5
"On the way from the airport to the city, we saw green trees and flowers scattered on the roadside. Everywhere was full of vitality! You should come to Guangzhou from the cold Hubei to experience it. Perhaps your state of mind can really change!”
Xia Xin smiled bitterly as he read Xia Tian's message. If a change of environment could change one's state of mind, it would be great if things in the world could be so simple. But no matter what, in the face of this enthusiastic invitation, she still replied to the message: "Thank you! I'll think about it. Maybe I'll go.”His tone was like the sky in front of him, filled with helplessness and heaviness.
Xia Tian was sent to Guangzhou by her unit to study for a month. When she saw that the winter in Guangzhou was as warm as spring, she strongly invited Xia Xin,""Come out for a walk. Anyway, if you're not happy at home, maybe you'll be happy when you're out. How do you know if you don't try?"
This was a strange season. It was not even November yet, but it was actually very cold. His heart seemed to be frozen, and he could not relax no matter how hard he tried. Sometimes, it was so stuffy that he almost could not breathe. Instead of dying of depression, it was better to go out for a walk. Who knew what would happen? Perhaps the heavens would open their eyes and let her feel better! Xia Xin was tempted and decided to go to Guangzhou.
However, people who were in a desperate situation, even if they went on a trip, could not muster up much energy and would have the thought of giving up at any time. The ups and downs of love, especially Roland's betrayal, had completely changed Amoi's beliefs. He had been a firm believer of truth, kindness, and beauty, but now he no longer believed in anything and was not interested in anything. He felt like a walking corpse, living like a shadow. His heart and soul had been crushed in reality, leaving only a shell.
She hated herself for being like this.
Although she was extremely depressed, she still wanted to break free.
Since the other party doesn't care about you anymore, why do you still want to be buried with someone who doesn't care about you?
Xia Xin warned himself again and again, trying to break free from the haze that tightly wrapped around him.
Since promises and true feelings are not important, what else is worth looking forward to and searching for?
But no matter what, he had to survive!
"I've been arranged to stay in a single room. Come, eat and live with me. Although it's a little shabby, it's convenient. I believe you'll be happy.”Xia Tian sent another invitation on QQ.
"Aren't you afraid of being disappointed?" Xia Xin asked. After experiencing too many joys and sorrows, she had no hope for anything.
"No, I won't be disappointed.”
"I'm a patient. I need your care and help.”Xia Xin was very worried about his own situation.
[[:)] I don't treat you as a patient.”Xia Tian smiled.
"I am a patient." Xia Xin did not hide his depression and continued to remind him,"You have to be careful and patient."
"I don't think so. I can only do what I can.”
"My personality is sometimes temperamental. You have to bear with it.”Xia Xin told her everything that might happen to him.
Xia Tian did not take it seriously."When I'm happy, I'll share it with you. When I'm angry, I close my eyes. Is this okay?" Seeing that she was overly worried, he couldn't help but tease her."It's not like I'm carrying a heavy burden. I should be able to bear it, right?"
"What about when you scold people? What about when you cry?"
"You're still scolding people? Hehe, I'm afraid!" Xia Tian laughed out loud."When you cry, I'll wipe your tears. You better not cry. It's so ugly when you cry, haha!”
"You're an adult, but I'm a child.”Xia Xin also smiled and felt gratified." Not bad, someone coaxed you."”
"Hehe, that's right. Aren't you just a child? Why are you asking me so many questions?”This situation was just like his inquisitive two-year-old son. Xia Tian could not help but laugh at the thought.
However, Xia Xin still had many misgivings. He said that he was a big problem and asked Xia Tian to prepare for the worst.
"I don't have any hope. Why would I be disappointed?”"To me, your arrival here will only bring me surprises," Xia Tian said sincerely.”
"Surprise? This is your dream. Be careful of the disappointment after you wake up from your dream." Who knew what he would do if he was entangled by the terrible melancholy? Xia Xin was worried. He didn't want to scare her.
"Hehe, it seems that I should be more worried. What are you worried about? I don't understand! Haha."
"You are a child, I have the responsibility to remind you.”
"I'm the mother of a child." Xia Tian emphasized that he was no longer a child.
"This is called timely risk education," said Xia Xin.”
" This is the first time I've heard of a risk education session when friends meet." Xia Tian protested. Can't people face each other sincerely? Sigh! It seems that you still treat me as a stranger and say that you understand my heart. Sigh, sigh!"
"The stock market is risky. There was a risk in meeting online friends, so they had to be educated.”In this era, there were too many netizens who were deceived. Xia Xin didn't care about the other party's sighs. He just wanted to say what he wanted to say. Anyway, he was someone who did not care about his life or death. There was no risk to worry about. However, the other party was, after all, a little girl who had never experienced the world. It was necessary to remind her.
Xia Tian was saddened by her words."I don't play the stock market." He spoke so seriously, clearly treating himself as an outsider. He couldn't help but say dejectedly,"Forget it. Then he would be fooled. At least I've always treated you as a friend.”
"We're friends," Xia Xin quickly replied.”
"What's the risk?" Xia Tian was angry.”
"I can't joke around," Xia Xin could only smile.”In the end, he made up his mind and said,
"Alright, I'll buy the tickets tomorrow and go there on Saturday.”
"Alright, I'll wait for you." Xia Tian's tensed heart finally relaxed as he smiled.
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