Time passed very quickly. In the blink of an eye, another week had passed. Xing Lan had checked out of his room and moved into his dormitory. Xing Lan only wanted to escape from this farce of love. However, Xing Lan was still too young. He could not control the most primitive longing of human nature. The short separation made Xing Lan unable to sleep at night. Xing Lan hated this feeling. He tried his best to get rid of his longing, to get rid of Jing Han's charming smile. However, it was very sad. The more he wanted to forget, the more he wanted to forget. The longing grew stronger.
Since there was no one to cook, the few of them spent their days in the restaurant outside. Every day after work, Xing Lan and Gao Wei would wait for the two girls to eat together. Jinghan and Yuxuan had also become used to it and accepted Xing Lan's wait as though it was a given. The four of them would meet almost every day. The reason why Gao Wei had returned to the house was because he had moved to Luo Yao's place. They were on the same street, but they had not noticed it before.
Luo Yao and Gao Wei had been very close since they were young because of their father's relationship. In Xing Lan's opinion, if a strong wind came, they had to hold onto Luo Yao tightly. Otherwise, Xing Lan would be very worried if Luo Yao would be taken away by the strong wind because his physique was too thin.
Luo Yao was a very kind person and greeted everyone with a smile. After spending a long time together, Luo Yao and Xing Lan got along very well. Xing Lan did not dislike Luo Yao either. Luo Yao was also a faithful believer of the Christian Church. Luo Yao's space and accessories were all dressed according to the identity of the church's believers. In the eyes of Xing Lan and the others, the Christian Church would definitely be touched if they could recruit a person like Luo Yao. This was because Luo Yao often said something in low spirits: "Sigh, listen to the Lord." It made people feel that he was cute, but at the same time, it also made people laugh uncontrollably.
Jing Han and Yuxuan were also very familiar with Luo Yao through Gao Wei. Luo Yao had a computer in his house, which Gao Wei had given to a friend. Jing Han and Yuxuan often went to watch TV. For convenience, Xinglan would process the finished manuscripts at Luo Yao's house. The five of them often bumped into each other. Luo Yao also knew how to cook. The kitchen utensils at home were all available. The few of them would occasionally have a big meal at Luo Yao's house.
Gao Wei walked around a few times and finally followed Yabin and Wang Yu to do sales. Yabin and Wang Yu rented a house together on this street. Because the street was very narrow, they got off work in the morning and evening. Xing Lan would occasionally meet the two of them.
In Luo Yao's room, Luo Yao was sitting in front of his computer with a disappointed expression. He was chatting with his partner. Due to some family reasons, the girl's parents did not agree to the two of them being together. Luo Yao was very distressed about this. Luo Yao used the legendary " One Finger Zen " and his typing speed was especially slow. Xing Lan sat beside him on the bed. Jing Han leaned against Xing Lan and looked at the message box on the computer screen with a smile on her face. Yu Xuan did not come because he was at work.
"Sigh, listen to the Lord."
The message box showed that the other party was saying," Actually, I also want us to be together, but my family has never agreed to it. I'm also very troubled." Jing Han looked at the message box and muttered with a smile. When she heard this, Xing Lan turned around and rolled his eyes at her. Xing Lan could not help but smile bitterly in his heart.
"I really can't live without you."
Luo Yao's expression was solemn as he pondered for a while. He typed out a line of words and directly hit enter. Because his attention was completely focused on his lover, he did not pay attention to the two outsiders, Xing Lan and Jing Han.
"I don't know what to do either.”
The other party sent a sad emoji.
"Sigh, listen to the Lord."
While Luo Yao was thinking, Jing Han smiled and mumbled again.
"Be quiet."
She turned around and pretended to be angry at Jing Han and Xing Lan.
"(*^__^*) Heehee…”
Jing Han replied with a laugh to interrupt Xing Lan. Xing Lan really fell for it. Because when he saw Jing Han's charming smile, he was stunned.
Luo Yao thought for a while as if there was no one else around and then hit enter again."What did your family say?"
After waiting for a while, the other party sent a reply. There were many words. Luo Yao looked at the words that he did not want to see, and his face was filled with sadness.
"Sigh, listen to the Lord."
Luo Yao used his signature phrase.
"Haha."
