The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you, you don't know that I love you
The furthest distance in the world is not when I stand in front of you but you don't know that I love you, but when you clearly know that we love each other but can't be together
The furthest distance in the world is not knowing that we love each other but not being able to be together, but pretending not to put you in my heart when I can't resist the longing
The furthest distance in the world isn't when you can't resist the longing, but pretending not to put you in your heart. Instead, you use your indifferent heart to dig an uncrossable ditch for the person who loves you.
Our story is like a slowly flowing stream in the mountains, quiet, pure, clear, but lonely and cold. I can only meet, fall, and sink.
The first time she met Wei Yi was when she was five years old. Third Granny brought Wei Yi to our house to visit. When I entered the house, I was happily playing with my beloved car. When I turned around, a furry fellow was hiding in Granny's arms. It had a round head, a toot little mouth, and bright black eyes, but it was staring at my car. Then, she pointed at my car with her little finger and made a sound. When she got my car, she threw it on the ground like a ball. In the end, my car's fate was of course to be smashed into pieces. I was so angry. I didn't expect that the little guy would cry when he saw the broken car. It made people love and hate him.
The second time I saw her, she was already a four-year-old girl. Actually, I still remembered the car incident. She had two pigtails, a red face, a toot mouth, and black, bright eyes. She wore a pink floral dress and looked like a little princess in a fairy tale. At that time, I thought, I would be willing to give him all my toys.
When she shouted," Louder," I was completely convinced by her. In the end, she turned her head to look at me innocently and blinked. Her long eyelashes were like butterflies spreading their wings, as if saying: "You were the one who told me to call you that." After that, I often used this matter to tease her. Actually, I like the beautiful you and the silly you.
I won't give up, I won't let go, because I remember us earlier than you. Because I've liked you for a long, long time, so long that I've loved you for every day of my life. If I say I'll give up, don't believe it. Don't believe it. It's all fake. Because as someone who loves you, I can't give up. Because as long as I'm alive, you'll always be in my heart. Even if you're buried very, very deep, you'll always be there. So no matter what, do you trust me? Wait for me? Even if there was no result.
When Wei Yi was a freshman, I was a senior. The first time I met her at school, she was carrying a bunch of snacks from the grocery store and walking with a large group of people. I happened to be standing at the end of the corridor and at the corner of the stairs, looking at her with a smile. She was dazzling in the crowd--- Later on, I got into the habit of standing by the railing at the end of the corridor after class, waiting for her to pass by.
During the summer vacation after graduation, she came to me with a guitar and a drawing board. She pestered me to teach her guitar and sketching. I was flattered and lowered my head to agree. I didn't know we could be so close. In the days that followed, I looked forward to the arrival of summer vacation. He even secretly prepared a bicycle and made plans for where to sketch and practice the piano. I think I'm in love, but you don't know.
Silly crush, silly joy, want to tell but always stop; I want to get closer and closer, but I don't have the courage in front of you. I want to take over everything you have, but after careful consideration, I realized that I still need more wings. I'm torturing you like this. I'm scheming like this. I want you to stay by my side. However, she could only say in her heart, I like you, I like everything about you.
It was worth it to spend the rest of his life reminiscing! There were so many days to chew! But I have no courage to go again on the path we took in the afternoon; When the sun was setting, he rode on the seaside road and climbed the mountain road with his drawing board on his back in the morning. That place could only be recalled, not touched.
"Hey, I'm so bored during the summer vacation. Shall we go to your place?”When Wei Yi called, I was lying in bed, taking a comfortable afternoon nap. The next day, she walked into the single room I rented with big and small bags and occupied the single bed without hesitation. At night, I lay on the floor, feeling extremely sweet. She doesn't know that I've run to the bathroom in the middle of the night to shower myself with cold water.
When I was on vacation, we went to the zoo. In the end, it was raining heavily. While everyone was running in a panic, I took advantage of the opportunity to hold her hand. I was a little proud in my heart. I stood in the shelter from the rain. When I was discovered, she was so embarrassed that her face turned red.
After work, we went for a walk around the area. There was once when I borrowed a bicycle from the FHH, and then I specially picked a very bad road. After a few scares, I was successfully hugged by her waist. At that time, I was a little proud. Hehe, that was a story that would be sweet even if I recalled it now.
When I proudly told her about my dream, she blinked her eyes and actually clapped her hands, saying that I was the best and would support me. At that time, his entire body was boiling." Weijie, go!" A manly strength rose. Holding the guitar with Wei Yi, they sang songs, swayed their bodies, and beat the beat. In that single apartment, under the orange light, happiness became very simple. Was such a dream possible? Wei Yi probably doesn't know about this dream, and I won't tell him.
In his senior year, his father passed away in an accident. Looking at his mother's eyes that were close to despair, helplessness spread throughout his body. It turned out that happiness and misfortune were only one step away. For a few days, my mother leaned against me and cried. I didn't comfort her, but just stood still and allowed her to grieve wantonly. Her father, her family, and her happiness. Then, many figures appeared in her mind. They disappeared one by one and appeared with different faces. His childhood friends, classmates, and band members slowly formed a clear and gentle smile-Wei Yi!! For the first time in the past few days, I shed tears. Oh, so there was happiness to be had. I straightened up and cupped my mother's face." Mom, we still have to live bravely, live well, and live happily.”
When I returned to school, I confessed to Wei Yi." Let's go together.”In the end, he was hugged and beaten up by her. He hugged her and secretly made up his mind: And you, so we will be happy.
Because I wanted to introduce her to someone close to me, I chose the bar where our band often performed and frequented for our first date. I just didn't expect the band to encourage us to kiss in public. They even took the opportunity while I was away to encourage Wei Yi to drink and secretly handed her a cigarette. This fellow was fine after drinking two bottles of wine, but she actually vomited crazily after taking a puff of smoke. I supported her from the side, but the vomit still splashed onto me. I looked at her face that was flushed red from her apology and vomiting discomfort. I wanted to kiss her, but for some reason, I handed her a bottle of mineral water and reached out to wipe the residue from the corner of her mouth. No matter how I tried to persuade her, she wouldn't come to this bar anymore.
Because I love you, I know that you are the person I need the most. Because I love you, I want to be with you. If possible, I hope that I can confess my feelings earlier so that I can have more time to love each other. If possible, I want to spend all my time with you. To hell with his rock, to hell with his dream. My dream is only you. It's just that I only know it now. So, other than mourning, what else can I have?
When we graduated, the concert was successfully held. She laughed like a fool for more than two hours. I hugged her tightly and told her, I love you. The success of the concert made him a little too excited. Listening to the waves of support and chorus from the audience, he mistakenly thought that this was what he wanted, so he decided to go to S City to develop.
When I told her about my thoughts, she was stunned for a moment, but she still gave me encouragement. However, no one would have thought that sometimes, a wrong decision could only be redeemed with a lifetime.
Two years later, we'll go to the ancient city for a vacation. This is what I've decided. It'll be our last vacation and our last meeting.
Sorry, I love you, so I can only look at you from afar. Sorry, I love you, so I don't want you to be sad. Sorry, I love you, so I want you to take good care of yourself. "Can I go alone?" "I'm very powerful. Of course I know how to take care of myself!”She smiled and said, Yes, you can do it alone. I repeated her words quietly. I'm sorry, I love you, so I left you in the end.
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