I'm about to end my studies. Should I go and see Yuhe? Can I go and see her? I wonder how Yuhe is doing now. The college entrance examination is coming soon. I wonder how her revision is going. God, please bless her. Shangguan Qiang silently gave his blessings in his dormitory. Should I call Yu Jun and ask him? But what should I say? Shangguan Qiang was very nervous.
I put down the phone again and again. What should I do? Was love so torturous? I never knew that love would be like this. Am I really cut off from the world? Yuhe, I'm sorry. I can't give you any promises. I can't give you any guarantees. I can only wish you well in my heart. Forgive me, forgive me.
He dialed Mei Yu Jun's number." Brother, my studies are about to end and I'm going back to Tibet. When are you free these few days? Let's get together."”"Alright, brother, tell me the time. I'll be there at any time.”Mei Yu Jun said. Then, there was a long silence. For two men who were almost thirty years old, there was no forbidden zone between them. However, they both understood what the other wanted to ask and say. Neither of them wanted to touch the part of their hearts that they were most unwilling to touch.
"She's doing very well. She seems to have a boyfriend recently. That boy treats him quite well. I've seen him a few times. The college entrance examination is coming soon.”Mei Yu Jun knew that Shangguan Qiang would definitely understand what he was saying.
Shangguan Qiang replied with an " okay " and hung up. Because he didn't want Mei Yu Jun to continue speaking. He couldn't bear to let others touch the layer of hurt in his heart that he didn't want others to touch. He thought to himself, As long as she's fine, nothing else matters. Yuhe, I wish you happiness." He, who usually did not drink, was actually drunk. He wanted to drink all his thoughts for her into his blood.
After lying in bed for a day, Shangguan Qiang finally woke up. He stared blankly at the ceiling. Forget it, don't think about her. Letting her go was giving her happiness. Shangguan Qiang said to himself in his heart.
Thinking of you, always every midnight
Maybe at this time I can show my feelings to you
I know it's not easy to fall in love, it's even harder to stay together
But you're already in my heart
Could it be that the line between us is really broken?
I can't touch your heart
do you still love me
I shout to the night sky again and again
Hoping to bring my greetings by moonlight
Bring it to your side
I want to be like the moon, guarding you
But I know you've left me
Every time, Shangguan Qiang would recite this poem that he wrote for me, thinking of me alone against the night sky, but I never knew.
I should go to school to see her. I want to see her, but what should I say when I see her? Shangguan Qiang said to himself. Whether to go or not, she was fighting in her heart. " Go," a voice said to him." Go and tell her how much you love her. Don't go. Since you've already decided to give up, why can't you be magnanimous and wish her happiness?" Go, she definitely wants to see you now. She definitely needs your encouragement. You're her pillar of support. Don't go. She already has a boyfriend. What are you going to say? Shangguan Qiang kept hesitating between going and not going.
The thought of going had been very strong to support him. He came to school, but he ignored the fact that we were already on holiday three days before the college entrance examination. At this moment, I was playing with Zou Xiangyang in the bookstore. Zou Xiangyang accompanied me in the bookstore to read some books that had nothing to do with the college entrance examination.
This was her school. Would she be inside? Shangguan Qiang stood at the school gate and thought, How should I tell her when I see her? "Uncle, are you looking for someone?" a little girl said to Shangguan Qiang. Shangguan Qiang had forgotten that he should have changed out of his military uniform when he came out. The captain's military uniform looked very handsome on him. "Little kid, is class over?”Shangguan Qiang asked the little girl," Uncle, class is over. Who are you looking for? I'll get my grandfather to help you find them, okay?"”"Alright, thank you. I'm looking for Mei Yuhe from Grade 12 Class 2. Can you help me look for her?”Shangguan Qiang said to the little girl. "Sorry, comrade of the People's Liberation Army, who are you looking for?”At this moment, the old man who was guarding the door walked out of the reception room. "I'm looking for Mei Yuhe from Grade 12 Class 2.”"Year three students. Coincidentally, year three students had a holiday yesterday. Is the college entrance examination coming soon? It might not be easy for you to find her.”"It's fine. Can I go to their classroom to take a look?”Shangguan Qiang said to Sir System. "Sure, can you go and see if there's anyone else in their classroom? You can also go and ask. Some students might not have returned home yet.”"Okay, sir. Thank you, thank you, little girl.”Shangguan Qiang followed the instructions of the gatekeeper and came to the door of our classroom.
Today, he seemed to have forgotten that his olive-blue and green outfit had caused a sensation in school. This was because in the era of young girls who were in love, many girls wished to wear such clothes. Many students were looking at him.
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