I didn't ask why Yubihama felt so relieved when I arrived at school.
It wasn't because he was relieved that his friend wasn't troubled by some pervert, but because he was happy from another angle. As for what that smile meant and what kind of emotion it represented, I didn't know.
If a girl was really assured that her companion would not be troubled by perverts, she would look as if she was relieved of a burden. Moreover, that sincere expression was enough to make people run away in shame. However, Yubihama's smile was completely different. It was completely different from the world that I had always been ostracized by others. That smile was filled with happiness and a little apology for what happened under the snow.
I don't know about that kind of feeling. Because he had never seen it before, he didn't even have a reference.
Besides, I don't want to know at all.
The emotional clues between high school students have nothing to do with logic. Love and hate for no reason, madness for no reason, these have nothing to do with me. No matter how meaningful her smile is, it's still zero to me. Zero. It was meaningless. That was enough. He didn't need to care about anything else. My life is completely different from others, and I should have realized this long ago. Therefore, it was not the right choice to exert extra energy at this time.
Therefore, he would just pretend that he did not know anything. He spent the last days of his high school life peacefully and had no regrets in the future. And to be honest, I don't understand those things at all, do I? I have nothing to do with those pretentious lives. My life has long been planned by myself. No one or anything could shake it.
The past had changed at the age of five, and the future had also changed because of it. If he didn't grasp the opportunities brought by his youngest years, then life would be meaningless. I accepted the meaning of that dream without any explanation.
This is the only thing I don't want to deny.
Only his own persistence would not be denied.
"Looking at your face, did something good happen to me?”
"Why is something bad for me a good thing for you…Forget it, it's not important anyway.”
I could only shrug my shoulders in response to the question under the snow.
If she knew about my conversation with Yubihama this morning, she would definitely send me to the police station. Furthermore, it was based on the possibility of sexual harassment. I had more confidence in this than I had in my future plans. Xue Zhixue was definitely such a cruel person. She could even smile as she watched me walk into hell.
"Hikitani-san, what nonsense are you talking about? How could I watch my classmate walk down the path of crime? I will only watch over you gently, waiting for you to reach out your evil hands.”
…At this point, there was no point in shouting old jokes at her, right?
"I can't be bothered to argue with you now.”
I didn't want to waste all my energy on meaningless arguments under the snow during lunch break.
Whether or not I can win is one thing. The key is that the gazes of the students in the class are really piercing. Many times, I feel as if I'm about to be pierced. I feel like I'm facing Vlad III, the Piercing Duke, the son of the Romania dragon. The Turkish soldiers of Cecesh also felt cold all over. This feeling of being pointed at by ten thousand people was really not good.
To be honest, I had always been hiding in the crowd. I was not used to being targeted by so many people no matter how many times I passed by. Especially when I won the fight with Under the Snow, that cold gaze made me feel even more sad.
I don't like to be under the snow, so please don't look at me as if I'm your enemy. I'm just an ordinary high school student with my own goals. In your eyes, is communicating under the snow as difficult as facing an alien monster? Go and chat with that lonely guy. Don't always look at me with that terrifying gaze. You can't make me not even be able to resist by taking the initiative to find trouble under the snow, right? That guy was only purely correct and not a goddess.
Unfortunately, there was still no one in the class who could respond to my hope. These fellows had been hiding somewhere and whispering to each other, before looking at me with hatred in their eyes. If you're really envious, jealous, and hateful, then come over directly. I'll definitely give up my right to speak and find Yubibin to establish a new service department.
Even though I feel sorry for Shizu-sensei Hiratsuka, I really think that this is the best choice!
"Shouldn't we rest during lunch break? Please let me off a little."
"I'm not the kind of woman who pesters you. If it wasn't for your existence that has been stimulating my nerves, I wouldn't have expressed any opinion on this. Even if the person sitting in front of me is an otaku, I will still smile, okay?”
"Should I protest from the perspective of an otaku or express it from the perspective of excitement?”
"It's not a problem to express it from both sides, right? I don't mind."
"But I mind…"
I replied weakly and looked up at the ceiling tiredly.
It wasn't because of the unfamiliar ceiling, but purely because he wanted to avoid the sharp gazes of those people. If looks could kill, I would have died ten thousand times already. It was only more than this, not less.
So when you see an inconspicuous guy talking and laughing with your goddess, don't hesitate to go up and strike up a conversation. Your goddess might already be waiting for a hero to break the deadlock. At the very least, I believed that the conversation between me and Under the Snow was definitely not a pleasant one. Even if it was a pleasant one, it would only be under the snow alone.
"That Student Cai Muzuo didn't seem to come to school today.”
As if they were chatting casually, Under the Snow threw out another bombshell.
"I heard that she returned home in a very sad manner. What do you think about this matter? Compared to Qigu-san?"
"I don't know. In the end, this matter has nothing to do with me. I just gave the correct explanation from my point of view. As for what he was thinking, I don't know. I just made the right choice.”
"Is that so? Was it correct to give a reason that seemed impossible to resist from a subjective perspective?”
"Isn't this what you like to do? Explain it from your own perspective and let others accept it.”
"…You're really getting more and more unpleasant, Qigu-kun.”
"You are the same.”
I looked at the snow beside me and sneered.
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