Time: 2011-1-1721:16:15 Words: 4125
34. first kiss
The new classrooms were put into use, the new student dormitory area was next to the cafeteria, and the new student group had moved over from Dongfeng Primary School.
When I was preparing for the student registration, Liu Sijia came and brought me her family's food. It was some fried peas, soybeans, fried dough twists, sesame candy, and dried salted fish with black beans. She put it on my table and left.
Zheng Debin also came to the office to look for me and asked why I didn't go to his house. Only then did I know that students actually valued teachers 'visits very much, especially when they went to other people's houses and didn't go to their own. They felt like they were being looked down upon.
I had already learned how to focus on education. I was no longer at a loss about the preparations for the start of school. I had a heart-to-heart talk with the students, especially a smart but spoiled child like Wang Si De. I had some experience in encouraging them.
The new semester has just begun, and the students seem to be more motivated. Now, it's up to me, the form teacher, to guide them.
The students from Dongfeng were organized into a new class, Grade One, Class Three. Teacher Zhou from Dongfeng was the form teacher. Now, we have a new competitor. Zhang Jiuyu had been transferred to be the form teacher of Grade Nine. It turned out that he was a language teacher. His face was full of arrogance, especially his eyes. They seemed to grow on his forehead and looked up at people or the roof.
Something unexpected happened.
Amelia hadn't come to our dormitory to play for a long time. Every time I passed by the principal's house, I would subconsciously peek inside. In the end, I would either find her burning a fire or shaking her nest to coax her brother to sleep. Li Zhuhong also asked,"Why hasn't Zhan Yulian come to our dormitory to play recently?" Did we offend her? Offending the principal's niece was no joke.
Something should have happened that day.
I didn't know what was wrong with me. It was midnight, and I suddenly thought of going out for a walk. Why not just invite Li Zhuhong to go out with her? However, she just wanted to be alone and walk around quietly, think quietly, and look quietly. Maybe. He wanted to meet Wu Aiting like last time, but this time, he met Amelia.
That night, the moon was especially bright. I was a person who liked the moon very much. I didn't know why I liked it. I always thought of when we were young and walked together at night. We would look at the moon in the sky and recite the folk songs from our place:
Moon Ba, come with me
As soon as he reached the Golden Mouth,
You chop meat, I pour wine,
The two of us became friends.
"Golden Mouth is a small town that has existed for a long time by Hudu River. It's a place that we often talk about. It's said that our team's butcher, Cai Dad, worked as a porter at Golden Mouth Dock when he was young. When he just arrived, the local forces there bullied him and asked him to pay protection fees. He refused to pay. In the end, all the people from Golden Mouth came to beat him up. He had learned martial arts before. He used a carrying pole to beat up a street in Golden Mouth. There was only one street in Golden Mouth. Cai Dad saw that there were many people, so he had to fight and retreat." After retreating to a very narrow alley, an old woman upstairs said," We have so many Golden Mouth people, but we can't beat a savage like you." As she spoke, she picked up a can of boiling water and poured it down. Half of Cai's father's body was scalded. After Cai's father escaped and recovered from his injuries, he never went out to do business again. He learned the skill of killing pigs from his master. He killed the pig with one slash. It seemed that he didn't use much strength, but the pig died very quickly. When he was bare-chested, the entire left side of his body was red. That was the mark of being scalded by boiling water.
While I was thinking about these distant things, I had already walked to the Yangma River. I looked at the opposite side of the Yangma River. The trees and houses in the distance were all dark shadows. I suddenly saw someone standing by the river. I panicked.
"Who is it? What do you want?"
These were the words that came out of my mouth. I didn't even think about it. I felt that the person was trying to jump into the river. I took a step forward and grabbed the person. It turned out to be Yu Lian. When she turned around, I lost my balance and fell to the side. Yu Lian also fell on top of me. I wanted to push her away, but she hugged my waist tightly. I said,
"Amelia, stand up. It's not good for others to see.”
She still hugged me tightly. After a while, she pulled her hand out and hugged my neck, pressing her lips against mine. I haven't kissed a woman before, so I don't know what to do. Amelia seemed to know a lot more than me as she kissed my lips passionately.
