"Little girl, what happened to him?" Qin Yue bit the straw and looked at Tian Bin. I put down the beer bottle in my hand. It was just that he hadn't had the habit of celebrating Christmas Eve for a long time, so he was a little unused to it.”
"You guys never celebrate Christmas Eve?"
"Not really. I haven't done it since the second year of high school.”
Qin Yue was curious and asked me why. I didn't want to ruin Qin Yue's good mood, so I didn't tell her."You'll know in a while. Let's play first." Looking at the time, I said,"It's almost time.”Qin Yue didn't know what I was talking about, but I had my reasons for not telling her, so she didn't ask further. She still had a puzzled expression.
When it was nine o'clock, Tian Bin put down the beer bottle in his hand and said indifferently,""Time's up." She got up and went into the bedroom to take out her bulging school bag. She stood at the door and looked at us.
We all put down the beer in our hands. Zhou Long's girlfriend, Chen Wenxue, tugged at Zhou Long's shirt lightly.""What's wrong?"
"I'm fine." Zhou Long comforted his girlfriend and then said to us,"Since it's time, let's go!”Tian Bin looked at Zhou Long with relief and smiled.
Eleven of us left Sun Peng's house.
Along the way, the eight of us brothers had solemn expressions on our faces, and the atmosphere was rather heavy. Qin Yue, Zeng Xiaoyu, and Chen Wenxue followed us obediently. They were so scared by Tian Bin's gloomy expression that they didn't dare to speak.
We're going to a dental clinic outside our high school girls 'dormitory. This was not because we had any bad habits, but to pay tribute to a friend we cared about very much, and also a girl that Tian Bin still loved deeply until now!
Twenty minutes later. We arrived at the dental clinic. The young dental staff inside saw us standing outside the door and thought that we were here to cause trouble. He quickly pulled down the big iron door of the clinic.
Tian Bin raised his head and looked at the closed clinic. He squatted down and placed the bag on his back in front of his chest. He took out the incense, ghost paper, offerings, and so on that were used for the memorial ceremony... and placed them on the ground.
Qin Yue, Zeng Xiaoyu, and Chen Wenxue looked at the offerings on the ground and widened their eyes in surprise. They hid behind us uneasily. Tian Bin arranged the things properly and took out a thick stack of Nether Paper. He gave a stack to each of us brothers. He took out a lighter and lit the ghost paper in his hand. He squatted down and lowered his head to look at the place where the little demon had fallen. The long hair on his forehead covered his eyes, and tears fell drop by drop. Although Qin Yue and the rest were not close to Tian Bin, they could hear his low whimpers. It was the first time Qin Yue had seen Tian Bin so sad. In her eyes, Tian Bin was a monster with a sinister smile and an evil aura. However, at this moment, Tian Bin was crying so sadly.
We also squatted down and lit the ghost papers in our hands. He bowed his head in silence.
"Little demon, are you alright? I'm here to see you." Tian Bin lit three incense sticks and inserted them into the incense burner that he had prepared. He kept muttering the name " Little Demon " as if he was calling out to the whole world…
The few of us also lit three incense sticks and inserted them into the incense burner. We stood quietly behind Tian Bin. Although Qin Yue and the other two didn't know who we were paying homage to, they walked over and offered three fragrances each. They also bowed three times seriously. Tian Bin turned his face slightly and said,"Thank you." Under the bright streetlights, the tears on Tian Bin's face were clearly visible.
"Little demon, I'm sorry that I only came to see you now.”Tian Bin's voice was hoarse and gentle. There was not a hint of coldness in it. Only on this day and in this place would Tian Bin have such a rare warm and soft side to him." It's been more than three years, and I haven't had the chance to see you. You're not angry with me, are you? In the past three years, I've been thinking about you every day. Sometimes, when I close my eyes, I'll see the moment you fall. I don't know how many times that 'instant' had woken me up from my dreams, but I couldn't fall asleep again. Inside, I would carve your name on the bed every time I missed you. When I came out, it was carved all over the bed.”
Tian Bin lit a Hongtashan cigarette and placed it on the incense burner. He continued,"Little Yao, I told you more than once to quit smoking. I always told you to hate women who smoke. You just don't listen and keep whipping in front of me! Because of this, I slapped you. At that time, your eyes were filled with hatred, as if you wanted to kill me. Today, I'll personally light your cigarette. It's your favorite Hongtashan cigarette. I haven't come to see you for so long. I don't know if you've changed your brand. I'll make do with it first. If you change the brand, tell me and I'll bring it to you next time I come to see you.”Tian Bin spoke to the empty space where the little demon had fallen as if no one was around. It was as if the little demon was right in front of him and could hear him.
