Today was Sunday, and Qinghan woke up early. Although the sky was a little gray outside, it still couldn't stop Qinghan from being in a good mood. She had thought about it all night and felt that Liu Chuanfeng was right. She had also decided to let her mother go. Even if she would be lonely in the future, as long as the person she loved was happy, she would be happy too.
After breakfast, Xiao Luo went to his mother's door and wanted to knock on the door to wake her up, but he suddenly lost his courage. Perhaps everyone was like this. After an argument, the closer the person was, the less courage they would have to apologize.
"Xiao Luo?" Qinghan's mother happened to open the door at that moment. She was a little surprised to see Qinghan outside.
"Mom, you're up. I'm here to call you for dinner.”Qinghan looked at his mother. She didn't seem to have had a good night's sleep. The spirit from yesterday had disappeared, and she looked older. Qinghan's heart ached a little. It was as if there were thousands of hands gripping his heart tightly and pulling it in different directions, as if it was about to break.
After washing up, the mother and daughter sat on both sides of the table and prepared to eat under the strange atmosphere.
"Mom, I…"
"Xiao Luo, I…"
They looked at each other in shock. Perhaps it was because mother and son were connected, but the two of them actually spoke at the same time and were talking about each other.
"Then I'll go first." Qinghan spoke first. She was afraid that if she listened to her mother, she would not have the courage to continue.
"Alright, you go first." Qinghan's mother smiled and nodded at her.
"I want to explain to you what happened between me and Liu Chuanfeng yesterday. A few days ago, he said that if my class won the basketball match, we would go out and play together on Saturday. In the end, my class really won, so we went out to play together.”Qinghan didn't know what to do when he said this. He hurriedly drank a mouthful of milk to cheer himself up.
"The second thing, I've decided to let you and Ken go to the United States.”Xiao Luo saw the shock in his mother's eyes and smiled. He mustered his courage and continued," Liu Chuanfeng is right. I shouldn't stop you from pursuing your own happiness. Everyone has the right to be happy. Because I love you, I hope you will be happy."”Xiao Luo's mother finally broke down in tears. Xiao Luo's eyes were also filled with tears, but he held them back." You don't have to worry about me. I can take care of myself now. If you feel guilty, you can live happily over there. That way, I'll be happy too.”Tears still flowed down silently.
Xiao Luo exhaled." This is the last thing. Mom, I apologize to you. I was too willful in the past and made you sad. I'm sorry."”At this point, Qinghan no longer had the strength to continue. Tears flowed down his face.
"Xiao Luo, I'm sorry for not treating you well in the past. And now, I have to leave you behind and go to such a far place. I'm sorry. It's my fault.”Xiao Luo rushed over and hugged his mother." Mom, don't say anymore. We'll be fine and happy in the future."”After missing out on so much, Xiao Luo felt very warm to be able to return to his mother's embrace. He remembered that when he was young, his mother would often hold him outside the door and watch the stars. His mother's embrace was always warm and had the magic to make people feel at ease. That must be the magic of maternal love.
The meal was spent in each other's tears and confidences. It had been five years since they came here, and this was the first time they had eaten without any estrangement. In the past, they had lost their way in the past and had forgotten what love looked like.
"Xiao Luo, let's go shopping later.”His mother shouted at Qinghan, who was washing the dishes.
"But I still have to look after the shop.”Qinghan wiped his forehead with his hand. The foam from the dishes stuck to his head.
"Stupid child, the foam is stuck to your head. Auntie Chen is in charge of the shop. Have you forgotten?”
"Oh right, hehe, I really forgot. Alright then, let's go in a while.”
"Qinghan, you said something really strange.”
"What's wrong?" Qinghan asked curiously as he poked his head out of the kitchen.
"Sigh, I'm such a smart mother. How could I have such a stupid daughter like you?”His mother stuck out her tongue at him. With her playful appearance and delicate face, she looked very young.
"Mom, how could you do this? If you say I'm stupid, you'll lose face. If you say I'm smart in the future, haha, I'm the smartest child.”Qinghan said shamelessly.
"Oh right, Mommy forgot." Xiao Luo's mother patted her head." Our Xiao Luo is the smartest child. That was why her mother was the smartest mother. Xixi could do it now.”
The dark clouds outside the window gradually dispersed as Xiao Luo and his mother laughed. It was as if their hearts were slowly getting closer. The sun peeked out of the clouds and shone into Xiao Luo's home, coating the warmth of the moment with a golden coat. It was like a solid wall that no one could disturb.
"Xiao Luo, look at how beautiful this pink dress is. You usually wear white clothes, so you should change it occasionally.”His mother pushed him into the dressing room. When he entered, his mother whispered to the closed door," Xiao Luo, forgive your selfishness. I can only do this much for you. I'm really not a good mother."”Tears of self-blame quietly flowed down.
