preamble
If choosing the army is your faith, then loving you is my faith.
It has been three years, three years. I am finally here. I can finally set foot on this land again. This land that has haunted me, this land that has allowed my lover to rest in peace. Four years ago, I came with a heart full of longing, with my heart filled with love, to be united with you and stay on this land. It's our dream. Three years ago, I left because I wanted to complete the mission you gave me and give birth to our child. However, after we parted, it became a farewell.
Wu Bing sent someone to pick us up. Dad and brother accompanied me and took care of the two children. I can't remember how many times I've told my children that Daddy is far away. I'll take you to see him when you're three years old. My son, Xixi, always asked me why my father didn't come back to see us. I said that Daddy is hardworking. He was a soldier, of course he had to obey orders. His son nodded in understanding. I lied to them again and again. As a mother, I shouldn't lie to my children, but how am I supposed to tell them that their father went to heaven on the day they were born? How could I be so cruel? You're still alive, and you've always lived in our hearts. He never left. Even if you leave, it will only be for a short time. How can you bear to see me sad? How can you bear to see the child cry and look for his father everywhere?
When they passed by the foot of the Potala Palace, they saw people kowtowing. They stuck their whole bodies to the ground, as if they could feel the pulse of Mother Earth, listen to the beating of their hearts and the call of God. Perhaps we don't understand what they are thinking? Perhaps they were not thinking about anything and were just doing an eternal ritual? I saw nothing but piety in their eyes.
Wu Bing wants us to go to the regimental headquarters, but I say we should go directly to their camp! He's waiting for us there. At my insistence, Wu Bing drove me and the child while my father and brother sat in another car. When I arrived at the entrance of the camp, I couldn't control my tears anymore. Looking at the familiar camp and seeing the soldiers I was once familiar with, my tears flowed like a fountain. I asked Wu Bing to bring me to the house we used to live in, his office. Those familiar scenes appeared in front of my eyes one by one. In our former house, all his things were still neatly placed, as if he hadn't gone far. I couldn't stay in my room anymore. I cried in my room. Perhaps this was the only way to vent my longing for him for the past three years. They tactfully retreated. I didn't know how long I cried. I knew that I had to go and see him. He must be waiting for me. He must be saying to me,"Little girl, you're here. I miss you." Thank you for taking such good care of our baby.”When I opened the door, all the soldiers of their battalion were standing at the door."Salute. Hello, sister-in-law." Her greeting made me burst into tears again. I could hear their cries, I could see the tears in their eyes. These seven feet tall men, who said they didn't understand love? It's just that you never understood them. I bowed to them speechlessly and left without looking back. I heard a voice saying," Battalion Commander, take care. Sister-in-law, take care." It resounded throughout the entire camp.
They arrived at the back of the mountain, the place where he had slept. He had once said that many of their good brothers and comrades were buried here. He said that if one day he sacrificed himself, he hoped to be buried with them. At that time, I even said that he was stupid. He was still far from remembering it. However, he did not expect that a joke would actually become a reality. He could finally be with his brothers now. "Xixi, Ge Ge, come and call daddy.”He didn't know why. These two children did not have any reaction when they reached the plateau at such a young age. Perhaps their father was blessing them! "Mommy, why is daddy lying here? It's so cold here! Isn't Daddy cold? If I call Daddy, will Daddy hear me?”Xixi held Ge Ge's hand and called her 'daddy', making us adults cry like rain. I think he must have heard it, he must have heard it. In front of his tombstone, there was an eight-petal Gesang flower. There were many Gesang flowers around their tombstone. "Mom, what kind of flower is this? It's so beautiful. Should I pick some for you? I want to weave them into a wreath and wear them on my head.”Ge Ge looked at me with her big eyes. "Sure! Can you get uncle to make it up for you? Uncle made it up very well." My brother sensibly pulled the two of them to the side. They wanted to leave this time for Shangguan Qiang and me. I used a handkerchief to wipe his tombstone over and over again, as if it was his face. I knew that his comrades would often come to visit them. They would take good care of their deceased brothers. In their eyes, brothers were more important than anything else.
"Hubby, I'm here. I brought the two children to see you. Don't blame me. For the past three years, I've always wanted to see you. The children are too young. I'm afraid that they won't be able to accept the highland climate. It seems that I've thought too much. They're originally the descendants of the highland soldiers. Children are cute! You gave them all their names. In the future, I'll bring them to visit you every year. That way, you won't be lonely. When they grow up, I'll settle down here and accompany you to watch the sunrise and sunset. At that time, don't say that I'm old and nag!”
Some people say that the west is the sky, Tibet is the temple, Tibet is heaven, and heaven is Tibet. Some people say that Tibet is water, the water of the gods. Drinking it will make you live a peaceful and auspicious life. Tibet, whose past are you? The snow on the Himalayas glistened on the land of Tibet. Would the Gesang plum flowers on the snowy mountain still be as fragrant as before?
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