I was really shocked, but slowly, I was infected. I hugged her tightly and took the initiative. Once I took the initiative, she was passive and no longer so passionate as to let me kiss her.
I don't know how long that first kiss was. It felt like ten thousand years. I felt like I had gone through dozens of seasons.
When I was exhausted, I let go of her, but she hugged my waist tightly. I said,
"Amelia, it's too late. Go back. Otherwise, your aunt will find out.”
She didn't say a word, completely unlike her usual self. Normally, she should call me "Brother Su Ning" affectionately and then say endless things. This made me helpless. I could only say,
"Amelia, this is wrong. It might be a crime.”
I remembered that year when we went home after watching a movie and climbed over the embankment of the safe zone, we found two people hugging each other by the embankment. Ersheng said, Look, it's a man hugging a woman and biting her! While we were watching, a car suddenly turned on its headlights. A few people who were lying in ambush rushed forward and took the man and woman away. Since I was young, I've known that men and women who are in love will be caught and thrown into prison. At this time, I still hadn't gotten rid of the shadow of that old era. However, I knew that I liked women, especially beautiful women. I always wanted to take a few more glances at them. It would be great if I could hold a woman's hand.
However, I realized that I was a real Lord Ye. When the dragon really came, I was terrified and looked forward. Now, the beautiful Jade Lotus was already lying in my arms, but I had an unknown fear. Although I had kissed her passionately just now, I immediately woke up. I pushed her away, stood up, and walked to the shore. The bright moonlight shone over. Yu Lian climbed up and held my arm. The moonlight shone on her face, making her look particularly pale. She looked at me and said the first sentence,
"Brother Su Ning, I miss you every day. I'm going crazy..."
I realized that she was so small and said,
"You're still so young. You shouldn't have such feelings. What I did to you just now was also wrong. Amelia, let's talk about it later, okay?”
She tightened her grip on my arm.
"I just want to. I have to order myself not to want to. I just thought that I would be satisfied if you hugged me. Brother Su Ning, can you hug me again?”
I pushed her hands away and held her shoulders.
"Amelia, you're still young. If I have sex with you, I'll go to jail. Let's talk about it when we grow up, okay?”
She threw herself into my arms and leaned her face against my chest.
"Alright…"
Finally, I persuaded her and watched her enter the door from a distance under the shade of a tree. Only then did I walk towards my dormitory.
Lying on the bed and repeating what happened just now, I couldn't help but feel terrified. I hugged the principal's niece in my arms and kissed her. Besides, she's the principal's child. She's helping her take care of her child. If she doesn't have a job, are you going to marry her? What if Amelia tells her aunt about our relationship and Zhan Qiuxiang wants me to marry her? Wasn't that what Department Director Ning had said about returning to the old society and suffering twice? If that was the case, she might as well agree to her father's request and marry that tailor lover. At least he still had skills…
What was I thinking? Wasn't he a person with ideals and aspirations? He had originally thought of finding a bosom friend who understood literature. The two of them could talk about novels, prose, poetry, and writing together. It was just like what Teacher Dong had said when he was studying in the teacher's school. Li Qingzhao and Zhao Mingcheng were lovey-dovey. They would even bet on who could memorize the poems accurately when drinking tea. That was what a bosom friend was. What was Yulian? She didn't even graduate from junior high school and didn't like studying. Oh right, if she did, she wouldn't have given up on school…
I started criticizing myself again. Didn't she leave school because of that teacher's harassment? This was not Amelia's fault. Didn't Amelia borrow books from him to study?
Just like that, she flipped over on the bed until the sound of a chicken crowing in the distance. Only then did she fall asleep in a daze.
"What I was worried about didn't happen. The principal didn't look for me. That means that Amelia didn't tell the principal about us. I sat at my desk, thinking about my thoughts. I regretted my recklessness. I actually took the initiative to kiss Amelia. This was an unforgivable mistake. I ordered myself not to look at Amelia again…
"Zhang Su Ning, your class seems to have changed a lot this semester.”
I didn't seem to hear Wu Aiting's words. She stood behind me and shook my chair before I came back to my senses from hell.
"What are you thinking about? You're so engrossed in it. You're ignoring him when he's talking to you!”
I asked,
"What did you say?"