While Luo Yao was looking at the screen with sorrow in his heart, Jing Han laughed out loud without any manners. Perhaps she felt embarrassed, but she covered her mouth after laughing out loud. However, perhaps it was really funny, she did not hold it in. That kind of half-smile made Xing Lan feel like laughing out loud.
"You're so embarrassing. Luo Yao, you're busy. We're leaving.”
Xing Lan smiled bitterly and pulled Jing Han out.
"What are you going to do? Why can't I laugh if it's funny?”
She walked down the stairs and broke free from the star barrier, pretending to be wronged.
"You're still feeling wronged. Are you hungry? Go eat.”
Xing Lan could not be bothered to explain to her and directly suggested that they go for a meal.
"I'm really a little hungry. Let's go, Painter.”
Jing Han rubbed her stomach and opened the way.
Xing Lan ordered Jing Han's favorite dishes from the restaurant she frequented. Xing Lan was wondering if people's eating habits would change because they interacted with others. After spending time with Jing Han for a long time, even the plain and tasteless cabbage had become chewy. Jing Han liked to eat cabbage.
"Hey, have you thought about when you'll get married?”
During the meal, Xing Lan held his chopsticks and looked at Jing Han. His words were like a joke.
"No, I haven't."
Jing Han's response was very indifferent. She continued to eat with her head lowered, as if everything had nothing to do with her in Xing Lan's eyes.
"What about you, Painter? When are you getting married?”
Raising her head to look at Xing Lan, Jing Han asked jokingly.
"I don't know. It should still be early."
Xing Lan did not give a clear answer.
"It's still early. Isn't your family rushing you? My family is going crazy.”
Jing Han said with a trace of distress.
"Why aren't they urging me? Someone my age already has a child.”
Xing Lan stuffed a mouthful of rice into his mouth. When he thought of how worried his family was about his matters, he felt a trace of distress in his heart.
"Then what about you?"
Jing Han continued to ask.
"I'll rent one and cover it for now.”
Xing Lan replied jokingly.
"What do you mean by renting one?"
Jing Han had many doubts.
"That's right. You come home with me and pretend to be my wife. After this matter is over, I'll give you a sum of money.”
Xing Lan patiently explained to Jing Han.
"Haha, good idea. I don't want to get married either. How about this? I'll rent you home.”
Jing Han smiled expectantly.
"Okay, how about this? You don't have to give me money. I'll rent it to you later.”
Placing the chopsticks in his mouth, Xing Lan pretended to be calculating.
"Alright, it's settled then, haha.”
Jing Han seemed very happy.
As the two of them often joked around, Xing Lan could not tell if Jing Han's words were true or false. Looking at Jing Han who was burying her head in her meal and did not look like a lady at all, Xing Lan's eyes were filled with tenderness. Xing Lan was very puzzled as to why Jing Han could be so carefree. He was very puzzled as to why Jing Han could wear a smile that could sweep away all sadness every day, just like a beautiful space-time fairy, just like a holy angel with pure white wings. In Xing Lan's eyes, Jing Han and the fairy in front of him were so similar to angels.
The sun was setting, and the night wind had unknowingly brought a faint yet stinging coldness to the skin. Xing Lan was wearing a casual long sleeve with black and white flowers as he sat on a chair in the courtyard. The sky was already completely dark, and buses would occasionally drive past the factory entrance. The honking of the vehicles and the noise of the nearby streets made the place very chaotic. Xing Lan ignored the passing vehicles and the chaos that came from the streets as he fell into deep thought.
Xinglan was still unable to confirm his feelings towards Jinghan. However, he knew that he was no longer a passerby. Xinglan's heart was in a mess. He knew the cruelty of love and his own persistence towards love. Towards love, Xinglan had always been cautious. Many people thought that Xinglan did not fall in love or rejected love because his expectations were too high. In fact, only Xinglan himself knew the reason. Towards love, Xinglan was afraid, afraid. He was afraid that he would fall in love with the wrong person and was conflicted. He was afraid of falling in love with the right person but not being able to be together. A relationship might be like fleeting clouds to others, but it was something that was so simple and natural in the eyes of others. Xing Lan, this idiot, could not do it. A relationship could trouble him for a period of time that exceeded everyone's imagination. Love, in Xing Lan's eyes, was sacred. He was not willing to fall in love because of loneliness. Therefore, he was looking for the person he loved. Thus, Xing Lan had a principle that would not change until death. If he wanted to get married, it must be because of love.
