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"Didn't you want to find your cheerful self? Why did he make things worse?”Xia Tian consoled her with a pained expression,"Since you already know that there was sunshine in the past, you should let yourself be sunny."?”
"But the inexplicable melancholic old man will come without us knowing." Xia Xin sighed.”
"Is it because you want too much, or because you don't want anything?" Xia Tian asked.”：
"I have no desires," Xia Xin affirmed.
"Last time, I heard you say that you have no desires. How can you achieve that?!”She said,"Usually, only you can be depressed and torture yourself. The reason why Melancholy could disturb him was because he was thinking.”
"I didn't want this to happen.”
"If you can't find something you like, it means that you have something to ask for!”
Xia Xin said frankly,"I hope that I have desires!"”If she had desires, she wouldn't be so sad, and she wouldn't be so uninterested in everything. In this situation, she wanted to cry but had no tears!
"Actually, we all have something to ask for. We're all ordinary people. He just lost his way for a moment and couldn't find what he was seeking. This was the problem. Since he knew where the problem was, he would find a solution to it. In fact, our lives are not necessarily meaningful. From birth to death is just a process.”
Since it was just a process from birth to death, and he often couldn't find his direction and lived in misery, what was the point of this process? Xia Xin watched as she typed out each sentence and kept talking. In the end, he didn't say anything to refute her. He only said,"Maybe you're right. Sometimes I don't understand how you can have such a deep understanding?”
"No one can be sure what tomorrow will be like. Life is as fragile as glass." After Xia Tian finished speaking, he suddenly understood."Actually, you know all this.”
" Yes." Xia Xin sighed." Understood."”It was because he understood all the principles but was unable to jump out that he had no desires to the point where he only wanted to give up his life.
"You just can't face it, right?"”
"I've been facing it all along." "I just don't know what to face," she said.”
"Facing every moment of life.”Xia Tian felt defeated when he saw Xia Xin's silence. He could not help but mock himself."Nonsense."
Xia Xin smiled and didn't reply. Although she understood all the principles and often used articles to explain these principles, when she faced the unbearable weight in her life, she was completely lost. However, she still insisted on listening to it, not letting herself be too immersed in the depression of decadence.
Xia Tian continued to persuade him,"Perhaps people often live in disguise. That's why we're all living a heavy life. Because he had too many things to consider, he didn't know what kind of life he wanted to live. I once tried to find the meaning of life…"
"Not exactly. I have nothing to worry about now." Xia Xin interrupted her.”She didn't pretend, nor did she have anything to worry about, but she couldn't find the meaning of life. Sigh, why was he talking to her about this? He knew his own worries, and what he said was all about the world, so it was better not to say it. She immediately said,"I'm done talking. I'm going offline."”Regardless of what the other party thought, he went offline. No matter what they talked about, she felt extremely uncomfortable. No words could truly comfort her.
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Xia Tian could only smile helplessly and continued to offer some comforting words before he went back to his work. It was really strange that comforting Xia Xin, accompanying him, and caring for this cold and temperamental person actually exceeded her love for her job. "Hehe, why are you trembling so much?”She laughed at herself. However, when she worked overtime at night, she still missed that lonely and depressed person. She found a song online called " Friend, Don't Cry " and felt that it was very good. She immediately sent it to her-
Is there a window
To keep you from despair
Take a look at the colorful world
It was like a dream
someone crying
someone laughed
someone loses
someone older
The ending is still the same
Is there a love
Can keep you from getting hurt
How much have they accumulated over the years?
To your confidant
What wine can't sober up
What pain can't be forgotten
move forward
It's impossible to look back
Don't cry, my friend
I'm still the home of your heart
Don't cry, my friend
Believe in your own path
World of mortals
There are too many blind and infatuated pursuits
your suffering
I have feelings too
Is there a love
Can keep you from getting hurt
How much have they accumulated over the years?
To your confidant
What wine can't sober up
What pain can't be forgotten
move forward
It's impossible to look back
Don't cry, my friend
I'm still the home of your heart
Don't cry, my friend
Believe in your own path
World of mortals
There are too many blind and infatuated pursuits
your suffering
I have feelings too
Don't cry, my friend
I've always been in the deepest part of your heart
Don't cry, my friend
I'm not lonely with you
sea of humanity
It's rare to have a few true friends
this favor
Please don't not care
sea of humanity
It's rare to have a few true friends
this favor
Please don't not care
After sending the lyrics over, she did not expect Xia Xin to ask her,"Can you sing? Sing it to me with voice." This put Xia Tian in a difficult position! It was the first time Xia Xin had asked her not to sing. She sang in the office. Besides, her voice wasn't that great. In the end, she turned on the voice chat and sang for her. Because the static was too loud, Xia Xin didn't finish listening and turned off the voice chat. For the next few days, Xia Xin disappeared again. No matter what she said to her, there was no response. How was she? Why was there no news? Hopefully, he wouldn't do anything stupid! He was so worried!
Since he could not meet Amoi, Xia Tian could only go to her blog to read her articles again and understand her heart from her articles.?Without the heart-wrenching vicissitudes, Xia Xin's words reflected a positive, calm, and calm attitude towards life. He thought that such a woman would never do anything stupid, so he left another message: "I admire and admire your calm attitude towards life. It just so happens to be very similar to the song I just heard," I Am an Autumn Tree." This is a ray of sunlight that can bring warmth to one's soul. Thank you, thank you for your words, let me learn to be stronger.”He hoped that she would be strong too. He hoped that she would be as strong as her words! Don't do anything stupid in your depression!
" Thank you." Xia Xin finally showed up. She said,"It feels like you don't just read the words, but read the people's hearts."”Sensing Xia Tian's worry, she continued,""I've been staying in a temple on Wudang Mountain for the past few days to think about some things and what to do next.”
"How many days have you been gone?" Xia Tian was delighted to see her."That quiet place is beneficial to you.”
"But my heart is still not at peace."
"Cultivating one's body and mind is still about nurturing. Without the constraints of the secular world, one should be able to clearly understand one's heart. Don't rush, take it slow."
"I saw a couplet today. I can't remember anything else, only half a sentence: There is no birth, no gain."
"There is nothing to be born, and there is nothing to be gained. This should be a realm in Buddhism, right? If he could really comprehend half of the profound meaning, he should be fated with Buddha.”
1 "Hehe." Xia Xin smiled. Since life and death, gain and loss were not important, why should she be obsessed with those feelings that she could not grasp?
"I don't know what to say to you when you smile so calmly.”
"It's very quiet here." Xia Xin looked at the green hills outside the window. A tree was swaying in the wind. The sunlight shone on the open space, and a few birds jumped around freely. There was a kind of tranquility from the world.
"It's good that it's quiet. It suits you."
"How do you know me so well? I don't even know myself yet!"
"I think so." Xia Tian smiled and added," Intuition, hehe, a woman's intuition!"”
"Thank you." "You're really too meticulous." Xia Xin sighed.”
"Haha, you flatter me." Xia Tian was pleased." Otherwise, why do you say that fate is needed between people? We should be considered as one!" Haha." Not only did he have news about her, but he had also talked so much about her. He had even revealed some positive information about her life. She should be able to find him again, right?
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