The college entrance examination was in a month. The atmosphere in the school was very tense, so tense that even breathing was rapid. The sports field was livelier than before, so lively that it was a little suffocating. There were no more people moving around, only people walking back and forth with books in their hands. I think I'm probably the only one reading Qiong Yao's novel leisurely. I carefully observed everyone. Everyone was very anxious. I knew that the college entrance examination was a difficult bridge to walk, but there was no choice. Many people wanted to walk over it. However, many people were squeezed down. Those who walked over were happy, while those who fell were in extreme pain. I don't know what kind of power can make people change like this in an instant. Exam, exam, what was the exam about? Ten years of hardship in exchange for a life in heaven and hell. Perhaps only those who had experienced it were qualified to say it!
I don't know why, but ever since I talked to Zou Xiangyang, Jiang Man and Yushan haven't come to see me for a long time. Even though we're in the same class, we can only greet each other when we meet. Sometimes, when we walk past each other, we just smile. Perhaps it was the college entrance examination! Maybe it was because of the pressure! But what's wrong with Yushan? She's not sticking to me anymore. It was strange. Shaking his head, he prepared to go home. Today, he would have to go home and be scolded again. There was no other way. Who asked him to be the oddball in the family? He had an outstanding brother above him. There was no other way! The big brother under the halo is always my role model, but who asked me to be disappointing.
"Xiao He, which school are you going to apply for this year? How's your revision going?”As soon as she entered the house, her mother was the first to make trouble. "I don't know yet. Let's talk about it after the exam!”I said helplessly.
"What's wrong with this child? You're not in a hurry at all." Mom said to Dad.
"Xiao He, the exam is coming up soon. You have to work hard. Don't embarrass your parents. This year, your Uncle Bai's child is also taking the college entrance examination? After seeing you last time, your Uncle Bai said that if the two of you can get into a university this year, we'll have to celebrate when you get in. We'll also settle your marriage.”Dad rolled his eyes at me. In their eyes, children were the best medium for their economic interests. As long as they wanted it, no matter what, they would sacrifice their own children without hesitation. I hate this kind of form, and I also hate this kind of marriage alliance. It couldn't be helped. Being born in such a family, marriage and love were luxuries for us.
"Dad, I'm still young. It's not certain if I'll pass the exam. Besides, wasn't Uncle Bai's child studying abroad? Why are you back?" I retorted.
"You child, why are you so talkative? You must take the exam well this year. If you pass, we will support you to travel to Tibet. If you don't pass, we will forget about it.”Mom didn't even look up to seduce me. I couldn't be bothered with them. Besides, this method had long lost its effect on me. If you want me to give up my love for Brother Xiaoqiang, you have to kill me. In this life, other than him, I will never fall in love with another man. I better escape quickly, or I'll be bombarded again. I quickly ran upstairs. That was my little world.
Entering my room is my heaven. Brother said he wanted to buy me a computer, but he hasn't bought it yet. Sigh, how depressing! Let happiness fill my room. Turn on the recorder and listen to Teresa Teng's song. It's really nice, but my heart has already flown to Tibet, that paradise in the world. But I really don't want to take the college entrance examination. I gave myself to the soft bed and lay on it, letting my thoughts fly through my mind. 'What should I do? What should I do? My head hurts from thinking about it. Forget it. It's useless to think about it. In our family, if I don't take the college entrance examination, I think it will be even more powerful than a tornado.' So be it. Anyway, it's not my business whether I pass or not. With an expression that said,'I'll just die. If I don't go to hell, who will?' I fell asleep as I thought about it. Tibet was so beautiful in her dreams. The Potala Palace, Jokhang Temple, the Lazar River, Namtso, and so on. The Gesang flowers were so beautiful that they often appeared in dreams. The person in the dream wanted to hold my hand, but I couldn't catch him.
"Zou Xiangyang, I like you. Do you only have eyes for Mei Yuhe? Can't you tell that she doesn't like you? Why are you still so stubborn and waiting for her? Don't you know that she has someone she likes in her heart? Can you insert it?" Jiang Man roared at Zou Xiangyang on the field and hugged Shao Xiangyang tightly.
"Jiang Man, I'm sorry. Yuhe has already taken root in my heart. I can't put anyone else in. I'm sorry. I know that you'll definitely find a boy who's a thousand times better than me in the future.”Zou Xiangyang tried his best to push her away.
"Impossible. My heart is filled with you, just like how your heart is filled with Yu He. No one else can fit in. If you love her as much as I love you, then I have no other choice. I can only wish you well in my heart. If that day comes when you don't love Yuhe, or if Yuhe doesn't love you anymore, come find me. I will definitely be waiting for you in a corner.”Jiang Man stood beside Zou Xiangyang. She tried her best to suppress herself. He couldn't see the tears on her face, and he didn't want to see them either. He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to bear it. Love was such a torture. When I love you, you don't love me. When I don't love you, you don't love me either. What they believed in but could not enter their hearts was not love, but pain and torture.
"If that day really comes, I won't look for you. Because if love is gone, the heart will die. If the heart dies, the body will only be a stinky skin. Take the exam well. Perhaps you will find that the sky outside is really blue.”Zou Xiangyang looked up at the moonlit night. He wanted Yuhe to be with him. He had so many things to say to her that night, but she had been acting as if she was never going to talk to him. He felt really helpless. Was love so torturous? Shao Xiangyang left without looking back, leaving Jiang Man alone in the field, crying loudly. She wanted to vent her love for him to the moonlight and let it carry her heart and mind, waiting for his return.
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