Wu Aiting said to Teacher Zhou,
"Teacher Zhou, I'm so concerned about his class, but he acts as if nothing has happened. Do you think such a person has a conscience?”
I could only apologize.
"I was wrong, okay?"
"That won't do! What kind of apology is this?"
After talking for a long time, I remembered that the Wu Aiting in my heart was so clear and cute. Why was I so confused to get together with Yulian?
When I returned to the dormitory at noon, I didn't know that I had become even more taciturn than before. Wu Aiting came to our dormitory and took out a notebook.
" I gave my salary to my mother when I first received my salary. My mother saved it up for me. I kept asking her for money to buy things. In the end, after half a year, I only saved 120 yuan. My mother gave me a passbook with zero deposit and withdrawal. I save 10 yuan every month, which is 120 yuan a year. There's also 5 yuan interest. It's very worth it. She told me to save twenty yuan every month, which would be two hundred and sixty yuan a year. She said that I kept asking her for money and that she wouldn't save it for me. She told me to save my own dowry.”
Only then did I know that there was such a thing as saving money in the bank. I thought about my clothes. Didn't I already save more than 100 yuan? I should deposit it in the bank, so I asked,"
"Which bank should I go to?"
Li Zhuhong said,
"Everywhere is fine. There is an industrial and commercial bank next to the guest house.”
Wu Aiting continued,
"I saw it when I went to the Xinhua Bookstore. It's better for us to save money ourselves. Otherwise, if we spend all the money, we won't be able to use it in the future.”
Although I thought about saving money, I was still deeply immersed in Yulian's thoughts. I didn't know what Li Zhuhong went out to do. Wu Aiting was sitting on my stool and flipping through my diary. I didn't seem to see it. She said,
"Zhang Su Ning, why haven't you written anything in the past two days?”
Only then did I remember that I didn't write in my diary that night, and I didn't write for the next two days. Amelia's question had made me so fascinated that I seemed to have forgotten what I should have done. When Wu Aiting left, she said,
"Zhang Su Ning, I took your diary to read.”
I nodded noncommittally. When she took it away, I regretted it. Did she write something good about Yu Lian or something bad about Wu Aiting that made her suspicious? If that was the case, how was he going to get close to her?
It was in this kind of torture that I muddled through day after day. I didn't look at Amelia, but I seemed to feel a pair of eyes staring at me at the principal's door, making me, a selfish guy, curl up into a ball. I felt that Amelia had already seen through my dirty heart and despised me. I feel a little better. This way, I won't feel guilty.
That day, I was teaching in the classroom when I suddenly found Yulian hanging clothes on the hill in our dormitory. I was puzzled. Wasn't Yulian hanging clothes at her door? Why did she have to run to Wu Aiting's door?
After class, I hurried back to the dormitory and found that my dirty clothes were gone. When I went to the door, I saw that the row of clothes that Yu Lian had dried was mine.
I was instantly flustered and exasperated. I wanted to talk to Amelia, but I ran to the principal's door. I was afraid that the teachers in the office next door would hear me, so I could only return to the office and pretend to work. Actually, I had been thinking about how to tell Amelia to stop doing this. When I returned to the dormitory at night, I couldn't think of a good idea. When Li Zhuhong pushed the door open and entered, I realized that our door was locked. Why not lock it? With the door locked, Amelia could not enter. Just as she was thinking about it, Amelia came in with the child in her arms. Li Zhuhong said,
"Zhan Yulian, it seems like you haven't come to our dormitory to play for a long time. Did we offend you?”
Amelia teased the child and said,
"My younger brother has caught a cold. I have to take good care of him. Otherwise, my aunt will scold me again. You little girl, running around and making your younger brother sick!”
The child started crying. Amelia carried him in her arms and walked out.
"Little brother, be good. Don't cry. Crying will affect Teacher Li and Teacher Zhang's studies. Let's go out and play, okay?”
I heard Yu Lian call me "Teacher Zhang" for the first time. This should be a deliberate pretentious language after we had a further relationship. Li Zhuhong didn't seem to feel it because Yu Lian called me "Teacher Li" first. However, I knew what she meant. However, I don't really love Amelia. I just couldn't help but kiss her. How should I explain it?
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