The next day, Xiao Luo went to send Auntie Chen off. The deserted platform had an indescribable loneliness. The hazy fog covered each other's faces and also covered the sadness of parting.
"Qinghan, I can't take care of you anymore. Please understand.”Auntie Chen said with red eyes. She really didn't want to stay in this place anymore because she had to spend every day here missing him. Every day, she missed him so much that she wanted to go crazy.
"Auntie Chen, don't say that. I understand.”Xiao Luo went forward and hugged Auntie Chen. Because they both loved that person, they didn't care about the past.
"Thank you. I hope you can find your happiness too.”Auntie Chen sincerely wished Xiao Luo well. She was grateful to Xiao Luo because if it were anyone else, they probably wouldn't forgive her so easily.
"Yes, Auntie Chen, you have to be happy too.”Qinghan whispered in Auntie Chen's ear. This scene was very similar to the scene when Qinghan's mother and Ken left. They sincerely wished him well, but they had to face separation in the end.
When the train left with the sound of the flute, Qinghan was left alone on the long platform. She kept looking at the train leaving, her eyes filled with tears, but she couldn't bear to leave. Because that train was heading towards the place she was attached to, the place she longed for the most." One day, I will definitely go back.”The soundless words expressed his true feelings.
When Qinghan returned home, it was already past nine o'clock. The room was still empty. She was really the only one left. That sense of loneliness slowly crept into his heart, just like when he had just arrived at this place. The unfamiliar environment brought loneliness.
"Kaede, how are you? Come back early." Qinghan looked at Liu Chuanfeng's room and said that Xiao Bai and Andy had been taken away by Yueyue and Xiang because Yueyue said that the dogs were suffering too much with Qinghan.
Qinghan's phone vibrated. He took out his phone curiously. It was another message. When he saw the sender, he was even more surprised and quickly read it. "Xiao Luo, it's me. How have you been recently?”
A few words of greeting made Qinghan's heart beat uneasily. Qinghan hurriedly replied," I'm fine."”
After a few minutes, the phone vibrated again. Qinghan hurriedly opened it again." That's good. I've been thinking a lot lately. She felt that she had gone too far in the past. Love was a matter between two people, so she should not have hurt you. Xiao Luo, can you forgive me?”After Qinghan finished reading, she stood rooted to the ground, not knowing how to answer.
Qinghan gently put her phone aside and lay on the bed with her eyes closed. She didn't know why she could easily forgive Aunt Chen but not Meiqi. She was troubled, but she couldn't find the answer.
Qinghan fell into a deep sleep as he continued to think. She had a dream. In the dream, there was Meiqi. She chased after Qinghan with a ferocious expression. Qinghan ran in front of her in fear. Finally, Meiqi was about to catch her." Ah!" Qinghan suddenly sat up, panting heavily, and sweat dripped down his forehead.
" Master is calling, pick up the phone." The ringtone of the phone scared Qinghan even more. He picked up the phone in panic and pressed the answer button, but he forgot to see who was calling.
"Hello." Qinghan patted his chest to calm himself down.
"Xiao Luo, it's Meiqi. You didn't forget to look at the caller ID, did you?”A cheerful voice came from the other end of the phone.
Qinghan's heart, which had just been relieved, was raised again with this voice. "Hehe, yes." Qinghan was smiling foolishly. His smile was uglier than crying because it didn't come from his heart.
"Xiao Luo, we haven't been out together for a long time. How about this? Let's go back to school and take a look. It's been a long vacation and I miss my alma mater a little. Haha, it's settled then. I'll meet you at the place where you and Dafei often meet at one o'clock in the afternoon.”Meiqi hung up the phone.
Qinghan froze on the spot. She hadn't agreed just now, but the matter had already been settled." What happened? What happened?"”Qinghan kept asking himself why she felt so uneasy.
Qinghan left the house at 12:30 am. Although she was reluctant to see Meiqi, she didn't like to let others wait for her. Therefore, under the hot sun, she walked step by step toward school. Every step she took was heavy. Although her heart was beating very fast, she still tried her best to persuade herself to be punctual. "Charlotte, let me tell you, being late is not a good thing, so don't hesitate and hurry up. Meiqi is still waiting.”
Qinghan finally arrived at the school after persuading himself all the way. When she stood at the entrance of the school, she felt very complicated. In the past, she and Liu Chuanfeng would hold hands and come to school happily every day, but now she was alone. Although this was not what they wanted, the loneliness in her heart could not be ignored.
"Time flies. We haven't seen each other for more than a month.”Qinghan said helplessly, then walked into the campus alone. The campus during the holidays was a different scene. It was quiet everywhere and had lost its usual hustle and bustle. Qinghan walked to the stairs in silence. It was another place full of memories. People had memories because they had emotions. Every memory outlined a past, sweet or sad.
"Meiqi." Qinghan looked at the figure with his back to her and couldn't help but call out her name. They used to be very close.