Qin Yue was shocked by what happened in front of her. She gently tugged at the corner of my shirt and whispered into my ear,"What happened to him?" I glanced at Tian Bin, who was completely immersed in his memories of the little demon. I sighed and said,"I'll tell you slowly when we get back. Now, stay quiet." Qin Yue obediently shut her mouth. She stood quietly beside me and held my hand tightly. Her palm was covered in sweat and it was cold. It seemed that she was afraid. I tightened my grip on her small hand and used a moderate amount of strength to let her feel my existence. Gradually, Qin Yue's hands became less cold.
After another half an hour, we took a taxi back to Sun Peng's house. Once he entered, Tian Bin went into the bedroom and did not come out again.
Qin Yue and the other two girls were a little worried and asked us to go in and see what was wrong with Tian Bin. None of us went.
Sun Peng looked at the closed bedroom door and said faintly,""His heart is still in that place. What came back with us is only a shell.”
Christmas Eve came to an end in a heavy atmosphere.
On Christmas morning, I had a nightmare…
In my dream, I saw Luo Xiaoqi. Her eyes were filled with disappointment and hatred. She kept asking me why I had to destroy her dream so cruelly! Why did he have to tear apart her love composition so cruelly! I wanted to explain, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't make a sound. Luo Xiaoqi's figure gradually disappeared into the darkness. Then, Qin Yue appeared in front of me with a cool smile. She stretched out her hand to me. I reached out to grab it, but all I could grab was air. I looked at Qin Yue again. A terrifying black hole had appeared behind her at some point in time. Qin Yue was being sucked into the black hole bit by bit. I wanted to rush over to save him, but my entire body was entangled by countless vines that spread out from the darkness in all directions. I couldn't move! He could only watch as Qin Yue was mercilessly devoured by the black hole…
"Ah!" I cried out in shock and sat up. I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat. So it was a dream! I heaved a sigh of relief and collapsed onto the bed.
Lying on the bed, I stared at the ceiling in a daze. Qin Yue's cool smile appeared in my eyes. Whenever I thought of Qin Yue, I would smile, intentionally or unintentionally. I couldn't even tell what that smile meant. Perhaps, it was the happiness of being loved! However, was it just being loved? I don't know…
Since she couldn't sleep, she got out of bed and turned on her computer to write something. As I was writing, I remembered that a brother of mine had seen my writing and said that my writing was very pretentious. I still haven't been able to understand the word pretentious very well. Maybe it's because I feel too much
Good, right? Haha…who knows. Brother, if you say that you're pretending, I'll just admit it. This might be my style, pretentious. What do you think?
I didn't write for any reason, nor did I think about who I was writing for. It was more to vent the little emotions in my heart, such as a little sadness, a little loneliness, a little happiness, and so on! I've never dreamed of becoming a writer and writing a classic that everyone likes. My ability is very limited, and my words are also very limited. Therefore, many people who read my words say that they don't understand what I'm saying. This is where I failed. After all, writing wasn't just for him to understand. I have to change these habits in the future…
He seemed to have gone too far. Hehe…Let's continue.
I lit a cigarette and typed out some words on the keyboard:
They always said that they would be together forever!
However, how far was forever?
Until time ruthlessly broke all the promises.
Until the distance cruelly tore apart all sweetness.
Hence, he decided to do it.
Our love.
Tired, injured, in pain, dead…
Hence, he decided to do it.
Us.
Disbanded, hated, forgotten, ended…
Love was a vicious cycle.
In our eyes, we only see one ten-thousandth of sweetness and ignore the rest, which is all sadness!
Love was a beautiful and deadly trap.
It was as gorgeous as a rose and as deadly as a poisonous thorn!
Love.
Sometimes, it was a gamble.
We bet our sincerity on sweetness!
Sometimes, love was like a game.
We use our youth to play with happiness!
After the last word appeared on the computer screen, I exhaled a long column of smoke and flicked away the ashes of the cigarette butt. I leaned back in my chair and looked at the words I had written. In the end, I picked up a pen and paper and copied the words I had written down. I carefully folded them and placed them in my pants pocket. I want to show these words to Qin Yue to see if she can understand what I wrote and if she can understand me.
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