"Oh my god…this…but…isn't that…"
At this moment, Jason could vaguely see that in the world he used to live in, he and most of his kind were chasing after the happiness that only existed and could only exist in front of outsiders and in the collective imagination of the public. Under the pressure of the so-called "standard picture of happiness", each of them had to rack their brains in their real reality, doing everything possible and impossible to let themselves perform the happiness in the eyes of others, deceiving themselves and bullying others. Deceiving others to deceive themselves, thus causing them to fall into a practical situation where they could not be happy no matter what, and there was no way out…
No matter what kind of external labels they carried-losers, successful people, disadvantaged groups, elites, losers, winners... These labels were meaningless to their own real circumstances, troubles, and pains. In fact, they were just assigning them the corresponding QJ of the labels attached to them according to the "standard picture."
In the past, this kind of reality was as disgusting as rotting meat to Jason, but it was a reality that he had to face and endure every day and every moment. At this moment, it seemed to have softened and was no longer as rotting…
In fact, there seemed to be a different kind of wonder in it.
Moreover, when he no longer used the label given by the 'standard picture' to look at everyone, even if some of them seemed ridiculous, vicious, hypocritical, unreasonable, and even indescribably disgusting in the eyes of Jason in the past, at this moment, they gradually became 'humans'. They did not really know what would happen tomorrow. He seemed to be making all kinds of choices in his life like a master, but he could not really decide the consequences of his choices. He also did not know that the root cause of his choices was often not in his own control. They seemed to be deciding their own lives one by one, but in their real situations, they were still so insignificant under the manipulation of reality and impermanence…
"Alright." Amy couldn't help but laugh when she saw Jason's expression." You can keep this problem for yourself, even though it doesn't have anything to do with it…" The holy daughter then stopped talking." We should hurry. If we keep going like this, we won't be able to get there in a hundred days."”As he spoke, he started to move.
In the beginning, Jason's footsteps were still a little stiff, but soon after, his footsteps gradually revived in a daze.
He was like a prisoner who had just walked out of an eternal prison and regained his freedom, but he still did not dare to believe in his freedom.
"Hey." The sound of orioles rang out, and Jason was shocked when he looked in the direction of the sound. The fairy in white was standing less than half a step in front of him. Jason quickly braked to avoid hitting her.
However, as soon as he calmed down, Jason regretted that he had stopped in his tracks too quickly…
"I haven't thought about it yet?" It turned out that Fairy had stopped to look at the situation behind her. Jason, who was in a daze, reacted a little late and almost bumped into her.
He shook his head." I just…The tranquility here tastes good. It's something I've never tasted before.”
"If there really is something good about tranquility, then perhaps you will soon get tired of it.”
"Hate?" This seemed to go against the current reality, but…what kind of good taste could never be "fed up"?
Amy's words seemed to be saying that "love" and "hate" were actually two sides of the same ring.
Eh? What he felt wasn't the real 'peace'…
Slow... It didn't seem right to say that... because of some indescribable stillness... Not already…No, no, no. It's like it's always been here
Suddenly, Jason couldn't help but laugh. If the real Tranquility knew, perhaps it would be looking at this ridiculous person who was clearly already in it but still couldn't find her…
"Come, hug me." The fairy maiden who seemed to be looking into the distance said calmly.
Jason felt that he had misheard, but the words were clearly in his ears. His eyes widened a little and he shook his head, but he still did not dare to move.
After waiting for a while, there was still no movement. Amy turned around and saw Jason still standing there in a daze, which made Fairy feel a little strange." What are you still standing there for?"”
"You…want me to hug you?" Jason's tone was shaky as if he would fall at any moment.
"Yeah." Amy looked at Jason closely, not understanding why he had suddenly become so strange.
It was only half a step away, but Jason was struggling to move." Are you cold? Or are you tired?" As he approached the fairy, he tried to find a way to talk, trying to cover up his puppet-like clumsiness.
How could this be?
Jason himself found it strange. In his original world, no matter what kind of beauty she was, she would only say one word when she encountered such a situation-"take her down." But why did she do it in front of Amy…
This seemed to be a question about " beauties ", but at this moment…it seemed to be not completely true.
Jason tried his best to compose himself. He looked down and saw that his arm had stopped halfway when he reached out to the fairy maiden. Then he looked at Amy, and he couldn't help but burst into laughter.
" Ah, I see…" After sizing Jason up for a while, Amy narrowed her beautiful eyes, and once again saw through his thoughts." Are you thinking about something that you shouldn't be thinking about, you bastard whose lower body is still in Kodabinaxi?"”He looked like he was dealing with his own stubborn puppy.
"You can't blame me for this…at least not all of it.”
He was anxious already? Why did he speak so carelessly?
Although the compliment in his words seemed ingenious, it was only suitable to deal with the beautiful Kedabinasi. In front of the fairy, A'Jie did not want to say this---although it was the truth.
What was even more frightening was that Jason realized that his face was burning. OMG, the last time he blushed was countless centuries ago. He had long thought that this function had completely disappeared from the physiological level, just like wetting the bed. But why did it relapse now?
At this moment, he felt more like a na?ve person rather than a young one.
Jason couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed when he thought of this term, as if this was something shameful.
But when did "naivety" become a disgrace? He also felt that it was ridiculous, but that was the truth. Or, more accurately, that was the truth in Kodabinasi.
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