When I woke up again, I heard my mother crying. My father and brother were both there. Grandpa was sitting beside me and holding my hand. When he saw that I had woken up, he turned his face away happily. He was clearly wiping something. I saw the tears in Grandpa's eyes. Will Grandpa cry for me? Was that even possible? Would this cold-blooded killer, who was once famous in the business world, cry for me? My eyes must be playing tricks on me because he has never looked at me properly since I was young. Was that even possible? Everything was just an illusion. Perhaps it was really a dream! If this is really a dream, I would rather sleep for a long time. That way, there will be no pain and no separation.
"Xiao He, are you feeling better? What do you want to eat? Tell me and let Sister Li make it for you. Don't scare us anymore. " Yushan is lying on the bed now. How are we supposed to live like this? Grandpa has just recovered and has been staying here to watch over you. Look at how white Dad's hair is these days. Mom has been crying her heart out these past few days, blaming herself for not taking care of you." Xiao He, you must get better. You must persist. We all love you.”Was that so? Everyone loves me, and this tough brother in my eyes will also cry.
"You guys go and see Yushan. I'll stay here with Xiao He and talk to her.”The others left the ward tactfully. I was also very nervous. What did Dad want to say to me? All these years, I've been avoiding him, and he seems to have treated me as if I didn't exist. It felt awkward. I really don't know if he's my biological grandfather. I was adopted since I was young.
"Xiao He, can you not make me feel so sorry for you? Please forgive me. Actually, we have always loved you. Grandpa has always loved you, but I can't let go of the past. "When you were born, our family was at a low point. Your father was disappointing at that time, and your second uncle was studying abroad. I was busy all day. That day, when your mother was about to give birth to you, your grandmother brought your mother to the hospital. However, when they were about to reach the hospital, the car they were in had an accident. When we arrived, your grandmother passed away. At that time, your mother just gave birth to you, so I couldn't face you all these years." Or rather, I don't have the courage. Because when I see you, I think of your grandmother, the person who lived with me for more than 40 years, the person who accompanied me through the wind and rain, the person who raised two children alone. Your father can't forgive you because you made him lose his mother. In fact, they all love you very much, but they can't face this hurdle in their hearts. When you and Yushan were lying in the hospital bed, we were really scared. We were afraid of losing you. I would rather be the one lying here.”She looked at her grandfather as he sobbed. I suddenly felt helpless. If all of this was true, then I was the source of tragedy from the moment I was born. Grandma passed away because of me, Zou Xiangyang passed away because of me, and Yushan is in a coma because of me. Why, why? Perhaps, at this time, tears are my best way to vent.
"Grandpa, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. It's my fault, it's all my fault. "If it wasn't for me, Grandma wouldn't have died. If it wasn't for me, Zou Xiangyang wouldn't have died because of me, and Yushan wouldn't have fallen into a coma. Why, why, am I still alive after causing so much pain? Grandpa, please forgive me. I know that asking for your forgiveness won't change anything, but I really want your forgiveness."”Grandpa stroked my head. "Silly child, it's all in the past, it's all in the past. As long as you're well, nothing else matters. It really doesn't matter. I can only say this to my grandfather. It's really cruel to make an old man open the wound in his heart. We all love you, you know?"
"Grandpa, Grandpa, Yushan is awake.”My brother shouted as he ran into my ward.
"Really? Was it true? Is Yushan really awake?" I looked at my brother. When my brother nodded, I was sure that it was true. This news, to me, is even happier than me winning the lottery.
"It's true. The doctor said that if there's nothing else tonight, she can be transferred to a normal ward tomorrow.”
"That's great, that's great. God, you must let my two granddaughters be well. You must!" I've never seen grandpa so happy before, not even on his birthday. Maybe I was wrong before, really. There was no parent who did not love their children, and there was no elder who did not pity the younger generation. Blood was thicker than water.
"Xiao He, sleep well. I'll send Grandpa back and come back to accompany you later.”
"You have to take good care of yourself, you know? Grandpa is gone. Let your brother accompany you later. This way, you won't feel bored.”Watching my brother walk away with grandpa, my heart couldn't calm down. After so many years, scenes of things appeared in front of my eyes. I fell asleep in a daze. Perhaps, this world was just so ridiculous. Inadvertent mistakes make great mistakes. She could not hurt others, but others were hurt because of her. No one was willing to accept such an outcome. When one family member left in exchange for another being born, the emotions in their hearts would be vented as they watched. This was not what everyone wanted, and it was not what they wanted to see. No one would rather have their family member hurt, and no one would hurt their family member. Whether it was unintentional or man-made. The harm caused was the mistake made. When others were trying to forgive, the suffering in his heart could not be forgiven.
When love has become a thing of the past,
I thought I was abandoned by the world,
However, fate played a big joke.
When you think you're missing family
When all the love has been hidden
But fate is waiting at the corner
a misunderstanding
An unintentional mistake
Looking at the tears in the eyes of my loved ones
about the world
To the person who has it
What else can we ask for?
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