"You're here. Come over." Meiqi looked back at Qinghan and then turned her head back. At this moment, she and the one on the phone seemed to be two different people. One was warm and the other was cold.
Qinghan slowly walked towards her. He felt like he was going to the execution ground and wanted to escape. "Why are you looking for me today?" Qinghan asked softly.
"I want to talk to you." Meiqi looked at Qinghan contemptuously. Her eyes were filled with resentment, which made Qinghan's heart turn cold.
"Yes." Qinghan could only nod and answer. She looked into the distance and let the wind blow her hair.
"Do you know how hard it is for me every day?”Meiqi's voice suddenly became sharp, as if she was criticizing Qinghan.
"What's wrong with you?" Qinghan didn't understand and didn't ask. Her heart hurt unknowingly.
"What's wrong? Heh." Meiqi's voice suddenly became higher, and her eyes were filled with dissatisfaction. "Because I'm tired, because my heart is in pain, because the person I love the most doesn't love me, because my heart is fighting every day.”As Meiqi spoke, she suddenly became a little sad, and even her eyes turned red.
"Meiqi." Qinghan looked at Meiqi and said with heartache.
"Don't call me." Meiqi suddenly shouted at Qinghan," It's all because of you that I'm like this. It's all because of you that I can't feel at ease. You guys are so bad. You're all bad guys."”Meiqi said angrily. Her eyes seemed to be spewing fire.
"Meiqi, it's not like that." Qinghan hurriedly explained. She didn't want Meiqi to misunderstand them. Many things couldn't be judged by one person's standards. Qinghan hoped that Meiqi could get over it.
"It's like this. Don't quibble anymore. Zhang Yue and I have been together since kindergarten. We were in the same class in elementary school, middle school, and high school. Why should a transfer student like you be so close to her? You've only known her for a few years. Why does she have to protect you and hate me?”Meiqi said excitedly. Her heart was also trembling. All the imbalance was pressing down on her and she was about to go crazy.
"Meiqi, friendship or love is not a matter of one person. It requires two people to work together. And time doesn't represent feelings. Just because you've been with Yueyue the longest doesn't mean you should be best friends.”Qinghan looked at Meiqi and said. She really hoped that Meiqi would come to her senses.
"What you said is just an excuse. If Zhang Yue is like this, why is Liu Chuanfeng like this too? I like him so much, but why is it that I hate him in return?”Meiqi also looked at Qinghan. She didn't understand why everyone always liked Qinghan. She was obviously a good person, so why couldn't everyone see her?
"Meiqi, it's not like what you said. They don't hate you, they just don't like what you do. If you love someone or like someone, you should do it in a proper way.”Qinghan sounded a little sad. Why did love change people?
"Because you got them, you can say it so easily. I didn't get anything, so I'm jealous of you.”Meiqi's eyes became fierce. She looked at Qinghan as if she was looking at her natural enemy. "Don't waste your time talking to me. You won't understand how I feel because you're the winner.”There was a deep sense of loss in Meiqi's eyes. At this moment, she was like a frustrated person, tasting the pain of frustration.
"Meiqi, it's not like that. There's no failure or victory in love. When we truly love, even if we are hurt, even if we don't get the result we want, we are not considered failures.”Qinghan wanted to use his sincerity to wake Meiqi up.
"You don't have to tell me this. I already know what to do.”Meiqi suddenly glared at Qinghan with hatred in her eyes. She remembered what that person had told her before," Only destruction is the real solution.”
"What are you doing?" Qinghan looked at Meiqi's fierce eyes and couldn't help but feel a little afraid.
"I just want a hug to comfort my wounded heart.”Meiqi's eyes softened. She reached out her hands to Qinghan and walked toward him.
"Meiqi." Qinghan looked at Meiqi, whose eyes were full of tears. She didn't know what to do. Meiqi looked so pitiful that Qinghan couldn't help but feel heartache, but she was still so fierce just now.
Just as Qinghan was hesitating, Meiqi hugged him and whispered in his ear," Remember when you were unlucky? I was the one who locked him in the bathroom, the horrible cockroach, the broken table and chairs, and that unknown number. Do you still remember? Hehe, that's my sister's. I've always asked her to help me send messages.”
Meiqi's words were like a knife stabbing into Qinghan's heart. Qinghan finally understood the pain of being betrayed by a friend. It was not anger, but sadness.
"Why?" Qinghan still asked. Her tears fell on Meiqi's shoulder, but the temperature was as cold as her heart.
"Because I hate you." Meiqi's words froze Qinghan." So I've always been hated by my friends.”Qinghan smiled sadly.
"Do you remember the last time you fell down the stairs?”Meiqi said proudly again.
"It's you, right?" Qinghan said calmly. Her heart had already lost consciousness in the pain.
"That's right. Let's do it again today.”After saying that, Meiqi pushed Qinghan away from her arms. There was a long staircase behind Qinghan.
Behind you, when hatred covers my eyes, I also lose my way. How can I protect heaven?
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