When she got home, she saw her mother sitting on the sofa with her back facing her. "Mom, I'm back." Qinghan said softly.
"Pa!" Everything happened in a flash. Qinghan stared blankly at his mother in front of him. He didn't understand why he had to be slapped. Tears swirled in his eyes, but Qinghan refused to let them fall easily. He let his palm be held tightly.
"Who did you say you went out with?"
"She was my classmate. Later, she met Yueyue and the others. Is there a problem?”Qinghan replied stubbornly.
"Classmates? I think you're a couple of b * stards. I worked hard to earn money for you to study, but you did the same.”
"Mom, please respect us. Why are you always like this? Last time, and this time! You were the one who promised to let me go out to play. Why did you scold me the moment I came back? This time, you actually hit me. Why?”Qinghan could no longer hold back his tears. People didn't like to go to hell, perhaps because they had lived in peace for too long. The occasional suffering only brought pain. Qinghan felt like he had fallen from heaven to hell. It was so painful.
"That's my business. You don't have to worry about it. I raised you up. What did you do outside?”Qinghan looked at the beautiful face in front of her and thought of the smile in the morning. For a moment, she couldn't tell which one was him.
"What do you think I did?" Xiao Luo was curious why his mother had been accusing her of doing bad things ever since she entered the house. Instead of arguing blindly, it was better to see what was going on. That was a wise man.
"You don't want to admit it, right? Let me show you this." Qinghan watched as his mother turned on her phone and saw the image of her holding hands with Liu Chuanfeng. Qinghan looked at his mother in surprise, his big eyes full of questions.
"You still don't want to admit it? There's more." The phone screen kept showing them hugging (when they won the doll) and smiling at each other (when they were eating and chatting).
"What else do you have to say?" Her mother's face was filled with anger.
"You followed me?" Qinghan looked at her in disbelief.
"I followed you. What a joke. I'm not in the mood. Someone probably took a photo of you guys and sent it to me.”His mother's expression was full of disdain and disgust, as if they were a pile of trash. Qinghan's eyes were deeply stung.
"If you love me, how can you doubt me? That's not what you think at all. We're just good friends! How can you be a mother like this? Ever since Dad left, you stopped loving me. He was the one who left you, not me!”Qinghan looked at his mother stubbornly and said what he had been hiding in his heart for a long time.
"Pa!" Another crisp sound pierced their hearts.
"Hit me, hit me. Just kill me once. Do you know how sad and painful I have been since I came here? I live in fear every day and look at your face all the time. Have you ever thought about me? If I go out with Liu Chuanfeng and come back, you can scold me. Even if I have a boyfriend in the future, what's wrong with that?”Qinghan kept crying as he vented his feelings.
"How can you say that? I've been hesitating this month because of you. Ken asked me to go back to the States with him this month because he couldn't let go of you. I've been troubled, and you actually said that I don't love you.”His mother's tears also flowed down. Qinghan's heart was hurt by those burning tears. It was as if she had seen the train that was gradually leaving and the back that was gradually leaving. She seemed to have no nostalgia.
"Leave me, all of you. Leave. I don't want to be a burden to you.”Qinghan pushed open the door and ran out. She was exhausted and came to the small park where she met Liu Chuanfeng. She came to a tree and slowly sat down. In the past, she would always see homeless people sitting here. Today, she had also become an orphan. "In the future, I'll be alone."
Qinghan sobbed quietly. Sometimes, tears were also a way to vent. It would let the complicated feelings in his heart flow out slowly in the form of liquid, and his heart would become empty. When tears flowed down his cheeks, the salty taste would dilute all the unhappiness, and all the emotions would be empty.
She remembered that when she was in Happiness Village, she would sit under the old tree in front of her house and cry quietly. However, at that time, it was for him and her. Now, she was only lonely. She had nothing, not even her so-called home. It was really sad. Many times, the more we yearned for something, the more it would appear in the way we least wanted to see. This was reality.
"Hey, beautiful, are you alone? Then let the most handsome person in the universe accompany you.”Qinghan raised his head in fear. In TV dramas, almost every time someone tried to hit on him, it was always a bad guy.
"It's you." When he saw her gentle eyes, Qinghan couldn't help but tear up again.
"Hey, don't cry. What are you going to do? Do you think I'm not handsome?”Liu Chuanfeng saw Qinghan's tears fall and quickly teased her.
" Wuwu." Qinghan's tears grew more and more.
