There were some people who always seemed to be at ease between love and lovers. They would not refute any words and deeds of their lovers. Even in the face of their lover's betrayal, they would be extremely relieved. They could always make the other party very touched. They could always know what their lover wanted at the right time. They could always give the other party an unexpected surprise when the lover was bored and depressed, making the other party cheer and happy. It was undeniable that they were dedicated and persistent when it came to love. They could turn down friends 'gatherings and company jobs just to make their lovers believe that they only had them in their hearts. They were unemployed or office workers with no pressure from their jobs. They could use their spare time to study the opposite sex. They were called love experts or love killers. Those who were unemployed or had no work pressure also had their own unique living habits, but relatively speaking, the proportion was very large.
There were some people who would always be at a loss in front of love and lovers. They would be very angry when their lovers acted out of line, and they would also quarrel with each other unscrupulously, making the other party very incomprehensible and making the other party feel that it was difficult for them to get along. Or the other party might think that they didn't love them. In fact, it wasn't that they didn't love them, but because they didn't know how to show their love. Because they knew that they couldn't spend all their time temporarily. They need to think about your future, pointing out your shortcomings or quarreling with you so that you can get along better in the future. They are all thinking about the future. Because they love you, they firmly believe that you will be there in their future life, so they will be more invested in their career and work. As a result, everything they do will not be understood or accepted by you, and you will be separated.
A man who loved her deeply, but he knew that he was humble and could not give her everything she wanted, so he could only devote himself to work. He hoped to give her happiness, but unfortunately, they were separated. The woman said that they were not suitable, and the woman said that she still did not understand him. The man did not try to persuade her to stay. The moment the woman turned around, she did not see the tears in the man's eyes. He loved her and he understood her. Because he understood her, he worked hard to give her everything she wanted, because he knew that what a woman wanted was beyond his current ability.
After they parted ways, the woman quickly found a man who understood her, but unfortunately, the man disappeared after he got her. This was because the woman wanted something that the man knew he couldn't do. The woman who only knew how to pursue didn't expect the man who wanted to give her a lifetime of happiness to silently watch her back in the dark alley.
The man finally succeeded. Three years later, the man finally succeeded. The man found the woman when he was sure that she was still unmarried. The woman was very surprised because she had long forgotten that she had such a man. Over the years, she had been with too many men. The woman had already gone far away, while the man had always been wandering in one place.
On the day of the wedding, the woman cried her heart out. The man comforted her with a smile on his face. The man said that he was very happy because he loved her and had her. The woman's face was always covered in tears. The guests did not know if her tears came from guilt or happiness. No matter what, they were together in the end, and they would also be harmonious.
This was a story that my mentor told me. In the end, I found out that the man in the story was him, and the woman was his wife, who died of cancer at the age of 43. I once asked my mentor if he would still look for her if she had gotten married at that time. My mentor said that he would not. He only hoped that she could be happy. Moreover, my mentor also said that even if he really could not get her, with his current success and persistence in love, he did not believe that he could not find a good one. My mentor told me that I was still young and did not know what love was.
Anyone who loved the other person would think about the future. Because they wanted her to be happy, they would work hard in their careers. However, there were always many contradictions in things. Men who lived in their careers would always ignore her by their side. Because of neglect, the two people who should have been very happy became passers-by of each other. Because of neglect, a relationship that should have been very happy had to go through so many unnecessary pains and lessons.
Jing Han would watch television for a while after work every day before going home to sleep. The only thing Xing Lan could do was to silently pour a glass of water for her when she was feeling down. He would silently sit by her side and watch television with her, not even saying a single word. This was because Xing Lan did not know what words could move her and he did not know what was considered loving her. Xing Lan could only devote more time to work every day. Xing Lan hoped that the success that everyone yearned for and was illusory would come sooner.
The movie was playing 'Bodyguard'. Sitting beside Jinghan, Xing Lan suddenly thought of the base.
"I don't know if my previous profession was considered a bodyguard.”
Xing Lan muttered.
"What? You were a bodyguard too?"
Turning around to look at Xing Lan, Jing Han's face was filled with disbelief.
"Oh, I only stayed for a few months.”
Xing Lan went to pour some water after saying that. At that time, Xing Lan was a little flustered.
"Then why did you stop?"
Jing Han asked Xing Lan for the reason.
