually, he really wanted to see Manman's expression when she received this gift. Perhaps she would jump into his arms happily and then gently slap her face…
Just imagining it made one's heart flutter…
Although there were many practical things in life that would make the sweet things between couples gradually lose their flavor, as long as there was still a little of that flavor, even if it was just a wisp of it, it was enough for Jason.
But now, it seemed that he didn't even have such an opportunity.
Her sudden disappearance would probably make Manman go crazy.
At the thought of this, she couldn't help but feel a little sorry for him. She just thought about it again. Life would continue to go on as it should. People always had to find something to rely on and entrust themselves to, especially girls. Even if they lost him, there would always be someone else to fill the spot in Manman's heart.
What would that person be like?
As his thoughts wandered, it was as if his relationship with Manman had really become a thing of the past and was no longer related to him. Jason could not help but imagine Manman's next boyfriend. Perhaps he would look a little similar to himself…It shouldn't be considered smug. After all, Manman loved him so much. Even if she found the next person, she probably wouldn't be able to escape his shadow…
Manman always said that she was lazy and had no ambition, but would she really find a career man in the future?
Just thinking about that fully wound and energetic tone was not compatible with Manman. She was so smart that she would not do such a stupid thing.
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