Time passed quickly. A month passed just like that. School has finally started, and my parents are back. My brother has already gone to work. All these years, I've seen my brother study hard, work hard, and do everything well so that my parents won't worry. I've never understood why my father can't see my brother's hard work. Why? He doesn't stay at home during holidays and doesn't accompany me and my brother. Could it be that he wanted to cultivate our independence since he was young? Although this excuse was very far-fetched, I still found an excuse for them. I hoped that they did not do this for any other reason.
Everyone envied me for growing up in such a family. I didn't have to worry about food, clothing, and housing. However, I always envied other children. They could act coquettishly in their parents 'arms, chat with their parents, and eat together with their families. Although they lived a poor life, they were very happy. And that kind of happiness is something that my brother and I will never be able to experience. I think my brother is the same as me. He is lonely in his heart, but in order to make me happy, he will pretend that nothing has happened in front of me. Always protecting me.
Perhaps, in the eyes of outsiders, his brother was outstanding. His intelligence and business acumen were incomparable. In the short few years that he had entered the Mei family, the Mei family had expanded several times. Grandfather and Father were very satisfied, but they had never seen the loneliness in his brother's eyes. My heart aches for my brother, just like how my brother loves me.
In school, I continued to wrap myself up and continue to live the three-point life. Every Saturday and Sunday, I would still sit in the Old Tree Coffee, drink coffee, listen to music, and read books. I was thinking that after graduation, I wouldn't have this kind of time anymore. Seeing my brother like this, maybe I'll be like him in the future. In that kind of life, I'll forget who I am and won't have my own hobbies. He wouldn't be so leisurely as to sit here and drink a cup of coffee.
In university, all the girls in the dormitory had boyfriends. During the first semester, everyone was very excited and looked around. However, in the second semester, everyone knew each other. Therefore, the boys wanted to find a companion, and the girls also wanted to find a meal ticket. They wanted to find a wallet that could accompany them shopping and buy things for them. Just like that, everyone clapped together. Each of them had their own little world.
I seemed to be too far away from reality, and the students around me treated me like a monster because I was the only one in the class who was not in love. I was still alone, as if everything around me had nothing to do with me.
I wouldn't find a meal ticket or something just because I didn't have money to eat, because every week, my brother would send me the money early. Even if I went on a business trip, he would ask his secretary to send the money to me. I wouldn't go shopping, nor would I go to those places where my classmates said I would have a chance encounter. Every Saturday and Sunday, I would sit in the coffee shop early in the morning. She continued drinking coffee, listening to music, and reading. Perhaps this is the only way I can understand the benefits of being born into such a family. All of this is the result of my brother's hard work. He was always fighting hard for this family business. Seeing my brother like this, my heart really ached. I remember my brother telling me that no matter what happens in the future, don't hurt your dignity for money. Because you have a big brother in your life. Big brother won't let you worry about anything. As long as I can do it, I won't make things difficult for you. I'm glad that I have a brother like him. He's been with me all my life. Let me know what self-respect and self-love are.
thinks he
It was just an unremarkable blade of grass by the roadside.
But my brother said
I'm an angel who fell into the world
It's just that my wings were broken by the wind
When the wound on the wing heals
I'll keep flying
The vast sky is my dream
I know that my brother is always comforting me. He always wants to give me all the good things, but he can't heal the scars in my heart. Those scars that made me wish I was dead.
I don't know when it started, but there's a trend of making friends in the university campus, and our dormitory is no exception. It was the kind of thing where one would announce their school, dormitory number, and some simple information on the radio. I wasn't interested in waiting for someone else to fight me, but she still dragged me in. Wang Xin said that I was a local and they were not confident. They were afraid of being at a disadvantage, so everyone unanimously raised their hands to vote. Everyone went to the reception together. If there were any problems, I had to solve them. Looking at them, I felt really helpless. Forget it. It's fate that we can live in the same dormitory. Besides, I also want to integrate into their lives. Although my heart is lonely, I want to change. If I can't get along well now and still live in my own world, how can I help my brother after graduation? How could she share her brother's burden?
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