Ever since Xiao Luo had made up with Yue Yue and Ah Xiang, he had become very busy. They would always ask her to have dinner with them. This not only reduced Xiao Luo's loneliness, but also gave Xiao Luo something to do.
"Xiao Luo, come to my house. Xiang and I made a lot of delicious food.”Yueyue's joyful voice came from the other end of the phone.
"I'm not going today." Qinghan replied with a smile. She had a premonition that she should stay at home.
"Why? Did something happen to you?”Yueyue's voice was full of worry. Although Qinghan always smiled at them, Yueyue's sharp vision told her that there was something on Qinghan's mind.
"I'm fine. I just feel a little tired and want to rest at home for a day.”Qinghan answered softly.
"Oh, alright then. If there's anything, you have to tell us.”Yueyue reminded worriedly.
"Yes, alright." Qinghan agreed readily. She knew how much Yueyue cared about her.
After putting down the phone, Qinghan lay on the bed alone in a daze. She didn't know what she was thinking, but her brain really wasn't working normally. Her long thoughts seemed to have crossed time and space and flown into outer space.
A series of knocks on the door interrupted Qinghan's thoughts.
"Coming." Qinghan hurriedly got out of bed and ran to open the door.
"Auntie Chen?" Xiao Luo looked at Auntie Chen in surprise. She didn't expect Auntie Chen to come.
"I'm really sorry for coming so suddenly. I didn't disturb you, right?”Auntie Chen said shyly.
"I'm not disturbing you. Come in quickly.”After saying that, Xiao Luo invited Auntie Chen into the house.
"Xiao Luo, you're so hardworking and clean.”Auntie Chen saw that the furniture in the house had been cleaned without a trace of dust and could not help but praise Xiao Luo.
"Hehe, it's alright." Qinghan scratched her head in embarrassment. She had always been humble when it came to compliments because she knew that not all compliments came from the heart. Of course, Auntie Chen's praise was true.
"Xiao Luo, can I talk to you for a second?”Auntie Chen looked at Xiao Luo pleadingly.
"Yes, alright." Xiao Luo smiled kindly at Auntie Chen.
Auntie Chen took Xiao Luo's hand and looked at her affectionately. "Xiao Luo, I've been very sad for so many days. Although I tried my best to make myself happy and comfort myself, my heart is still filled with sadness.”Auntie Chen's voice was filled with disappointment. When she had gone to the person she loved the most, the pain in her heart was hard to erase.
Xiao Luo listened quietly. She could understand Auntie Chen's feelings because she felt the same way. She missed her loved ones and was reluctant to part with her memories. "So I thought about it for a long time. I hope to leave this place and start over.”Aunt Chen's words reminded Xiao Luo of her and her mother many years ago. The life they had started over was not that good.
"Are you here to say goodbye to me?" Xiao Luo finally understood Auntie Chen's intention.
"Yes, I'm going back to Happy Village to live. There are memories of me and Sherlie there. I want to hold onto these beautiful times for the rest of my life.”There was grief in Auntie Chen's eyes, as well as her determination to love.
"Auntie Chen, I hope you can pull yourself together. Don't cling to the past. Go find your real life.”Xiao Luo was touched by Auntie Chen, but at the same time, he hoped that she could have her own life.
"Your own life?" Auntie Chen smiled a little miserably." Ever since I destroyed your family, my life went off track. I have to bear the blame every day. Even so, I can't let go of Old Xia.”Auntie Chen looked at Xiao Luo as she spoke. This conflicted and painful mood always made her feel tired.
Xiao Luo nodded. At this moment, she could understand Auntie Chen because she also had someone she loved deeply in her heart. "I understand." Xiao Luo didn't want to see Auntie Chen in so much pain. He wanted to let bygones be bygones.
Auntie Chen looked at Xiao Luo gratefully and continued,"Back then, your mother and I were the most beautiful people in Blissful Village, and we were good friends, so everyone envied us. Your father is also the most handsome person in the village, and there are many girls who like him. Perhaps it was fate, but the three of us became good friends. Your father liked your mother very much back then. When he told me that he wanted to pursue your mother, I was very sad. It was only then that I realized that I had fallen in love with him.”Auntie Chen's eyes were filled with tears and deep reminiscence.
"But I've been suppressing my feelings. I'm afraid that everyone will be in a difficult position.”Aunt Chen's words reminded Xiao Luo of Liu Chuanfeng. That silly teenager had once suffered alone for the same reason. Xiao Luo's heart couldn't help but ache, as if it had been burned by fire. It was passionate because of the depth of love.
