Unknowingly, it has been more than a month since school started, but I still haven't recovered. Every day, I'm in the classroom, dormitory, and cafeteria. Grandpa called to ask me to go home, but I kept making excuses. I don't know why, but I liked this three-point and one-line life. At the very least, she could hide all her thoughts from these unfamiliar and familiar people. He didn't need to put on an act. He didn't know how to disguise himself.
Every Friday afternoon, everyone wanted to go there tomorrow because they had just arrived. Everything is so new, but I've lived in this city for eighteen years. I had no choice. Under their strong request, I could only be their guide. Although I was a little unwilling, we were all classmates in the same dormitory. Moreover, I didn't want to go home either. It was just that I hadn't been to the Old Tree Cafe for a long time. I sat there listening to music, reading books, and tasting tea. These were enough for me. I didn't like crowded places. Because that place doesn't belong to me. So, I gave Yushan the task of shopping with them.
I really like this coffee shop. A few years ago, I went to the mall to buy things. When I passed by, I saw the words on his door: "I'm not in Old Tree Cafe. I'm on the way to Old Tree Cafe.”At that time, I couldn't express my feelings. He wondered what kind of person could say such words. He really wanted to see it. " So, I walked in. I didn't expect it to be so nice. The interior of the shop is very warm and feels like home. There are also my favorite flowing water, rocking chairs, and vines. In fact, the most important thing about coming here was that there was a Gesang flower carved out of wood on the wall, and there were many decorations carved out of Gesang flowers around. I guess this boss must have the same dream as me! Slowly, I went there often, so I got to know the owner of this place. He was a retired soldier who had returned from Tibet. He said that he liked Gesang flowers, which were happiness flowers. He opened this shop to fulfill his girlfriend's wish. Although she could not see it now, he would hold on to it for her until she saw it. Until she returned. To be honest, I envy him. I was even more touched by his infatuation. I thought that if there was a man who could do this for me, I would not hesitate to hold his hand and feel the change of the four seasons together. We would stand at the closest place to the sky and feel the cleanest air together.
Every time he came, he would order a cup of cappuccino. He liked the taste of it, the rich taste of the strong coffee, and the smooth foam. There was a hint of absorption. The frothed milk sprinkled with almond powder, mixed with the aroma of Italian coffee from bottom to top, had a unique charm that people could not resist. At first, it smelled very fragrant. When one drank the first mouthful, one could feel the sweetness and softness of a large amount of milk foam. When one drank the second mouthful, one could truly taste the original bitterness and richness of the coffee beans. Finally, when the taste stayed in one's mouth, one would feel that there was an additional mellow and meaningful taste. It was said that cappuccino was related to a monkey. There was a small monkey in Africa with a tuft of black cone-shaped hair on the top of its head, much like the small pointed hat on the Taoist robe of the Franciscans. This small monkey was named Capuchin. This monkey name was first used by the British in 1785.
The first bite always made one feel bitter with a tinge of sourness. A large amount of bubbles was like the life of young people nowadays, and the bursting of bubbles and that little bit of bitterness was like a conflict between dream and reality. In the end, after tasting the joys and sorrows of life, the sweetness of life is intoxicating…This is just like us in puberty. After enjoying the good times of childhood, we have to face the impact of stepping into the adult world and truly taste the original taste of life. Other than the sweetness, there is also a bitterness. He had also heard others say that cappuccino meant waiting for love. But, can my love wait?
He turned off his phone and sat in the corner, quietly enjoying the music and reading a book. He could really think about anything and nothing. Everything outside had nothing to do with him. I'm just me, a person who stands aloof from the world.
When I returned to the dormitory and saw them buying things in big and small bags, I didn't know why, but I felt very helpless. Perhaps, I'm a monster in her eyes. What they like, I don't like. I like her, but they don't like me. Sometimes, she really wondered if she was born in the 1980s. Why? I don't like what they like, and they think that what I like is old-fashioned. In this kind of grinding, I seemed to have been removed from this collective life. But I didn't care. He was still alone. They still went to the cafe.
"I've been back for almost a month. Why didn't Shangguan Qiang write me a letter? I must find out who the girl in his heart is. Why? She had written more than ten letters to him, but he had not replied. What did she mean?”Qiqi muttered to herself in her room.
She still remembered that on the day she left, Shangguan Qiang did not come to see her off. She had told him a few days in advance, but for some reason, he did not come to see her off. She even asked her brother-in-law to tell Shangguan Qiang. Why? Why? She kept asking herself this question. Even a rock should have been warmed up by now. But why did he keep rejecting her? The more he couldn't get it, the more he wanted it. Qiqi said to herself," Shangguan Qiang, I must have you. Maybe I won't love you anymore in the future, but I still have to have you." Qiqi, for some reason? Perhaps it was not love or not, but a kind of unwillingness, a kind of disappointment after being rejected.
The neon lights at the window twinkle
for some reason
But my heart stays on the plateau
can't forget you
your smile
Everything about you has long been rooted in my heart
why are you doing this to me
Using others to punish me
I've already said I love you
Why are you still so cold
Indifference makes me feel
More cruel than giving up
I just want to hold your hand
all the days
Why are you hiding
Even a smile is so stingy
Qiqi decided to write the last letter. If Shangguan Qiang replied, she would continue to talk to him. If Shangguan Qiang did not reply, then she would give up. For a man who didn't love her, putting in so much effort and putting in so much effort was really not worth it.
The letter was sent out. Qiqi had been very nervous these past few days and had been waiting. However, half a month had passed. He didn't seem to have received it yet. He should have received it in a week at most! But why did it take so long this time? Let's wait a little longer. Qiqi kept finding excuses so that she would have the courage to wait. Love was not one-sided. Although Qiqi knew that, she was still unwilling to accept it.
One month, two months, three months. It was almost the new year, but he still did not receive a reply. It seemed that he really had to give up. Falling in love with someone who did not love him was really a kind of torture. Only he knew the pain. He could only wipe the wound himself. She really wanted to call him and ask him why he was so cruel. However, after thinking about it carefully, she realized that it was not his cruelty. It was just her own wishful thinking. Perhaps letting go was the right thing to do. However, the unwillingness in her heart often made her feel conflicted. On the road of love, there was no right or wrong, only not knowing how to cherish.
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