I'm in your life
I'm willing to be a Gesang flower at the foot of a snowy mountain
Forever in the place where you are stationed
waiting for you
Watching over you
for ever
1
In a city in the north, the Mei family was decorated with lanterns and streamers. Today was Old Master Mei's 90th birthday. The children and grandchildren of the Mei family were all greeting the guests. Only I was sitting in a room in a daze. That lively world did not belong to me. Only this small world in this room truly belonged to me. " I don't have to hide all my worries and feelings. I can laugh and cry, because in this family, I always feel that I'm just an extra. It was enough for the Mei family to have the Mei Yu Army. I'm just a substitute, not even a substitute.
In fact, I, who was born in the 1980s, liked Qiong Yao and San Mao. He liked to play the guitar, travel, and even make a cup of tea in the dead of night to write. He liked to go to a coffee shop alone to drink a kind of coffee called cappuccino. There was a little bit of a petty capitalist sentiment, but there was no petty capitalist sentiment. There was only a kind of sadness, but there was no touching.
Just as I was in a daze, there was a knock on the door. A petite figure flashed in! This is my second uncle's child. He always looked like he was in a hurry. It always made people feel depressed and helpless.
"Sister, it's so fun downstairs. Why are you still in your room? Grandpa asked you to come downstairs?" I rolled my eyes helplessly. He looked like he couldn't be bothered with her. "Sister, let me tell you, brother's best friend is here. It's the brother who often came to our house when he was young.”Yushan smiled at me evilly. "I'm going downstairs. Change your clothes and come down quickly. Don't make everyone wait anxiously.”
Yushan was Second Uncle Mei Yongjiang's child. Back then, Second Aunt had a difficult labor and died. Second Uncle was afraid that Yushan would be wronged, so he never got married again. That was why Yushan was so fearless. In fact, sometimes, I really want to be like her, living so freely and truly. He wouldn't feel tired all day and live with a mask on. He was really tired.
I forced myself to go downstairs when Yushan said that Brother Xiaoqiang was here too. There was laughter and singing everywhere, but there was no place for me. I tried my best to find him, but I couldn't find him. Yushan was running around like a little monkey. Her brother always followed behind her father to discuss business with the guests. As the only male in the family and the only heir to the family business, it was his responsibility.
I walked over to greet Grandpa. I had to celebrate his birthday later, so I had no choice but to wait in the living room with a drink. I looked around the living room. I really wanted to see him, but I was afraid to see him. The person I had dreamed of since I was young. Didn't Yushan say that he was here? Why can't I see it? I've been looking everywhere. But I didn't find her. Maybe fate didn't come. Maybe we really weren't fated! He won't fall for a little girl like me. But I kept dreaming that he was holding my hand and strolling on the Potala Palace Square. Like those devout Buddhists, he was baptizing his soul. To see the magical river, Namtso.
"Hey, Xiao He, why did you come down so late? What are you doing in the room? She didn't miss me! Hahaha…" Hearing this familiar voice, I knew he was here. He was still as carefree and humorous as before, but there was a hint of sadness on his face. Looking at him, my heart inexplicably ached. He suppressed the urge in his heart. "Long time no see. Why are you here? Are you on vacation?”I asked.
"No, I just happened to be here to study, so I received a call from Yu Jun to know about the old man's birthday, so I came over. I haven't seen you guys in a long time, so I came to see you. How was it? Year three, right? She was still nervous about her studies. However, you should be fine, right?" he said. I carefully sized up this man again. I really didn't dare to imagine that the man I had missed day and night was right in front of me. He was still so calm, masculine, and humorous.
"Aiyo, Brother Xiaoqiang, why didn't you bring your beautiful wife back? When I heard from my brother that you were married, I was sad for a long time! I just want to see if your wife is prettier than me. Otherwise, why didn't you wait for me to grow up?”Yushan pretended to be sad, which made us all laugh.
"Third Brother, you've grown up and become prettier. Why do you keep asking these questions and not tell you? In the future, you're not allowed to make fun of me. Otherwise, I'll get angry." Watching the two of them banter, I felt as if I had returned to the first time he came to my house.
I was only eight years old that year, and Yushan was five. He was my brother's classmate and best friend in university, so he would come back to my house with my brother every Saturday for four years. His house was in a faraway village, and my grandfather liked him very much. I once heard from my mother that if my brother was a girl, he would definitely marry her to Shangguan Qiang. He was a reliable boy. So I'll remember that if she's not married when I grow up, I'll definitely marry her. I believe in my mother's judgment. But will he wait for me? Wait for me to grow up?
At that time, Yushan and I kept pestering him to play with us, making my brother jealous. He called me Xiao He and Yushan Xiao San.
However, no one knew that he had joined the army after graduating from university and went to the distant Tibetan Plateau. From then on, we rarely interacted with each other. Every time, we would only hear from my brother that he was doing well there. He had been promoted, got married, was about to have a child, and so on. I don't know why, but every time I feel this, my heart feels an inexplicable pain. It was painful.
"Xiao He, how are you doing? I'll give you my phone number. Call me if you need anything. I might study here for a year.”He took out a small note and handed it to me. But Yushan snatched it away. "Brother Xiaoqiang, you're too biased. You gave it to sister and not me.”
" Little San, what's wrong with you? You can come and see me with Xiao He." Seeing Shangguan Qiang looking at Yu Shan with pity, I don't know why my heart hurt again. "Tsk, stop pretending. You want me to see you, right? I can't be bothered with you.”Yushan's words made us blush. I don't know if he understands my heart. However, he had already occupied my heart. "Don't mind it, Brother Qiang. Yushan always talks like this.”Shangguan Qiang gave me a knowing smile.
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