"In the end, your mother agreed to your father's pursuit. They eventually became husband and wife, while I could only be a bridesmaid. It was really uncomfortable to watch the person I loved the most and my best friend become husband and wife. So on the night of their wedding, I ran to the river alone and cried for a long time. I wanted to commit suicide, but in the end, I gave up because I had a deep fear of death.”Auntie Chen thought of the past and her voice unconsciously became a little hoarse because her heart was aching.
"In the end, I escaped from them and went to another city. It was very far from Happiness Village. I hoped that I could live a better life and be happier, but I still couldn't forget your father. Later on, I met someone who loved me very much, but I rejected him because I only had your father in my heart. If that was the other choice, we wouldn't be like this now.”Auntie Chen felt a little sad when she said this. Love was really a wonderful thing. As long as one was determined to be with someone, it was very difficult to change their mind.
" But God is playing tricks on people. I actually met your father who was on a business trip in a foreign land. We talked for a long time. He talked about his happiness now and the happy things about you growing up. At that time, my heart was filled with jealousy, so I deliberately made your father drunk and brought him to a hotel. That night, we did not do anything. When dawn came, I hurriedly lay in bed and pretended that we slept together for the night. After your father woke up, he thought that he really did something to me, so he felt very guilty. From then on, we were together. "After we got together, my desire swelled again. I was jealous of your mother, so I told your mother that your father had someone else outside. Your father didn't know about this.”Auntie Chen's eyes were filled with guilt towards the dead and the living.
Qinghan wanted to laugh when he heard that. The vulgar plot on TV was actually happening to him. It was so funny, but his heart was aching. Xiao Luo didn't want to listen to these sad things anymore, so he hurriedly interrupted Auntie Chen." Daddy used to be so rich. Why has he changed now?”Ever since he saw his father, Qinghan had been puzzled.
"After divorcing your mother, Sherlie was very unhappy every day, so he often drank to his heart's content. His business also declined day by day. Later, he was diagnosed with cerebral hemorrhage, so he received treatment.”Auntie Chen had always believed that as long as they had a lot of money, Sherlie would not have left so early.
Qinghan was a little emotional when he heard that. It was really unpredictable. No one knew what they would become in the next second. "Why didn't Dad come to see me before?" asked Qinghan.”All these years of resentment was because of the loneliness in his heart.
"Xiao Luo, it's not that your father doesn't come to see you. It's that he can't find you at all. "Auntie Chen said self-reproachfully.
"Impossible, you found us.”Xiao Luo said in disbelief. If his father was really with Auntie Chen, then he would definitely know where they were.
"He's been in the hospital, so he asked me to look for you.”Auntie Chen lowered her head in embarrassment. This reunion had become too late because of her, and it had also become too sad.
"You lied to him that you didn't find us, didn't you?”Qinghan asked in realization. The knot in her heart had been solved.
Auntie Chen nodded guiltily." It was only when he was in the final stages of his illness that I told him that I had found you. Then, I told him about your situation. Every time I talked about you, his eyes would light up with joy.”Auntie Chen recalled.
"The last time I eavesdropped on your conversation, it was you telling him about our situation, right?”Qinghan suddenly remembered the scene in the hospital that day.
"Yes, ever since he heard the news about you, his illness has improved day by day because he has always wanted to see you again and ask for your forgiveness.”Auntie Chen was so sad that she was about to suffocate as she spoke of Old Xia's simple wish when he was alive.
"Alright, let's stop here.”Xiao Luo stopped Auntie Chen. She didn't want the living to be sad about the past. If that happened, the souls in heaven wouldn't be able to rest in peace.
"By the way, Xiao Luo, your father has bought back your house in Happiness Village. It's decorated just like before. This is the key to the house.”Auntie Chen took out a key and gave it to Xiao Luo. The happy family on the key chain stung Xiao Luo's eyes. The three of them held hands, but they could not bring back the past happiness.
Qinghan took the key with trembling hands. The key made her heart ache and her eyes hurt. "I'll keep it well." Qinghan murmured, reassuring himself and the people in the sky.
After sending Auntie Chen off, Xiao Luo returned to her room. Recalling everything Auntie Chen had just said, her heart ached slightly. When it came to love, everyone was so persistent. Even if it would hurt others, they would fight for it at all costs. In the end, was such love really worth it?
Qinghan thought of Dafei, Liang, and Liu Chuanfeng. Their love for their loved ones was so silent. They helped her silently behind her back, silently gave their all, and silently ached for her. Was this the best kind of love? When two hearts meet, once the spark of love is lit, it is difficult to extinguish it, because your heart has sold your soul to love.
Behind you, when love dies out, I will choose to leave.
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