After Shangguan Qiang talked to the Chief of Staff, Wu Bing, he found that it was useless. In fact, he should know that Qiqi was the same kind of person as him, stubborn and persistent. The things that he had set his mind on would not change because of the will of others. Qiqi still came to the dormitory to see him every day, and his sister-in-law still called him for dinner. He wanted to change but did not know what to do. He did not want to hurt these innocent people. Because none of them were wrong. He did not want to hurt Qiqi either. To be honest, if Yu He had not occupied his heart and soul, he would not have died. He would love Qiqi without any qualms. Qiqi was indeed an impeccable wife. They could only blame themselves for not being fated to be together. The heavens really favored him too much. There was someone he loved and someone who loved him. It was said that in marriage, it was best to find someone who loved you so that you wouldn't get hurt. However, if you let others love you, why can't you fall in love with others?
"Shangguan Qiang, can you accompany me to the Potala Palace today? I've been here twice, but I've never been there. Are you going with me today? "Qiqi begged. However, Shangguan Qiang's face was still cold.
"I'm sorry, I have something on today. When I have nothing to do on that day, I'll definitely accompany you.”Shangguan Qiang really didn't want to hurt Qiqi because he had promised Yuhe that he would only accompany her to see the temple. Although he often passed by there and saw many devout saints on pilgrimage, he imagined the situation with Yuhe in his heart. He could also imagine how happy Yuhe would be if she saw it! He left in a hurry because he didn't want to see the tears in Qiqi's eyes. He was afraid that his heart would soften and that would really hurt Qiqi. There was a true love in front of you, but you were only entangled in the love of the past. It was unfair to everyone. No one wanted to hurt anyone? No one asked for love. In the end, all that was left was pity.
Qiqi was in a daze for a long time. She did not believe that this man had a heart of stone. Could it be that all her efforts were going to be in vain? She couldn't accept this. She really couldn't accept this. She looked around the house. Actually, this man was really not bad. Why couldn't he accept her? Why? Was she not good enough, or did he already have someone else in his heart? Then why? He had never gotten married after the divorce. At this moment, Qiqi had many questions in her heart. She needed an explanation, but who could answer her?
Sitting on the chair, she was really sad. She wanted to cry and cry out all the grievances in her heart. By accident, her hand touched Shangguan Qiang's drawer. She was very curious and opened it. There were many diary books inside. She looked left and right before closing the door. She wanted to see and understand this man's heart and understand him well.
She read the books carefully and understood that there was someone in his heart. Plum rain and lotus. At this moment, her heart was really in a mess. She did not know if she loved him or hated him. She could feel this man's persistent love. Unfortunately, this love was not for her. She really envied that girl called Mei Yuhe. She really didn't know how blessed she was to have a man who loved her so deeply. She hated him even more. He hurt her time and time again for a non-existent love. She accidentally saw a photo hidden under Shangguan Qiang's diary. In the photo, there was a girl of eleven or twelve years old standing between two men in military uniforms. Qiqi's first impression was that this girl was Mei Yuhe, a very delicate and pretty girl.
She couldn't accept it. She really couldn't accept it. Why? Was she really going to give up just like that? Could it be that he, a living person, could not defeat the shadow hidden in his heart? Qiqi felt that it was ridiculous, really ridiculous. Perhaps he should let go or persevere. Qiqi's heart was in a mess at this moment, and she was very conflicted. She really needed to think about what she should do. Between persistence and letting go, love was really heavy.
In a daze, she walked out of Shangguan Qiang's dormitory and decided to go back. She really wanted to meet this girl called Mei Yuhe. She wanted to ask if Mei Yuhe no longer loved Shangguan Qiang, or if Mei Yuhe was already married, then she would definitely have a chance. From the photo, he could see that this girl was definitely younger than Shangguan Qiang. Then who was the man beside them? They seemed to be very close. I must find it, I will find it.
Qiqi made up her mind. She wanted to fight for her love. She did not want to lose Shangguan Qiang. From his words, she could feel the man's persistent love for that girl. If one day, he fell in love with her, then she would definitely be the happiest woman in the world. She was sure that it would be.
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