Liu Chuanfeng pulled Xiao Luo into his arms." Alright, don't cry." Tell me what happened, okay?”Liu Chuanfeng asked with concern as he patted Qinghan's back.
"They all want to leave me. In the past, Wenwen, Daddy, and now even Mommy. Why? Can you tell me why?”Liu Chuanfeng was stunned. Qinghan's tears fell on his shoulder and woke him up.
"Alright, stop crying, stop crying. Perhaps they had their own reasons for leaving.”Liu Chuanfeng's eyes flashed with a hint of annoyance and helplessness.
" You're lying, you're lying. They didn't turn around to look at Xiao Luo. When Wenwen left, I chased after the train, but in the end, the train went far away and he didn't come back. When Dad left, I called him desperately from behind. My voice was hoarse, but he still left. His back gradually disappeared from my sight, but he never came back. They don't like me at all. Now that my mother is leaving, what should I do? No one wants me. What should I do?”Qinghan held Liu Chuanfeng tightly, as if he was clutching at the last straw.
"Let's talk about the current situation first, okay?”
"Yes." Qinghan nodded and waited for Liu Chuanfeng's answer.
"Is your mother leaving?" Liu Chuanfeng asked carefully.
"Yes, he said that Ken invited her to live with him in America this month.”The tears that had just stopped fell again.
"Your mom and dad are divorced, right? You know what, Xiao Luo? Everyone has the right to pursue happiness. Just like how you yearn for love and a warm home, your mother can also go to America to pursue her own happiness. In this world, there were very few people who could truly have true love. Some people may choose to fall in love because they are attracted to each other, but they will still separate in the end, just like your mother and father. And your mother might consider leaving with Ken because she thinks he can give her happiness. After being hurt, there will always be fear left behind, so don't you think you should give her your blessings for being able to fall in love again? Qinghan, you're no longer the kid you used to be. You can pursue what you want on your own, understand?”
"Is that really the case?" Qinghan was a little skeptical. Liu Chuanfeng's words were like a warning bell, ringing his heart that had been closed for a long time and pointing in a direction.
"Yes, Xiao Luo. Do you love your mother?”Liu Chuanfeng looked at her affectionately.
"Yes." Qinghan nodded without hesitation. Even though he had been through so much, he still believed that he loved her. After all, it was her mother who gave her life. If it weren't for her mother, she wouldn't have lived to this day.
"Then, Xiao Luo, let go. Let your mother pursue her happiness. Let's give her our blessings and support her, okay? If you and your mother love each other, distance won't stop you. Moreover, there are still people who love you by your side. You are not alone.”Liu Chuanfeng tried to persuade her further.
"Yes, you're right. I shouldn't have hindered Mom's happiness.”Qinghan's heart brightened under Liu Chuanfeng's guidance." Maybe I'm too selfish and desire too many things.”Qinghan told himself. Many times, it was good to let nature take its course. That was the law.
"I forgot something today." Liu Chuanfeng suddenly patted his head, startling Qinghan.
"What?" Qinghan asked curiously.
"Do you still remember the last time I said I wanted to tell you a secret?”
"Yes, you forgot to mention it today." Qinghan pouted.
Liu Chuanfeng pinched Qinghan's face lovingly." Isn't it the same if I say it now?”Liu Chuanfeng pretended to be angry and glared at Qinghan. "Do you know why I won that game last time?”
"You won't cheat me, right?" Qinghan asked in surprise. He couldn't help but feel a little traumatized.
"Little girl, what are you thinking?" Liu Chuanfeng saw through Qinghan's little trick and couldn't help but knock her head.
"I mean, I majored in basketball before, so I'm better than those amateur basketball players. Do you understand? If you dare to doubt me again, I'll beat your head into a beehive.”Liu Chuanfeng made a fist gesture.
Xiao Luo hugged his head in fear." I didn't say anything, stingy." Qinghan made a face at Liu Chuanfeng mischievously.
They sat under the tree and chatted for a long time, as if they had known each other for a long time. They did not stop until the stars lit up in the sky.
"I have to go back, or else Mom will be worried. Thank you for today."
"Don't be so polite. I'll send you back.”
Qinghan suddenly remembered the photo and quickly refused. "No need. I'll be home soon. Tomorrow is Sunday. Have a good rest at home. Goodbye.”Then, without giving Liu Chuanfeng a chance to speak, he turned around and ran away. Only Liu Chuanfeng was left standing there, watching Qinghan's figure disappear.
Behind you, I'll leave a shoulder for you to lean on. Even if the sea runs dry and the rocks crumble, I'll still only have you.
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