It was time for the college entrance examination. The teacher urged them day by day, and the students wrote their own messages day by day. Everyone seemed to have endless words to say, and there seemed to be an uneasy expression hidden under each face. There were many people talking about love on the field. It was as if they wanted to finish all the things that they had not said or done in the past three years. It was as if they were parting ways. The shyness she had in the past seemed to have disappeared. There seemed to be no estrangement between the male and female students. They talked and laughed. In the past, all the relationships that they had hidden in the dark had been exposed. Everyone seemed to be seizing the last moments of high school to release their love at the last moment. Perhaps, after this farewell, she did not know when they would meet again. Perhaps, after letting go, she didn't know when she would hold hands again.
I'm already used to these things, as if they have nothing to do with me. Anyway, they will all be university students in the future. I definitely won't be able to get in. It won't be good to be with them. Although my classmates wrote very emotional comments on my message sheet, it really doesn't matter to me.
I'm still reading Qiong Yao's books. I've read all 52 books she wrote over and over again during my three years in high school. Sometimes, she would cry as she read, but no one would see her on the sports field. She couldn't help it. It was Aunt Qiong Yao's fault for writing so emotionally. It wasted so many of my tears.
"Yuhe, can we talk? I know you definitely don't want to talk to me, but as a classmate, we're about to part ways. Don't you have anything to say to me?”Zou Xiangyang looked forward to my answer. At this moment, he was wearing a white short-sleeved shirt. However, I could see a trace of anticipation under his already flushed face. To be honest, if Shangguan Qiang didn't exist in my heart, I would definitely fall in love with Zou Xiangyang, but those are all ifs. In love, there can't be any falsehood. I can't let my love down. In this era where love is scarce, leaving a trace of sincerity for my love may be my best yearning for myself!
"I'm sorry. As a classmate, I sincerely wish you a good university and a good girlfriend.”I didn't care about his expectant gaze.
"Is this what you said to me? Can't you see the feelings I've given you over the past three years? Could it be that there is only one man in your heart in the whole world? Can he always be by your side? Can he give you the love you need? Could he? Why can't you see me? Why?”Zou Xiangyang grabbed my shoulder and shook it hard. I didn't know where the strength came from, but I pushed him away." Yes, I just can't forget him. What's wrong? That's my business, it has nothing to do with you." What right do you have to say that about me? Even my father and brother have never shouted at me. Who are you to me?”I shouted back. I cried loudly, as if I really wanted to cry out all the grievances in my heart. The shadow that I loved the most was torturing me. I'm stuck between love and not love. It's really difficult.
" I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong. I shouldn't have shouted at you. Forgive me," Zou Xiangyang hugged me in her arms and whispered,""I thought that all the things I did to you in the past three years would make you forget the shadow in your heart. Yushan told me everything about you. I know that I can't remove the shadow in your heart, but I really want to walk into your world.“
"I'm sorry, I can't forget him. If you really love me so much, please don't ask me anymore. Let me slowly remove him from my heart. I'll try to accept your love.”I cried.
"It's okay, it's really okay. As long as you give me a chance, I'll help you remove the shadow in your heart. Believe me, I'll definitely make you happy. When we get into university and graduate, we'll get married. I think I'll definitely give you happiness.”Zou Xiangyang said.
"Alright, if you get into university and I don't, will you still wait for me?”I looked at him in confusion. She didn't know if she was waiting for his answer or if she was explaining her past pure love.
"I will. No matter if you get into university or not, no matter what happens to you in the future, you are the woman I have set my mind on in this life. Believe me, I have the ability to give you happiness. I know you've always wanted to go to Tibet. When I start working, I'll definitely work hard to earn money. Let's go to Tibet together and see the rotating mountains in the poem by the Sixth Dalai Lama, Tsangyang Gyatso, as well as the well-known holy lake, Lake Namtso, the beautiful Gesang flowers, the Potala Palace, Mount Qomolangma, and the Qinghai-Tibetan Plateau.”
I was leaning in his arms, quietly listening to his heartbeat, but why? My heart was in such a panic. I made up my mind to study hard. No matter if I could pass the exam or not, I would definitely work hard. For the sake of my parents and those who love me, I silently told myself that this man would slowly enter my heart from now on.
Not all love can be forgotten. I always try very hard to forget Shangguan Qiang, but I can't forget him.
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