In life, there were a few things that many people wanted to pursue for their entire lives. For men, it was usually career and love. For women, besides pursuing career and love, there was one thing that was almost their lifelong dream, and that was beauty.
For Fang Xiaoqing's life, she had no career, no love, and no beauty. In her self-deprecating and sorrowful words, she was a typical three-faced woman.
One could imagine how few people cared about a woman like Fang Xiaoqing in this impetuous and realistic society. In her own words, it was not an exaggeration to say that she hated even dogs.
Why was it not an exaggeration to say this? There was a basis for this. It started from Fang Xiaoqing's tragic life.
Fang Xiaoqing's starting point in life was still good. Her parents were employees of state-owned enterprises. In order to actively respond to the national policy of family planning, the whole family gave birth to Fang Xiaoqing.
Fang Xiaoqing was very obedient when she was young. She was also chubby and very likable. Therefore, even though her parents were very strict with her, they still doted on her from the bottom of their hearts. Therefore, until she graduated from primary school, Fang Xiaoqing's life still looked bright. When she graduated from primary school, she even got into the only provincial key middle school in the city with the first place in the school, which made her family look very proud.
Tragedy often happened when you were at your proudest moment, when you were unprepared and gave you a hard slap.
The junior high school of a key middle school was naturally not like the primary school run by the factory that Fang Xiaoqing was originally in. There were crouching tigers and hidden dragons here, and the results were much better. One had to know that all the top students in the city had swarmed in. You were a chicken head in your previous school, but you might become a phoenix tail here.
Fang Xiaoqing did not immediately become a phoenix tail. It was just that in the first preliminary examination of the entire grade, she was at most ranked in the upper middle. Regarding this result, other than being a little disappointed, Fang Xiaoqing still adjusted herself very well. Therefore, until the end of the first year of junior high school, Fang Xiaoqing's life was not as good as it was in primary school.
The change started from the second year of junior high school.
One had to know that the difference between boys and girls would become obvious when they reached the second year of middle school.
The boys started to change their voices and started to pick fights. The short child with a crisp voice seemed to have turned into a big boy with a deep voice in the blink of an eye. Meanwhile, the girls began to quietly get used to asking for leave from their physical education teacher at that time of the month, and their bodies began to become slim and curvy.
Just when most people began to fantasize about the budding of youth, and some even began to have a beautiful first love. Fang Xiaoqing was embarrassed.
Fang Xiaoqing had always been chubby. If this was when they were young, chubby children would definitely be lovable. However, when one reached puberty, a slim girl would definitely be more popular.
Fang Xiaoqing was very envious of those thin students. She also wished that she could wear beautiful clothes like them and become a beautiful scenery on campus! Although she was envious, she could only wear the same sportswear that had never changed in a hundred years. Let's just study hard and not think about these things.
However, puberty was puberty. You couldn't ignore the changes even if you wanted to.
The two little white rabbits on Fang Xiaoqing's chest began to develop. Since she was fat to begin with, she had a lot of fat, so her private area was more developed than ordinary girls.
If it was now, this would not be a big deal. Perhaps Fang Xiaoqing could even be proud of this. However, this was junior high school. This kind of uniqueness made Fang Xiaoqing suffer a lot.
The boys who had just begun to have sexual awareness were talking about it with relish. They even deliberately spoke loudly for Fang Xiaoqing to hear. At that time, Fang Xiaoqing's personality was not very strong, so she could only be bullied. She replied, but the boys laughed even louder.
When the tragic Fang Xiaoqing's sexual consciousness just began to emerge, she did not have a good experience like other girls. Instead, she first saw the cruelty of her male compatriots towards the opposite sex who did not have a beautiful appearance. This was enough to affect a girl's outlook on love and life in the future.
He couldn't shut them up, and he didn't dare to tell his teachers and parents. How embarrassing would it be if he said it out loud?
Fang Xiaoqing hated coming to school more and more. When she walked, she did not dare to raise her head and often hunched her back. Her inferiority complex had also quietly taken root in her heart.
Fang Xiaoqing became more and more silent in class. She desperately wanted others not to pay attention to her. However, how could that be possible? Not to mention her eye-catching figure that was a size bigger, just the fact that she would occasionally get first place in a single subject with 100 points in physics or mathematics made it impossible for her to truly disappear from the eyes of others.
In the midst of her conflicting emotions of being proud of her good grades and feeling inferior about her overweight figure, Fang Xiaoqing finally entered the high school of her school.
High school was better than junior high, and many girls 'figures were starting to develop. Bras had also started to become popular among girls. The girls with the real washboard figures were also gradually mocked by the other girls.
The boys in high school seemed to be more civilized than those in middle school. They would not joke about girls. Fang Xiaoqing attributed this to the high school entrance examination from junior high school. One had to know that in order to ensure the college entrance examination's enrollment rate, the school had ruthlessly used the score line to brush off a group of people who usually indulged in bad grades. He also recruited a group of top students from other junior high schools to enrich his strength.
Fang Xiaoqing's conflicted emotions calmed down for a moment. She was just a little fatter, but other than that, she was no different from others, right?
However, just as Fang Xiaoqing was rejoicing in this aspect, another aspect began to make her gradually worry.
That was the academic results that she had been proud of.
The learning in high school was not like that in junior high school. In addition, this was a key school, and the teachers taught more in depth, so it was not easy to follow work. Fang Xiaoqing had always been a little biased in her subjects, and it became even more so in high school. There was no other way. Every subject required a lot of spare time to prepare and review. With so many subjects and limited spare time, Fang Xiaoqing naturally picked the ones she liked to study. Therefore, it was inevitable that he would lose sight of the other. It was reasonable to be biased.
However, the college entrance examination would not only look at your results in a single subject. It would always look at your total score. Fang Xiaoqing's subjects were also strange. Her Chinese results were very good, but her other humanities results were not worth looking at. Her physics and chemistry results were good, but her mathematics results were good and bad. Therefore, this habit of being partial to subjects was a headache for Fang Xiaoqing.
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