Xing Lan's reply was a little incoherent because he really did not want to recall the past.
"Clang."
The door opened and Ru Ping walked into the room with a smile.
"I'm back."
Looking at Ru Ping, Jing Han smiled sincerely.
"Yeah, I'm tired."
Ru Ping said as she sat on the bed.
Jinghan logged into her QQ. Because she knew a lot of people, Jinghan's QQ kept ringing.
"Why do you have so many bachelors in your account?”
Passing Ru Ping a cup of water, Xing Lan's words made Jing Han very baffled.
"I mean, what's there to talk about? You're squeaking every day.”
Perhaps it was because he was annoyed by the things that happened at the base, Xing Lan's words were unreasonable.
"Squeak squeak."
QQ jumped again.
"Who is it this time?"
Xing Lan leaned closer to the computer as he spoke. It was a man who was playing a video call for Jing Han.
"I don't know. Let me see."
Jing Han said as she turned on the video call.
"Open what? Let me see."
Xing Lan immediately went to take the camera.
"Hey, he caught it."
Ru Ping stopped Xing Lan from the side.
The video was of a man. Xing Lan pointed the camera at himself. At that moment, Xing Lan felt like a clown.
After seeing that it was Xing Lan, the other party immediately turned off the video.
"Xinglan, how can you do this?"
Jing Han looked sad.
"Do you know him?"
"I don't know him."
Jing Han replied to Xing Lan.
"If you don't know him, why would you video call him? Is it fun?”
Xing Lan's thoughts were in a mess.
"It's fine. It's just a child.”
Ru Ping smiled and helped Jing Han out.
Xing Lan walked out of the dormitory directly. He went to the supermarket to get two beers. Xing Lan felt that his thoughts were in a mess at that time. The scenes at the base reflected clearly in his eyes, giving Xing Lan a splitting headache.
At this moment, his phone rang. Xing Lan saw that the number was from Jing Han.
"What?"
Because his thoughts were in a mess, Xing Lan's words carried a little anger. Xing Lan was not angry that Jing Han had a video call with someone else, but that he had no clue about what was going on at the base.
"Where are you?"
Jinghan asked gently.
"What?"
Xing Lan's tone was very firm.
"Come back. We're going home.”
Jing Han consoled Xing Lan.
"You guys go ahead. I'll be back in a while.”
Xing Lan poured a mouthful of wine into his mouth.
"No, are you coming back?"
There was a hint of anger in Jing Han's tone.
"I'm not going back."
Xing Lan insisted.
"Come back quickly, do you hear me?"
Jing Han finally couldn't control her anger.
Xing Lan thought about it a lot. Today's matter was his fault, but he was really upset because he didn't know how to vent the things in his heart. After all, he couldn't tell anyone. Xing Lan had compromised. Xing Lan was afraid that Jing Han would be upset and misunderstand.
"You guys can leave."
Returning to his residence, Xing Lan threw away the empty beer and opened another one.
"Give me the wine."
Jing Han reached out to snatch Xing Lan's beer.
"No."
Xing Lan dodged Jing Han.
"Hurry up and give it to me."
Jing Han snatched the beer.
"Give it to me."
Xing Lan extended his hand towards Jing Han.
"No."
Jing Han said as she walked out.
"If you don't give it to me, I'll buy it later."
Xing Lan steeled his heart.
"You buy it."
Jing Han never gave it to Xing Lan.
Jing Han left and Ru Ping went to her room to take her bag.
"Tell Jinghan not to think too much. There are some things I can't tell her, and it's not because I want to control her. It's just that I really don't know how to explain it to her.”
Xing Lan cared about Jing Han. He was afraid that she would be sad.
"It's none of your business. You're thinking too much."
Ru Ping's words carried a smile. Xing Lan couldn't figure out what she meant.
At night, Jinghan expressed her feelings.
"So annoying…"
Xing Lan knew why Jing Han was annoyed. Xing Lan did not understand why Jing Han was annoyed because she was not allowed to come into contact with men. If that was the case, Xing Lan could not figure out who was right and who was wrong. He logged onto QQ and deleted Jing Han's number. Since he could not change Jing Han, he could only change himself because he knew what he was thinking deep in his heart. Because he knew that to love someone, perhaps it was tolerance. Perhaps it was to be hurt alone, but he still had to lick the wounds of the person he loved.
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