At the end of the second year of high school, Fang Xiaoqing decided to choose science even though her Chinese results were ridiculously high.
Fang Xiaoqing, who had studied science, met her new deskmate when she was re-assigning classes for arts and sciences. It was a boy who was always ranked first or second in the class. He was also good-looking, and Fang Xiaoqing still remembered his name.
The boy had no idea that Fang Xiaoqing had been secretly in love with him for a whole year. He even fell in love with another girl in his class at the end of his third year. Although it was just a joke, it was enough to break Fang Xiaoqing's heart. Even though she had never thought of confessing to him, there was really something going on between them.
Fang Xiaoqing's first awakening of love was a tragedy, destined to be strangled in the cradle.
Fang Xiaoqing was finally admitted to a university. Although it was not an important university, it was still a national university. As for her profession, she didn't do it in the end anyway, so there was no need to mention it.
The university campus made Fang Xiaoqing very relaxed. The direct effect was that her weight had risen sharply. Her weight problem finally became her biggest worry, and she couldn't wait to lose weight.
One had to know that university was a paradise for love. If one grew up to be as heavy as Fang Xiaoqing, then heaven would become hell.
Although Fang Xiaoqing's hard-working exercise had made her realize that it was still possible for her to lose weight, losing weight through exercise could only be a myth. I can't help it. I'm not an athlete, and this isn't my lifelong career. In the end, I can only return to the life of an ordinary person.
However, there was one good thing. Ever since she lost weight through exercise, although Fang Xiaoqing had rebounded a little, she was no longer as fat as before she lost weight. God bless her, Amen!
Until she graduated from university, Fang Xiaoqing still maintained her figure and could only wear clothes that were one or two sizes larger than ordinary clothes. The sad thing was that almost all the clothes that were feminine and could evoke a girl's princess complex would not be in the size of an extra large. Fang Xiaoqing was still a loyal supporter of sportswear, even though she really did not exercise much.
Fang Xiaoqing had been thinking about a question: I have always had a small appetite. Why do I eat the same amount of food as others, or even more than others? Why am I the one who is fat? Why aren't others fat?
Maybe God is playing a joke on you.
After graduation, she had to look for a job. Fang Xiaoqing was never afraid of looking for a job, but she really hated the way people looked at fat people.
As a science student, it was easier for boys to find a job than girls. Unfortunately, Fang Xiaoqing was a girl. Among the girls, those who were slim and beautiful had more opportunities than the average girl. Unfortunately, regardless of their looks, Fang Xiaoqing's figure was enough for them to consider. It was already difficult for fresh graduates to find a job. After this screening, there were no people who could notice Fang Xiaoqing's inner beauty.
Fang Xiaoqing was also a little resentful that there were not many people in the society who wanted her major. Looking at the job fair, there were many people looking for accounting, and most of them were girls. Moreover, they did not have high requirements for appearance. As long as they were steady, it was enough. He looked at his own weight. Yes, he was steady enough. Therefore, she had the idea of changing her profession to become an accountant.
Fang Xiaoqing was a science major after all. She signed up for a training class and focused on her studies. It really allowed her to pass the accounting qualification exam in less than a year and become a true accountant.
Fang Xiaoqing relied on her " steady " image to find an accounting job. Although it was not a big company and did not have much money, she was still full of hope.
Until a few years passed.
Fang Xiaoqing was still very fat. Although her work became busier and harder with the intermediate accounting certificate, her weight still stood firm.
What was even more terrifying was that Fang Xiaoqing's friends and colleagues were gradually getting married and having children. Every time they received such invitations, their parents would nag for a long time."Look, I told you not to eat so much, but you still want to eat so much. If this goes on, I'll see how you're going to get married!”
Sigh, I'm guilty. It's a sin for me to eat. Who asked me to be so fat? How can I have the right to eat my fill?
In fact, her parents did not pay much attention to her weight until the first time they excitedly wanted to arrange a blind date for their daughter. When the man heard that Fang Xiaoqing was a fat girl, he did not even want to come. In the end, she suffered a blow and complained about her daughter losing weight every day.
"We haven't even met yet, and I'm already an eyesore." Fang Xiaoqing thought self-deprecatingly and wanted to move out.
Later, Fang Xiaoqing could not stand the discussion of her neighbors and the nagging at home. She only said that she wanted to go to the provincial capital and left home for the provincial capital.
It was not Fang Xiaoqing's first time in the provincial capital. She had come here a few times because of work, but she had never stayed for so long. She was like those university graduates who had just graduated and squeezed into a shared apartment. Her conditions were average, but she was happy and comfortable.
If Fang Xiaoqing's intermediate certificate was considered pretty good in her original city, it could only be considered average in the provincial capital. When the other party heard that she had an intermediate certificate and did not have any backing, they hired her themselves and asked her to do everything. However, their salary was only slightly higher than those who had just graduated.
I heard that it would be better if you took the exam for the association. But now that she was at work, she definitely didn't have time to read. After work, the dormitory was full of chatter. The little girls were all thinking about how to find a good husband as soon as possible and not have to work so hard. To be honest, Fang Xiaoqing was not in the mood to read at all.
Thinking about it, it made sense. Compared to those little girls, she was already old. Wouldn't it be more important to find someone to marry? If he really spent three to five years to get into that troublesome association, he would still have some gains if he got in. If he didn't get in, wouldn't that be a double loss? No one wanted him anymore.
Just thinking about it was terrifying. Fang Xiaoqing also gave up on the idea of going to the association. He was still busy. In her own words, she didn't know how to be busy.
He was indeed busy. Thinking about it, it made sense. It had been so many years. Without a career, it could only be considered working to make a living. Love, even more so, did not know if the other party was still born. Beauty, this was one of the biggest tragedies of a girl's life. I'm not worthy of pursuing. I can only say that I'm still alive. At least there was still some hope of living.
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