At this moment, Xing Lan was afraid. He was afraid that he had fallen in love with the wrong person and felt conflicted. This conflicted feeling made Xing Lan's thoughts very chaotic and very frustrated. At this moment, Xing Lan was afraid. He was afraid that he would fall in love with the right person but not be able to be together. Love, but not being able to be together. In Xing Lan's opinion, there was no love that was more terrifying than this. After thinking quietly for a while, Xing Lan still wanted to test Jing Han. He wanted to know Jing Han's attitude.
Xing Lan found Jing Han from the chat and clicked on a tapping emoji. Xing Lan waited for a long time. He knew that Jing Han was at work now.
"Squeak squeak."
A familiar QQ message sounded. Xing Lan immediately opened it. It was from Jinghan. Without saying anything, she sent two knocking emojis. Xing Lan smiled and replied with three knocking emojis.
The message rang again. Jing Han replied four times, over and over again, until the entire screen was filled with tapping emojis. Xing Lan sent it directly, and the two people in the middle did not say a word.
"Squeak squeak."
The message came back very quickly. There was only a crying emoji.
"What's wrong?"
Xing Lan replied with a smile.
"You hit me."
Looking at Jing Han's message, Xing Lan smiled to himself. He seemed to see Jing Han pouting and acting coquettishly beside him.
"Hehe, what are you doing?"
Xing Lan asked.
"I'm at work. What are you doing?"
Jing Han replied to Xing Lan's question.
"I'm at work too. We're really fated.”
Xing Lan immediately sent it over.
"(*^__^*) Heehee…”
Jinghan sent a cute emoji.
The star screen became silent, and the message did not ring out again.
"When are you getting married?"
After a long silence, Xing Lan still sent the message. From then on, Jing Han became silent and Xing Lan waited for a long time.
"Squeak squeak."
The voice rang out, and Xing Lan was startled once again.
"I don't know. I've never met anyone who can make me marry him.”
Looking at Jing Han's message, Xing Lan felt a wave of disappointment. It was only after a long time that Xing Lan realized that sometimes, asking a question was not to know the result, but to let him know what he wanted before the other party answered.
"Then what kind of person are you looking for?”
Xing Lan continued to ask.
"He's about 1.8 meters tall."
After a moment of silence, Xing Lan was delighted. He was close to 1.8 meters tall.
"It's best if it's one at home."
"It's best if your family is rich."
"Someone with a good temper."
Jing Han would send him a condition every once in a while. Xing Lan's expression kept changing as Jing Han spoke. Jing Han had some requirements that were already destined in his life. Even if he could, he would never do it. He couldn't possibly kill his own family just because he loved someone.
"Why are you asking this?"
During Xing Lan's silence, Jing Han terminated her conditions and asked Xing Lan back.
"I'm already so old, and my family is quite anxious. I want to find a wife, but no one is suitable. In the end, I thought of marrying you. Anyway, it's just for the rest of my life.”
Xing Lan looked like a hooligan.
"Haha."
After a while, Jing Han sent a laughing emoji.
Xing Lan did not have much experience, so he had no experience to speak of. He could not figure out what Jing Han meant.
"Looks like I've really changed. I'm actually so thick-skinned.”
In order to save face, Xing Lan sent it out and waited for Jing Han to reply.
"Yes, it is indeed quite thick."
Seeing Jing Han's last sentence, Xing Lan immediately closed his phone. He did not get the result he wanted, so he could only rely on his own guesses. He repeatedly searched for clues in the conversation. Xing Lan had never doubted his investigative ability as much as he did now. He looked at it several times but there was nothing different. It was like two ordinary friends greeting each other.
Sitting in the communication room, Xing Lan rubbed his thumb against his lips and sank into deep thought. He made a decision. He decided not to meet Jing Han again. Xing Lan did not think of himself as a person who would take the initiative. He only dared to define it this way after so many years of meeting people and things. It was not that Xing Lan had not done something like forsaking his love. In Xing Lan's view of love, there was a saying: he could love someone who did not love him, but he could not marry someone who did not love him. Xinglan was very glad that he did not fall in love with someone who did not love him. Therefore, today, he had also planned for Jinghan to be the one who did not love him. After thinking for a long time, Xinglan even thought of leaving.
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