When Xiao Luo came back after changing his clothes, he saw tears at the corner of his mother's eyes." Mom, why are you crying?”
"Stupid child, why are you crying for no reason? It's sand in your eyes. So stupid, go to the mirror and see if it looks good.”
"Your daughter is as beautiful as you. This dress suits her very well.”The salesperson next to her was busy saying good things to Qinghan's mother. There was no parent in the world who didn't want others to praise their child.
"Haha, thank you. We'll buy this one. Please help us wrap it up.”Qinghan's mother said cheerfully.
"Xiao Luo, let's go over there and take a look.”Before Qinghan could answer, his mother had already pulled him away.
"Mom, slow down. I'm so tired. Let's rest for a while." Xiao Luo was a little puzzled." I don't usually see Mom exercising. How come she's not tired after walking such a long distance? Is shopping really a woman's nature?"”
"Xiao Luo, look, there's ice cream over there. It's like the one we had a long time ago.”When Qinghan heard that there was food, he hurriedly followed. "Mom, it's true. I want my milk flavor. Hoho, my favorite.”Qinghan looked at the ice cream in front of her and thought of the old days. Every time after school, she would go to the roadside ice cream with Wenwen. They both liked milky ice cream. Sometimes there was only one left, but Wenwen would always give it to her.
"Qinghan, do you still remember Wenwen? I miss him. You should invite him home for dinner in the future.”Qinghan's mother would smile when she thought of the cute boy. "In my heart, he is my future son-in-law. It's a pity that his mother brought him back to the city to live. Otherwise, you might have become a couple now.”
"Mom, what are you talking about?" Qinghan said shyly, but Liu Chuanfeng's gentle eyes and smile scared him so much that he shook his head.
After the ice cream, Qinghan and his mother went to eat their favorite egg fried rice. Then, they continued to shop on the street with their full stomachs. "Xiao Luo, do you know? In the past, I really wanted to take you shopping and hold hands with you like this, but every time the words were about to come out of my mouth, I took them back. Mom, you're really useless. It was a very small wish, but it took a few years to realize.”At this point, Qinghan's mother could not help but feel a little melancholic, and the atmosphere became a little sad.
"Mom, aren't we here now? Although it's a little late, we don't have any regrets, right?”Xiao Luo saw that his mother was a little sad and quickly comforted her. In fact, she also wanted to be like this. It was just that they had both disguised themselves, making each other feel insecure and naturally not dare to touch each other easily.
However, Qinghan knew that the past was no longer important. What was important was the present. "Mom, look, there seems to be a shop selling puppies over there. Let's go and take a look.”Xiao Luo was afraid that his mother would be sad, so he quickly dragged her away.
"Mom, look at how cute that puppy is.”Qinghan pointed at a white puppy.
"Then let's buy it and bring it home." Seeing that Qinghan liked it so much, her mother decided to buy a puppy to accompany her so that Qinghan wouldn't be lonely after she left.
"Alright," Qinghan watched happily as the puppy seller carried the white puppy out of the cage.
When the puppy was held in Qinghan's arms, it stuck out its little tongue and licked Qinghan's hand." Mom, look. It seems to like me very much.”Qinghan's eyes narrowed into a line as he smiled.
Thus, the two of them and the dog went home together, returning to their warmest place and the place they could not bear to part with.
After dinner, Qinghan ran to his mother's room and insisted on sharing a bed with her. "Mom, Xiao Bai is already asleep (the puppy I bought in the afternoon). He seems to be very full. "Then let's sleep too, hehe." Qinghan giggled when he saw the stars outside the window. In her heart, she secretly said, Xingxing, I'm very happy now. Thank you.”
"What are you laughing at?" Seeing Qinghan's silly face, her mother patted her head gently.
"I'm thanking the stars for reflecting our current happiness.”Qinghan looked at his mother with sparkling eyes. Perhaps this was the light of happiness.
The mother and daughter snuggled up to each other on the bed, holding hands. They had never felt at ease and calm before. Qinghan turned to look at his mother. He had been looking at her beautiful face for so many years, but he still didn't get tired of it. She was still as beautiful as ever. "Mom, maybe in a few days, I'll be the only one left in this house. At that time, I'll wonder if you're happy. You must be very happy and forget all the pain that Dad has caused you.”
"Xiao Luo, don't be afraid after Mom leaves. You have to be well on your own. If you're sad, Mom's heart will ache too.”In the same room, the blessings of two people, although they were only praying in their hearts, their hearts were real. Under the protection of the stars, a beautiful day came to an end. Everything was silent but emotional.
Even if you're not by my side, I still wish you well. Only then will I feel at ease.
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