Struggling Between Giving Up and Staying Behind
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After staying on the mountain for half a month, Xia Xin had thought through many things. A relationship required both parties to work hard. If the other party did not cherish it, she did not want to waste her efforts. She would let go when she needed to. However, just as she was about to let go, Roland suddenly started to care for her again. He asked her not to stay in the temple and to go home as soon as possible. She apologized for her estrangement some time ago. She said that she was too busy with work and was so busy that she was upset. She refused to admit that she was a playboy.
Xia Xin left the temple and returned to Wu Han after being urged by her three times a day. At this moment, a friend reminded Xia Xin that perhaps if the two of them were together, all the conflicts would be resolved. It was inevitable that some accidents would happen when they lived in separate places. She began to consider moving the two of them together. However, Roland didn't like the summer in Hubei. It was too hot. There were too many acquaintances in Nanjing, so he was afraid of being criticized. " Then let's go to Beijing," Xia Xin suggested."There have been magazines in Beijing that have invited me to be their chief editor, and the treatment they give me is not bad.”Roland agreed." We can consider it.”
" You're the marketing director, so it's easy for you to find a new job in Beijing."With our common income and savings, we can buy a house and live together. I believe we will be happy.”
"I want to live with you too.”Roland then declined." But my husband won't let me take my two children…Let me think.”
Xia Xin was speechless. When Roland had pursued her, he had said that he would divorce and marry her within two years and give her a home. Now, two years had passed, and she was still married. She was still tied down by marriage and children, and the situation was no different from before. On the contrary, their relationship was slowly changing…Perhaps people were all in a difficult position. He should give her time to deal with it.
Returning to his home in Hubei, Xia Xin felt a little calmer and less anxious in the face of the troubles of the world. Time flew by like water as he read books at home and drank tea with his friends. Life seemed to have returned to normal. On that day, Xia Xin was reading a gay novel online and did not pay attention to Xia Tian's message. He only saw it after a while and quickly replied,""Sorry, I was reading the text just now."
"What are you so engrossed in?" Xia Tian was curious.
"It's a novel about same-sex love,'Guarding This Life'. It's a love story about two women. It's very beautiful.”
"Oh." Xia Tian was confused. Homosexual?
"Can you accept same-sex love?" Xia Xin asked.”
"Love is a matter between two people. You can understand, right?”Xia Tian did not hide his opinion. "But I feel that it's better for men and women to love each other.”
"Hehe, is that so?" Xia Xin did not hide his opinion." Only the parties involved know whether it's good or bad. I think, whether it's homosexual or heterosexual, as long as there's love, it's beautiful.”
" Mm." Xia Tian smiled gently to show his understanding."Then why don't you send me the 'Guarding This Life', which attracted you?”To be able to attract her, he must have an extraordinary charm.
"It's nothing. It's just that two women in love overcame many difficulties to be together in order to protect this life and protect their love.”Xia Xin didn't send it to her. Instead, he advised her,""You'd better find something you like to read. There's no need to be influenced by me.”After all, same-sex love was not recognized by society, and the journey of love was more difficult and difficult. Since she was a loyal believer of marriage between the opposite sex, she would continue on that broad road. Everyone had their own aspirations and love. It was good to respect each other.
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