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Love is to make the other party feel happy, not to make the other party feel pitiful. Xia Xin tried his best to put on a strong front, but he couldn't hide the fact that his wound was getting bigger by the day. Roland felt it too. However, her heart had become wild. She could no longer love someone with her heart. The man's betrayal and torture made her want to play with her life. This was also a form of revenge for him. Although she was the one who suffered in the end, she could not turn back.
Amoi deeply pitied Roland's situation. She wanted to give her one last hand. For the sake of love, she could throw away her pride. She was willing to do anything to make the person she loved happy. First of all, she proposed to visit her and talk to her face to face, but Roland refused. Roland said that he had been busy with work recently and couldn't calm down to accompany her. She even said that Xia Xin didn't care about her, so why would he look at her out of pity?
"From the day I accepted you and fell in love with you, I only loved you! Loving you, there can't be any pity in it.”Xia Xin wrote to Roland. Although he had sympathized with her when he first met her, ever since he fell in love with her, he felt that his love was the source of happiness, so he did not need sympathy anymore! She revealed her inner world and said that she had fallen into a depressed state because of her fickleness. He was just afraid that she would worry, be sad, and feel guilty, so he hid all his sadness so that love would not become a burden to her. In the letter, Amoi told Roland affectionately," She loved her and did not pursue her past. She only hoped that the two of them would treat each other sincerely and pity each other. If Roland still loved her, she would still be waiting for her, waiting for her to get out of her unfortunate marriage. Whether it was now or tomorrow, she was willing to hold her hand and share the same boat with her…Xia Xin wrote passionately and seriously, writing his own expectations, hopes, pain, sadness, deep love for her, and yearning for tomorrow's life. Finally, she said,
"But if you no longer love me, I will not stop you from pursuing happiness. If you think that there is someone who can make you feel happier than me, I will withdraw from your life and no longer be your lover. If you want, we can still be friends. Be a lover or a friend, please decide. I'll wait for your answer.”
If he dragged it out like this, he would rather die than live. It was better to end it. Even if he were to die, he wanted to die a quick death. Xia Xin wanted to laugh, but tears flowed out of his eyes. How she wished that her affectionate call could bring Roland's heart back!
The long letter was sent out, but the next day, there was only a two-sentence reply: "I don't know how to answer. Please let me think.”Roland was still very confused, not knowing what he wanted. She couldn't bear to part with Xia Xin's deep affection, but she didn't want to give up on the opportunity to seek pleasure. This made her feel ashamed, so she said to Xia Xin over the phone,"If you have a good one by your side, find another one…"
"Find one?" Xia Xin's heart shattered! She only repeated those words mechanically and did not say anything else. She didn't know what Roland said after that, but she felt that her eyes and heart were blank. "Then what about the promise you once made to me, the vow to be together for the rest of our lives?”After a while, she struggled to ask.
"I don't know." " I'm sorry," Roland said in confusion.
Forget it! Since there was no eternity, why bother! Xia Xin finally gritted his teeth and stopped the sadness in his heart. He said softly,""Alright, then let's be friends.”Then, she gently put the phone away. Since all the true feelings could not call her back, it was better to let her go.
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